ren

22 | pr0 for me only. drink water please | 5'0 | sw: 127~, lw: 96.6, cw: 105.4, gw1: 115 ✔, gw2: 100 or less, ugw: 92-95

[lovestarrved]

this is late oops !! guess who relapsed so i will be more active here i need ppl to talk to bc everyone else would just encourage me to go into recovery and i am not ready unless i'm straight up forced . anywayyyyy about me

- i go by ren on here

- i'm almost 23 and have been dealing w food shit on n off since i was fourteen

- my weight is usually updated in my bio n fluctuates a lot

- i absolutely encourage recovery i do not wish this disorder on anyone ever . i do not encourage my behavior for anyone else so please interact with care for yourself

- that being said i am not ready for recovery - if you do not wish to see my content PLEASE do not report just block . getting me Td will not help and will only force me to start over in the one safe space i have

- also due to my age please do not follow if you are a minor i am not comfortable interacting with you especially due to the content of my blog

[witheringthistle]

I ate too much today core

[vittacantstop]

[my-pink-4ddiction]

My disordered ass throwing together the lowest calorie foods I can find and calling it a meal

[sweetdolli3]

[iceddove]

This literally is self care

[kommiivncs]

[angxlseclipse]

I want them to worry but I don’t want them to notice.

[angxlseclipse]

a goal or a dream? your choice.

[angxlseclipse]

the day i‘ll reach my ugw it’s over for you bitches

[angxlseclipse]

one thing i‘ll never truly understand:

recovered ana‘s reporting active ana‘s. like bffr, you’ve been there. pro recovery this and that, but these kind of people should know VERY well, that this is not promoting. this is a safe place, tips on how to do things the healthiest way (spoiler: ana ISNT healthy but there are tips on how to make it WITHOUT losing all your remaining sanity) or just to talk to mutuals who truly understand your feels.

taking this from someone does the opposite effect you’re trying to achieve.

thank you, and good night.

[poison-barbzz]

You know for somebody who let's their ed rule their life, I sure do suck at having an ed

[the-purge-parade-3]

yeah the ed is gonna work this time. no i don't have any proof but just trust me bro.

[gutznrotten]

Dreams are zero calories, go to bed.

[empty-an4gel]

why do i have to have such an ugly body i just want to look nice in my clothes

[rararahp]

gym bros undereat and call it a cut and nobody bats an eye, i undereat and society.. society says i have an ed

[uglyfatmentallyretardedgirl6677]

[dietcocacolaqueen]

am i ever going to be ‘skinny enough’