Y’all, it’s annoying me that I keep accidentally reblogging stuff on here that is meant for my main blog. Whenever I do a survey to post here, it automatically makes it so everything I post after that goes to here. I keep forgetting to check beforehand, so like I’ve said before if you’re seeing something that isn’t a survey, apart from occasional relatable/moody/angsty/sad posts that I decide to post here, it was a mistake. You guys likely aren’t even bothered by it or even care lol, but it bugs me. Plus, I don’t want you to think I’ve changed my blog and you decide you’re not interested anymore. This is really just meant to be my survey blog, aka my diary. Just wanted to share this yet again cause it seems to keep happening and I wanted to make sure yall know what’s going on. Back to surveying!
Are you unhappy at the moment?
No, just a little anxious. I should be sleeping.
When was the last time you read a full book?
A couple weeks ago I finished one and started another that I'll be done with soon as well.
Are you back in school?
Noooo.
Who did you last hang out with?
My mom and aunt.
When’s the last time you got in trouble with your parents?
*shrug* I'm 36, I don't remember lol.
How many children do you want?
Zero.
Are your nails painted?
Yes.
Do you need to take a shower?
No, I did last night.
Have you ever watched Keeping Up With The Kardashians?
Yeah. I kept up with them for a long time, actually. I haven't the past several years, though. I don't watch reality TV like I used to.
Are you single?
Yes.
Do you have any gay friends?
I don't have any friends.
Are you gay yourself?
No.
Are you doing anything this weekend?
Well, today I gotta finish getting stuff ready.
How many brothers do you have?
I have two.
When was the last time you talked on the phone?
A couple days ago.
Do you like Mexican food?
Yes.
What time is it?
It's 1:45AM.
What’s your best friend’s pet’s name(s)?
--
How many pens are in the room you’re currently in?
A lot.
Did you go to work today?
No. I don't have a job.
When was the last time you were disappointed?
I mean, I'm always disappointed in myself.
Do you wear clothes from your school?
--
Have you ever done Safety Town?
Huh?
How old are you? How old do you act?
I'm 36. I don't know how old I act.
What size shoe do you wear?
6.
When was the last time you got a splinter?
I don't recall.
Have you ever walked into a wall?
Ha, yeah.
Are there any spiders in your room right now?
EW, why would you ask that???? Ahhhhh.
Have you ever taken a picture while lying in the grass?
No. I don't lie in the grass, it makes me itchy. And the bugs, nooooo thank you.
What’s your favorite number?
8.
Are you old enough to buy alcohol?
Yes. I'm old.
Have you ever watched iCarly?
Yeah.
What was your favorite class during your sophomore year of high school?
English.
Who’s your favorite Disney character?
Alice and Winnie the Pooh.
Are there any framed pictures of you in your house?
Me with others. <<<
Do you listen to music while you clean your room?
Yeah.
Do you wear bandanas in your hair?
No.
When was the last time you ate a banana?
I'm not sure, honestly. It's been quite awhile.
What’s your favorite word?
*shrug*
Have you ever been on a blind date?
No. I am not interested in ever going on one.
Have you ever taken the eHarmony personality quiz?
No. I've never used dating sites or apps.
Do you need to shave?
No, I did recently.
Are you wearing makeup right now?
No.
Do you know anyone named Laura?
Nope.
What was the main subject of your last telephone conversation?
My mom had called me on the way home from work last night to see what I would like her to pick up for dinner on her way home.
When was your last long conversation in general?
Hmm. It's been awhile.
If the last person you kissed tried to kiss you again, would you start kissing them back?
I can't imagine ever being in the situation where that would possibly even happen. It would be super awkward enough just to run into him after so many years. It just wouldn't happen.
If your best friend of the opposite sex tried to kiss you, would you start kissing them back?
I don't have a best friend.
Have you ever kissed someone who’s previously kissed someone you hated? No. There's no one I hate.
What do you like most about the song you’re listening to or the one you last listened to?
I forget what the last song I listened to was.
Can you explain in detail exactly what you were doing four hours ago?
Watching the newest episode of Welcome to Derry.
Can you explain what you’ll be doing in three hours?
I hope to be asleep. D: I'm sick with something and also have a horrible cough kicking my ass and it's not allowing me to sleep, which is really pissing me off. I. want. To. Sleep.
When’s the last time you yawned?
A bit ago.
Was your last sexual encounter enjoyable and how would you rate it?
Never had one...
What’s the largest age difference between you and someone you’ve hooked up with?
--
How much money did you spend today?
Zero. Not like I have any to spend at the moment.
What did you spend that money on?
--
Where did you go today?
No where yet, but this afternoon I have a doctor appointment.
What’s the first line in the song you’re currently listening to or the one you last listened to?
--
What exactly did you drink the last time you were intoxicated?
Alcohol. ha. It was 12 years ago, I don't remember.
How much sleep are you anticipating on getting tonight?
Welp, it's not looking great...
When’s the last time you gave someone a dirty look?
*shrug* but I just do that playfully with people I know.
Are you a rude person?
No.
Would you ever think about painting your ceiling your favorite color?
Sure. I have several favorite colors,
Do you think the next person you kiss will be a better kisser than the last person?
I have no idea who the next person I will kiss is. It's been a verrrrry long time for me.
Is your all-time favorite television show still on air?
I have a ton of favorite TV shows. Some are, some aren't.
Are you planning any upcoming vacations?
Yessssss.
When’s the last time you spent time with the one you have feelings for?
I don't have feelings for anyone in that way currently.
How old are the last two people you kissed?
35 and 36.
Who was the last person to text you before you went to bed last night?
No one.
Last person you kissed calls wanting to hang out, what do you say?
It's like I said before, it's been so long since I've seen or talked to him and I just can't imagine that ever happening. If he were to actually ask me to hang out, I'd have decline. I got shit I'm dealing with health wise and other stuff and I just wouldn't be up for that at all. Or even interested in hanging out again to be honest.
When was the last time you had a conversation with an ex?
It's been a very long time.
Do you cry easily?
Yes.
Ever cried while you were on the phone with the last person you kissed?
We didn't talk on the phone, we just texted, but I may have cried while texting him before. I really don't recall anymore.
Are you worried about anything right now?
Always.
How do you think tomorrow will be?
Well, I really need to pack and dye my hair, so I'll be busy with that.
Is there a guy who knows everything or almost everything about you?
Not everything of course, but my brother knows me pretty well.
If you could pack your bags right now and were given a plane ticket, where do you go?
I do have an upcoming trip, but I'd gladly accept this offer as well. Ahh, I'd have to really think about, that's a big decision
Do you believe exes can really ever be “just friends”?
It happens.
Your parents said they were moving, what would your reaction be?
Well, I live with my parents for health reasons so I would be going with them. We've been wanting to move for quite a long time, but it hasn't worked out. Anyway, it'd be exciting news if we were finally moving.
What did your last text say?
I don't feel like checking.
Have you ever fallen asleep texting someone?
Yeah.
Have you hugged anyone in the past 72 hours?
Yes, my brother yesterday,
What’s the last thing you watched on tv?
My fam and I watched Freakier Friday last night,
When’s the last time you really laughed? Why?
Last night with my fam. They're just funny, I don't know lol.
Do you like school? I
I liked certain things. I got really overwhelmed, burnt out, and stressed, though.
Will your next kiss be a mistake?
I have no idea who that will be or when, but I would hope not.
Do you have any text messages that you don’t want other people to read?
Eh, I don't have anything juicy but I also don't want anyone going through my messages, ya know?
Is it hard for you to get over someone?
Yes.
Is there anyone who hates you?
I don't know.
Do you miss the way things used to be?
A lot of things, yes.
Your last kiss, on a bed or standing?
it was sitting.
Have you ever dated someone with longer hair than yours?
No.
Were you in a good mood last night?
I was okay. Just a bit stressed about getting my stuff ready and packed. That always stresses me out for some reason when getting ready for a trip.
Would you rather take a cruise ship or airplane to get to your destination?
Airplane.
Do you like winter?
I love winter.
Are you trying to grow out your hair?
Yeah, a little longer.
Do you find the show Jersey Shore ridiculous?
