Sweetwonderland

Life.Death.Art.Beauty. Jaimie Farrah Richards (: I choose to see the Beauty in life and death. What is ahead of us is unknown and I find that comforting, we determine our futures no matter how long or short it may be. This Blog is a bunch of random things...

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Depression is my best friend

Why do you eat me alive, why can you not wait till I am dead. Why must you show me the worst of myself when I try so hard to be good. Is it never enough, will I never be free of the this prison you hold me in. Depression is my best friend, it holds me when others will not, it’s not here to comfort me but it does so without knowing. What would I do without it, I do not know for I have had it to lean on for so long. I am dependent upon it.

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I’m ready to give up

But I know giving up is not that easy, I can’t just give up because I have something to prove. But proving something is exhausting. I’m tired. Am I doing this for me or everyone else. I can’t tell anymore.

[lovelydecembre]

I understand that depression is now a phase, something glorified to get attention.....

But what about those who really suffer from depression and now feel that they aren’t justified in their feelings and that they might be just be made up, why don’t theirs disappear with a new car or 500 instagram likes, is it still a phase?

[radiantquotes]

“Do not sacrifice your own peace for the happiness of another in fear of hurting them. Truth is they will just hurt you.”

[fyp-psychology]

“Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.”

— William James

[radiantquotes]

‘cause I love you, I always will, but it’s not enough.

[bookmania]

Try to remember it always, […] Remember that you and I made this journey, that we went together to a place where there was nowhere left to go.

Jhumpa Lahiri, The Namesake

[horsesaround]

The Addams Family (1991)

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[thestrangerdaily-blog]

““So you see,” he said, “it wasn’t my fault; he was asking for it, wasn’t he?””

— Albert Camus, The Stranger

[lovelydecembre]

I’d get some odd pleasure out of randomly telling my family I’m married haha

[tylerknott]

“What we feed will grow, so be delicate with this. You deserve better.”

— Daily Haiku on Love by Tyler Knott Gregson

[thestrangerdaily-blog]

“I answered: No.”

— Albert Camus, The Stranger

[lovelydecembre]

When you want to end every message with “Also you’re a dick and I hate you!”

[fyp-psychology]

“It’s weird when you realize the person you once told everything to now has no idea what’s going on in your life”

— anonymous | @wnq-anonymous

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