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Unpopular opinion: while I love Yoshiki's character growth, I kinda miss the kind, sweet, accepting and gentle Yoshiki and I hope that he hasn't lost these traits bc he doesn't need to be a badass protagonist, this is not a battle shonen. I'm looking forward to his reunion with "Hikaru" and I hope it's gonna be very emotional.

Kind and sweet Yoshiki I'm still thinking about you...

#GOD my thoughts exactly after reading the latest chapter 47.1 #I can’t help but feel sad for this boy he’s gone through so much #he’s become a lot more confident and accepting of himself but in the course of the story it’s only been a few weeks/months #imo he still has same soft kind heart #he’s just handling some BULLLSHIT rn #considering the latest cover art I’m pretty confident the whole reunion is going to be sooo emotional #might break me tbh #might cry real tears

pinimi

something something about yoshiki finally accepting hikarus death and embracing his grief😭

lucanidaze

BRO ITS THE SUMMER HIKARU DIED

#OoOooO they said itttttttt #get it cuz uh he died earlier but this is the first time the whole village found out about his death LOL #when his mama found out :’(#I’ve always heard people say it’s called that because it’s during the summer when Yoshiki accepted Hikaru’s death but actually I think #it’s because of this scene #the summer hikaru died #tshd #tshd manga spoilers #the summer hikaru died spoilers

kfcmurderchikcs

ow. Ow oe ow ow ow ow ow

lucanidaze

This was so effective in showing just how different Hikaru and “Hikaru” are from each other. It makes my heart ache.

#this was my first time seeing this actually #it’s crazy to me how sensitive both Yoshiki and “Hikaru are. they’re both SO emotional. and Hikaru wasn’t like that at all #And suddenly it’s so so clear to me why ‘Hikaru’ is so important to Yoshiki #completely outside of the fact that he’s in Hikaru’s body #I used to be a firm believer that Hikaru had repressed feelings for Yoshiki. but this is making me think twice…idk #I thought his little jabs could be interpreted as projection and hiding his true feelings #but this makes me think maybe he was just a jerk lowkey???#idk processing this in real time #but obviously Yoshiki was so so important to Hikaru #even if that’s wasn’t a romantic thing #so when ‘Hikaru’ said idk what feelings are mine anymore #it still makes sense #even though i previously def interpreted that to mean Hikaru liked Yoshiki too #the summer hikaru died

redpepperwv

too excited

zipsunz

i'm not afraid of anything anymore

omo321

a purity

lucanidaze

Hey so yeah this is hitting super hard after the latest cover art SGDHFHJGKG

#the summer hikaru died

saiintofawe

tshd started out as a seemingly sad manga about a gay teen who lost his best friend and now has to experience the Horrors then BOOM! you were wrong. it's a hopeful story that tells you that there's always a way for you to be happy AND queer. you have a way out even in the worst scenarios. you deserve hope and happiness and to be with who you love. you deserve to exist without hiding. happy pride to yoshikaru

v-kusno

everything about this cover makes my heart sing it's all I could ever want

#tshd manga spoilers

Here’s my TSHD manga ramble post after reading 47.1 !! SPOILERS obliviously !!

I re read chapters 31 - 46.3 to get the full impact of the new chapter. God I’m so glad I did. It’s crazy to see just how much Yoshiki has GROWN. He’s so bold, much more confident in himself. I can’t help about how this must be a metaphor for coming out and/or learning to accept yourself. But, I also can’t help but feel a little sad for him right now. As confident as he is now and how much he’s changed, it feels like he’s kind of given up in a way? Like, given up on what was driving him up until this point. Him saying flat out “He (Hikaru) died” was such a significant moment. He’s given up on the illusion - the jig is up. Here Hikaru is, vulnerable and exposed to the whole village, all his ugly truth bare to them. And with Yoshiki saying bye like that to his mom and his dad - it feels reminiscent of the murder/suicide plot. And then he GOES INTO HIKAGOOP - effectively not giving af about what happens to him, knowing full well that them mixing like this will change him irreparably (whatever that might look like, we’ll just have to see!!!). So anyway like yes I’m so happy our boys are reunited but also feeling feelings for Yoshiki rn. (I’m so attached to volume 2 / episode 3 so maybe I’m kind of grieving that version of him (it’s not that serious, you know what I mean)). He had so much hope for finding a place they could both belong - and the rug has been pulled out from under him AND Hikaru. So him going into the goop kind of feels like him saying “fuck this. Fuck ALL of this. Hikaru is the only place I feel safe anymore.” Which is ummmmmmm GOD so yummy yoshikaru wise but I’m just thinking about what it took to get him here…poor baby.