v e r s e a u

depressed. female. 25. 🇸🇬

[perfectfeelings]

“Do you ever play loud music and lay down on your bed and stare at the ceiling because life is fucking hard.”

—

[abnormall]

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

I think about dying but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There's so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can't quite figure out what the hell I'm doing or how to get out of it.

— Matty Healy

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[my-road-to-existence-deactivate]

I just sit there in the dark, trying to feel something, but I am empty, numb, not existing. And it feels like nothing, but it fucking hurts.

[causeimfiftyshadesoffuckedup]

🤫

[y2kgoth]

yes i’m the family disappointment. Someone had to do it

[abnormall]

i cant be alone with myself. with my thoughts or my hands. i dont know if i’ll survive it. 

[approvers]

[imagination]

[namasteh]

[timbllr]

[genterie]

Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams in The Notebook (2004)

[nume-x]

🧎‍♀️

[8zu]

Uzumaki (2021)

[titlecard]

★ STUDIO GHIBLI + STREAMS ★

Howl’s Moving Castle (2004) The Secret World of Arrietty (2010) The Wind Rises (2013) Kiki’s Delivery Service (1989) Nausicaä of the Valley of the Wind (1984) My Neighbor Totoro (1988) When Marnie Was There (2014) Whisper of the Heart (1995) Only Yesterday (1991) The Tale of the Princess Kaguya (2013)

[livinthefuture3000]

Creepy, future-aesthetic food from livinthefuture 👁