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Do you ever think about life

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Do you ever think about life - Kim Seokjin

Summary: lazy, comfort time with Jin who deals with your romantic existential thoughts Pairings: Jin x yn (female) Warnings: none, just love and comfort Words: 731 All rights reserved

Hello! I am back again for a drabble about my sweet man, Jin! It's just a silly comfort one I wrote for the times we feel like we need a little bit more love:) Feedback and reblogs are appreciatable!

The soft light of the long-risen sun was reflecting on your face as you stretched your arms a little, snuggling better in your bed. You felt a familiar scent back on your nostrils, a scent that reminded you of home. It was no other of your boyfriend, Seokjin. In your teddy matching pajamas that Jin highly insisted that you both buy on a random shopping spree on a free day, you laid peacefully in bed, your head safely tucked under Jin's jaw. His hand was lazily drawing circles on your back, slowly as he touched you between small naps that the both of you occasionally got. Your breath was even from the comforting scenery and the fact that not you nor your boyfriend had nowhere to go. You were thanking great heavens for Jin's well earned vacation given by his company. The soft scent of Jin's earthy aroma mixed with the remaining of his always worn fragrance was intoxicating to you, making you feel as if you were flying at the sky during a midnight dream.

"Baby?" you asked quietly, breaking the comfortable silence covering the both of you. The thing with Jin was that you didn't need to be talking or feeling anxious about finding any topics to start a conversation, your mind and heart was at the same ease while being silent. "Hm?" his raspy voice echoed against your ear, this being the only thing audible in the room, "what is it sweetheart?" a small smile appeared on his face, the kind of the ones you loved that were full of comfort and love. "Do you ever think about life?" you looked up to meet his eyes, placing your head against his shoulder. Seokjin made sure to place his arms differently so he'd still be engulfing you in his embrace. "Hm I'm not sure what you mean there" he chuckled lightly while fixing his position against the pillows so he could lock eyes with you. "Do you ever think how life would be if we didn't meet? How the smallest of events actually mean so much to the people we become?" you frowned on your own thoughts. "Hm" he tilted his head slightly, an also puzzled look on his face as he seemed to be thinking about it deeply. It was amazing how he'd always seem to be minding you and your worries no matter how small or stupid they seemed.

"It seems you've thought about it quite well" he humphed, his long fingers twirling the edges of your hair. "I've starting to realize how important this is. For moments like these. Where I can be myself" your grip became a little bit tighter around his torso. Jin turned down to you and smiled once again, sitting up, so his back was against the bed board. Swiftly, he passed his hands under your waist, placing you on his stretched out legs. Your arms naturally found their way around him as your front was against Jin's chest. Quietly, he rocked you just a tiny bit, your cheek squished against his broad chest. "I've been starting to get life more seriously now that I'm with you hm?" he looked down at you as he placed his finger under your chin encouraging you to meet his sight. "I do think of stuff like that sometimes. I don't know how or why, but we ended up together. And I'm so grateful for those series of events. Cause those have changed my life for the better" he said placing a small kiss on your lips, smiling.

"You are indeed the best part of me" you smiled back. "I'm not" Jin nodded negatively, grinning. "Hey" you frowned, pouting. "I don't want you to discredit yourself even a tiny bit. All this awesomeness comes directly from you. I don't play any role. I believe every different people bring out a different version of ourselves. And I'm happy to know that you bring out mine. My love, my darling" "Jin, what you said was so beautiful" you giggled, kissing his cheek. "Do I get more kisses for stuff like these?" he giggled back at your cuteness, before planting one on his own. "Hey, I'm the rewarder here" you playfully told him. "What about a change of roles?" he frowned teasingly before starting to pepper your face with kisses. He was indeed the one. The one for you.

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"My dear, I wish to be the moon and you shall be the sun so I shall come and go after your grace, always at your disposal, always yours"

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Solace- Jeon Jungkook

Hi there! Since I have a soft spot for Jungkook I decided to write this for him! This is dedicated to my best friend who's been there for me through it all! I hope you all enjoy!:)

Summary: after a tough time, a boy with doe eyes gives you solace Pairing: JK x female y/n Warnings: mentions of anxiety and uni burnout, light cursing, crying Words: 1334 All rights are reserved

You dragged your feet on the pavement trying to recharge yourself from the events that had taken place a few hours ago. If only you'd skip this compulsory night lecture, this thought had been torturing your head all day, even more when you realized you'd have to deal with an extra assignment given by your professor at that exact lecture. But even yourself knew that the compunction wouldn't be bearable.

