i am simply not there

no tw

[loversuccubus]

when you remember nobody in your life is like them so you gotta hold back your actual weird personality because nobody got that same energy 😂😂😂😂😂💀💀💀🔫🔫🔫🔫(Kms)

[loversuccubus]

i miss your voice

[maisiemelancholy-deactivated202]

depression hits different when you have caused it yourself. having made mistakes that could have easily been avoided. i am consumed by guilt and regret

[loversuccubus]

fuck him

[y4ndere4you-deactivated20221203]

I want us to die together

[loversuccubus]

you are such a soft and messy thing.

no one knows how to take care of you.

you are fragmented

you always have been

and always will be.

[loversuccubus]

let it hurt

until it doesn’t

[yand3r33]

[loversuccubus]

ITS OKAY TO COPE

its okay to mourn.

right?

[loversuccubus]

bruh. HAHAHSHSH ppl be like i can handle ur bpd and then switch up and call u the problem after reasurring u werent the problem. fml

[loversuccubus]

i stare at you trying to recognize if this is truth or not. is this actual? am i ultimately loose from the things that held me down considering that early formative years? am i loose from annoying damage? all of difficult paintings i positioned into normal obligations ordinary but although no longer feeling right enough, is it properly well worth it? you are making it appear worth it. as i begin to subsequently agree with and characteristic something to present me reassurance again. may want to this be it? the future? it seems amazing, don’t worry. please don’t give up on me as i am going to provide you my everything.

[loversuccubus]

i need to stop expecting an apology from the people i love/loved who’ve hurt me.

[loversuccubus]

“i barely eat breakfast” or “i never eat breakfast”

okay.

[loversuccubus]

he says im perfect for him

he says im the prettiest person he’s ever seen

he always calls me pretty and always reassures me..

hes the best thing ive ever had.

then why do i hate myself ?

[loversuccubus]

being the sweet and hard working person everyone knows but the violent and ill person who doesnt eat behind everyones back

[loversuccubus]

when ur “i wanna kms” and “i want to live to suffer” the next minute

[herewego-againn]

Work makes it so convenient to not eat 😌

Would highly recommend not having free time as a diet