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     His eyes catch her attention, but she does well to refrain from any sort of notable reaction. Living the life Barbara, lived left little to surprise her, but not to be completely ignored either. Then again, it didnât really take a Brainiac to note her new ⊠friend ⊠was out of the ordinary.
     â  I canât say thatâs all that good of a thing unfortunately.  â Barbara lets out a soft sigh.  â  A city like this tends to bring out the worst in a good number of people if youâre not careful.  â Lips curl into feint grin, â  Glad to help  ââ  Donât think I got your name.  â Sheâll let him have the compliment for the time being.
HE DOESNâT KNOW TOO MUCH GOTHAM beyond the fact that its a cesspool and has a bat infestation. it was never really one of his marks since it seemed to already be everyone elseâs mark --places like that were no good for heists. but now that the guild is running around here, heâs wishing he did know his way around this place and all the different hiding spots they could be.Â
but she doesnât have to know that. sheâs just a good samaritan trying to help...or something.
â who me? carefulâs my middle name. â he teases, knowing that she wonât believe that for a second (and rightfully so). â de nameâs gambit. iâm not new tâ dealinâ witâ creeps in dark spandex, but dis ainât my neck of the woods. â Â
⏠ RED  (TAYLORâS VERSION)  ( 2021 )  by  taylor  swift. @mutantevingadorâ sent sam guthrie: âiâve been loving you for quite some timeâ
SOMETIMES HE FEELS STUPID for not seeing what was right in front of him all along --or maybe for denying what was so obvious to everyone else because of his own insecurities. heâs always been shocked someone like roberto wanted to hang around him, but the idea that he could actually want him always felt out of the question. roberto was gorgeous, powerful, and had a personality that drew people in and left them wanting to know more. he could have anyone he wanted to, why would he pick sam?
if the past few months have proved anything to him, itâs that robertoâs felt that same spark samâs been feeling all those months. and heâs not hiding it or denying it anymore.
â itâs still kinda hard to believe...you goinâ for a kentucky farmboy like me when youâre so larger than life. but ah think ahâve been feeling something for quite some time too. â
⏠ RED  (TAYLORâS VERSION)  ( 2021 )  by  taylor  swift. @excalibrainâ sent: â  come  back  and  tell  me  why.  â for any of your x-men muses! she likes to know things :)
HER RELATIONSHIP WITH KITTY PRYDE can only be described as âtumultuousâ and âeventful.â she remembers when the two of them were kids, back when they were either at each othersâ throats or best friends on their way to a dazzler concert. these days, theyâre definitely more steady, âfriendsâ more than anything else, though they both bear too many scars.Â
deep down terry knows kitty has every right to ask where sheâs been --sheâs been gone for years and theyâre hardly strangers to one another. but at the same time, terry just hasnât gotten used to letting herself be vulnerable like this --sheâs never been good at it.Â
arms wrap around her torso, eyes refusing to make contact with her as she finally just confesses the truth. â alright, fine. if you really wanna know where iâve been, iâve been spending the last few years as a death goddess because it was the only way to save polaris. âÂ
defyxoblivionâ:
âHeh. Funny, how things end up, isnât it?â
âI tell you I fought Externals and won? En might have been a son of a bitch. But he was right. Weâre changing. Getting stronger.â
â i never had many run ins with him, but itâs still strange to see all these familiar faces on our side now, isnât it? â
đłđđčđ°đȘ  đ·đčđ¶đŽđ·đ»đș.
⏠ RED  (TAYLORâS VERSION)  ( 2021 )  by  taylor  swift.
pt.  ii,  lyrics  that  made  me  sob  on  the  floor  at  2  am,  taken  from  or  inspired  by  the  lyrical  masterpiece  that  is  red  (tv).
+  feel  free  to  change  pronouns  /  roles  !
STAYÂ STAYÂ STAY.
â iâm pretty sure we almost broke up last night. â
â i was expecting some dramatic turn away, but you stayed. â
â you should never leave a fight unresolved. â
â iâve been loving you for quite some time. â
â you think that itâs funny when iâm mad. â
â i think that itâs best if we both stay. â
â i love you because you have given me no choice but to stay. â
â you took the time to memorize me: my fears, my hopes, my dreams. â
â itâs been occurring to me iâd like to hang out with you my whole life. â
â no one else is going to love me when i get mad. â
THEÂ LASTÂ TIME.
