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For anyone worried about their hearing, if you have an iPhone you can track your headphone volume with the health app. In “heath categories” click “hearing” I was very relieved to know my headphone volume is usually ok. Stay safe!!! And be careful.

anasangelf

I hate my body.

estellijelli

daydreaming is a hard habit to break when you’re both the addict and the dealer.

maddcastle

the most terrifying thing about maladaptive daydreaming (in my opinion) is that it’s a disorder that makes you love it.

like it whispers in your ear and covers your eyes and strokes your face while it pulls your hair. maladaptive daydreaming holds you by the throat and tells you to think of it as a hug.

you can’t feel time slip away, minutes and hours adding up to years. you can’t see how your own eyes glass over. it makes you a ghost of a person, a hollow shell and the thing that’s supposed to be inside is literally worlds away, but all you feel is the rush. it wrecks you from the inside out but even as it hurts you, it tells you “i’m the only one who understands, stay with me, be mine, you’re mine.”

it’s a disorder that completely enslaves you and that. is. so. scary.

and the second scariest thing? how it disguises itself. “shh. it’s okay. it’s not a big deal. everyone daydreams.” or, “you have a vivid imagination. you’re lucky. you’re special. be glad.”

maladaptive daydreaming is a poison.

love-aii

i feel like crying