It was never my cup of tea.
How many times did you wake up today before actually getting up?
I haven't gone to bed, yet. It's almost 2AM, though, so I should try and go to sleep.
What breed was the last dog you saw?
My doggo is a German Shepherd and Lab mix.
When you sign your name do you use your middle name?
No.
What was the last thing you received as a gift
My laptop recently went kaput and my mom surprised me with a new one.
Do you remember the first time you saw the ocean? What about the first time you saw snow?
I don't remember the first time I saw the ocean, but the first time I saw snow was when my family and I went on a trip when I was like 10.
Do you lose your tv remote a lot?
No, it's always nearby.
How did you get into taking surveys?
I don't even know, but I've been taking surveys forever. Like since back in the Xanga days.
What was the last thing you bought for yourself that made you happy?
I ordered stuff for my upcoming trip that I'm excited about.
When you were a kid, did you live within walking distance of school?
Yeah.
What time do you usually eat dinner?
Around 8.
Have you ever contacted an ex after many years of no contact with them?
No.
Do you prefer alarms that are loud and jolt you awake, or ones that are gentle and wake you up slowly?
I don't want something that's going to scare me cause it's so loud lol. That's now how I want to be woken up.
Do you feel like life is passing by too quickly?
Oh, yes. I feel that way all the time and it really gets to me.
What do you usually order from a Chinese restaurant?
Chow mien, egg rolls, potstickers, and chicken in foil.
What can you hear right now?
An ASMR video.
When was the last time you stayed at home all day?
I do that a great majority of the time.
What's on your to-do list right now?
I would like to start packing.
What's the highest number of hours you've ever worked in a week?
I've never had a job.
Which would you rather have as a snack: popcorn or potato chips?
Chips. Especially with dip.
Have you ever had a sinus infection?
Yeah.
Do you have any family who lives in another country?
No.
Do you know how to do any magic tricks?
Nope.
Have you ever pulled a mean prank on someone?
Nooo. I'm not a prank type of person, but if I were to prank someone it would be something playful and funny.
1 - Do you have a car? How long have you had it and how much did it cost?
No, I do not. I don't see the need for one since I don't drive anyway.
2 - Who was the last person to send you a message on Facebook?
My mom. She sends me reels and memes.
3 - What did you have for breakfast this morning?
A nutrition shake.
4 - Do you have any scented candles lit at the moment?
No, I don't use candles.
5 - When was the last time you left your house? When will be the next time you go out?
Last Thursday for a doctor appointment. I'll be going out tomorrow for another doctor appointment. That's about all I do.
6 - Does anyone in real life follow your survey blog? If so, does it make you think twice about some of your answers? If not, are you ever paranoid that someone will find your blog and read your answers?
No. At least I hope not, ha. I just like this to be my own little thing, ya know?
7 - When was the last time someone stopped talking to you? Have you made up with that person since?
It's been years now, but I grew apart from a few people.
8 - Who as the last person you argued or bickered with?
Hmm.
9 - Do you have anything planned for the rest of the day? If you’re about to go to bed, what are your plans for tomorrow?
I actually am about to go to bed, I'm just waiting for my nighttime meds to kick in. Tomorrow the only plans I have is the aforementioned doctor appointment. I do want to maybe go to Five Below, but I don't know.
10 - Did you have any e-mails in your inbox the last time you checked?
I have a lot. I need to go clean it out, I get lazy and let it build up too long.
11 - What time did you wake up this morning? Did you have to set an alarm or did you wake up naturally?
Around 11 initially, but then went back to sleep until 1.
12 - When was the last time it snowed where you live?
It doesn't snow here.
13 - Does it bother you if you’re wearing odd socks?
No.
14 - Is there anything small that bothers you way more than it should?
Yeah, for sure. I'm easily irritated. Somedays it can really be any little thing.
15 - Would you rather read a book, watch a film or play a video game?
It really just depends on my mood.
16 - Why did you last attend a doctors’ appointment?
It's a specialist for something.
17 - Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone?
My mom.
18 - How many different colours have you dyed your hair over the years? is your hair your natural colour at the moment?
I've had blonde highlights, black, and red. My current hair color is red, which I've been dyeing it that color since 2015. It's my natural color at this point, ha. I don't like my naturally dark brown hair to be honest. I really like how the red looks and can't see me having any other color.
19 - Do you prefer sweet or savoury snacks?
Again, depends on my mood.
20 - When was the last time you got up to use the bathroom?
A few hours ago.
21 - Do you spend more money on shoes or clothes?
Clothes.
22 - Are you glad that Biden won the 2020 elections?
--
23 - What kind of things do you do to try and save the planet?
I'm not very helpful with that to be honest. :X
24 - Are you, or have you ever been, vegetarian or vegan?
No.
25 - What was the last thing you threw in the bin/garbage?
A paper towel.
26 - How many times a week do you exercise? Do you think that’s enough or should you really be doing more?
I don't exercise at all, so I certainly could be doing more.
27 - When was the last time you had to cancel or re-arrange plans you’d made? What was the reason behind it?
I canceled a doctor appointment a couple weeks ago cause I wasn't feeling well.
28 - Have you ever had to wear braces?
Yeah, but not for my teeth. I had to wear a back brace for a bit as a kid.
29 - What cut of jeans do you prefer?
I honestly haven't worn jeans in years. I just live in leggings.
30 - If you’re planning to spend the day at home, do you get properly dressed or just wear pyjamas?
I wear leggings and an oversized shirt at home and if I go somewhere.
When was the last time you fell?:
It's been quite awhile.
What’s the last flavor of ice cream you had?:
Reese's. So good.
Do you know a Stephen?:
Nope.
Green or Purple?:
Various shades of green.
Are you currently mad at anyone?:
No.
Do you own any sundresses?:
No. Not my style.
Have you done any deep cleaning recently?:
Ha, no. I really need to do a lot of re-organizing and also get rid of stuff.
Have you ever cooked a meal for a large group of people?
No, I'm not a cook.
Do you like reading peoples survey answers?:
I do.
Do you check your email daily?:
I basically never check my e-mail unless I'm signing up for a new site or need a password reset. <<< Same. I hate letting the inbox get out of control, but I just don't feel like keeping up with it.
Have you ever used a whole tube of chapstick or do you usually lose it before doing so?:
Honestly, i'm not sure. I think more often what happens is I start using another one.
When did you last wash your hands?:
A few hours ago.
Do you enjoy being outside in the rain?:
Not directly out in it, but I love to enjoy it from inside.
What are some lyrics to the last song you listened to?:
I forget what the last song I listened to was at the moment.
Do you ever read the newspaper or get all your news online or television?
I get most of it online.
Have you ever watched a meteor shower?:
I haven't.
Does the number 8 have any significance to you?
It's been my favorite number since I was a kid.
Who has the best hair that you know?:
My aunt and a lot of my cousins were blessed with beautiful hair. I wish I got some of that.
Have you ever been to an aquarium?:
Yeah, a few.
Are you currently happy?:
No.
What’s a reason for your happiness?:
--
Is there a light on in the room you’re in?:
The only light right now is from my laptop screen and my TV.
Do you know anyone that has a birthday today?:
No.
Have you ever been to a car show?
No, I have no interest in that.
Do you like grocery shopping?:
I used to like tagging along with my mom all the time.
Have you ever been in a play?:
No.
Can you see a mirror from where you’re at?:
Yes.
Do you have a large or small backyard?:
It's quite small.
Do you like blueberries?
I never eat just blueberries by themselves, but I do enjoy blueberry muffins and waffles.
What’s your favorite flavored water?:
Does anyone else remember the Vitamin Water craze? This was back in like 2005ish. It seemed like for some reason everyone was obsessed with it. Anyway, I used to always get the strawberry-kiwi or the lemonade flavors. I liked a few Propel flavors, too. I couldn't even tell you the last time I had any flavored water, though. I don't even know if Vitamin Water or Propel are still a thing, ha.
If given opportunity, would you go to outer space?:
Absolutely not.