â you find yourself at my door, just like all those times before. â
â all roads they lead me here. â
â right before your eyes, iâm breaking. â
â this is the last time iâm asking you this. â
â put my name at the top of your list. â
â you break my heart in the blink of an eye. â
â you wear your best apology, but i was there to watch you leave. â
HOLYÂ GROUND.
â i was reminiscing just the other day. â
â it took me away, back to a first-glance feeling. â
â i guess we fell apart in the usual way. â
â you fit in my poems like a perfect rhyme. â
â the storyâs got dust on every page. â
â darling it was good, never looking down. â
â where we stood was holy ground. â
â for the first time i had something to lose. â
â i see your face in every crowd. â
â i donât want to dance, if iâm not dancing with you. â
SADÂ BEAUTIFULÂ TRAGIC.
â words, how little they mean when youâre a little too late. â
â good girls, hopeful theyâll be, and long will they wait. â
â we had a beautiful magic love there. â
â in dreams i meet you in warm conversation. â
â we both wake in lonely beds in different cities. â
â time is taking its sweet time erasing you. â
â youâve got your demons, and darling they all look like me. â
â what a sad, beautiful tragic love affair. â
THEÂ LUCKYÂ ONE.
â the camera flashes make it look like a dream. â
â youâve had it figured out since you were in school. â
â everybody loves pretty, everybody loves cool. â
â your name goes up in lights like diamonds in the sky. â
â your lover in the foyer doesnât even know you. â
â your secrets end up splashed on the news front page. â
â they tell you that youâre lucky, but youâre so confused. â
â you donât feel pretty, you just feel used. â
â all the young things line up to take your place. â
â you wonder if youâll make it out alive. â
â they still tell the legend of how you disappeared. â
â it took some time, but i understand it now. â
â i think youâve got it right. â
â let me tell you now, youâre the lucky one. â
EVERYTHINGÂ HASÂ CHANGED.
â all i knew this morning when i woke is i know something now i didnât before. â
â i just wanna know you better. â
â your eyes looked like coming home. â
â youâll be mine and iâll be yours. â
â everything has changed. â
â all my walls stood tall, painted blue, but iâll take them down and open up the door for you. â
â all i know in my stomach is butterflies: the beautiful kind, making up for lost time. â
â come back and tell me why. â
â iâm feeling like iâve missed you all this time. â
â let me know that itâs not all in my mind. â
STARLIGHT.
â oh my, what a marvelous tune. â
â it was the best night, never would forget how we moved. â
â the whole place is dressed to the nines. â
â we were dancing like weâre made of starlight. â
â we were seventeen and crazy, running wild. â
â i canât remember what song he was playing as he walked in. â
â look at you, worrying so much about things you canât change. â
â youâll spend your whole life singing the blues if you keep thinking that way. â
â donât you see the starlight ? â
â donât you dream impossible things ? â
â we could get married. â
â we could have ten kids, and teach them how to dream. â
BEGINÂ AGAIN.
â you throw your head back laughing like a little kid. â
â i think itâs strange that you think iâm funny, cause he / she / they never did. â
â iâve been spending the last few months thinking all love ever does is break, and burn, and end. â
â on a wednesday in a cafe i watched it begin again. â
â you donât know why iâm coming off a little shy, but i do. â
â for the first time, whatâs past is past. â
THEÂ MOMENTÂ IÂ KNEW.
â you shouldâve been there. â
â it wouldâve felt like a million little stars had just aligned. â
â i wouldâve been so happy. â
â iâve got my eye on the door just waiting for you to walk in. â
â you said youâd be here. â
â it was like slow motion. â
â i was standing there in my party dress, in red lipstick with no one to impress. â
â there was one thing missing. â
â that was the moment i knew. â
â i try not to fall apart as the sinking feeling starts. â
â what do you say when tears are streaming down your face in front of everyone you know ? â
â what do you do when the one who means the most to you is the one who didnât show ? â
COME BACK âŠÂ BE HERE.
