“Let us sit about and speak feverishly. Chatting into the wee hours... of my wonderful nightmare!” ໒꒱՞
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Hello I’m Ventrem! The self proclaimed Micolash of Jiraiblr ♥︎
As said this is a Jirai blog, so expect some sensitive topics and limited filter, especially with mental health!
Feel free to DM me if you want to for any reason, I’ll just take a bit to reply while I anxiously breakdown every possible outcome of the convo (half joking).
My Discord is v3ntr3m
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꒰১[Basic Info]໒꒱
× Call me Ventrem or Elias
× Pronouns are He/Him
× Trans Man + Homosexual
× 18 years old — Feb. 2nd
× Major Depressive, ADHD, Generalized Anxiety, and Social Phobia diagnosed
× Symptoms of Borderline Personality Disorder but diagnosis inconclusive
× In and out of recovery
× No specific DNI list because they never work for me, but I block freely when necessary (basically don’t be a bigot or a pedo and shit)
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꒰১[My Tags]໒꒱
× [I could do this all day!]໒꒱՞₊ ⊹ — General Rambling
× [Kind of makes you want to retch,]໒꒱՞₊ ⊹ — Ranting/Venting
× [Shall we say hello?]໒꒱՞₊ ⊹ — Asks
× [Well! That was entertaining.]໒꒱՞₊ ⊹ — Reblogs
× [Shall I bundle you in a blanket?]໒꒱՞₊ ⊹ — Goodnight Posts
(Yes they’re all Dorian Pavus quotes, let me have my fun)
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꒰১[Other Things to Know]໒꒱
× I consider myself jirai in lifestyle, although I am currently working on building up a jirai wardrobe (cords are sadly very expensive)
× I am a recovered gambling addict (gacha games are what got me hooked young), so please avoid talking about gambling around me (jokes are fine tho)
× I bake when I’m manic/hyperactive ♥︎
× I consider myself a theistic satanist despite not officially being involved with an official sect. I am a solo daemonaler who believes that all things are divine, and thus, in the existence of daemons (embodiments of the divine). I do not believe in the Catholic or Christian god; however, I respect other people's beliefs, I simply request that you respect mine.
× I’m a physics major who intends to go into nuclear energy as a career!
× I have a website that I sometimes update (feel free to hunt it down)
× Flirting is welcome if you are also an adult, I crave attention ♥︎
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꒰১[Interests]໒꒱
× Games – Bloodborne (as you can tell by the theme), Dragon Age (except Veilgaurd), Skyrim, Needy Streamer Overload, Killer Chat, KC3 (when it doesn’t crash), BG3
× Characters – Micolash, Host of the Nightmare (my controversial husband ♥︎) Alfred, Hunter of Vilebloods, Dorian Pavus, Kitagawa Marin, Lelliana (Dragon Age), Sera (Dragon Age), Johnny Silverhand, Kurt Hansen, Father Gascoigne, and pretty much every other man in Bloodborne (half sarcastic)
× Music – I listen to pretty much anything but here are my favorites : The Dresden Dolls, Ghost, And One, The Cure, Rammstein, Radiohead, The Cranberries, System Of A Down, TV Girl, Rob Zombie, KMFDM
× Misc – Mary Shelly’s Frankenstein, Nuclear Physics, Lord of the Rings, The Chernobyl Nuclear Disaster, Philosophy/Ethics, Cabaret (musical), The Phantom of the Opera (musical), Linguistics
I can’t breathe, I feel like puking, I’m exhausted, and I got a fucking sunburn. Gonna kms at the next minor inconvenience. This shit is so overstimulating.
I’m so sick right now that my siblings and I had to hold a congregation in the kitchen to figure out how to clear my sinuses enough that I wouldn’t choke and die. What is happening??? It’s summer, I’m not supposed to be sick right now
I wanna take a nap— but 1. I’m supervising my sister at her physical therapy, and 2. I gotta wake up tomorrow so I can’t fuck up my sleep schedule, also it’s almost dinner time
I love pediatric nurses— they have a sixth sense for when you’re nervous about a blood draw. This is the second time I’ve not puked from a blood draw. Thank you pediatric nurses ♥︎
First time getting bloodwork done alone today! Not excited I had to get up at 6am and driving with and empty stomach and no caffeine is not fun— wish me luck
what languages do you speak? Do you have just one first language/language spoken when you were little? Multiple? Do you still speak them? How about ones you learned later? Are you fluent?
that sort of thing
I’ll start! My first language is English, but I’ve been learning Spanish for five years and counting and I consider myself mostly fluent (not native level by any means but I can read/listen/write/speak well enough, and my abilities there aren’t much worse than in English, though my vocabulary is definitely less robust). I know a bit of French from my mom and middle school, and can figure some other things out à la Spanish. I can also swear in six languages (I don’t but I could lol)
okay that’s all! Tagging All The People to start this off!
(As always if you want to be removed from the tag game master list please lmk I don’t want to annoy ppl lol)
Spanish fluently :] Tis my first language though you can't really tell all that often. It's mostly when I'm rlly upset that my English becomes utterly horrible </3 Uhh also English obv lol and French. Also a tad bit of ASL!!