Has religion ever come between you and somebody?:
Not "come between" as in cause any problems or drama, but it was a thing. Like, my paternal grandparents are Christian and my maternal grandparents were Jehovah Witnesses, so they both wanted me to share their beliefs and be apart of their churches. It just caused an issue for me in the sense that I had two different religions inflicted onto me and it got to a point where I just felt torn and confused and didn't know what to believe. I ended not believing in any of it for a long time and it wasn't until I was a young adult that I started questioning. It was the first time I truly ever had any real interest at all. But yeah, back to the question it never caused any drama or any rifts. Which, I mean, thank God for that because I know many people have horrible experiences.
When did you last have an important conversation with someone?:
My mom. Always related to my health.
Does caffeine cause you to get shaky?
I drink a safe amount and have no issues.
Is there a scar on your body that you can’t explain?
I'm sure. I have so many scars.
Have you ever accidentally shut your finger up in a door?:
Gaaaaaaah, I have. Oh my god, that was horrific.
What would you say that most people know you for?:
Most people don't know me.
What’s your favorite kind of juice?:
I don't like juice.
Do you have any stuffed animals?:
I have countless stuffed animals.
What are you up to today?:
Today is about over and I'm glad. I'm ready to just take my sleepy meds and go to bed. I'm just finishing my dinner.
Do you wear hats often?:
Not often, but sometimes.
Do you have any nieces or nephews?
I don't.
Do you own a religious book?:
Yes, the Bible, several Bible study books, and a couple devotionals.
Have you ever owned a wreck it journal?:
Yes.
What did you last purchase?:
Starbucks.
What was a celebrity you liked as a kid?:
I liked a lot of celebrities, my walls were covered in posters. I've always been a fan girl. Look at my main blog-- nothing has changed. Ha.
What did you last eat that was spicy?:
I don't remember. I haven't been able to eat spicy food for almost 10 years. D;
Have you ever had tofu?:
I've never had it. It just never sounded or looked appealing to me in the slightest.
Would you or have you ever held a snake?:
Uh, NO.
Do you peel your apples before eating them?:
I don't eat apples.
Do you season your food a lot?:
I use lemon pepper a lot.
Do you ever light incense?
No.
Is there anything you’d like to say to someone?:
Blah.
What are you currently wearing?:
Leggings, a shirt, socks, undergarments. Just ya know, clothes.
Have you ever gotten up in the middle of the night just to talk to someone?:
No, but many times I've been up late talking to someone.
What was the last social event you went to?:
Uhhhhh.
Do you use the word “like” excessively?
I wouldn't say "excessively".
Do you watch The Simpsons or any other cartoons?:
No.
If you have a car, does it have a name?
No car.
Why did you last see a doctor?:
A check-up and med stuff.
Do you get light headed after getting blood drawn?:
A little.
What did you first think of this morning?:
Usually, it's "what time is it?"
When did you last cry?:
A bit ago.
What’s the funniest thing you’ve seen today?:
*shrug*
Have you ever been snorkeling?
Nooooo.
Are you clumsy?
Yeah, somewhat.
Do you prefer satin, cotton, or flannel sheets?:
Cotton.
What’s your favorite kind of jam/jelly?:
Strawberry and grape.
What’s on your bedside table currently?:
My nail polish bag, a small basket with various things that i keep on the table but in a more organized way, a skull pen holder that I also put my makeup brushes in, a compact mirror, and two cups.
What’s the best compliment you’ve received recently?:
It's been quite awhile since I've gotten a compliment. Not much to compliment me on.
What’s some things you always make sure to pack before going on a trip?:
The obvious things like clothes, undergarments, and toiletries, and the important stuff like my medicine and medical supplies. Other stuff as well, but that's the big stuff.
What’s one of your strengths?:
Uhhhhh.
Have you ever spent more than $100 on a pair of shoes?:
No.
Would you say you’re an impulsive person?
No.
What’s something that makes you quirky?:
I don't know, i've never described myself as such.
What types of cheese do you consume the most?:
Cheddar and swiss. I like several others as well, though.
Do you purchase extended warranties on your electronics?:
No.
What was the last restaurant you ate at?:
A Mexican restaurant when I went on a trip with my fam last month.
What was the last sweet beverage you had?:
Coffee.
Do you believe in psychic ability?:
No.
Have you ever won any carnival games before?:
Just little prizes.
What was the last fun thing you did?:
My vacation trip I just mentioned.
Do you wear glasses?:
Yep.
What song did you last have on repeat?:
I'd have to check and nah.
When did you last have pizza delivered?:
I actually planned on doing that today.
What do you normally pay for your hair cuts?:
I think around $30.
What’s your favorite decoration in your place of residence?:
All my various decorations, especially my holiday ones.
How many computers/laptops are in the building you’re in?:
One.
Have you ever been to a rodeo?:
No.
What frosting goes best on cake?:
Buttercream or cream cheese depending on the cake.
How long does it take you to get ready?:
Depends, like if I'm just getting ready real quick or doing my makeup as well (which isn't often).
Do you do some form of exercise daily?:
No, but damnit I really should.
Do you think it’s true that good things come to those who wait?:
I mean it can. I would say waiting can be a big part of it a lot of the time, but not just idly.
Do you show your feelings?:
My mask fell off and I lost it years ago.
Would you rather have macaroni salad or potato salad as a side dish?
Oh, macaroni salad hands down. That's the only answer. It's soooo good.
How many pairs of winter gloves do you own?
Zero. Where I live, gloves aren't necessary for me like I don't feel it gets cold enough for them. I get by just fine without them.
Which type of deli meat do you prefer?
Turkey or bologna.
Where’d you go the last time that you took an Uber?
When my fam and I went to Disneyland a few years ago we took one to and from the airport, as well as to and from the park to our hotel.
How many pounds can you lift on your own?
Ha, not much. I need to work my arms again.
Which foods do you typically pair with peanut butter?
PB&J, chocolate, toast, bananas.
Whenever you print something, is it typically in color or black and white?
i'd say most often it was black and white cause it was papers for school. I used to print a lot of colored photos as a teenager to hang up in my room.
What would you put into your own homemade trail mix?
lol I always tend to mainly pick out the M&Ms or this kind I like that has peanut butter chips and chocolate chips. I do like peanuts and cashews, though. Those things are all i'd put, honestly.
Do you know anyone with two different colored irises?
I don't think so.
Can you reach the top shelves in your home, or is it a struggle?
It's a struggle. I'm a shorty.
Do you prefer to use headphones or earbuds?
Earbuds.
Do you own any complete television series on DVD? Which ones?
No, not anymore. I actually just recently got rid of the I Love Lucy boxsets I had.
Which sneaker do you typically put on first?
My right.
What can you see when you glance out the closest window?
it's pitch black out.
Have you ever participated in any sort of a protest? What was it about?
No.
What was the last thing to make you laugh until you cried?
I'm not sure. It's been quite awhile since I've laughed that hard.
Toilet paper - are you a folder or a scruncher?
A folder.
If you could own your own business, what would you sell?
I have no interest in running my own business. I don't even have a daydream's idea of what I would sell. <<<
What’s your favorite flavor potato chip?
Barbeque, salt and vinegar, sour cream and onion, cheese. <<< Saaaame. Now i'm craving chips.
What is one vegetable that you will never eat?
I'm super picky, so most of them probably lol. I like a select few.
Do you like nuts in your chocolate?
I'd rather not have nuts in my chocolate, but I do like a Mr. Goodbar now and then or peanut M&Ms.
Who pinched your butt last?
No one.
What’s your favorite way to eat an egg?
Scrambled, over easy, hard boiled, deviled, egg salad. i like eggs *shrug*
What’s your favorite type of seafood, if any?
Ew, none.
Have you ever found a hair or a bug in your food?
Gahhhh yes, I've found hair in my food a few times *GAG*. Thankfully, not a bug. I would DIE.
If you had the money to do so, which room of your home would you renovate next?
Mine.
Do you have a garage? If so, what’s in it?
Yeah, a bunch of totes and crap.
Would you rather play field hockey or ice hockey, and why?
Neither.
Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
Nooo. That will not happen.
Do you personally know anyone who is currently incarcerated?
I do.
Have you ever had your glasses broken before? How?
