Laurie and Hazelthorn/Evander have THE BEST toxic yaoi fanfiction potential I have ever seen, but not because they would treat each other badly, genuinely just because of their situation. Evander would lose control and hurt Laurie, and beat himself up about it, but Laurie would always forgive him and neither could leave because they love each other too much. It would cause more self-hatred for Evander, and Laurie would just take it. Laurie also already thinks he deserves it, and like look at half the things he says in the book.
Anyway give me 50+ chapters and a sequel I need this non-existent fanfic to be written NOW
kind of embarrasing when your life is actually going pretty well but you still have mental health problems. it's like when you drink water but still have a headache like what the hell. you're telling me this isn't because of the Situations i'm actually just like this. i want a refund.
I couldn't help my self, I had to do another Hazelthorn piece, this time of Evander when he's a monstrous feral garden creature 😆 guys I love this book ❤️ can you tell? I decided to go full digital this time as well as change up the thorny vines a bit from the last one. Overall I'm pretty happy with how this one turned out, I hope I captured his feral side well 😊 💕
Sorry sorry I’m still thinking about Laurie not even falling in love with Evander but creating him, begging for him to exist, with the sole intention of loving him and then physically digging him out of the very ground he bled into. How he says “God was stronger than me when he made Adam and didn’t fall in love with him.” How he would have given Evander anything if he’d only asked and how Evander was never allowed to ask for anything. Neither of them can recognize a love that doesn’t hurt until they find it in each other
And then also how Laurie also just. Watches Evander gorge himself on potting soil and anything else he can conceivably put in his mouth and then finds out Evander also ate the pictures he snuck him when he was locked away. And he is so delighted by Evander. Like yes look at his little eldritch freak of a boyfriend. He’s going to spend the rest of his life with him
"why isn't there any fic about xyz?" my love, if you want something to exist, sometimes you will have to create them yourself. you can't wait for someone else to do it for you. only you know what you want best. write that self-indulgent fic. then keep writing more for your own enjoyment.
Spencer Reid carries a commonplace book, two actually. One for cases, one for personal purposes. While he has an eidetic memory, carrying and using commonplace books allow Reid to partake in analog media (something he is shown to prefer), and it helps streamline his thoughts into a way he can word it for the team to understand it. Not only that, he follows a personal curriculum, where he gives himself a new thing to learn and research each month.
I have a small notebook and I have decided to turn it into a commonplace book for forensic topics as well as having one for personal research.
started rereading my favorite fanfiction ever (the one im gonna get a tattoo of the name on my arm when i get brave enough to text the tattoo artist....) and like maybe i should've done this before because just one chapter and i feel alive again, i wanna cry because how much i miss it and the comfort it brings yk, but god i love it so much i feel okay enough again
Love the idea of a steddie that are in a committed relationship and seem so normal on the surface level, until you start digging deep and realize they’re both insane and weird about each other
Imagine someone being low-key concerned about a massive bruise on Eddie’s bicep and so they ask ab it and he just smiles fondly and is casually like oh sorry, Steve bit me
Steve keeps coming out as bisexual to the random girls Robin has a crush on.
Robin never acts on a crush and it drives Steve crazy because like. Yeah. Sometimes it's a straight girl so it's a crush that'll go nowhere and maybe don't tell them but sometimes she's crushing on a(n obviously) queer woman and -
"You don't know that," Robin insists. "You're just assuming and what if you're wrong? I go talk to her and implode my life?"
"I'm not wrong though," Steve shrugs. "Go ask her out."
"You can't know for sure."
So, Steve figured it out. For sure.
By coming out and seeing how these (could not be any more) queer women take handle it and you know what?
Everyone thinks Steve is taking home economics as one of his electives because it's an easy grade and you're surrounded by girls. Meanwhile, Steve is sitting front row like, "Please teach me how to hem my pants. Please."