Keeping Pace With Planes

Ty/26/RWV/Nyctophile/Nemophilist. Call it whatever you want~ This blog is about any thing I've ever felt so far on my Journey through mastering zen by being indecisive.

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

POV: Ever since they left this realm, it's been hard to carry on.

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"Cinnamon" - Tyrell Crane

Finally back from hiatus, and super excited to share new material I've been working on for my upcoming book "Rooted to bloom". Thank you for being so patient as I continue to write and deliver my first cohesive project.

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[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

Goddamn, time really took a hold of me and dragged me against the coals, but my do I have stories to tell.

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

The thought of you dances on my mind,

The taste on my tongue.

I’d do anything to wash it out

Wash,

Rinse,

Repeat,

Still doesn’t change a fucking thing.

“Sink.” - Tyrell Crane

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

“I saw her sitting on a ledge gazing at the sun. Nothing about her felt bright and her worn out smile mirrored her vacant chest. She wanted to sleep, but the nightmares never let her rest. I sat back and watched her that day. She wanted to be loved and it was inscribed on her eyes, but she refuses to listen to what she says she deserves inside. She has a habit for falling in love with the people who see her as second best and says that it’s all she is. Me, I’m a ghost to her. I hide in her shadows and screech when she cries, Come when she needs me and wait by the phone. When he calls she tells me she just wants to be alone. So I run. Immersing my head in a forest of thoughts, I’ve grown tired of putting you before my health. You don’t need me. Go find yourself.”

— “Second Best” - Tyrell Crane (via loverscallbrokenheartshome)

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

“I miss the sound of your voice, Sometimes I play back your voicemails just to hear it, Though words mean nothing when those feelings die out, I hope one day when I’m old I’ll stumble in to a coffee shop to grab the paper, and I’ll hear it once again. I always try to justify the way I feel, but maybe that’s the issue. I’ve been on this master quest for love since I was 8 because I’ve only witnessed what it wasn’t. I can’t tell if I’ve even felt it yet, but you were the closest I got. I still toss and turn at night because I reach to wrap my arms around you, but you never come around anymore, I still have tea the same time we used to, I leave the honey, the sugar, and the spoon just in case, I still listen to say anything and wonder if you’d still walk through hell, Lately I’m not so sure, I hate the fact that if you were drunk and knocked on my door just to fall, I’d still catch you. I always will.”

— 3 A.M. - Tyrell Crane (via loverscallbrokenheartshome)

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

“Dear inner self, I’m know you’re hurting because I am to. I’m sorry for all the lessons I had to teach you because our parents were too blind to see past their differences. I’m sorry that a devil called Bourbon influenced dad to push us down the stairs. He didn’t mean it. He never does. I’m sorry that every emotion feels like a fucking tidal wave coming to shore, but it never cleanses our thoughts. Only buries them deeper and deeper in the sands of our wounds until they beg for sunlight. I’m sorry that every lighting bolt is a trigger and reminds you you’ll never know love. I’m sorry that the foundation you were forced to build your throne on caved in after the first gentle step on the transparent glass floors. I’m sorry that every single time they leave us for dead, screaming in mirrors, and poisoning ourself with various drugs to numb the fucking pain. Nothing can fill the void of the night she left and said she loved him, but how can she love us if not even we can find the beauty in this vacant chest. I’m sorry that you’ll never hear this from the people who you deserve to hear from. I’m sorry it took me so long to tell you I love you. But I do. I do.”

— “Apologies I Never Heard” -Tyrell Crane (via loverscallbrokenheartshome)

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

I’m back from Hiatus. I’ve been working steadily on my poetry. Please share and stay tuned for a new piece!

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

The thought of you dances on my mind,

The taste on my tongue.

I’d do anything to wash it out

Wash,

Rinse,

Repeat,

Still doesn’t change a fucking thing.

“Sink.” - Tyrell Crane

[psych2go]

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[gracebriarwoodwrites]

Demeter

So my grief withers the world around me.  You want me to bring back the sunlight I can’t feel,  to coax the world back into growth and warmth–but what if I tell you the source of that growth and warmth is joy? 

Are you really telling me that if the world depended on your heart, you would never allow a winter?

I promise you, when my heart returns  to wholeness, the world will bloom again and you will bloom with it. 

That promise is all I can give you. 

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

Yes, queen. Still delivering the fire I see. I have so many of your pieces to catch up on! Do yourself a favor and follow her please. 🙌😌

[drunk-on-writing]

she calls death a bitch dares it to meet her where she can show it who’s the stronger of two but death never comes when it’s expected to death always comes like the first snowfall of the season; it’s arrival is sudden, unexpected, and cold she knows that death is the tall, dark stranger her mother’s always warned her about but mama raised her to clasp her own necklaces without needing another’s hands to cover her own and do it for her

(cc, 2019)

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🔥🔥

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From the bottom of my heart I hope 2020 is a better mental health year for everyone

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Manifest!

[abdulaziz-89-deactivated2019031]

i hate getting flashbacks from things i don’t want to remember

[kushandwizdom]

“Become the energy you want to attract into your life. If you want peaceful, loving and honest relations; become that yourself first.”

— Audrey Kitching

[witchsaidwhat-deactivated202012]

I am happy to present my own Wamily’s version of finding your signifier card using a Tarot deck.  (Wamily, just in case you don’t know, is a witch family.)  

Please keep in mind that this is a practice passed down and developed by a handful of witches related to me, and isn’t the process that every cartomancer uses.  I hope this helps you on your witchcraft journey!

My own signifier card was found when I was a wee little witch.  I chose the Chariot (which, if you know me personally, is Salt through and through.)  My strengths and limitations are very much found in this card and I am drawn to its imagery indefinitely.  

Comment with your signifier card once you find it!  I am excited to see what you receive.

[loverscallbrokenheartshome]

Mischief managed. Happy Halloween friends. 🎃

[monsternationusa]

I love how the monster’s attacking her and she’s just like, yeah whatevs

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My crush

[imwritingpoems-deactivated20200]

i’m tired of being in this body. i feel so unloved. nobody sees me. everyone looks at me but nobody sees me. i’m so alone.