Yeah. I don't recall exactly how, but one of the ear handles (lmaooo what are they called?? i'm calling them ear handles) broke.
If you have contacts, did you ever have a fear of accidentally poking yourself in the eye?
I have a fear of something like that happening, hence why I don't wear contacts. Well, one of the reasons. Just freaks me out. Also, I actually like my glasses.
Do you have a favorite bird?
No.
Who is your favorite superhero?
I have several. I'm super into the Marvel movies, as well as a few of the DC heroes.
How many of your family member live out of state or in a different country?
Just 3; my grandparents and one of my uncles. Otherwise, my family is here where I live or spread out in the same state.
Who does the yardwork at your home?
My dad.
How often can you not fall back asleep when you’re woken up in the middle of the night?
Ugh, that's a nightly battle. I've already had sleep problems, but within the past year I have a problem staying asleep through the night every single night. It's staying asleep that is the issue and then going back to sleep. I take sleep medications and it's still an issue. But I can usually sleep during the day of course. It's so frustrating.
Were you someone who used to enjoy purchasing school supplies?
I loved back to school shopping. Only good part about going to school, haha.
What is one of your favorite childhood memories?
Playing Barbies all day. Just being a kid in general, honestly. I really miss my childhood. Like the nostalgia is painfully bad. I get really abnormally, deeply sad. I can never go back to those days.
What is something you wish you had insurance on?
Maybe my laptop.
How often do you read a book? (for pleasure)
I used to be such an avid reader, like flying through book and book, series after series. But in the last few years I haven't read any books and it's really upsetting. I want to read, but I just cannot focus or concentrate or even just get the motivation. I can't get in the right headspace. It's the same with TV shows. I've fallen so behind on books and shows and there's so many of each I want to check out. I just end up putting something on for background noise or something I don't have to pay much attention to cause I've seen it a bunch, or not really into it and just want something on. Mindless stuff like that and switching between social medias and watching YouTube videos. And bed rotting doing nothing. :/ I really want to try and get back into reading.
Have you ever been skiing before?
No.
Would you rather visit a museum or a gallery, y?
i'd be interested in either one, but probably more so a museum. i find it super interesting. I'd loveeee to visit the Smithsonian.
Have you ever skipped school?
Yeah, in college sometimes. I didn't make a habit of it, but it happened. I either just didn't feel well or wasn't feeling up to going
Did you attend many sleepovers as a child?
With a couple of my cousins. They mostly spent the night at my house, but I did at theirs sometimes as well.
Who’s the last person you got a card for? What was the occasion?
My dad for Father's Day.
When’s the last time you made a s'more?
i have no idea. It's been a very long time.
Do you remember to use bug spray in the summertime?
If necessary. I really prefer not to, though. I hate when it's sprayed all over. I don't want bug spray everywhere and the smell makes me sick.
Do you have any college loans to still pay off?
No.
If you had to teach a class, what would it be about?
I have no desire to teach a class. I wouldn't be good or knowledgable enough to teach anything.
Do you like to go ice skating during the winter?
I don't go ice skating.
What is your opinion on sex before marriage?
I don't care what others do. However, for me, I want to be in a long-term, committed relationship and in love with the person. It will be someone I'm comfortable with of course. It's not something I will rush into. That's just what I feel works for me.
Are you typically the heartbreaker or the heartbreakee?
Heartbreakee, for sure.
Would you rather read Twilight or Harry Potter?
I read all the Twilight books, but I never read the Harry Potter ones. I just saw the movies. I enjoyed the movies, but just didn't feel up to reading all the books.
What is something you’re curious about but never have the courage to ask?
Lots of things.
What could you confidently give at least a 5-minute speech about? I hate giving speeches, so I wouldn't be able to confidently speak on any subject. <<< Yeah, public speaking waa the absolute worst. I hate that it was required in school.
Would you rather write on a chalkboard or a whiteboard?
A whiteboard.
What’s the last concert you attended?
Green Day back in 2009. I'm long overdue for a concert.
What was the last compliment you received? What was it? From who?
I don't recall. There's nothing to compliment me on.
Is there anyone out there who you truly hate?
No.
Do you know of any cats who like to play fetch?
No. But I also don't know many cats. Only one, actually.
When’s the last time you had a bloody nose?
Never.
Can you walk on stilts?
Well, no.
Can you successfully complete any yo-yo tricks?
I haven't played with one since I was a kid, but i couldn't even do the simple trick of bringing it down and back up.
How much of your day is spent listening to music?
Depends on the day, honestly. I haven't listened to any music in almost the past week. Other times I listen to music everyday. It just really varies.
Would you enjoy going deep sea diving?
Nooo. Just the idea of getting in the ocean at all terrifies me and deep water is fucking scary. I also can't swim. Sooo, yeah not a fun time.
How good are you at memory match games?
Not bad, i guess. I don't play them often.
Do you like rollercoasters?
I do not do rollercoasters.
What electronic would you personally be able to survive without?
Video game consoles cause I don't play any of them. Or at least it's been quite awhile since I have and haven't wanted to.
Approximately how many books do you own?
*shrug* A lot.
What’s the longest the power has gone out in your town?
Just a few hours at most, thankfully.
Have you ever had your wisdom teeth removed?
Yes.
What’s the last thing you complained about?
Being in pain and the fucking heat.
Can you do a cartwheel?
No.
Do you have a favorite day of the week?
No, they're all the same to me.
How long has it been since you wore a friendship bracelet?
A very long time.
Would you rather do mini-golf, laser tag, or midnight bowling?
Midnight bowling, I guess.
Do you prefer bunnies with straight ears or lop ears?
I don't have a preference. I'm not like into bunnies or anything. They're cute and all, but I don't think about them or have ever had one.
Are you a superstitious person?
Kind of. Like in the sense of I don't like to say certain things cause then I think it'll happen and I do the knock on wood thing, but I think it's just more so out. of habit or something I do jokingly. Logically, a big part of me doesn't truly believe those things, but there's a part of me as well that thinks well, what if ya know? Like what can it hurt.
What’s the last thing that someone else had to help you carry?
My bag of stuff I had from the store.
Are you ticklish?
Just my neck.
Have you ever had to evacuate your home due to natural disaster?
No, fortunately.
Do you snore a lot when you sleep?
I've been told I don't.
Does going to any type of doctor appointment give you anxiety?
Very much so. It doesn't matter what it's for.
Do you typically wear belts with your pants?
I never wear belts.
Have one of your parents ever accidentally left you in a store before?
No.
If you were able to know when you were going to die, would you want to know ahead of time?
Absolutely not.
When did you start your first period?
When I was 13. I was in the hospital and it was like the day after I had spinal surgery. Fun times all around, ha.
Do you prefer pants with buttons or snaps?
All I wear are leggings.
Is it okay to color outside the lines?
It's not against the law or anything. I don't personally like to do that, though.
What’s your favorite number?
8 and 19. <<< 8 is my favorite number, tooooo.
Have you ever ridden a unicycle?
No.
Briefly describe your last encounter with a Karen. I
I don't even know. My mom has horror stories literally every day working in retail. People are so fucking rude.
Do you keep notes, drawings or letters that people give you?
When I got those kinds of things, ha. It's been quite awhile. Which, honestly, is a good thing cause i do hold onto things like that. I've had to force myself to get rid of a lot of stuff over the years. I want to keep everything. Everything has a memory, I get attached to shit. Still a shit ton of stuff, but hey. i did do some of that recently, though.
Have you ever been locked in a car with a significant other?
No, but why would that even happen like did the door break and I'm unable to open it? lol. Now my mind goes to scary shit.
Have you had a significant other that you never kissed?
No.
How many true best friends are present in your life?
I don't know anymore. I'm not sure what's going on with my friendship with someone.
Do you currently have a significant other?
Nopeeee.
Would you ever sacrifice anything for someone you care about?
My parents and brother.
Do your parents approve of the people you hang out with?
I don't hang out with anyone other than my family, including my parents so yes I think they approve, ha. It's been that way for years now cause of various factors and friendships falling off. I just don't have a social life except for social media, but even then I'm not really interacting much with anyone I'm just scrolling, reposting, and liking shit.