â i told myself donât get attached. â
â this is when the feeling sinks in. â
â i donât want to miss you like this. â
â come back, be here. â
â i donât want to need you this way. â
â i guess youâre in london today. â
â if i had known what i know now, i never would have played so nonchalant. â
â this is falling in love in the cruelest way. â
â i am falling for you when you are worlds away. â
â i break down, cause itâs not fair that youâre not around. â
GIRLÂ ATÂ HOME.
â donât look at me. â
â youâve got a girl at home and everybody knows that. â
â i feel a responsibility to do whatâs upstanding and right. â
â youâve been getting closer and closer, and crossing so many lines. â
â itâd be a fine proposition, if i was a stupid girl. â
â i am no oneâs exception. â
â youâre the kind of man who makes me sad. â
â letâs consider this lesson learned. â
â i might go with it if i hadnât once been just like her. â
FEARLESS (TAYLORâS VERSION) SENTENCE STARTERS PART ONE @magnetressâ sent: â  you  know  ,  you  got  a  mean  streak  .  â
SHE ALWAYS RUNS. and spending the week at cassidy keep was no different, thinking some distance would give her as much perspective as it would give lorna time to forget about her. but thatâs just fear talking, and sooner or later, that green haired goddess she couldnât stop thinking about was at her door.Â
because she knows her --and those gates only made travel easier. but terry canât lie and say sheâs not happy to see her. even if the words related to her so often get choked up and stuck in her throat, seeing her provides clarity. the loneliness that suffocated her isnât there anymore. not when sheâs laying down in bed next to her, fingers idly playing with her hair. the whole castle is empty except for them and that makes it the best place in the world to her.
when she jokes about terryâs mean streak, she laughs. â afraid iâll break your fingers too? â she jokes, knowing that sheâs not exactly lying about her having a temper. but she softens a little, voice turning gentler. â i donât have a mean streak when iâm with you. you soften me out. â she adds, â youâre the only person i ever gave my life for. not even jamie claims that. âÂ
FEARLESS (TAYLORâS VERSION) SENTENCE STARTERS PART ONE
(( collection of ONE HUNDRED AND EIGHTY SEVENsentence starters taken from TRACKS 1 - 13 of TAYLOR SWIFTâS album â FEARLESS (TAYLORâS VERSION) â . ))
001. FEARLESS . â thereâs something  âbout the way the street looks when itâs just rained . â â you know , i wanna ask you to dance . â â youâre just so cool . â â i donât know how it gets better than this . â â i donât know why but with you iâd dance in a storm in my best dress . â â baby , drive slow ,  âtil we run out of road . â â i wanna stay right here . â â in this moment now , capture it , remember it . â â iâm not usually this way . â â itâs flawless , really something . â â itâs fearless . â
002. FIFTEEN . â itâs the morning of your very first day . â â try and stay out of everybodyâs way . â â youâre gonna be here for the next four years in this town . â â you know i havenât seen you around before . â â when youâre fifteen and somebody tells you they love you , youâre gonna believe them . â â count to ten . â â take it in . â â this is life before you know who youâre gonna be . â â weâll be outta here as soon as we can . â â in your life youâll do things greater than dating the boy on the football team . â â i didnât know it at fifteen . â â all you wanted was to be wanted . â â back then i swore i was gonna marry him someday . â â i realised some bigger dreams of mine . â â donât forget to look before you fall . â â iâve found time can heal most anything . â â you just might find who youâre supposed to be . â â i didnât know who i was supposed to be at fifteen . â â take a deep breath . â
003.  LOVE STORY . â we were both young when i first saw you . â â my daddy said  â stay away from juliet â . â â i was crying on the staircase . â â please donât go . â â romeo , take me somewhere we can be alone . â â iâll be waiting , all thereâs left to do is run . â â youâll be the prince and iâll be the princess . â â baby , just say  â yes â . â â keep quiet ,  âcause weâre dead if they knew . â â you were everything to me . â â theyâre trying to tell me how to feel . â â this love is difficult , but itâs real . â â donât be afraid , weâll make it out of this mess . â â i got tired of waiting . â â my faith in you was fading . â â iâve been feeling so alone . â â i keep waiting for you , but you never come . â â is this in my head ?? â â marry me . â â youâll never have to be alone . â â i love you and thatâs all i really know . â
