prompt request list #29 " you can’t see how much I want you?" with Dean!
thanks for the request, I changed the wording slightly to work with the storyline, again so sorry I’ve been missing but a hiatus was much needed I hope you enjoy and I will be getting to other requests soon!
Warnings: parental abuse, violence, murder, very strong language, talk about death, losing family members, smut
I was six years old the first time I saw a spirit.
I lived in a house near an old prison.
There was a man dressed in orange. He was walking outside the window.
“Daddy who is that?” I asked pointing to the man who was wondering around looking lost.
“kid there’s nobody there.” Daddy growled grabbing another beer out of the fridge.
Dad worked at the prison, he was I n charge of executing prisoners. Mama said he drank so much to forget their faces. Mama died a year ago. Daddy said her heart suddenly gave out one day.
“that guy, that prisoner there.” I said pointing again at the man.
Daddy walked over to the window opening it.
“I don’t know what the hell is a matter with you kid but there’s no one there now quit telling stories, you’re starting to sound like your mama.”
I walked outside looking at the man.
“hi, mr. are you okay? you look lost.” I asked him.
Daddy couldn’t see him but he was right there.
“I didn’t mean to kill her I didn’t.” He yelled.
I shrunk away from him. He was scaring me.
“kill who mr.?”
“you have to tell them, tell them that I didn’t mean to that Mr. Harvey didn’t mean to kill Joan.”
“tell who?” I asked.
“tell everyone.” He said grabbing my arm.
I let out a scream causing my older brother to come outside.
“what happened, what’s wrong are you okay?” He asked concern washing over his features.
I looked at my arm seeing a fresh bruise in the shape of a handprint. I looked for Mr. Harvey but he was gone. At dinner that night I brought up Mr. Harvey.
“Daddy who is Mr. Harvey?” I asked stirring my peas with my fork to avoid eating them.
“Who?” Dad asked.
He looked tense all of the sudden.
“Mr. Harvey the prisoner you killed. He was real sorry Daddy, he didn’t mean to kill Joan.”
All of a sudden a glass flew past my head shattering on the wall beside me.
“what the fuck did you just say.” My daddy growled standing up from the table.
I wasn’t sure what I did that made him so mad but I was scared.
“I saw him Daddy he told me to tell you.”
“No this ain’t happening you are not seeing ghosts.” Daddy grabbed my arm pulling me up from the table.
“Dad stop what are you doing, she’s just a little girl!” My brother yelled trying to get our father to let go of me.
Dad shoved brother out of the way and drug me to entrance of the cellar underneath the house.
“tell me did you see a ghost?” He asked again his face clouded over in rage.
“Yes Daddy. I did.” I said.
I screamed as my father opened the cellar door throwing me down the steps. I crashed to the dirt floor scraping my knees. I was surrounded by complete darkness.
“Daddy please let me out.” I cried.
I tried to open the doors but they were being held shut.
“Please Daddy I won’t see ghosts no more I promise.” I pleaded trying to get him to let me out.
“Dad stop let her out.” I could hear my brother trying to push past our father to open the door.
“God damnit boy stop! I lost your mother to this ghost bullshit, I won’t go through it again with my own daughter.”
I could hear the sound of my father striking my brother in his face. It wasn’t the first time he had done it to him or me for that matter, though my brother usually stepped in to take the beating for me.
I pulled my knees up to my chest sinking down in to the dirt. Soft sobs wracked over my body. I don’t know how long I was in there. It felt like forever. I remember sunlight seeping in when the double doors were finally opened, a figure standing in the light. I quickly shrunk away not wanting to be punished further.
“It’s okay.”
I didn’t recognize the voice. It wasn’t my father.
“I won’t hurt you, come on out now.”
I stood up climbing up the cellar steps. It was a middle aged man and by the way my father and brother were looking at him I could tell he was real, they saw him too.
“Hello my name’s John Winchester, and I think we can help each other out.”
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I opened my journal detailing about the new demon I had seen. The boys could see the vessel but only I could see the demon underneath of it.
“knock knock.” I heard the familiar voice say from the doorway.
“what’s up Dean?” I asked shifting from where I was sitting on the motel bed.
