[free-my-mindd]

[hell-is-a-teenage-girll]

Moments.

[loveisbottomless]

It hurts. I keep waiting for the hurt to pass or go away. But it hurts. So bad. I never thought missing someone could burn a hole through my heart as badly as it has. I don’t know how people survive this. Im trying so hard. Every day. And I have moments where I feel ok. But the lows still feel so low. And I’m just in it. And he’s gone. And I’m drowning. And I can’t breathe, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat. I just miss him. Every second. Even when I tell myself I don’t. I just want it to stop hurting. I don’t want to live my life like this.

[rainy-autumn-day]

[oldfarmhousefallfeatures]

1800 Charmer🌿

[owdray]

“You deserve someone who loves you with every single beat of his heart, someone who thinks about you constantly, someone who spends every minute of every day just wondering what you’re doing, where you are, who you’re with, and if you’re OK. You need someone who can help you reach your dreams and protect you from your fears. You need someone who will treat you with respect, love every part of you, especially your flaws. You should be with someone who could make you happy, really happy, dancing on air happy.” ― Cecelia Ahern, Love, Rosie

[peachypalm]

^^^

[among222]

I love this movie so much

[fierceeeebravery]

“Vodka. Because 14 shots tasted better than thought of you loving someone that wasn’t me.”

— Jordyn Byrd — (The boy who stole my innocence)

[seriestvandmovies]

‘I’m not alright, okay ? Are you satisfied ? I’m not alright.’ Meredith Grey

[iam-iam-ibe-blog]

[heavensghost]

[infinnitte]

[loveisbottomless]

I lost him. He left me. And he was my entire world. I never knew it was possible to love someone with every fiber of my being but I did. And now he’s gone. And even though I know he can’t give me what I deserve right now, it still hurts more than I ever imagined possible. And now I have a giant hole burned inside of me that I know will always be there.

And now my best friend, the one human being besides my own mother who knows me better than I know myself most likely has cancer, and I might lose her too. I can’t lose her. I wouldn’t have even made it to this part of life right now if it weren’t for her. I can’t do it without her.

And the one person I want to call, the one person who could make me feel safe… doesn’t want to talk to me.

I’m not strong enough for all of this.

[zvrt]

[loveisbottomless]

Nothing like crippling abandonment and trust issues coming back in full force.

[healingsuggestions]

you will be happy again, you will be more yourself than ever, you will understand your heart better when you heal, you will be whole, you will be okay

[5tn]

[btterflyarchive]