004.  HEY STEPHEN . â i know looks can be deceiving . â â i know i saw a light in you . â â you might have me believing i donât always have to be alone . â â i canât help it if you look like an angel . â â canât help it if i wanna kiss you in the rain . â â come feel this magic iâve been feeling since i met you . â â i canât help myself . â â iâve got some things to say to you . â â iâve seen it all , so i thought , but iâve never seen somebody shine the way you do . â â donât you ever change . â â why are people always leaving ?? i think you and i should stay the same . â â youâre perfect for me . â â why arenât you here tonight ?? â â i could give you fifty reasons why i should be the one you choose . â
005. WHITE HORSE . â say youâre sorry . â â that face of an angel comes out just when you need it to . â â i honestly believed in you . â â stupid girl , i shouldâve known . â â iâm not a princess , this ainât a fairytale . â â iâm not the one youâll sweep off her feet . â â this ainât hollywood . â â i was a dreamer before you went and let me down . â â itâs too late for you and your white horse to come around . â â maybe i was naive . â â my mistake , i didnât know to be in love you had to fight to have the upper hand . â â there you are on your knees . begging for forgiveness , begging for me . â â iâm not your princess . â â iâm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well . â â itâs too late to catch me now . â
006.  YOU BELONG WITH ME . â youâre on the phone with your girlfriend . â â she doesnât get your humour like i do . â â sheâll never know your story like i do . â â dreaming about the day when you wake up and find that what youâre looking for has been here the whole time . â â if you could see that iâm the one that understands you . â â why canât you see , you belong with me ?? â â i canât help thinking this is how it ought to be . â â hey , isnât this easy ?? â â youâve got a smile that could light up this whole town . â â you say youâre fine , i know you better than that . â â have you ever thought just maybe .. you belong with me ?? â â you belong with me . â
007.  BREATHE . â none of us thought it was gonna end that way . â â people are people and sometimes we change our minds . â â itâs killing me to see you go after all this time . â â i donât know what to be without you around . â â youâre the only thing i know like the back of my hand . â â i canât breathe without you but i have to . â â never wanted this , never wanna see you hurt . â â people are people and sometimes it doesnât work out . â â nothing we say is gonna save us from the fallout . â â hope you know itâs not easy for me . â â no oneâs here to save me . â â iâm sorry . â
008. TELL ME WHY . â you might think iâm bulletproof , but iâm not . â â down here from the ground , i see who you are . â â iâm sick and tired of your attitude . â â iâm feeling like i donât know you . â â you tell me that you love me , then cut me down . â â i need you like a heartbeat . â â you know , you got a mean streak . â â hereâs to you and your temper . â â yes , i remember what you said last night . â â i know that you see what youâre doing to me . â â tell me why . â â you could write a book on how to ruin someoneâs perfect day . â â i got no one to believe in . â â you tell me that you want me , then push me around . â â why do you have to make me feel small ?? â â you ask me for my love then you push me around . â â i let you go . â
009.  YOUâRE NOT SORRY . â iâve been giving out chances every time and all you do is let me down . â â itâs taken me this long , baby , but iâve figured you out . â â youâre thinking weâll be fine again , but not this time around . â â you donât have to call anymore , i wonât pick up the phone . â â this is the last straw . â â donât wanna hurt anymore . â â you can tell me that youâre sorry but i donât believe you , baby , like i did before . â â youâre not sorry . â â youâre looking so innocent , i might believe you if i didnât know . â â youâve got your share of secrets and iâm tired of being last to know . â â and now youâre asking me to listen  âcause itâs worked each time before . â â you used to shine so bright , but i watched all of it fade . â â this is the last straw , thereâs nothing left to beg for . â
010.  THE WAY I LOVED YOU . â all my single friends are jealous . â â he says everything i need to hear . â â i couldnât ask for anything better . â â you look beautiful tonight . â â i miss screaming and fighting and kissing in the rain . â â itâs 2am and iâm cursing your name . â â youâre so in love that you act insane , and thatâs the way i loved you . â â itâs a rollercoaster kind of rush . â â i never knew i could feel that much . â â thatâs the way i loved you . â â heâs charming and endearing and iâm comfortable . â â he canât see the smile iâm faking , and my heartâs not breaking ,  âcause iâm not feeling at all . â