@primordialmushroom @unablebagel @nerd-alerts open tags :]
despite being born into an ARABIC family, and into an ARABIC country, english is my first language!! and arabic is my 2nd but im fluent at both :] i wanna learn spanish and japaneesseeeee.....
@brokenhead6969 @cyanpyromaniac @somesw33tstuff @lennoxmcbloxxer @evilbradleyd @mexagirlish @crescentmp3 and open tagscuz its getin l8!
Haha, um, I speak Spanish and English, plus a tiny bit of italian! (When I say tiny I mean MINISCULE.)
Do you have just one first language/language spoken when you were little? Multiple?
Spanish was the language spoken in my family as a kid! It was so I'd learn Spanish at home, and English at school! My dad speaks italian from his time in rome, though.
Do you still speak them?
Yep!
How about ones you learned later?
With italian, not really.
Are you fluent?
Mostly??? Fluent in English and somewhat in spanish, not at ALL in italian
So I'm fluent in Polish and English, I also know bits of German from school and stuff but I'm not really good with it, I also know bits of Japanese but it's really bad, wanted to learn it before but I'm too lazy and forgetfull to get into a learning rutine
My first language was Polish and af for English I'm within the language learning journey for about 9 years already
My parents wanted me to learn german when I was little cause I'm half german myself but it's cause of my dad's work and I don't have any family there so there wasn't much pressure and I've never actually learned it
I'm fluent in french (OFC) and I'm very good at English, almost fluent I'd say???? Idk but I have a great British accent
I'm learning German and Russian though I can't speak much of both. In German I can say "Ich bin ein Kartoffelsalat" and in Russian I can say uhhhh RLLY not much, I mostly know words here and there (don't blame me I only have the equivalent of 6 months of learning Russian 3 hours/week ok???)
im Albanian so I know Albanian pretty well,but sometimes mix it up since I have a English accent (I've once been told I sound swedish?)
I used too learn/know German,but later on forgot it since
I'm in learning for Japanese,which I know a decent length but it's not that good,I know simple phrases slightly,I'm learning Russian and french,tho I might drop french maybe
And according too my mom when I was younger I had learned fluent Italian but later on forgot too speak it :P
YEAHH THANKS SO MUCH FOR TAGGING ME !!!! linguist zurich is very happy >:3
unfortunately i am only fluent in English ,,,, hahaaaahhh ,, my mother tongue is Hindi , but i can understand it less and less nowadays ..!! i would like to relearn it someday !
i am learning French at school and Japanese by myself , and i 'd say i 'm at an intermediate level with both ..?
i 've also studied German at school .. and Spanish , and Ancient Greek , but a very small amount . actually , the languages i am most interested in right now are toki pona and Ainu :3 i 'd also like to look at more Slavic languages since i 've recently become fascinated by them !!!
so yeah . maybe i 'm a jack of all trades and a master of none . but .. i love hearing and talking about languages , so if anyone read this far , yap to me about your languages and i will listen INTENTLY :3
tagging @maluberi (you will love this) , @fallen-1dol @pinkbowlovesyou @cyannidex33 @sophisalwayssleeping @marumarijack + open tags !!!
Nyehehehe… see my only fluent language is english… butttttt (hehe butt) when bad bunny and romeo santos are on its like i was born on mi isla Puerto Rico and i can rap in spanish lol!! Do i know what im saying? A little. Do i care? No. TURN THE BAICHATA UPPPP AND MOVE UR HIPPPPPPSSSS!!!!!!!! <3
what languages do you speak?: just English <\3
Do you have just one first language/language spoken when you were little? Multiple?: Just one
How about ones you learned later? Are you fluent?: I’ve taken high school Spanish, so I know like the bare bones basics, if I wanna actually like talk I am GLUED to a dictionary, though I’ve been meaning to learn Tagalog!!
@sadsilkymoth @pmzaisamu @angel-of-d3npa @deusyagami + open tags!!
Do you have just one first language/language spoken when you were little? Multiple? Do you still speak them?
I grew up in a bilingual household, but was never incentivized to learn my secondary language.
How about ones you learned later? Are you fluent?
I learned Spanish a lot later; though I had a foundation to go forward with because of my upbringing, I learned most of it in high school and am still lacking in vocabulary. I did pass my AP Spanish exam, though, if it means anything, and I'm a better listener and reader than speaker.
English and French (though my vocabulary in French is lacking)
× Do you have just one first language/language spoken when you were little? Multiple? Do you still speak them?
My family only speaks English so that’s what I grew up around. I got some exposure to Spanish though school because my community has a very large hispanic population, but not enough to learn more than a little slang.
× How about ones you learned later? Are you fluent?
I started French in high school and am continuing my studies in college. I am partly fluent— I know my grammar rules and have a solid base vocabulary, but I don’t have people to practice with so my vocabulary is lacking. I’m much better at speaking and writing than I am at reading though.
I know some basic Japanese as well because I visited the country a few years ago and wanted to know enough to be respectful.
I am also currently learning Irish Gaeilge out of curiosity and because my family is largely from Ireland.
