Love.sick

One day, I’m gonna grow wings. A chemical reaction. Hysterical and useless.

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It’s not insanity if I’m in love with you.

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If you ever were to try to leave, I may have to cook you and make you into the most delicious meals so you can stay with me forever.

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They’re so perfect.

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You’d be terrified if you knew about the things I’m willing to do in order to keep you mine.

<3

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Some call it “stalking” I call it pure infatuation for my darling, and there’s no rule against that.

<3

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People wonder if I’m talking to myself, but no, I’m talking to your voice which I recreated in my head so you will always be my internal voice. <3

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Touching you isn’t enough, I need to be apart of you, I have to be inside of your skin. <3

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Selfishness engulfs me as I wonder, how much of me can you keep before you shatter. Don’t worry, I’ll pick up the pieces of you that remain, you’ll always belong to me even in fragments

<3

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I don’t crave your ‘love’ anymore, on a contrary, I crave the opposite. I only want the proof that no one else can have what I touched, not your heart, soul, or even your thoughts. Call it cruel, I call it affection.

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Sometimes I worry I might’ve somehow slipped out of the hole I’ve dug inside your heart. But even after all of this time of us being apart, for some reason- all I want to do is make the hole deeper so I won’t fall out next time.

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Some call it “stalking”, I call it devotion. Love doesn’t exactly wait for permission, dearest <3

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I think pretending you aren’t around hurts more than pretending you never existed at all.

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The pain of you leaving only proves one thing, you’ll never find a love as perfect as the one I’ve given you.

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Run if you want, leave if you must, but I’m too beautiful to be forgotten, & you’ll come crawling back when the emptiness tastes worse than my love ever did.

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Even if the world calls you dangerous, I can’t help but adore you, because to me, being loved by my dearest is the sweetest kind of captivity <3

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I want the life that I could have had back.

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I want to die. I want to die beautifully, & to be calmly strangled by life.