Would you be able to stand being in the same room as someone you hate?
Thankfully, i don't hate anyone. But I mean, how long are we there for? And we wouldn't have to interact, right? I'd just avoid them. I'm sure it would drudge up feelings and I wouldn't want it to go on for a long time.
Do you depend on people at all, in any way?
I most definitely do. Started more and more when my health started to really go downhill back around 2017. Like more and more as the years have gone on. Especially since 2021 and more so after my hospital stay in 2022 and the shit that went down with that and the reprecussions of it all. And other stuff that happened since. I'm a mess, ya'll.
Have you ever lost a close friend?
Yes. A few.
Has anybody ever held a grudge against you for a dumb reason?
It's possible. There's some people I've had falling outs with who I'd understand if they did. And I mean, I can't say how someone feels or should feel, like their feelings are valid. Even if I didn't understand, it doesn't take away from how they feel. Honestly, if I didn't understand or I thought it wasn't as big a deal to me, it wouldn't make it a dumb reason so I shouldn't say it's possible, I take that back.
Has anybody ever dated you only for your looks?
We didn't officially date, but with Joseph it was a just a physical attraction thing for him, like it didn't go any deeper than that on his end I feel. He would have loved to have just been fuck buddies if I was down for it.
Have you ever stayed up late talking to someone you like on the phone or online?
Yes. Damn, it's been a longggggggg time. Like, a whole other version of me, a whole different time in my life. A much younger me. I feel like I've aged so much since like 2017 and have changed SO much. And yes obviously I've aged since then lol it sounds dumb like duh, but I mean I feel like I've aged so much more than 8 years. Also, holy shit EIGHT years. Like damn, I have actually aged so much. lmaoooo. You know what I mean, okay.
Do your parents let you date, or do you sneak around?
I'm 35 lol. I can't pretend that's why I'm single af lmao.
Have you ever felt backstabbed by a close friend?
Yes.
Do you have any handshakes with anybody?
No.
Have you ever regretted ignoring anybody?
I feel bad cause I'm not one to just blatantly ignore someone. I may be distant, withdrawn, short, quiet but I don't typically just not respond. Not intentionally, like not with the intent to outright ignore. I just might not know what to say or I feel overwhelmed so I end up not responding and that's still fucked up, but I'm not like "I'm going to ignore this person" you know what I mean? If I felt that way, then someone really fucked up or I don't feel comfortable cause I don't know the person or I think it's a scam/spam/bot.
Has a friend of yours ever confessed their love to you?
No. Well, not in the romantic sense. I've just had friends say they love me and value our friendship and whatever. Back when I had friends, that is. I don't know what's going on with a friend of mine. it very well could just be me in my own head and the negative voice that doesn't shut up telling me they hate me, they're annoyed, they don't want to be friends with me anymore, blah, blah, blah.
Have you gone out with someone, then ruined the friendship you had before?
Yeah, it definitely changed things a lot and I had to end the friendship because it just wasn't working. He still wanted to pursue a relationship and had feelings for me, so we couldn't just be friends. I made it clear how I felt and wasn't leading him on, but it became too much. I felt smothered. I still really feel it was best for both of us, ultimately. Doesn't mean I didn't feel like the shittiest person in the world.
Can you trust any of your friends at full capacity?
I can with this person I hope is still my friend.
Is the word ‘love’ even in your vocabulary?
Yeah. I use it more like, "I love this necklace!" and in that sense ya know? I love my my loved ones so much, but I could definitely say it more.
Have you written or drawn anything for somebody else?
Yeah.
Do you tend to hide your emotions from certain people? How do you hide them?
I can't do that anymore, but I used to be good at that. I do downplay a LOT, though.
Do you have any pictures of yourself with the person you like?
I don't like anybody. Other than my celebrity love, Alexander Skarsgard of course. I fucking wish I had a photo with him.
Do your friends know how to make you smile in tough times?
Those closest to me, especially my mom, brother, and aunt, do know how to make me smile. Or at least try to.
Hey, this is important and I'm gonna use up spoons I maybe shouldn't to spread awareness of this because it's that important! There is a wide-reaching heat dome expected over the next 3-5 days (as of 6/20/2025). Especially if you and your loved ones are immunocompromised, elderly, pregnant, or disabled, take precautions to stay safe. Stay inside with the AC on as much as you can. If you don't have AC, look now for a library, cooling center, or another community space that has it where you can spend as much time as possible in over the next several days. If you do have to be outside, limit your time outside, hydrate well with electrolytes, wear sunscreen and reapply it as needed, and wear loose fitting and light colored clothing so it doesn't absorb as much heat. Check on your friends and loved ones, especially those who are at high risk. Familiarize yourself with the symptoms of heat exhaustion and heat stroke and what to do about them.
Also, Dr. Rubin (and his wife, who's really cool and smart too) is on multiple platforms, including Instagram and Substack spreading awareness of health issues and what's going on with public health in the US. I've found them both to be good sources of reliable information in an accessible manner. He also has a book on allergies and allergic diseases coming out, if that's something you'd be interested in learning more about. People like @thebibliosphere, I'm not sure if it's going to talk about MCAS, but he does talk about it in some of his videos.
"Signs of heat stroke
High body temperature
Hot, red, dry or damp skin
Fast, strong pulse
Headache
Dizziness
Nausea
Confusion
Passing out
Heat stroke occurs when the body is unable to regulate its temperature. This happens when the sweating mechanism fails and the body cannot cool down, according to the CDC.
Having a heat stroke can cause the body temperature to rise to 106°F or higher within 10 to 15 minutes.
How to treat someone with heat stroke
If you see any of the listed signs, call 911 immediately because a heat stroke can be life-threatening. Then move the person to a shady area and cool them off with something, but do not give them anything to drink.
Signs of heat exhaustion
Heavy sweating
Cold, pale and clammy skin
Fast, weak pulse
Nausea or vomiting
Muscle cramps
Tired or weakness
Dizziness
Headache
Fainting
How to treat someone with heat exhaustion
Move the person to a cool place, and give them some water to sip. Some cooling methods include wetting the skin, soaking clothing with cool water, or giving them a cold shower or ice bath if possible.
Call 911 if symptoms last more than an hour, if they get worse or if they are throwing up."
(The emphasis is mine.)
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1 - When you wake up, do you get up straight away or do you lie around in bed for a while?
I around all day, ha. i'm in bed majority of the time due to health reasons. Anyway, as for when I get up in the morning I don't sit up right away i still lay there not wanting to move yet and just scroll through social media. Sometimes I end up dozing back asleep.
2 - Who was the last person you video-called with? Have you done this more often since COVID hit?
The only times I've Facetimed just a few times was during my long hospital stay back in 2022. I'm not a Facetimer, not my thing, don't like it.
3 - How many times a week do you go out for food or drink?
I get fast food or takeout everyday. :X There's rare occasions I don't, but for the most part that's just what I do. Crazy, I know. *update* Hi, so i'm continuing this like 2 days later and yesterday was one of those rare days I didn't get any fast food or takeout. Just thought I'd share cause see, it does happen. lol.
4 - Do you prefer getting takeaway or actually sitting in a restaurant and eating your meal there?
I much prefer to get takeout to eat at home. I'm just more comfortable. I can eat and enjoy in peace, get comfy, throw on a show or YouTube video, and just chill. I also take forever to finish food, so it's nice just being at home eating at my own pace. I feel like I'm holding people up cause they're trying to be polite waiting for me and lettiing me finish, but we'll be there all damn day lol. When I do go out to eat, i'll just pick at my food or just eat a little and just take it home to finish.
5 - Where’s your favourite place to get takeaway coffee (or whatever your drink of choice is)?
Starbucks. Call me basic.
6 - Do you tend to keep your phone on silent, vibrate or loud?
I keep the ringer at normal volume.
7 - If you have pets, when was the last time one of them annoyed you? What happened?
Sometimes when she's staring and drooling while I'm eating gets to be too much and I have to tell her to go lie down. But I can't be too annoyed or annoyed for long with her, she's my precious angel.
8 - When was the last time you went into a bookshop?
It's been awhile. Like, a little over 5 years at least.