After that day I met John he took me away. He introduced me to a world I never knew existed. John knew my mother. He knew what she could do, what she could see. He also informed me my mother didn’t just die, she was killed. He was right we did help each other. I helped him see things he couldn’t, in return he helped me know my mother, and gave me a family when my father had abandoned me. I quickly became acclimated with his two boys Sam and Dean. Dean instantly became protective over me, treating me as my own brother had. My brother was murdered shortly after John took me when he tried to leave to find me, to help me. I blame myself every single day. Dean told me none of it was my fault but I didn’t believe him. I enjoyed hunting with the Winchesters, we were helping people taking the beating. It meant that my brother didn’t die for me in vain. After John died we promised to continue helping people, us three.
“I’m just checking in to see if you’re okay, I know it’s not always easy having your gift.” Dean said offering me a cup of coffee.
I accepted it with a smile. Dean grabbed my journal looking at my latest drawing.
“I don’t know how you do it sometimes.” He said rubbing his fingers over the page smearing the drawing slightly.
“I don’t have a choice, plus I know you and Sammy always got my back.” I said snatching back my journal giving him a frown to see he’d messed up my drawing.
“It doesn’t mean it’s not hard.” He said grabbing an eraser offering to fix his mistake.
“well yeah of course it’s hard but just because things get hard doesn’t mean we can quit, you taught me that.” I said giving him a smile snatching the eraser from his hands before he could further mess up my drawing.
“I just worry, you know that.” He said taking a seat across from me.
“I know Dean but I’m not fragile.” I said erasing the graphite smudge.
“I know you aren’t, you make it a hell of a lot harder to protect you.” He laughed.
“Eh a brother’s job isn’t meant to be easy.” I said blowing off the eraser shavings.
Dean was silent, staring at me with his green eyes. Dean did a lot of that. It wasn’t often that he let anyone know what was going on in that pretty little head of his.
“Finally, now it’s done.” I said showing him the completed drawing of the demon we had just encountered.
“It looks.. well scary.” He laughed reaching a hand out to touch the page again.
I quickly pulled it away from him.
“ah ah no touching anymore Winchester, your big hands always smudge the pencil.” I said labeling the page with the date.
Dean let out a throaty laugh.
“Wow you know y/n I don’t think I’ve ever heard a woman complain about my hands before, In fact I’ve heard many women say they can do a lot.” Dean said putting one of his large hands up to my smaller ones.
His hand completely enveloped mine.
“Gross you idiot, you know what I meant.” I said throwing my eraser at his head.
Dean caught it with another laugh. It wasn’t unusual for Dean and I to engage in what others might call flirty behavior. It didn’t mean anything after all. Dean only saw me as a sister. I only saw him as a brother. He was an incredibly sexy brother but a brother none the less.
“what’s going on in here?” Sam asked coming in to the room and crashing on my bed as well.
Sam put his head on my lap near my hands wanting me to ruffle his hair. He said it always relaxed him.
“I finished my drawing from the last hunt.” I said handing him the journal before putting my hands in to his shaggy hair.
“Oh come on how come Sam gets to hold it?” Dean asked a small frown on his lips.
“I don’t smear the page each time Dean.” Sam said taking in the details of the drawing.
“yeah yeah I get it, my hands are too big, since when was that a bad thing.” Dean said getting up and taking a sip of the coffee.
“You know I could really do without seeing what’s underneath.” Sam said handing me my journal back.
“If I have to, you do too.” I said shoving his head away from me with a laugh.
I stood up stretching my limbs before joining Dean at the table.
“so what’s next?” I asked folding my hands together.
“I think this demon gave us a lead and didn’t know it.” Dean said.
“I think you’re right.” I said.
“I think if we’re right about this we can take out a whole lot of them.” Sam said sitting up.
“are you sure you can handle that, seeing another one so quickly?” Dean asked me grabbing my hand to give it a squeeze.
“I am stronger than them, they need to hide behind a vessel, I don’t.” I said squeezing his hand back.
“Geez there you go again, shutting down my protection.” He said offering a smile.
“I can do this.” I said.
“I know you can.” Dean said placing a hand on my cheek.
“Sooo when do we strike?” Sam asked from his spot on the bed.
