Love's Afterlife

life after death

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Sometimes it’s easier to pretend that you don’t care than to admit that it’s killing you.”

— Wiz Khalifa

[mysharona1987]

[loveiballistics]

“Stay away from the ones you love too much. Those are the ones who will kill you.”

— Donna Tartt (via quotemadness)

[lyjerria]

as you get older, you realize that you’re not always right and there’s so many things you could’ve handled better, so many situations where you could’ve been kinder and all you can really do is forgive yourself and let your mistakes make you a better person.

[sunsetquotes]

“These mountains that you are carrying, you were only supposed to climb.”

— Najwa Zebian

[wayward-belle-deactivated201806]

“What’s the point in living if you can’t feel alive”

— unknown (via wayward-belle)

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

When you’re scared but you still do it anyway, that’s brave.

Neil Gaiman (via myfotolog)

[wnq-music]

Take care of all your memories. For you cannot relive them.

Bob Dylan  (via myfotolog)

[lovesafterlife]

Don't ever hesitate. Reblog this. TUMBLR RULE. When you see it, REBLOG IT.

The original post only has US helplines. I've added UK helplines underneath. It would be great if people could add numbers from everywhere in the world.

Depression Hotline: [phone]

Suicide Hotline: [phone]

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: [phone]

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25's with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: [phone]

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868, Free and available 24/7

suicide hotlines;

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

[lovesafterlife]

Shattered hearts beat

I feel the shift in the universe, I know you're not around. It's confirmed by the words of all my loved ones and a cerulean hospital gown. They ask me how I feel and I'm offended by their thoughts. This is my world, it's not for you to understand. I dont want the hardest of loves if it only brings the hardest of loss. I pray for you, to have you back, even for just a fleeting moment. I just want to hear you and what you'd say. Your beautiful mind, soul, but it's been silenced, fucking stolen. I don't feel alive without you around. So cold and so quiet I can't hear a sound. Drowning in the void, I pray endless. The amount of resentment couldn't be forgiven. Suddenly my mind is beyond the wonder. I pull myself together, I'm one day younger. My eyes are filled with an eerie scene, your last moments have become my waking dream. I rush to a car with a faint beating heart. With all my might, pull your life into my arms. You're already there but I deny a kiss from death and in my selfish mind, I swear I feel your breath. You look up at me with confusion in your eyes, I know it's not real yet I try not cry. Everything's fine, now that I've got you. You deserve nothing but perfection, even if it's not true. From the wretched death gripped clothes I ripped you free. No worries I whimpered as I fell to my knees. So innocent you muttered, "remember the boiler is busted?" You wouldn't feel a thing, just purely making you clean. I'll never forget your favorite half shaven face and one last starlet sparkle in your eye. You whispered in my ear a token of memorable reprise. Your imprinting everlong wisdom I'd regret to forget.  You assured in my heart with the best of intent. Too precious for words, this world did not deserve you. Swallow the burn in the midst of this self inflicting pain, I say goodbye to my beautiful rescue.

[theweirdwideweb]

[emilythebando]

I WAS SO AFRAID OF ANTIDEPRESSANTS, BUT THEY CHANGED MY LIFE FOR THE BETTER. IT TOOK 4 DIFFERENT MEDICATIONS BUT I FEEL GREAT NOW-MOTIVATED, LESS TIRED, LESS ANXIOUS, LESS DEPRESSED, ALL CAPS

[itsasooz]

The only creative thing that took a hit when I got on SSRIs was my body horror doodles, because I made those as catharsis when I was in the middle of major depressio/anxiety breakdowns. Meds also helped me be able to actually take criticism and improve, instead of spiralling into “I suck I’m the worst I will never amount to anything I should just give up.” If your shrink prescribes meds, give ‘em a shot and keep track of any changes, especially side effects. If you DO get a drop in creativity, report that shit, because your dosage is probably too high.

[acoolsuggestion]

honestly the best feeling ever is realizing you’re not sad anymore over something you thought you would never get over

[lovesafterlife]

The key to antidepressants is the hellish migraine they give you so you aren't able to think about anything else

[ravensandrocks-deactivated20200]

I never understood desire until I felt your hands around my throat.

Michael Faudet   (via michaelfaudet)

[wjldflower]

2017 mood

[zackisontumblr]

[lovesafterlife]

Secret life of an emotional pregnant girl

Just went to the Holocaust museum alone, so I'd actually have an excuse to cry without being questioned.