CrazyLife

32 and just writing about whatever is on my mind. I love photograph, camping, fishing, reading, animals, hikes, water, living my life how i want to.

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Already that time of year, the leaves are changing, the weather is getting cooler, and the smell of fall is creeping in.

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I don't know what's going on! Is anything real?

I woke up in a fog. It's early, 7:30. The birds are up, the sun is shining, and yet here I am laying in bed in a dark void.

I'm not sure what to do.

Five hours later I finally get out of bed. Maybe today will be different. Maybe today I will have a different outlook on life. Maybe today I won't feel like dying.

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Sue zhao/Ryan O'Connell

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Sometimes it hurts to be alive. 

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every time you assume that others are thinking negatively of you or judging you behind your back, you are bullying yourself through them. at the end of the day, you don't know what thoughts are running through their heads unless they verbally express them to you. until then, every one of 'their' opinions about you is nothing more than your fear, and whatever assumption is born from your fear is yours to let go - not theirs to disprove.

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Your daily dose of spooky posts

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DON'T EVER GIVE UP!!!

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The most beautiful creature on this earth!

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TIRED!!!!

How is it only Wednesday?

This week has been so long. I was late for work Monday, only did about 6 hours before I went home.

Tuesday, I did 10 hours at work but left with an awful migraine.

Today Wednesday I was late again for work and only worked 2 hours if that because I still have this migraine from hell!!!!

All I want is to feel better and be able to do my job so I can pay my bills and have money to spend on things that I want not just things that I need. Life is hard and nothing about it is easy. unless you were born into a rich family and don't have to worry about money, then you are the people who have it easy. Sometimes I am very jealous of people like that. Not a care in the world, everything is just handed to you.

Well, enough of my rambling for today, for now I should say.

I like this idea of just saying whatever is on my mind.

Maybe it will help other people or bring people closer together.

Talk to you all later. :)

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Went to bed at 5:30 pm yesterday, with an awful migraine.

Woke up at 9am! Was 4 hours late for work. Good thing my supervisor didn't care. I only made it an hour and a half at work, before I had to go home.

Now I'm laying on the couch and watching Digimon.

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Do you ever feel like starting over?

Just leaving

Everything you have and know, letting it all go and just leave.

Do you have it in you?

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Monday night. 8-21-2023.

Ending this Monday with a couple of chapters of my book and some kitty cuddles. 🥰

Until tomorrow.

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SOMETHING NEW!

Today I woke up late for work.

About 4 hours late. It's a good thing that my supervisor doesn't care. When I got to work, I was not feeling, I mean who wants to go to work on a Monday anyway? or anyway for that matter.

Needless to say, I went home early.

Now I'm in my reading room/office righting this. Trying out the whole blogging thing. Let's see how this works out for me.

I'm doing this for me and possibly to see who is interested in my crazy silly life.

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