Maybe that's what had led you for a walk at the park near the campus on the cherry blossom epoch. It was as if a tradition was established since you were accepted there, going on walks during that time was free therapy as you would mention to many of your friends and family that you'd put on hold during those long and productive walks. But this time, not even the glooming due to the moonlight petals that you swore you loved so much, could make you look up from the street you were currently walking at.

Checking your phone you noticed it was already past midnight. For a moment you thought it was time for you to return and spend the night at the library instead, trying to think of possible ways to actually make it through the new challenge. The thought was very spontaneous though and as you felt rebelous enough, you decided to ignore it and leave it for another time. Suddenly, you'd reached the center of the campus' park, the once crowded swings and pic nic tables being desolated due to the late of the hour.

You sat on one swing, slightly moving back and forth, your hands gripping tightly the chains holding the swing steady as you faced the peaceful road you were walking a few moments ago, the cherry blossom trees standing high and tall on each side, their beautiful pink flowers showing as if they were stars in the night sky. How little do we know about the hardships of other people? "Darn it" you whispered to yourself feeling a tear sliding down your cheek, leaving a hot path behind. You didn't mean to cry, your tears were precious. But you couldn't help it. So you sat there, light sobs escaping, as if this was a dump of negativity, as if this was the recharge you so desperately needed.

"Jimin?" a voice echoed through the darkness making you startled as you brought your sleeves up to quickly wipe your teary eyes. The surprise was so big, you didn't even wonder who else was roaming like crazy around the parks at past midnight. "I swear Park Jimin, if you don't pick up- Ugh!" the boyish voice sounded angry but also a bit of desperate too as his steps quickened and you could clearly see his figure. He was tall, in a pair of black jeans and a plain t-shirt tucked in, over it an open shirt. He seemed stressed enough by the way he tried to dial the number again after passing several hands through his hair. For a moment, you forgot about your own problems after seeing that guy who seemed so troubled, he hadn't even noticed you.

"Ugh for the love of God!" he threw his hands up in despair after he was met with the answering machine once again. Your wondering eyes didn't seem to leave him as his back faced you. Shoving his phone back in his pocket he turned around and froze to his feet after coming across your face. He definitely looked embarassed, you could tell by the light blush on his cheeks. "Oh my God, I'm so sorry" his voice dropped, sensing the tention on his features. His big doe eyes were so pleading and you swore it was the first time you'd come across a pair like those. "Oh don't mention it" you quickly shook your head. "Can I- Can I sit there?" he sighed pointing at the empty swing next to you. "Sure you can" you tried to force a soft smile on your lips as he quietly did. You both remained silent as you swinged for a bit.

"I'm sorry for intruding. It's just that I have nowhere else to go" he sighed and you turned to him. "My roomate locked me out and he's not answering the phone and this is where I come to think clearly". "So that makes our problems two" you shrugged your shoulders, "I come here for the exact reason. And you're not intruding" you added. "You also have a problem? That make us problem partners!" he said very cheerfully for someone with such a situation going on, that made you chuckle a bit. "But if you don't mind, what happened?". "My courses have been a pain in the ass lately. And I'm also far from home which is kind of depressing for me" you said watching how his eyes were fixed on you the entire time you spoke.

"You know what, partner? Life can be a pain in the ass. From what I know, I mean look at me, I can't even get in my own place. But you're trying and that along shows your strength" he smiled. "You're way too positive", "That's the only way to cope, you know? Oh by the way, I am Jungkook! I can't keep calling you partner, that'd be weird" he said earning your laugh as a response. "I'm y/n" you said taking his extended hand in a handshake. "Don't take things so seriously, y/n, or else you're gonna miss out on so much. Let lose okay?" he gave you a comforting smile. "I just wish it didn't have to be that way" you sighed, but his glare was on something else. "Jungkook?" "You know what they say about those trees?" he asked and you shook your head negatively, "That if a petal lands on your hand, you're gonna meet your true love" he pointed towards the trees. "Wanna find out?" he proposed. "What?" "Oh come on, y/n, we can't be grieving forever! Now let's go!" he sprinted off and you followed him.

With the excitement of a child, Jungkook extended his arm, palm facing the sky as the night breeze blew the petals off. You did the same, not hoping for much. "How is this working again?" you questioned looking up at him who was giddily looking up in the sky. "Just wait for a bit!" he smiled. You were ready to give up when a big, pink petal landed easily in the center of your palm. Your eyes went eagerly wide as Jungkook gasped, "Y/n, you did it!"