I almost forgot he was in here. Dean’s touch could do that to you, make you forget things.
“I think we’re ready now.” Dean said pulling me to my feet.
It was a few minutes before we got down to the old abandoned mine where we knew there was another demon residing in. There was a significant increase in the area. They were here for a purpose. They were on a mission, looking for something or someone.
“Winchester’s I’ve been expecting you.”
I looked around seeing a figure straight out of a nightmare. A dark creature with horns on their head and hooves for feet. Razor sharp teeth appeared as they spoke.
“It isn’t you who we want though, it’s your friend, the one who can see us for what we truly are.” the demon said pointing it’s long finger towards me.
I could feel an arm place protectively in front of me. I didn’t have to see to know it was Dean.
“You are absolutely right I do see what you truly are, and you are one ugly son of a bitch.” I said staring.
The demon cocked its head to the side giving me a sick smile.
“You see as long as we have people like you around we can’t really further our agenda, and Lilith is getting quite restless.”
Lilith, that name sending shivers down my spine. Queen of the Crossroads. She’s the one who had my mother killed. My mother had written me a letter given to John saying we worked with the angels, it was our job to expose the dark entities to save the humans souls. I didn’t exactly believe it until I saw my first demon. It was a constant fight. Demons couldn’t exactly make deals if they were easily figured out, easily spotted, exposed for what they really were.
“Perhaps then you should tell Lilith she better get more creative in her dealings.” Dean taunted.
“It’s a choice you humans make, not us.”
He was referring to the deals humans made at the crossroads. Selling your soul for a favor. I didn’t understand. Neither did the humans. Not really. A demon was the ultimate trickster. Which explained why they needed a vessel. If you could see them as normal, as human, it made them more trustworthy. They were anything but.
“No you’re just a pawn in a bigger game of chess.” I said crossing my arms.
I know they had no real power. They just did the bidding. The real power resided in Lilith, in Lucifer.
“Lilith is most interested in you dear.”
“I’m right here, why doesn’t she come get me herself? Why send someone else to do her bidding?”
I was about to step away from Dean towards the demon but he pulled me back. I don’t understand why he was acting like this all of the sudden. Dean was always protective but lately he was taking it to the extreme. I couldn’t do anything.
“You bore me personally, I found your mother much more exciting.”
I took a sharp breath in. It wanted to get under my skin. It was the nature of the beast.
“I guess I’ll have to work on my personality then.” I said undeterred with its threats.
Dean and I were distracting the demon while Sam was setting a trap. It was a good plan that I didn’t see a flaw in.
“my my such a feisty little girl.” It said before coming at me.
I side stepped leading the demon right in to the devils trap.
Dean pulled out holy water throwing it on the demon. It shrieked in pain. It let out a sickening laugh.
“You can’t save her you know, she’ll be dragged to hell and used by Lucifer himself and when he’s done we’ll all get a turn.”
I could see the demon staring straight at Dean, its words meant for him.
“shut your fucking mouth.” Dean growled tossing more holy water on it, once again making it shriek.
“I’m going to personally enjoy making her scream.”
Dean once again tossed holy water on it. At this point the human, the vessel it was inhabiting was being hurt.
“Dean stop, this is what it wants.” I said grabbing the holy water from his hands.
I could hear another sickening laugh coming from the demon.
“Dean look at me.” I said grabbing his face.
Dean peeled his eyes away from the demon looking at me.
“Dean there’s still a person in there, what it’s saying isn’t real. Dean I’m real.” I said putting his hand over my heart so he could feel it beating.
Sam grabbed the book reciting the spell in Latin to send the demon back to hell. I watched as the demon was dragged back down leaving a broken person in its place. I quickly stepped inside the devil’s trap catching the man as he fell.
“what, what happened.”
Sam came to help me. I watched as Dean stormed out of the mine not saying a word to either Sam or I. My eyes followed him but we weren’t finished here yet. Once Sam and I were able to get the man situated we joined Dean in the impala.
“Do you want to talk about what that was?” Sam asked looking at this brother’s stoic expression.
“why’d you storm out?” I asked from the backseat.
Dean glanced at me from the rear view mirror but said nothing. He put the car in drive stopping at the next motel he saw. He got out huffing to the front office to get us two rooms.
