#broken up

[audreyandromedablog]

You've hurt me more than you loved me, that even sleeping felt terrible 'cause I kept dreaming about you.

--- Andromeda

[noahschaoscorner]

Break ups suck so fucking bad.

Every 'I love you' meant nothing to him, every silly animation I made for him never mattered, every time I sent him essays of love that I knew I would never get an answer to were for nothing, every time I said I loved him to the moon and back, he hardly loved me across state lines. I wish I had never begged for even a sliver of the same treatment I would give him, wish I never sobbed begging the gods for anything to tell me that I was worth loving, I wish that I realized the second the signs showed that from him, I would never get the love i was begging on my hands and knees for, that i would never get anything more than a simple 'love you too' when I would move worlds just for him. I had spent hours devoted to him. Made him playlists, made special animations just for him for his birthday and every anniversary, I made him handmade gifts and sent them to him because I didnt mind the money it cost me to see him smile, I fell in love with that sweet smile not knowing one day it would never be for me again. I gave so much of my heart and my time for someone that was never going to be on my level when it came to love. He always said I was obsessed, but id take obsessed over nothing any day. I CRAVED for something more than just words, begged for it like a sinner in church praying for forgiveness, worshiped every breath he took like it was gospel...just to find out it was for nothing. a future i planned with love in my eyes that would never happen. I gave everything for a man that took me telling him that I was scared and needed assurance that he loved me just as much as he loved him as manipulation, a man that took my desperate begging that i wouldn't be alone when our 'break' was over as manipulation, a man that took one look at how desperate I was just to know I was loved and be reassured and decided to leave.

Maybe ill find someone who i dont have to beg to hold me, someone who will look at me and truly love me like the moon despite my craters, not just tell me im the moon then act like im a replaceable star.

Maybe someone will love me like I love them.

Maybe someone will be the sunshine to my moonlight and mean every 'I love you' and put actions behind those words.

It hurts. It hurts so bad to lose someone i trusted with all my heart to love me the same way, but maybe it wont hurt as much as holding this thorn covered rose ive been holding onto?..

[wordsofabrokenbutmysticalfaerie]

I gave him the love he never got

In return

I got the pain I never deserved

[thepenultimateword]

Prompt #287

“You left the agency and broke up with me,” Hero said. “So I don’t know why you’re always acting like I broke your heart.”

“You could’ve come with me,” Villain growled.

“I don’t believe in the things you do. I was willing to overlook them, but I will not participate in them.”

“See, that’s why we broke up!” Villain exploded. “You say it’s fine, but how can anything work with someone who doesn’t accept all of me?”

“You’re right.” Hero stared straight past them as they spoke. “It doesn’t work. Because you never gave a crap about all of me either.”

[karihighman]

CHENFORD MOMENT IN THE ROOKIE S8 TRAILER

[dangraccoon]

Without You

Day 10 ~ surprise visit ~ "I didn't know you were here." ~ Rex x Reader

Word Count: 824 Content: injury, bacta, pain meds, prior relationship

Mando'a Guide: mesh'la - beautiful Echo provides translations for the rest!

As the door closed behind you, you kicked your snowy boots off and slid your jacket off, hanging it on the rack. You were surprised that you couldn’t hear anyone. Typically when you’d come home, you could hear the siblings bickering, but tonight it was quiet.

A blonde head peeked around the corner.

“You’re here!” Omega gasped, running at you.

You crouched to meet her in a hug. “Hey, kiddo,” you smiled. “Where is everyone?”

Omega pulled away, looking almost conflicted. 

“Meg,” you chuckled nervously. “You’re not here by yourself, are you?”

“No,” she said quickly. 

“Who else is here?”

“Well, everyone was home…”

You brushed her bangs out of her eyes, tilting her face to look at you.

“What’s going on, Omega?” you asked. “Where did your brothers go?”

“They went with Gregor,” she finally answered. “Except for Echo. He’s upstairs…”

“About time he visited,” you mumbled as you stood, quickly walking further into the house. 