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"It's so pretty!" you sighed looking up to see most of your sky view being covered by the cherry blossoms. "I hope I've packed enough!" Jungkook's arm held your waist close as the other one was occupied with the pic nic basket. "Babe, what you packed is more than enough" you giggled remembering your boyfriend's determination to make enough snacks to feed the entire campus. "Never say no to food" he cheekily said before kissing your cheek, "now come, let's not miss it" he grabbed your hand as you made a run for it. You reached your usual spot, those two swings in which you'd met a few months ago.

"The wind is a bit strong" he noticed as he was setting down your stuff and you helped. Your alone walks there was replaced by another tradition, a more loving one which was going on past-midnight dates with your boyfriend at the exact same place. "But I think that still we're gonna have a great time" he smiled but you were too deep in thought to respond. Your glare had a warm feeling, while looking at the smiling man who was currently placing your drinks. This man was brought to you by luck itself, he was your comfort, your solace, your boyfriend. "What are you thinking of so deeply? Come on, let's go now" he said getting firmly your hand in his and leading you. You were side by side with each other, your arms extended as thw wind blew in between the cherries. You turned to him, as you cupped his hand with yours, intertwining them before extending them again. "That's the right way" you nodded leaving a kiss on his cheek, right before a petal landed.

"You know I don't need this as a love sign" he said. And neither did you. Because all you wanted was right in front of you. A solace in human form, in those doe eyes that behold the galaxies in them.

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Hello! I decided to write this Jin drabble as I'm going through a tough period of my life! It's the first one I write and I hope it's alright! I hope yall enjoy!:)

Pairing: idol!seokjin x yn (female) Summary: finally after months your boyfriend has his day off and he wants nothing but to have a lazy day with you Warnings: none! just fluff Words: 584 All rights reserved, please don't copy

Your eyes flickered due to the light that peaked through the curtains making you stir and wake up. You were always a light sleeper, even the slightest sound or light could wake you up. You almost cursed at the thought it'd happened again, recalling all the past days that you'd end up unable to function due to the lack of sleep. But this time something was different. Rubbing your eyes a bit, you couldn't help but form a smile to the familiar bundle that was resting next to you at his side of the bed. Seokjin was home.

Even though you had received a text of his a day prior, notifying you he'd be home for the day, it still felt like a dream. Jin was definitely having a really hard time taking into account the countless promotions he had to do and the events he had to participate at, for his new songs. So he was more than just persuative to his manager for claiming his well-deserved day off. There was nothing else on his mind but to spend it with you, his girlfriend of one year already, on your shared apartment, doing nothing. It was no secret that Jin had his introverted days in which he just wanted to collect himself in peace. And as he liked to say, you were his peace.

There he was then, his arms sprayed around the bed, but still tucked under the blanket, a habit Jin had since he was little. His face was squished against the pillow, making his cheeks you loved so much stick out more. His hair messy but yet perfect in their own way, revealing a good-night's sleep. His lips were slightly parted, a soft snore leaving them. You smiled in adoration pushing some hair out of his face delicately. The motion must have alarmed him because a smile was carved on his face, letting himself accept your caress. "Babe? Did I wake you up?" you whispered slightly worried. "Is this a dream again? Do I have to wake up soon?" Jin hummed causing you to chuckle as he stretched out his arms for you to get under.

"No" you giggled settling yourself on his chest, allowing his arms to wrap themselves around you, keeping you close to him. "Did something wake you up again?" you could feel his heartbeat on your ear. something that relaxed you, made you feel like home. "Mhm" you replied lazily closing your eyes shut. This, this was what you wanted and nothing more. A day in which you both wouldn't have to depend on phones or clocks, in which you could even spend the entire day in bed if you wanted to. "Jin" you broke the silence looking up, "do you know how much I love you?". The question caught him off guard as he returned the look to you. "Hm, I think" he pretended to think, earning an annoyed look from you. "I'm kidding love". "More than anyone" you frowned to show your determination. "Not more than me" Jin gave you a loving smile before peppering your face with kisses.

Laughter and squealing filled the room and it was Jin's favorite sound. He was a singer and a musician but he could identify this sound over anything. And he'd pick it over anything. Jin was right that day. You indeed didn't know how much he loved you. But you would find out two months later as he'd get down on one knee and ask you to marry him during your annual summer trip. Or when he'd guide your sons to the playground. And that wouldn't even be enough to describe it.