9 - What was the last thing you ordered off Amazon?
A couple medical supply stuff.
10 - When was the last time you took a dog out for a walk? Is this your own dog or did you borrow someone else’s?
I am unable to do that, unfortunately. My dad has always been the one who walks our dogs.
11 - What jewellery do you have on at the moment?
Rings on all my fingers, a few have two rings, and a ton of bracelets on both arms. I had a necklace on, but it broke. I'm so pissed cause I haven't had it that long and it's my cute little Ghost Face charm.
12 - Do you have any products in your hair right now? What are they?
No.
13 - Have you ever used a VPN to access foreign content online?
No.
14 - Who was the last artist you listened to? Is this someone you’re a fan of?
Jimmy Eat World. I am, they're on my usual rotation.
15 - What was the last thing you had to drink?
My Starbucks energy drink.
16 - When was the last time you cooked something for the first time? Did it work out the way it was supposed to?
I'm not a cook, the only thing I cooked was Ramen lol. And the last time I did that was like 2019.
17 - Black cats are considered to be bad luck - is this a superstition that you’ve ever believed in?
No.
18 - Would you ever eat blue cheese or do you find the idea of eating mould to be pretty repulsive?
Ew, Bleu cheese is disgusting. And EW I hate thinking about the fact cheese is mold, i can't let my brain go there cause I love cheese so much and thinking about that is disgusting and such a turn off lol.
19 - Do you visit the dentist every six months like you should?
Oh no. :X
20 - How old were you when you first used the internet? Was it dial-up or did you have access to proper broadband?
I believe I was 9. I have my first memory of getting our first computer at that time. And I had used computers prior to that since I was like 5, but actually the internet was later when I was 9, maaaaybe 10. At that time it was 1999/2000.
21 - Are you old enough to remember using floppy discs?
Yeah. The last time I used one I remember was 8th grade, so like 2003/2004.
22 - When was the last time you purchased an actual DVD or CD?
Like late 2000's, I think. Maybe very early 2010's.
23 - Do you shave? Which body parts and how often?
Yes. Why do you wanna know in detail about my shaving habits? Weirdo.
24 - What’s your favourite season, and what are some of your favourite things about that season? Autumn and Winter. I love it all--the atmosphere, the weather, the smells, the colors, the scents, , the holidays, the food, the fun tasty coffee drinks, the movies... all of it.
25 - When was the last time you burned yourself?
It's been a long time, thankfully.
26 - Have you ever been the victim of a theft or robbery? What was stolen? Did the police ever catch the person who did it?
No, thankfully.
27 - What was the last TV show you discovered that you really liked?
There's so many shows I want to watch on my ever growing list and I've just been slacking so bad and I don't know what it is like why I can't I just chill and put on a fuckin show? More shows keep coming out that I'm interested in and others that are coming back soon now it's like overwhelming. I also have shows I need to catch up on. I need to get on it, damn it.
28 - Have you seen any of the live-action Disney remakes? Which one is your favourite? What about your least favourite?
I've seen a few. I kinda think they need to stop with the live actions, ya know? But I enjoyed some like the Alice in Wonderland one, The Little Mermaid, Aladdin.
29 - Do you have any exciting plans for tomorrow? If not, how are you planning to spend your day?
Just another day of sleep and either doing some of the activities I like to do or just waste another day sleeping and laying there doing nothing all day. Cause lately even the things I like to do I've been slacking on. Like I don't even spend much time doom scrolling TikTok. Ideally, I'd start watching the shows I want to get to and catch up on stuff. Read a fucking book.
30 - Would you ever keep a working dog as a pet? Do you think it’s fair to keep dogs like huskies in flats when it’s so different to their natural environments?
I would not. I mentioned this in a recent survey, but a high energy working dog would not suit my lifestyle or general laziness whatsoever. <<< Yeah, I would not do that. I would not be able to do that.
When did you last run and why?
Uhhhh. I don't even recall lol. Me? Running?
Does your house/flat/whatever the hell you live in need cleaning?
Just need to straighten up a little bit. What I really need to do is do some de-cluttering and re-organizing. I need to go through and get rid of stuff.
When did you last have a real good sort out/tidy up?
We just do as we go, basically. That doesn't mean sometimes things don't get out of place or clothes get left on the couch, but it doesn't stay that way.
What turns you on most (if anything) about the opposite sex?
Thirst trap edits on Tiktok, hahah. If you know, you know. Lately, Matthew Lillard edits, especially from Scream, have been doing it for me. lmao. "It's a scream, baby!" And just look at Alexander Skarsgard. Just seeing him does it for me but then also just everything about him.
What turns you on most (if anything) about the same sex?
I'm not attracted to the same sex.
Would you rather live with a man or a woman?
I live with both: my parents.
Do your ears ever itch like crazy for no apparent reason?
Sometimes. Any random itchy spot is annoying.
Do you enjoy cooking?
I don't cook.
How often do you eat out/order in/consume convenience food?
Majority of the time. I just got into this whole thing in a recent survey.
What are you having for dinner tonight? (If you’ve decided yet that is.)
I'll probably have Taco Bell.
When did you last have people around for dinner?
My brother and his boyfriend come for dinner a few times a month.
Do you like entertaining?
No, it stresses me out too much.
Is there anything you’re pedantic about? What is it?
I don't think so? I hope not. I admittedly had to look the word up, so it's possible I'm not applying it right. It is an insult, though, according to Google lol. It says it's an annoying person who corrects and pays attention to minor details and kind of a know it all? i'm anoying, but not in that way, ha. The only minor thing that comes to mind is if someone says the wrong word I probably will say the right word, but I'm just trying to be helpful. I don't do it rudely. And mentally, I'll correct someone's spelling or grammar error, but I'm not "that guy" who publicly does it. I may respond using the word, but spelled correctly. I started off this question thinking I wasn't, but it kinda sounds like I am, huh? :X
How often do you read?
It's been a few years since I've read a book and that is so not okay with me, but I just can't seem to get the energy or ability to focus/concentrate. I can't even put on a damn show and I have SO many I want to watch. So many books to read. I have the time, but I just feel so drained, Like fuck, It takes me off and on during the day to do these surveys. i used to read book after book and book, just kept going. I used to binge watch shows all day and finish seasons. I used to flood the dash with surveys. That's not to brag, that's me being sad and frustrated that I can't seem to do those things anymore and I just really miss it.
Recommend a good book (in your opinion) please:
If you like mysteries and FBI agents solving crimes and whatnot and crazy shit happens, as well as getting to know the characters and their personal lives as well and their interesting stories that are happening as well, I'll recommend one of the series I was obsessed with, which is the Emma Griffin series by AJ Rivers. There's several books in the series and the author continues to write more. There's spin off series, too. And several other series as well. I really enjoy this author's writings. I want to get back to reading, I'll fallen so behind.
Do you have any payments that need to be made soon?
Yeah.
Do you have any phone calls you need to make?
No.
When did you last buy soap?
It's been awhile. My mom works somewhere where she can get stuff like that and with her discount she buys certain items like this to have stocked up for a bit.
Are you a nail biter?
I'm not really a nail biter, but I do pick at one of my nails. <<< Same, but I pick at all my nails lol. But I don't bite them, so a nail picker not biter.
Do you play with your hair a lot?
Not really as an idle habit, but sometimes I will run my hands through it or fluff it up a bit. <<> Again, same. It's more me messing with my bangs to fix them.
Last time you ate out, what did you order?
Last takeout I got that wasn't fast food was Applebee's. I got the garlic parmesan boneless wings.
Do you have any dependents?
No.
Are you currently saving up for something?
Yes, for an upcoming trip.
Do you like it when you get pins and needles?
Uh, no? Definitely not a pleasant feeling.
How about when you bang your “funny bone?“
No, wth. it's never funny, that's for sure. lol. I know why it's called that, but fuck that hurts.
What’s your body temperature, right now?
Uh, probably within normal range. I'm not running a temp or anything. <<<
Was your last relationship with a man or a woman?
A man.
Are you currently in a relationship?
I'm not.
Do you ever play the "what if” game?
My mind likes to play that game all the time.