011.  FOREVER AND ALWAYS . â you looked me in the eye and told me you loved me . were you just kidding ?? â â we almost never speak . â â i donât feel welcome anymore . â â baby , what happened ?? please tell me . â â one second it was perfect , now youâre halfway out the door . â â you feel so low you canât feel nothing at all . â â he said  â forever and always â . â â it rains when youâre here and it rains when youâre gone . â â i was there when you  said  â forever and always â . â â was i out of line ?? â â did i say something way too honest ?? â â thought i knew you for a minute now iâm not so sure . â â you didnât mean it , baby . â â did you forget everything ?? â â we said  â forever and always â . â
012. THE BEST DAY . â i donât know why all the trees change in the fall . â â i know youâre not scared of anything at all . â â i know i had the best day with you today . â â i donât know who iâm gonna talk to now at school . â â donât know how long itâs gonna take to feel okay . â â i have an excellent father , his strength is making me stronger . â â god smiles on my little brother , inside and out heâs better than i am . â â youâre the prettiest lady in the whole wide world . â â now i know why all the trees change in the fall . â â i know you were on my side , even when i was wrong . â â i didnât know if you knew , so iâm taking this chance to say , that i had the best day with you today . â
013. CHANGE . â somebody else gets what you wanted again . â â i believe in whatever you do , and iâll do anything to see it through . â â these things will change . â â these walls that they put up to hold us back will fall down . â â itâs a revolution . â â the time will come for us to finally win . â â itâs hard to fight when the fight ainât fair . â â they might be bigger , but weâre faster and never scared . â â thereâs something in your eyes says we can beat this . â â fight for what weâve worked for all these years . â â itâs the fight of our lives . â â weâll stand up champions tonight . â â the walls that they put up to hold us back fell down . â â we never gave in . â
defyxoblivionâ:
That gave him a chuckle. âYouâre not the only one.â
âTwo years ago if youâd told me I was working with druids to defend a fantasy land from Merlyn and Arthur Iâd have backed away slowly. Life takes us strange places.â
â two years ago if you told me iâd be mortal again i wouldnât have believed you so...maybe a little change will do us good after all. â
goldignisâ:
SHE RARELY GOT LIKE THIS. there was rarely anything that could make her nervous like this, but somehow the thought of having to break the news and him not taking it well? if she wasnât a model with a reputation to keep- it may have just made her sweat.
he was easy. this felt normal. it wasnât something people like them were often granted- to which many people rolled their eyes at any complaints. who cares if youâre constantly under fire for existing in the public eye? you had money and power. that had to mean something, right? that wasnât something kory ever strived for- fashion was something she was passionate about, modeling just happened to be the outlet. but for the first time she had something normal or normal adjacent.Â
â well, thatâs a given. â  thereâs a quiet sigh that escapes her, nerves doing their best to fall off her shoulders while she stirred the roux.  â do you remember when i had to go to paris for two weeks? and how⊠romantic our reunion was? âÂ
SHEâS BUTTERING HIM UP, bringing up the paris vacation to soften the blow for whatever it is thatâs got her so worried. he almost feels like guessing, though heâs pretty sure 20 questions wouldnât go over well right now. so instead, he plays along, a grin tugging at the ends of his lips.  â course i remember dat. âÂ
he scoots closer, hugging her from behind while she stirs.  â i was missin ya like crazy the whole time you were gone, chere. â and that much is true, cause the amount he cares about her actually surprises him. heâs never considered himself a good or honest man, but this feels as pure as things can come.
 â what about it? you planninâ for a redo ronight? âÂ
ZENDAYAâS ACTINGâŠÂ GIVE HER ALL THE AWARDS
goldignisâ:
LIKE A BANDAID. like a bandaid. like a bandaid. the words kept ringing through her mind yet she had no idea how to just tell him the truth. buttering him up with gumbo? was sex a weird thing to offer to make sure he was in a good mood for the news? it surely couldnât make the situation any worse.Â
just the way you are. well that sure wasnât helpful. she was going to be changing soon- and everyone would know. but the laugh just made her think everything might just be okay if she stopped worrying about how to tell him.
of course she was still being careful about it however.  â what if i like⊠shaved my head or something drastic? even then? â  being the side piece in her predicament wasnât exactly like shaving your head but it was a start.