“So any idea what’s up with him?” Sam asked turning around to face me.
“Dean isn’t exactly the poster child for emotional conversations.” I shrugged knitting my eyebrows together.
I could never figure him out. Dean came back tossing a key to me. He still didn’t say anything as he walked to his and Sam’s room slamming the door shut.
“I’ll see if I can squeeze anything out of him don’t worry.” Sam said giving my shoulder a pat before disappearing in the room with Dean.
I heaved out a sigh going to my separate room. I quickly pulled my journal out getting ready to draw the newest entry in. I wanted to do it before I forgot the details. It helped me in case we ever ran in to the same thing twice. I would draw what I saw then write the date and details. I picked up my pencil getting started, I was shading in details when there was a knock at my door. I quickly closed the journal setting it to the side. I stood up opening it to see Dean. He looked at me once before slamming his lips on mine. I was completely shocked. It wasn’t that I hadn’t thought of this before, but I didn’t think it could actually ever happen. I realized I was still. I quickly grabbed the back of Dean’s head joining in the kiss. He pulled away leaving me breathless. He rubbed his nose against mine gently.
“Dean I don’t understand. Please talk to me.” I begged.
“Geez you know you really are blind.” He said.
“Blind?”
“I mean you see all these things but you can’t see how much I want you?” He whispered.
I was shocked. Dean wanted me?
“I like you, maybe a little more than I should.” Dean whispered.
“Dean, why have you never told me?”
Dean breathed deeply, his shoulders hunched over.
“I guess because I lost so many people I love and I was afraid if you knew how I felt that I would lose you too, but tonight when it talked about taking you, I guess my faux strong persona cracked.” He said sitting down on my bed pulling me down with him.
I was silent for a minute. I couldn’t believe Dean loved me.
“I just had to tell you, just in case, but if you want to go back to just friends then I understand.” He said grabbing my hand and kissing it gently.
I looked at him. His beautiful green eyes. His sharp jawline. I memorized the freckles across his nose as if they were constellations in the sky. I realized Dean and I were never just friends.
“Dean we were never really friends.” I said.
He quirked an eyebrow in confusion.
“I think we fell in love the day we met.” I said bringing a hand up to run a thumb over his plump lips.
Oh god those lips. I wanted to kiss them again. Dean read my mind. He placed his lips back on my own. I allowed Dean to lay his body weight on me, pushing me so my back was on the mattress. Dean slipped his tongue past my lips making me gasp. He moved his lips to my chin, down my neck and to my collarbone.
“Dean I want you.” I begged.
He didn’t need any other confirmation. I felt his large hands slip inside the waistband of my jeans. His fingers gently rubbing my core making me moan. He definitely did know how to use his hands. I tugged at his shirt urging him to take it off. With his one free hand Dean tugged off his shirt exposing his body. I used my own to stroke down his chest, memorizing every muscle, and every curve.
“I’ve wanted this for a long time.” Dean said giving my lips a quick peck and removing his hand.
I instantly missed the sensation.
“I’ve dreamed about it.” He said.
Dean removed my shirt. His hands so soft on my skin. He kissed down my chest towards my waistline. I gasped as he unbuttoned my jeans sliding them down my legs. I was panting. It felt like a fever dream. I could feel my skin burning with every touch.
“Dean please.” I whined.
Dean removed his own jeans and boxers. I drank in the sight of him. He was beautiful. I let out a shriek as Dean pushed my underwear to the side entering me.
“If it hurts tell me to stop.” Dean said stroking my hair softly.
“Oh god please don’t stop.” I moaned.
Dean kissed my nose and started to thrust his hips in to mine. I never knew something could feel so good. I grabbed Dean’s neck crashing my lips back in to his. Dean was soft and gentle. He took his time savoring every movement, every touch. Dean brought a hand down stroking me as he thrusted faster.
“Dean oh god” I moaned out again.
I could feel a euphoria wash over me. It was if my body was floating. I felt myself clenching around Dean making him groan.
“Dean finish with me.” I said grabbing his chin to look in his eyes.