When did you last eat cereal?
it's actulally been like at least ten years.
What do you think your next achievement will be?
Good question.
Are you thirsty?
A little.
Do you love getting all hot and sweaty from certain activities?
I really hate being hot and sweaty.
Do you like having your hair pulled? (If you have any)
I figured the first question had sexual implications, but I was ignoring it. Now this question confirms it. I've only had my hair accidentally pulled and it hurts like hell. I'm gonna assume that's not something I'd enjoy.
Do any of your clocks/watches need new batteries?
i actually do have a I Love Lucy wall clock in my room and it's needed batteries for several years lol. I don't even remember how long.
When was the last time you did some real physical activity?
I went to thhe doctor a couple days ago. That's about it...
What is the smallest object close to you?
This heart shaped compact mirror next to me.
When will you next have a bath?
I don't take baths, I shower.
When will you next go swimming?'
I don't go swimming.
When was the last time you were really horny and could do nothing about it?
I think you were horny making this survey for some reason.
What does your hair smell like currently? (If you have any!)
Like my shampoo. it smells good.
Do you know how to navigate your way through a PC using only the keyboard?
No, I only know a few commands. I wouldn't like using just the keyboard.
My nose is itching now as well as my ears, does your nose currently itch?
No.
How many countries have you visited?
I have yet to travel abroad but so many places are on my bucket list.
Flowers or chocolate?
Chocolate. I want something I can eat, not something that withers and dies. lol.
My first mobile phone was…
Some old AT&T phone. Actually, it was Cingular Wireless at the time.
The life advice I wish I could give my younger self is
Take care of yourself, don't be stubborn or let fear and emotions control you and lead tthe way. Don't neglect yourself.
A job I’d be terrible at…
I'm not sure what i'd even be good at.
The superpower I want most is…
Healing.
When I retire, I’d like to move to…
I can't work, so no retirement. When I'm elderly, though, i hope to be in a different city.
Does pineapple belong on pizza?
Noooo.
A flaw I have is…
I'm very stubborn and it has caused issues for myself.
Between the morning and the night, I prefer…
Night. I used to say that because i was a night owl, but now it's because it means I can take my night meds and go to sleep.
The best thing about the internet is…
Being able to do this and apps on my phone. Being able to look up anything and do shopping.
Something I find boring is…
Sports.
What’s a goal you have in life?
I need to work on getting my health stuff managed and under control. I need to hopefully figure out what's wrong regarding some things I'm dealing with. I need to figure out what to do about some of the pain I've been experiencing. It's a lot and can be unbearable. My health has been keeping me down literally and figuratively. I also need to focus on my mental health cause that's out of control as well. My health controls me and I'm just exhausted and having a really hard time.
Between the city and the country, I always pick…
Like, to visit? Cities.
My comfort food is…
Taco Bell.
The video game I’ve played the most is…
Mario Bros.
One of my favorite stores is…
Boxlunch.
The best photo of my pet is…
All of them? She's the cutest most adorable precious little angel, duh. The amount of photos I have of her lol. She's just existing and I think she's adorable.
A moment I enjoy during the day is…
When I'm taking a nap.
The music genre I listen to the most is…
i'm a variety type of gal.
The vegetable I hate the most is…
I'm really picky and not a fan of most vegetables. An easier question would be what vegetables I like tthe most.
I deserve the award for…
Nothing.
Do you have any weird relatives?
Doesn't everyone, ha.
Which do you prefer for exercising, gym or outdoors?
Gonna be real, I don't exercise.
The language I love the most is…
I guess English cause that's the only one I'm fluent in.
If I were a dessert I would be a…
Vanilla ice cream-- simple, plain, boring. lol. I like vanilla, but it is pretty basic.
The most memorable costume I’ve worn is…
I wouldn't say I had anything super great, I was always something eimple and easy.
The best thing about family is…
For me, I'm very, very fortunate to have a close, loving, supportive family.
My favorite routine is…
Doing my go-to activities/distractions like social media stuff. I do have days where those don't do it for me and I just feel bored with everything snd don't have the energy or ability to focus. Days where I'm just not in the mood for them. I just mean generally speaking. Oh, and of course that first sip of coffee. I always look forward to that.
A song that defines me is…
I couldn't pick just one, there's so many I relate to and are like they were written for me. I love me some relatable lyrics, they just say what I can't so well. I'm still stuck in 2005 where my statuses were lyrics. I still do it.
If I were a musical instrument, I would be…
*shrug*
I get overexcited when…
I'm going on a trip.
Between texting and calling, I prefer…
Texting, mot definitely. I don't like talking on the phone and only do it for stuff I have to like doctor related stuff. I keep it short and simple.
A perfect date would be
I think a beach date would be really nice. I love the beach. Something like a picnic and just talking and enjoying each other's company while looking out at the ocean. Watch the sunset together.
When I start reading a book and get bored on the second page I…
I'd give it more of a chance just a couple pages in.
My favorite amusement park is…
Disneyland.
I wish…
I didn't feel like shit.
A great honeymoon would be…
Hmm. Definitely somewhere outside of the country.
My first crush was when I was…
When I was in 3rd grade.
My first computer was a…
A typical computer from like 1999. I know it was from Costco.
For me, freedom means…
An able, fully functioning body. <<<
I would like to travel to…
So many places. i really hope to be able to travel more someday. Preferably in the not so distant future.
A friend I have the most fun with is…
My friend, Megan.
If I could meet any figure from the past, present or future, I would meet…
Lucille Ball.
What’s scarier, clowns or spiders?
Uh, spiders hands down. Pennywise? No problem. Spiders? FUCK NO.
If I had a million dollars, I would spend it on…
I'd have to pay off all my debt first and foremost. I'd also pay off my brother's and parents' debts. Then I'd buy a house (that would be for my parents and I and then i'd get a place for my brother and his boyfriend) and furnish it and all that. i'd want to donate. And of course, I'd have to travel.
The video game I can play for hours is…
Mario Bros. Unless we're counting computer games, in which case I could play The Sims for hoursssss. I get sucked into some crazy time warp with that game. I haven't been able to play in awhile cause I had to remove it from my laptop to make room. I need to have a laptop strictly for that.
If I could be anywhere else right now, I’d be…
Somewhere beachy with the cool ocean air.
I learned how to swim when I was…
Fun fact: I haven't.
Is there anything in particular that you always pick up when you go to the store?
Just a few staples I have to have like certain condiments and sauces, some snack food, likely something sweet, certain drinks I like to always have such as my Starbucks Doubleshot energy drinks, Pepsi, and Capri Suns, and certain other things I like to always have like these microwavable mashed potato bowls and jars of gravy, bread, and jelly. it's honestly not much, just like I saiid a few staples I like to always have available. I eat a lot of takeout, so I spend more on that versus picking things up at the store. I also honestly just eat just the same few things; no need for much. I have appetite issues that fluctuate and really I just eat the same few things everyday. I do switch it up sometimes, too.
I don't know why I feel the need to way over explain everything and just babble on and on lol. Like I'm doing still...
When you have a day totally to yourself, what do you generally end up doing?
I do the same things everyday regardless; I doom scroll and switch between apps on my phone, scroll through Tumblr and do surveys, watch YouTube, listen to music, try to catch up on my shows, sleep a lot. i may throw in some coloring, word searches, and doing these two different journals that have daily prompts and things to make you think. Actually, it's like doing a survey one question a day at a time. Allows me to just vent and ramble there as well. I really do need to get back to my reading habits, I used to read a shit ton and I miss it. I also have a ton of shows I need to catch up on and start watching More importantly, I need to add reading my Bible and Bible study to my daily activities. I mainly just bed rot and doom scroll cause i don't have the energy, struggle concentrating, and not having the energy to do something seemingly so easy, like watching TV.
Is there a sport/hobby you keep thinking about taking up, but that you’ve never quite gotten around to starting?
Nothing new, more like just picking back up or doing more of some things that I don't do much anymore or haven't in awhile. Like, I want to get back into reading like I used to. I used to read a ton, like finishing books back to back. I also would just like to color more and do word searches. I need to do more things instead of brain rot.
Would you ever shoplift anything that costs more than $10?
