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personal astro observations✨

[aidashakur]

[lovelylivingg]

Who would like to explain to me why this jupiter in cancer transit is bringing death and endings?

[starryfree]

Ketu in virgo - tradwife trends, rise of conservatism in media and politics.

Ketu in leo - death of celebrity culture, powerful politicians are being removed from power, powerful people (billionaires) who run industries have their real selves being exposed.

Ketu in cancer ?

Theories: spotlight on motherhood (women will either fully reject motherhood/having kids, shaming single mothers, highlighting the negative and realistic aspects of motherhood and giving birth, women in certain areas being forced to have kids like the handmaid’s tale), people hating their home lives or countries? How they were raised? Not wanting to be at home? Negative aspects of living on your own/being independent? Or staying in your own room? Negative aspects of having families, storytimes about horrible families and upbringing (even cultural experiences related to this). Hating where you come from (both ethnically and nationally). Clashes with the country that you live in and their policies?

Feel free to add your ketu in cancer theories in the replies 🦀 ♋️

[lovelylivingg]

I think ketu in cancer will highlight the loss of family values, manners, care/nurturing and creation etc. Also issues with food/consumption especially dairy. I think many women will express even more contentment with being single and/or childfree/ individualistic so maybe there will be some new regulations/ technological developments around childbearing or maybe some countries will create a child birth incentive.

[lovelylivingg]

I’ve been a little MIA doing what I like to call field research lol. Others may call it living life!

A key tip I’ve been practicing that has become my golden rule (especially for my fellow Jyestha’s) is to WALK AWAY!!

No one is tolerating as much as we do. Argue with me if you want idc, we are warriors. Walking away also becomes a part of that reality check that I talked about in my other Jyestha post. It leaves people to deal with their own shit!

Truth is (and this is painful to admit) most people don’t even respect us until we walk away. Likely because too much of our value goes unnoticed.

This is why some Jyestha’s talk so much shit and flaunt egotistically (the one’s everyone loves to hate). It’s their way to combat the lack of value before it even happens. I’m not like that so I’ve adopted the practice of walking away. Giving things space. Rewarding you with my absence lol.

Take this as your sign to quit! If you have Punarvasu placements you’ll likely be brought back to it at some point anyway lol

[lovelylivingg]

Jupiter transiting my 1h sun in cancer has my inner child feeling ALIVE! I’ve taken up coloring again, I’m learning how to draw cute ass things & I just wanna play games and dance all the time😂

Music sounds so amazing & I’m making playlists again (something I loved doing as a teen)

I remember all the times I just couldn’t wait to become an adult and have my own freedom. This transit is putting me right back in that energy, it’s soso beautiful.

[lovelylivingg]

My Rahu antardasha is coming to an end next month and I’ll begin my jupiter antardasha. This AD lasted roughly 3 years! I have both rahu and jupiter in the 4th house so I’m expecting similar themes with hopefully better results. There is def a theme of gains + losses that I can see clearly since writing this, I have lost more than I’ve gained in this AD but I’m trusting jupiter will restore + expand my gains 🥹 If anyone is in their jupiter AD and wants to share pls tell me what yours was like :)

Dashas have BIG impacts on me, I even feel the impacts of my pratyantardashas lol. I think I’m just sensitive to changes in general.

Some things I experienced in my Rahu AD:

Impulsiveness (I tend to be a cautious person otherwise)

Heartbreak

Extreme financial gains + extreme financial losses lol

Explosive home life (arguments, moving, broken appliances) — my home/ family life took up most of my time+energy

Health issues - specifically mental health, eczema + joint pains

Strange car issues (things that were tough to solve)

Broken tech (tv’s randomly stopped working etc)

Weight gain + weight loss

I also left my job for a year and returned to it lol

There were a lot of times where I felt like I mentally blacked out in periods of impulsiveness, nothing serious just situations where I’d be like why on earth did I buy that?! In general I feel like all of the gains I made I ended up losing in the end, oh rahu.