“With Rex,” she finished.

You froze and your heart started to pound in your chest as you glanced at her over your shoulder. “Rex is here?”

She nodded. “They got in an hour ago. Echo brought Rex upstairs, and everyone else went with Gregor. He- he was– he’d been in bacta.”

You nodded solemnly, anxiety gnawing at your gut as you made your way to the home medical wing the boys had set up in their house. 

You choked back a gasp as you entered the room. Rex lay asleep on the medical bed, his midsection wrapped in layer after layer of bandages. You could see where the bacta healed cuts and bruises all over his body, leaving hints of yellow marks and silvered lines. 

Echo had pulled a chair to his bedside, his head in the crook of his arm. He seemed to be asleep. That’s probably why Omega stayed so quiet.

You turned your attention back to Rex, your hand brushing his cheek. “Oh, darling,” you whispered. “What happened to you?” 

“Mesh’la,” he sighed as his eyes fluttered open.

You startled a little, pulling your hand away and stepping back. He chuckled so softly you thought you’d imagined it. 

“Didn’t n- know you were here?” he breathed. 

You struggled to stifle a laugh; whatever pain medication Tech and Echo had him on clearly affected his lucidity. 

“I live here,” you told him. 

“Oh,” he hummed. “Oh, yeah. With- mmm… with Cross.” 

Your cheeks flushed. “Not- not with him. I mean, he lives here, too but I don’t n- I’m not–”

“Easy, mesh’la,” Echo chuckled. You hadn’t realized he was awake. “You deny it any harder, you might explode.”

“I just mean that we’re not–”

“‘S’okay,” Rex mumbled. “He- can take care of you now.”

“Rex–”

Echo called your name. “He’s barely lucid,” he explained. “He doesn’t know what he’s saying.”

“I do,” Rex protested, louder than he had been, and caused a coughing fit.

Echo jumped up to hold his former captain steady, who tried to wave him off. 

“‘M fine,” he rasped. “M–mesh’la, I know I didn't take care of you like I shoulda–” he coughed harshly. “If- if Cross takes- if he can take care of you–”

“Rex,” you finally stopped him.

He finally fell back against the bed. You sat on the edge of it, your hand coming up to cup his cheek. 

“Rex, I know you’re on some strong meds and I don’t know if you’re going to understand,” you said, biting your lip. “But you left me. You decided to go back and fight. You broke my heart to keep me away but I can fight with you.  Crosshair has been a good friend, but I’ve only ever wanted you. Ni- ni kar’tayl… gar darasuum, Rex.”

Rex closed his eyes tightly. “No, I-I can’t– ner runi ru'kel ash'amur ures gar,” he pleaded. “Ni linibar at cabuor gar, mesh’la. Gedet’ye.”

You couldn’t understand what he was saying; Crosshair and Tech had helped you learn how to tell Rex you loved him, but that and the couple nicknames they all had for you was pretty much the extent of your mando’a knowledge. 

But you did know that Rex tended to slip into using language exclusively when he couldn’t control his emotions. Whatever he was telling you, he meant it from his never-planted roots.

“Bic cuyir ori'shya cyarir par ni,” he said. “Gar cuyir ner oyu'baat.”

You glanced at Echo–his eyes sad and sympathetic–then back to Rex.

“I love you, Rex,” you whispered, certain that your voice would break if you spoke any louder. “I– I’ll leave you alone. I’m sorry.”

You left quickly, Echo calling your name. He caught up to you in the hallway, his hand on your shoulder.

“‘My soul would die without you’,” Echo said.

You blinked at him. “What?”

“‘My soul would die without you. I need to protect you, please,’” he translated. “‘It is more than love for me, you are my universe.’ That’s what he said.”

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[petaledmazy]

just got broken up with

pass the bottle and a blunt

i need to not feel

#49

[pastelunicornrainbowlove]

"Every time your heart is broken, a doorway cracks open to a world full of new beginnings, new opportunities."

~Patti Roberts