Kinktober 18: Role-Reversal
"So, how do you feel about switching?", you ask. You try your best to make it sound casual, the way you would ask him how he feels about the weather today or what he would like to have for dinner later. A casual conversation that one has while sitting on the couch together. Namjoon puts down his book to look at you, eyebrows raised and forehead wrinkled.
"Switching?", he repeats as if he's just trying to make sure he heard you correctly. You are pretty sure, that he knows what you're talking about. Namjoon is not stupid. Probably he just wants you to state more clearly what exactly it is, that you want from him. So you do.
"I'm talking about me being the top for once. And not being the top as in just riding you. I want to be the one in charge. So what I'm really asking is, if I were to suggest that I dominate you for once, how would you feel about that?"
Namjoon takes a moment to just look at you, worrying his bottom lip with his teeth while he seems to think about your suggestion. It's not that you mind your usually more submissive role, Namjoon isn't that much of a hardcore dom in the first place, but you've always been a somewhat switchy nature and seeing him act all cute and clumsy sometimes just makes you want to take care of him. The fact that Namjoon owns a plushie collection and loves wearing cozy looking hoodies doesn't really help it. He's such perfect baby boy material sometimes and it's driving you insane to think that he gets to be the dominant one for some reason.
"I never really thought about that", Namjoon admits reluctantly. "I guess it's because you are... you know."
"What? Smaller? Weak? A girl?", you fire back. "That's a little close-minded, don't you think?"
You can see Namjoon flinch and you know that you've hit the sore spot. Attack him on an intellectual level. Namjoon prides himself with being really open minded about most issues, he puts a good amount of effort into always looking at an issue from all possible sides, keeping his opinions mostly neutral or at least based on facts. And you appreciate that about him. Because he really is a sweetheart and a goddamn genius when it comes to most things but everyone has their flaws.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean it like that. I guess what I wanted to say is that you've always acted as the submissive and I never questioned that. Maybe I should have. But I thought you were comfortable with that role. I'm really sorry."
You smile, there is just no way to stay mad at Namjoon. He really is such baby boy material. You take the book out of his hands and place it on the table next to the couch before you climb on top of him to pin him down.
"I don't mind being the sub, but I also wouldn't mind changing things up every once in a while. If you are comfortable with that of course."
"I guess we should at least give it a try", Namjoon mutters. He licks his lips again while nervously looking up at you. Usually, this is the moment where he would grab your hips or maybe your hair, pull you into a kiss and take charge. But he waits. Waits for you to tell him what you want and it's magical. It feels incredibly empowering to suddenly be the one in control. But it also leaves you with a little bit of doubt. Because now that you suddenly have all this power you are not sure what to do with it. What exactly you want to do, which of the many scenarios in your head you want to act out first. Some may be a little too hardcore for now... What you do know however is that while this is mostly about you, for now at least, you also want Namjoon to enjoy this. It should be fun, kinda experimental maybe.
You lower down your upper body until your lips hover just over his and begin slowly grinding down on his crotch, teasing and riling him up. A teasing smirk on your lips, the ghost of a kiss with just the last bit of distance, probably just enough to put in a piece of paper between your lips. Namjoon's hand reach for your wais and you stop moving and pull back a little.
"Who said you could touch?", you ask. Namjoon hesitantly removes his hands from your hips, a small frustrated sigh escaping his lips, but he follows what you say. You smile, leaning down again just a little, no more grinding for now as a bit of a punishment though. This time you really connect your lips to his. Slowly and softly. A chaste little kiss that you pull back from maybe a little too early for Namjoon's liking. There is a hint of a soft whimper escaping his lips and you smile.
"Be a good boy for me now and I might reward you later."