Rahu will make your addictions known, you either accept them or try twice as hard to change them. I feel like rahu supported either decision but changes are TOUGH to stick to lol rahu had me fighting for my life. By the end I became more isolated but also so much more brave!

It wasn’t all bad! I feel like my rahu AD has helped me become a more grounded person because I had to navigate SO much all of the time. I have a lot more empathy for rahu ruled people because their lives are hella chaotic at no fault of their own, its just how rahu rolls. It honestly felt like there were 10 little fires burning all the time and I had to choose which one would get my attention.

[lovelylivingg]

(replying to this post) if youre curious about twins being a possibility for you theres this post that names indictaters of having twins!

Thanks beautiful!

[lovelylivingg]

Saturn in the 8th feels like continuously being poked by a bully until you get fed up and punch them HARD. It’s like saturn wants us to get mad, crash out and burn things to the ground.

I’ve seen takes on how this tends to play out intimately (and I’ve experienced this dark side too) but I don’t see many takes on the tons of little nuisances where saturn shows us we ultimately have no control in our everyday life especially when we think we do.

This looks like people that were once reliable suddenly exerting control/power in ways they never did (and often times not even knowing why they acted that way) or systems that were always reliable suddenly failing in ANY single way that they can (reminding you of your powerlessness).

Saturn here will show you every single way that you are not in control. It’s almost like saturn wants us to be vigilant of every potential outcome of failure prior to doing any action. I’ve noticed that the other Saturn in 8th women in my family have all surrendered their lives completely, they don’t take any risks and play it safe. Maybe this is saturn’s ultimate goal?

For a long time I’ve tried to avoid this all by becoming even more controlling of what I can but after my saturn return I’ve learned this is pointless. Saturn will quite literally bring you to your knees again and again and again.

Yes this placement brings deep wisdom but at what cost? Ultimately all roads lead to life tirelessly showing you exactly where you are most vulnerable and powerless.

[lovelylivingg]

Just saw a tiktok about Mary-Kate and Ashley movies. Made me reflect on my obsession with twins. I LOVED their movies as a kid. I also loved the show sister, sister which was about twins. I remember how broken hearted I was when I found out Lindsay Lohan wasn’t a real twin in the movie parent trap. In high school I’d spend hours googling how to increase my odds of having twins one day lmao. It’s all so funny now that I know that punarvasu (my sun nak) is strongly linked to twins😂

[lovelylivingg]

I think we focus too much on Venus as a planet of love (of others) and not enough on Venus as a planet of love (of self).

Ketu in Leo is currently transiting my Venus house and my usual vices (materialism) aren’t hitting the same. It’s made me recognize the things I truly value (meaningful experiences/quality time). It’s been so beautiful and it has inspired me to reflect on what others value as well.

My mom has a debilitated Venus in the 4th house and she is a hoarder. Though she loves our home she has never prioritized taking care of it and though she loves to shop she doesn’t value her things. She constantly misplaces things, complains a lot and lacks the motivation to change despite it being for her benefit.

I’ve seen many takes on virgo Venus being difficult romantic partners but my mom is an excellent wife. She’s also skilled at detecting everyone’s physical needs.

I think the truth that many astro takes miss is that virgo Venus deeply struggles with a love of self and this difficulty often manifests in problematic ways.

[lovelylivingg]

I’ve been doing reformer pilates for a year and a half now and it’s been so spiritually healing to me… starting to wonder if it’s because its somehow remediating my ashlesha lagna…

Now I’m curious to know if there’s any connection to wellness activities that involve cat-like stretching/excercises and cancer placements?

[allsadnshit]

Seeing yourself as capable and being able to make decisions calmly and on your own terms is a bigger life upgrade than any job or life opportunity itself could validate or offer

[lovelylivingg]

I’m super excited about integrating the all of the saturn in sidereal aquarius lessons I’ve learned.

I’ve got pisces ruling my 9th house and I’ve been into spirituality all of my life. One way I’ve already started to see the saturn in pisces energy begin to play out in my life is through embracing the way I respond and react to life.

