Just Ren ...

Pleasure & Pain go hand in hand, the right needs the left and I've discovered it's a balancing act. "I'm trying to love again, minus the sick carousel cycle" But having been burnt and through hell again, I'm guilty of loving the bad boy, and loving it. I'm a walking paradox, I've taken, I've forsaken and I'm slowly finding myself again. I've lost my inspiration and am on a mission to be passionate again. Oh and did I mention I just happened to compromise everything I believe in for someone who I believe is worth it? "211214 - Opposite & Equal. Fire & Ice." Follow my health, fitness & martial arts tyrade at findingthewarriorspirit.tumblr.com

[loveren]

I've got that anxious feeling, ominous even ...

[loveren]

Travel by yourself always, you never know where you'll end up or with who but you'll know you've begun an adventure and the only way is forward. And that's when you realise it was all worth it.

[loveren]

Summer is here...

[loveren]

I haven't been training much at all lately as I've been sick. It's not fair to other fighter's to train when you're ill. Especially when they have fights coming up - so fingers crossed this cold disappears shortly!

[loveren]

If someone had've told me 2 years ago I would've ended up here with you, I would've told them they were crazy. After a year and a half together the crazy ride continues x

[loveren]

In 2013 I was blessed to join my grandparents in Rawai at the Mangosteen Resort & Spa. I had been living at Muay Thai gyms in Bangkok and in Isaan and had traveled back down to Phuket to visit them.

Anyone who has ever lived in traditional gyms will know it pales in comparison to a resort so I’d literally gone from sleeping on a mat on the floor to a 5 star resort!

I was humbled to say the least, and, incredibly grateful they let me sleep on a fold out bed in their massive villa. They thought they hadn’t given me enough, but I can tell you it was the comfiest bed I had slept on and the comfiest bed I would sleep on the entire trip!

She had the most adventurous soul and that’s only part of what made her beautiful. 

This year, on the 10th December 2015 we said goodbye to my Grandmother, in February she was diagnosed with stage 4 pancreatic cancer and a week after her 70th Birthday sadly, she passed away at home.

Today is Christmas day and it’s just not the same, it’s missing my favourite person in the entire world and it feels empty without her here. It’s hard to open presents and smile when the only thing you really want isn’t here anymore and can’t make it this year or next year...

I would give anything and everything to see her again and I am so grateful for everything she has ever done and shared with me.

If I am half as happy as my grandparents were I will be grateful!

So to you the most special person in the world - I miss you, I love you and I wish you were here still.

Moe mai ra e kuia

Merry Christmas x

[loveren]

Absolutely correct!

[imjust-a-girl]

[loveren]

To the most special person in the world - I miss you, I love you and I wish you were here still x

[loveren]

Is this for real or are we just on a sick carousel cycle? I'll never know.

[loveren]

I just need one thing to go right this year, just one ...

[loveren]

Life should always be an adventure...

[transmusic]

[loveren]

I imagine that's what it would feel like if I was to sit in the edge on the world. One word - Serenity.

[loveren]

I just want to feel summer again in all aspects of life...

[jdkxnav-deactivated20160704]

You supposed to eat pussy until she tries to push your head from Cumming too much...

Then you supposed to hold her hands down & continue eating until you see her soul leave her body……..

Then you get her pizza!

[macchiato-mami]

There’s no other way to do it.

[this--too--shall--pass]

[loveren]

Don't ever get complacent with me because I will always in every situation be the same person who never does anything that isn't worth putting a 110% in.