We stared in to each other’s eyes each reaching that breaking point. After a lifetime of seeing nightmares, this was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen. Dean collapsed rolling off of me before pulling me in to his bare chest. I drew circle in to his chest while he stroked my hair. It was silent but we didn’t need to say anything.
“Dean you said you didn’t know how I did it, how I dealt with everything, it’s because I see you. I was never blind to you Dean.” I said looking up at him.
Dean leaned down giving me one more kiss. I felt my phone vibrate on the bed side table. I picked it up, it was Sam.
“finafuckingly now can you two shut up so I can go to sleep.” He sassed.
I laughed hanging up the phone.
“I’m never going to let anything happen to you, not ever.” Dean said cradling my face.
“I think I take it back Winchester, I like your hands very much.”
Dean let out a throaty laugh.
“I think I could use a couple more demonstrations though.” I said straddling him.
and with just one look suddenly everything in my life finally made sense.
as always switching view points indicated with bold italics
I always thought when you died, your memories would die with you, in fact that’s what I was hoping for.
But unfortunately that wasn’t the case.
I quickly found out you remember everything, and every painstaking detail.
For example, the look in Dean’s eyes when I walked away from him.
Or the sound of his voice pleading with me to stay.
I wanted to.
But I was no longer me.
I looked like me. I sounded like me. But I didn’t feel like me.
I felt cold.
I felt empty.
I felt thirsty.
I wanted to pounce on Dean, watching as the blood pumped through his veins.
I couldn’t trust myself around Dean.
If I couldn't trust myself then I couldn’t be with him.
“It will pass, I will get you something to drink soon.” Eric said placing a gentle hand on my thigh.
Or someone he means.
I could feel the disgust rising.
I looked over at him from where we were seated in his car.
I should feel hatred towards him.
But I can’t.
Instead I feel absolute adoration.
He was my maker.
We were one.
Whether I wanted that or not.
“I don’t want to drink.” I said turning away from him.
“you have to drink y/n, believe me when you start you’ll want to.” Eric said gripping the steering wheel so hard I thought it might snap.
“then I won’t start.” I grumbled stubbornly.
“then you die.” He snapped.
“I don’t care I’m already dead.” I snapped back.
Eric quickly pulled the car off the road, turning off the engine.
“I understand you’re mad but if you wanna blame somebody blame that guard dog of yours, not me, he asked for this.” Eric said eyes boring in to mine.
“why didn’t he just let me go.” I asked crying.
I put my hand to my face feeling a red hot liquid. I was shocked to find blood when I pulled my hand away.
“yeah we don’t cry tears, we cry blood.” Eric said ignoring my question about Dean completely.
He quickly ripped his shirt offering me a piece of torn cloth.
There was a heavy silence that filled the air.
“I’m sure the dog had his reasons for doing what he did but you’re kind of my problem now.” Eric said putting an arm around me and pulling me closer towards him.
I let out a sobbing laugh.
“I'm your problem?” I asked finding his wording slightly amusing.
“It’s my responsibility to take care of you, teach you, and that doesn’t include letting you die, besides if you die part of me dies too, we're one.” He said.
I looked up at his face, his once hard exterior becoming unnaturally soft.
“I didn’t know that could happen.” I said.
“It won’t happen because I won’t let it, not until you at least get a taste of what life with me, like this, could be like, and afterwards if you still want to go, well then I’ll release you and help you go myself.” He said stroking a gentle hand through my hair.
I could tell he was a man of his word. I didn’t know whether I should find comfort in that or not. Would it be better if I was gone completely?
“I want to show you something.” Eric said pulling me out of the car by my hand.
Eric dragged me through a tree line to a little clearing in the woods. The moon shone bright above us.
“You're different now, you have heightened senses.” Eric said coming up behind me.
I could feel his breath on the back of my neck making my cold skin hot.
“look around you.” He whispered laying his hands on my waist.
I did just that. I looked at the trees, my new eyesight seeing the smallest details like the spider weaving its beautiful web on a tree branch in the distance.
"now listen." Eric commanded.
I closed my eyes listening. I heard the crunch of leaves from the animals that stepped on them far away. I heard the sounds of crickets chirping in the night.
It was peaceful. It felt as if time stood still.