I used to have people pleasing tendencies, especially as a kid. It was how I learned to survive and have my needs met. Saturn in aquarius helped me release the last bits of shame I felt about all of the times I prioritized others over myself.

After thoroughly dissecting myself and all my relationships over the last 2.5 years, I can proudly say I know exactly who I am and where all of my relationships stand. I know that there is a time to treat others how you wish to be treated AND to a time to treat others how they’ve treated you (major scorpio moon key🔑). Despite what people may say you need to know how to balance BOTH of these energies to succeed in society.

As a jyestha, I know first hand that our responses are judged HARSHLY. We are expected to maintain our composure and remain diplomatic through pains that would literally break anyone else.

With saturn in sidereal pisces, I plan to embrace snapping back at those who deserve it with eloquence, strategy and even more pride. Just like water, I can heal and destroy…

Idc what anyone says, there are many spiritual blessings attached to standing up to others whether it’s to defend yourself or others. Our reactions and responses get vilified constantly when in many cases people NEED our reactions for a reality check.

⭐️Just know I’m not condoning abuse in any way, I speak only from a healthy + evolved perspective⭐️

[lovelylivingg]

I wrote this a few months prior to my saturn return. It’s so funny how the soul holds the future.

on Rebirth.

What is it called when you feel everything and nothing at the exact same time

I see the dates on the calendar change and yet it feels like no time has passed

I feel the discomfort in my body, each and every time

Yet sometimes I struggle to feel it’s beauty

I gracefully listen to the woes of others

Yet my wails for help echo far louder than anything I’ve heard them say

I’m afraid of sharing my truth because the acceptance of my current reality feels out of my current capacity

Like technology, I’ve surpassed my bandwidth and also like technology I continue to be used

Afraid of stopping because how will my world survive

I must learn to be comfortable with crumbling, I must learn to express my pain

Its time for my wails to be heard outside of my head

May I pull the courage out of its reservoir and allow it to fill my body

Rebirth is here.

[lovelylivingg]

Punarvasu’s themes of repetition will force you to hit rock bottom again and again till you master what is occurring.

Imagine making solid attempts at something and continuously watching it fail… yet always being brought back to try again. This placement is not for the weak idc how anyone glamorizes it, jupiter is relentless on us to repeat till we master.

Need to make a solidarity group for us, I’m so tired😭

[lovelylivingg]

Valentine’s day falling on a venus day was so magical. I loved seeing everyone feel cherished. I also did a lot of reflecting on all of the love that surrounds me. I used to pray that one day I’d be able to cherish all of the ways that I’m loved rather than yearn for the love I was told should be valued the most.

Today I leaned into my purva phalguni venus by relaxing in bed for as long as possible and enjoying my valentine’s day sweets. Life becomes so easeful when you train yourself to focus on the good, no matter how little of it you may recognize.

I taught myself how to decenter men after heartbreak about 7 years ago. I never really valued romance as deeply as others, likely due to my ashlesha rising but I still craved it. I realized how much life force I put into that relationship while abandoning myself. It took time but it was so worth it.

Decentering men wasn’t popular back then and there were such few tools available to me but I persevered. To anyone who may not have had the best valentine’s day, I encourage you to spend the next year hyperfocusing on the sprinkles of love that surround you every day. By next year’s valentines day, you’ll be unrecognizable.

[lovelylivingg]

As a Jyestha moon, I never fully related to the talisman connection until today. I was showering when I realized my favourite gold bracelet was missing. I wear it everyday and cherish it because of the story/country that I got it from. Simply put I was heartbroken because I’ve lost so much through my sidereal saturn return (in the 8h). I genuinely didn’t think I’d find it but I somehow did. Ever since I bought it (when I was 27) I’ve become so much stronger as a person. I’ve become more of myself.

I decided to count all of the gold circle pendants that hang on the bracelet for the first time ever. There’s 19 in total and I’m born on the 19th. I don’t believe in coincidence so I guess I truly found my talisman💞