HEâS NO MIND READER but he can tell thereâs something different about her. like sheâs nervous --which was never a trait he would have ascribed to her prior. but he doesnât pry, hoping instead sheâll open up to him soon enough. remyâs at least good enough at reading people to know how to finesse this.
as soon as she starts throwing out the âwhat ifsâ he just smiles a little in pure amusement. when he and lorna started this fake marriage they both agreed it was ok to see other people and he might have started by seeing many people, but itâs dwindled down to just her. and that was a change made by choice rather than anything. this was good and this was real --and thatâs more than anything heâs had before.Â
â den youâd be de hottest bald chick i ever saw. â he pauses, switching gears to be a bit more serious. â whatâs on your mind, chere? â
goldignisâ:
THE IDEA OF RELATIONSHIPS FOR PUBLICITY just sounded ridiculous to her, it always had. it was part of the reason kory wasnât quick to believe him when he explained the situation at the dane-lebeau household. even then, there were still plenty of âare you sure this is okay with her?âs thrown around when they started getting closer.
they wouldnât be able to hide this much longer, but it felt great to just be able to be in a relationship without speculation about every detail of it. and maybe once he realized he couldnât hide what they had forever, heâd go back to her. that was a bandaid kory was going to start wetting before it was pulled off to ease the pain just a bit.
â do you have to do something? i canât just be nice? â  she shrugs her shoulders slightly as her hands get to work.  â or would you prefer i just bicker with you like she does? â
ITâS FUNNY HOW AT HOME HE FEELS HERE. and at this point, it practically is a second home since here more days than he is anywhere else. but thereâs a stability to this that he finds security in, something thatâs so undefined they donât suffocate themselves.Â
he laughs a little when she mentions how often he and his co-star argue. she was right, but it was the chaos between them that kept things so interesting. they never really had a boring day --but this is so much more exciting in a more authentic way.Â
â nah --i like ya just de way you are. â
different ways to say âi love youâ. / accepting @goldignisâ sent remy: âiâll make you something, yeah? your favorite dish, just for you.âÂ
HE SOMETIMES WONDERS HOW HE HASNâT BEEN CAUGHT. not by lorna, who made the arrangement in the first place, but by the press who often hounded their lives like dogs. but lately heâs spending more time here with her than he does at home with his wife. sure itâs a marriage that exists for publicity purposes and nothing else, but he does wonder how no oneâs put two and two together yet. maybe they were just better liars than he gave them credit for.
he watches kory pull out a few pans, eyes tracking her every movement. sheâs different right now, but he canât quite put his finger on why. but he isnât really complaining either.
â is dat so? whatâd i do tâdeserve this kinda 5-star treatment? â
defyxoblivionâ:
âBetsy wanted magical protection, since that insane coven keeps fucking with us. This was one of the better solutions I was able to come up with.â
â you know, as long as iâve known you rictor, i never pictured you as the âmagicâ guy. â
nightscribedâ:
    there he went again, being big and strong and pretending her had no problems of his own. always about what she needed. she never needed him to be some big, metal, knight in shining armour, though that part was definitely one she loved. she just needed him to be him, something he seemed to forget to do a lot these days.Â
    â pete, why donât you stop asking me what i want you to be. â she took a moment, pausing to let the thought sink in. she knew when she talked in too many metaphors it became hard to understand. â for once, why donât you just be what you want to be. all i ever wanted was you the way that makes you happiest, not worrying about making me happy. â
ALL HIS LIFE heâs defined himself by others. the brother illyana needed him to be, the son his parents deserved, an x-man worthy of xavierâs vision. but for the first time in his life, someone is asking him what he wants to be --not for anyone else but him. and when he looks inside himself, he finds himself sad to realize he doesnt have the answer.Â
â i...the things i want arenât possible. â he says it like heâs coming to the realization as he speaks. heâd love to just move to the countryside and live a quiet life, painting the landscapes and tending to the land. but if he did that, heâd be unhappy with himself for abandoning his post here. maybe one day...but for now, this is where he needs to be. â what do you want, katya?â