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{ it's like a parade of depressing thoughts marching in my mind }

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Hey! I haven’t really been on here much but it would mean the world to help my friend and family members in this hard situation. Money has been tight and things have been at a low for us lately. We’re struggling to pay bills and help get essential needs for our family and friends around who need it. My family would help them but money has been so scarce lately and the stimulus bill doesn’t do anything to help my family and I in this financial struggle. Any donation to them would mean the world. I appreciate all of you 💖 Stay safe <3

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I'm a sucker for toxicity.

my relationship in five words

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time to light another one

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I didn’t wanna let you go.

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i was expecting you to yell, but you being silent was so much worse.

an eye for an eye

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pretending not to love you was the hardest thing i’ve ever done, and i’ve been through hell enough.

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i love you despite the pain you’re putting me in

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but as seasons start to change, my feeling may start to fade.

Fantasy, Khai Dreams

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the stars in your eyes (via @lovellydisaster)

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having the feeling of them not loving you any more or not trusting in whatever they do?

which is worst?

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i guess i was never enough for you

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Submit Anything!!!

I will be taking a little break today to just relax and try to talk, help, and answer any questions for me, for yourself, for others, or just for the hell of it.

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i watched the person i was in love with fall and show another person the love that i deserved with no hesitation.

that shit broke me

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we were on the phone when a tear trickled down my face as i said, "i'd do anything for you to love me the same way you loved me back then."

a loss

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i can feel us slowly losing each other from our grips.

please, let this last

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