“It’s.. it’s beautiful.” I said feeling myself smiling.
I was never afforded the time to appreciate these things when I was alive.
“It’s very beautiful.” Eric said spinning me around.
But Eric wasn’t looking at the scenery, he was looking straight at me.
If I still had a beating heart I was sure it would have been racing by now.
I wanted to hate Eric.
I wanted to hate him so badly.
But truthfully he didn’t choose this either. I could still see the bullet hole in his jacket from where Dean had shot him, the wound healed over by now.
I found I didn't want him to step away.
It felt so wrong, but so right.
Eric cupped my cheek with his hand leaning his head in to mine, having to stoop over due to his sheer height.
I was getting lost in him.
I suddenly didn’t trust myself around Eric either.
I couldn’t explain this feeling. It was as if I needed him to be closer, to be one with me.
I deduced it was just the bond between a maker and his progeny but deep down I feared it was something more.
As I was about to do something reckless, my thoughts were flooded with a pair of green eyes.
But not just anyone’s.
Dean's.
My Dean.
Dean, that I could never get back because we were different now.
I cleared my throat taking a step back.
“my throat, it hurts.” I said grabbing at it as if that would make the dryness go away.
Eric let out a sigh.
“Okay let’s take care of you.” He said grabbing my hand leading me back to the car.
I was sure he would take me back to fangtasia but he didn’t. Instead he pulled up to a beautiful house.
“I will start you out on bagged blood until you are ready to feed without hurting anyone.” He said opening the car door for me to get out.
I didn’t want to feed on anyone at all. But I didn’t put up a fight this time.
I took in the sight of the beautiful house. It must have cost a lot of money but like I said when you’ve been alive for over a thousand years you must wrack up the wealth.
Eric led me in to the kitchen opening the fridge and pulling out a bag of blood labeled AB Negative.
I looked at it disgusted.
Never in my life did I think I would be drinking blood.
Of course the y/n I once was didn’t exist anymore.
“please just try for me.” Eric pleaded handing me a glass that he dumped the blood into.
I glanced at him seeing the concern on his face.
I didn't want him hurt.
I heaved out a sigh bringing the cup up to my nostrils.
It smelled… good.
I heard a click and felt with my tongue two fangs now distended.
I shakily brought the cup to my lips, the blood coating my tongue and teeth.
It soon coated my throat making the dryness subside.
Eric was right, now that I got a taste I didn’t want to stop.
I feel sick with myself but I couldn’t help it.
I quickly downed the rest of the blood in the glass.
I could see Eric smirking before hearing the click of his fangs distending.
He came over to me grabbing my chin roughly. He dipped his head down licking the blood that had spilled out of my mouth on to my cheek. I fought to keep the moan from escaping from my lips but I was too late.
I didn’t know what was wrong with me.
This was wrong.
I was in love with Dean.
But you can’t be. Not anymore..
Eric moved his tongue over licking my lips before connecting ours in a heated kiss.
I didn't stop him.
I didn't want to.
I needed to feel something, anything.
I grabbed the collar of his leather jacket pulling him deeper in to the kiss. Eric in one swift movement sat me on the counter, shattering the glass in the process. He detached his lips from mine, trailing them down my neck. I let out a moan as he drove his fangs in to my neck. Eric lapped up the blood from my neck faster than it could come out.
"your blood is still so sweet." Eric groaned my blood dripping off his lips.
If I still needed to breathe I was sure it would be caught in my throat.
He looked unbelievable. God like.
I looked at Eric's neck and before I could stop myself I was biting down on his throat tasting him. Eric let out a load groan of pleasure.
He quickly shredded my shirt with one little tug. I couldn't deny his strength was so incredibly sexy. I looked at my chest seeing how much more defined it was now that I was undead.
It further confirmed to me how much I was no longer me.
If I was no longer me, I shouldn't feel guilty. I wanted this. I wanted him.
I grabbed his shirt ripping it in two easily, my own strength shocking me.
His body was perfectly sculpted, every abdominal perfectly in place.
In a flash Eric had us tangled up in sheets, easily discarding the rest of our clothes. He reconnected our lips in a heated kiss wasting no time before plunging in to me.
I had only ever been with one man.
Dean.
