[lovelybouquettree]

I don’t feel here. It’s a haze. Everyday, when I look back on yesterday, I can’t fully remember the conversations that I had or the thoughts that were running through my mind. I’m feeling everything through 50 panes of glass and by the time the sensation gets to me, it’s so diluted I hardly notice I’m feeling anything at all.

[lovelybouquettree]

And next time you’ll know it’s time to go

When your waking up wishing you were alone

[lovelybouquettree]

And I’m okay with going crazy if that means I’ve found myself.

[lovelybouquettree]

It was so hard for me to walk away and it was so easy for him to let me leave.

[lovelybouquettree]

How do you know when love is worth fighting for?

[lovelybouquettree]

I’ll only hold on to you a little longer. I’ll try and let you know but only in the smallest ways possible. Then I promise, I really will stop torturing myself. Because I know I deserve better, I always just hoped it would be you.

[lovelybouquettree]

I think I’m quite an interesting combination of personalities.

[lovelybouquettree]

Having you on my mind is a bad habit I am trying to break.

[lovelybouquettree]

Have I lost my mind or am I just lost inside?

[elvislittleone]

“I can’t explain it. Maybe something like sex, but not exactly.” - Elvis when asked what it felt like to walk out onstage and have the entire place go wild.

[lovelybouquettree]

At the end of every feeling for a man I’ve ever felt is the reinforcement that I was never meant to love or be loved like that.

[fifty-cent]

She’s art

[lovelybouquettree]

Where do humans get this need for consistency and sure things when nothing in this life ever has or will be definite.

[lovelybouquettree]

I crave your touch more than your love

So please don’t get the two mixed up

[lovelybouquettree]

If the darkness calls out to you let it scream and lose its voice because this life is not a sad and looming, deep and endless void.

[lovelybouquettree]

And now I understand

Because these feelings feel like demons

And they are begging for me to free them

[lovelybouquettree]

You keep telling yourself it’s better like this. Is it better? Or is it easier?