I don't shop lift, period.
If you’re religious, does hearing people using your religion to justify hatred/discrimination ever put you off believing?
Well, I think people who do that give my religion a bad name. Just because some Christians do certain things and claim to be doing said things under the guise of Christianity doesn't mean they represent all Christians.
What’s your opinion on people who need to talk to their partners 24/7?
Damn, how much is there to say? lol. That's just obsessive and I'm sorry but gives me the ick. Pick up a hobby or something. Seriously though, that's not healthy to be that dependent on someone and needy. I think it's good to be able to have some time for yourself and having interests and hobbies apart from just your partner.
How do you react if you’re at a friends house, and they start arguing with their parents?
I had a friend who that happened a lot with and it was always super awkward and uncomfortable. I just sit there quietly not wanting to do or say anything.
Do you have any favourite stand-up comedians?
No. I'm not into stand up comedy, really. I don't know, I don't find it all that funny usually. Any that i've seen if anything at all got a little chuckle at most. Not to say I've never laughed at any stand up jokes, but it's rare. i can't even think of any. And it wasn't like really, truly tears in my eyes, made my stomach hurt laughing. I don't know how to describe my humor, honestly. Something will just strike me as funny, i don't know. *shrug*
Would you ever want to follow down the career path of your parents?
It's embarrassing and sad to say, but I never had a dream career or really knew what I wanted to pursue. I didn't/don't want to pursue anything if I'm being honest. I don't have any dream or aspirations or motivation to be perfectly honest as sad as that is. I got my degree in psych, but I never had any real idea or plans of what I wanted to do. I think I just felt like I had to do something and I did/do have a genuine interest in pyschology, but didn't want to actually pursue a career in it. I had no real or clear plan. What a waste, truly. i put in all the time and work for something I wasn't going to pursue. I mean, I suppose there was a time I thought I might or at least wanted to maybe, but I never knew what exactly. As time went on, it became more and more abundant that I wasn't going to do anything. But I felt I had to keep going and get my degree because there's obvious pressure that we have to go to college and have a career path. I came to realize I was just doing it cause I felt I had to. I didn't want to admit or come to terms with the fact I had no plan or real aspirations. It's embarrassing to admit, but it's true. I felt like at least while I was in school, I was actively doing something. I looked like I did have a plan and aspirations. I felt I was doing something at least and appeared to know what I was doing. How fake. What a fraud, right? And then I graduated and got my degree and was like, okay... now what? That was back in 2015. My health took a serious downward turn and spiraled, so I couldn't work anyway, but still. I just feel like such a fraud and I think of all the time wasted. All the stress and pressure I went through for what? I feel like a failure and disappointment. And that's not directed towards anyone else at all or implying that anyone else is as well just cause I feel that way about myself. It's strictly directed at me and how I feel.
Do people always assume that you like something because your parents are interested in it too?
Uhhh, possibly? I can't think of an example, though. I don't feel like that applies to much.
Do you think pranks like egging/toilet-papering someone's house are funny or immature?
Just incredibly stupid, disrespectful, and wasteful.
Do you think “sleeve tattoos” are a good idea?
If you want sleeve tattoos, then get sleeve tattoos. <<< Exactly. I may not want that for myself, but that doesn't mean it's a bad idea for someone else who wants that. Neither good or bad.
If you have any tattoos, do you reckon you might regret them when you get older and have children?
I don't have any... yet. I've wanted one for quite a long time, I've just been too scared to get it done. However, for some reason this year i've actually been really considering it. Like, this may be the closest I've ever been to really thinking about it and wanting to just go for it. I've been thinking maybe for my birthday next month. Ahhh. i don't know. We shall see...
Does it bug you if your friends are constantly texting when you’re hanging out with them?
I mean, it depends. If we're just having a chill kickback and scrolling on our phones I wouldn't mind. Not the whole time just staring at our screens, but I wouldn't mind going on our phones and hanging out together. Both could be done, just not on our phones the entire time and hardly interacting with each other. There's times where I can be with others while doing our own thing, ya know? Like being alone together type of thing? lol. Other times it's like what's the point if we're just on our phones the whole time. Now, if I'm trying to have a conversation or want to talk to someone and they're not paying attention cause they're glued to their phone, then I'd have an issue. I guess allllllllllll this to just say that it depends on the situation lol. I feel so rambley this survey omg.
How often would you say you eat fast food?
Just about everyday to be honest. The main one being Taco Bell, which I have most days out of the week. My nickname is TBQ (Taco Bell Queen) lol. If not that, then some other fast food/takeout. Or that and something else. And it could be lunch or dinner or both. Don't judge me, lol.
Do you prefer salty or sweet popcorn?
Salty, but sweet is good as well. Kettle corn or caramel corn is really good. Or like chocolate covered popcorn. However, fresh salty and buttery popcorn is top tier.
Would you say you were an awkward person?
Was, am, always will be. <<<<
How often do you get to see your best friend(s)?
We haven't met in person, yet. They live on the opposite side of the US from me.
Do you ever actually read the “Terms and services” when you sign up for websites and such?
No. Who knows what I've agreed to. :X
Did you ever have pen-pals when you were younger? Maybe you still have some now?
Actually, yeah. We did that in 3rd grade and then we had a field trip where we got to meet them once.
Do you watch your television on an actual TV, or do you tend to watch more of it online?
Well, I use streaming services on my TV if that counts.
If you have a handheld games console (a DS or gameboy, for example), how often do you use it?
I haven't played my Switch for a few years now. Actually, more like 5 years cause the last time was when I was obsessed with Animal Crossing during the Pandemic.
Do you enjoy plane journeys, if you’ve ever been on one?
Yes and no. I enjoy the travel part and getting to go somewhere, like there's something about going to the airport, especially early in the morning, and boarding the plane that's fun. Like butterflies feeling. The actual plane ride makes me antsy. The longest flight I've been on was only 5 hours lol. I want to travel to other countries someday so I don't know what i'll do on those long ass flights.
What kind of a mood are you in right now?
I'm in a good mood at the moment, at least. My bros just left and it's always fun when we do our Friday chill nights. They bring out a chill version of me and we're always dying laughter. It's nice.
What’s been on your mind lately?
My brain is literally a jumbled mess. I don't have one singular thought, it's a million. I guess some of the top ones at the moment that I can pull out are Labubus, Scream (specifically Stu Macher lol), the show Baddies I just watched cause my bros are obsesed, and the Taco Bell I'm about to eat.
What has been the best part of the past week?
Yesterday was nice cause I pushed myself to get out of the house forr a bit and ran some errands with my mom and aunt, then we did a little shopping (been a really long time since I've been to an acttual store cause I do all my shopping online, so it was nice to go in and look around in person). Today was chill as well like I mentioned in the first question. We have our Friday Night routine, so it's some fun to look forward to.
What has been the worst part of the past week?
Just being in awful pain and feeling shitty. Ya know, the usual.
Where are you?
In my room on my bed.
What did you last eat?
A half of donut. I'm about to eat Taco Bell.
What did you last drink?
Pepsi.
How many hours of sleep did you get last night?
Surprisingly, about 6. Not common for me, so I'll take it. I stil feel exhausted no matter what and take a long nap. And then still tired until bedtime, untii all of a sudden I have a hard time falling asleep at bedtime and need my sleeps aids, ha. So annoying. All that and still feel exhausted and drained.
What are you wearing?
Long flowy pants and my new Scream shirt I just got.
What did you do yesterday?
I already talked about this.
What are your plans for tomorrow?
Sleeping and switching between social medias all day.
Have you learned anything new lately?
Of course I don't recall an example at the moment. I'm not good at on the spot.
Who was your last text from?
My brother.
What was the last website you visited besides this one?
YouTube. I have that and this side by side currently so I can do both at the same time.
Who did you last compliment? What did you say?
I complimented my bro's outfit.
When was the last time you exercised?
Uhhhh.
Are you listening to any music right now?
I'm watching a Youtube video.
What’s the last thing you Googled?
I don't feel like checking.
Is there anyone in the room with you?
No.
Are you happy with your life?
You can probably answer that if you've followed me. If your new, it won't take long.