I shook those thoughts away.
I couldn't be with Dean.
It would never work.
I shouldn't want Eric this much.
But I couldn't help myself.
It was as if an invisible force was pulling me towards him. I wanted to be near him. I wanted to protect him.
Eric moved so effortlessly. I felt myself quickly reaching a high, my walls clenching tightly around him. Eric let out an animalistic growl reaching his high.
I let out a sigh as he pulled out collapsing in the spot next to me.
"So do you do that with all your newborns?" I asked not really caring what his answer would be.
Eric has been alive for so long he's probably had sex with so many women he lost count.
"I don't usually create newborns." He answered.
"Dean should have never asked this of you it wasn't fair to you." I said feeling guilty that now he had to deal with me.
I saw what a newborn could do. I'm sure it will be a lot more trouble than it's worth.
Eric took a deep breath turning his body to face me.
"truthfully I didn't really need him to ask." Eric said
I didn't understand what he meant.
Is he saying he would have turned me even if Dean didn't want that? Why?
I was about to respond when Eric looked at the time.
"Fuck sun's about to come up, we need to go underground." Eric said grabbing my hand.
He pushed a button and suddenly a hidden doorway opened on the floor. I allowed him to pull me down the steps seeing a bedroom. We were in a bunker underground where absolutely no sunlight could seep through. I looked around cautiously.
"during the day is when we're most vulnerable but fear not my newborn we're safe here." he said laying on the bed, while simultaneously pulling me down with him.
"Eric I'm scared, scared I can't do this. Can't fit in to this life." I admitted.
It was true. I spent my whole human life hunting down monsters.
I was the monster now.
"I was too, when Godric turned me, I had no idea what I was doing, I'll admit I was a little out of control back then. Goderic didn't give up on me. He taught me. He taught me to control myself. He taught me that I didn't always have to be this monster that everyone said I was. I didn't give up on Pam, and I won't give up on you." Eric said stroking my cheek.
It was eye opening seeing him being completely vulnerable.
"what was Godric like?" I asked.
I could see Eric's eyes fill with love. He told me countless stories of his and Godric's adventures. A little out of control was an understatement but I couldn't judge Eric, just like he wasn't judging me for once hunting down his kind. I could feel my entire body overcome with exhaustion. I left my eyelids flutter close and my body shut down.
I awoke with a gasp, my reality crashing back down on me. Eric was already awake, being able to wake earlier with his age. I quietly went up the stairs hearing voices.
"you can't be fucking serious Eric."
Pam.
I guess she wasn't happy about me joining the family.
"I wasn't just going to let her die Pam, I couldn't." Eric growled.
"so you wanted to fuck her that bad you changed her is that it huh?" Pam snapped.
I heard crashing.
"you don't get to fucking talk to me that way, she's mine just as you are, and you will respect that." Eric commanded.
I shrunk at just hearing the authority in his tone.
"fine but I don't like it." Pam growled ending the conversation.
I guess now was as good a time as any to make myself known.
"I never meant to cause trouble." I said appearing to my maker and his first newborn.
Eric was quickly at my side.
"Pam has no right to say that." Eric said glaring when Pam rolled her eyes.
"but she's right, I didn't belong here." I said.
"you are mine now and if anyone disrespects you, they disrespect me." Eric said.
I gave a small nod in understanding.
"Pam will get over it, let's feed you." Eric said dragging me back in to his kitchen.
"I'm not hungry." I said.
"I need us to go to fangtasia tonight, and I can't have you around breathers without eating." Eric said dumping blood in a glass before offering it to me.
"I don't know if I should be around anyone." I said, afraid of what I was capable of.
"I will be with you the whole time, nothing bad will happen." Eric promised.
I heaved a sigh, throwing back the cup.
Dean
I punched the mirror not being able to look at my reflection.
"sorry she only listens to me, she calls me daddy now."
I could kill him just for uttering those words.
I had to tell myself, I asked for this. I was hoping my girl was still in there somewhere. I knew she was. She had to be.
Sam hasn't talked me to me since.
I don't blame him. I was selfish. I am selfish.
I also know that what I was doing was reckless.
I also know I don't care.
I watched the clock seeing that the sun was about to set, and she'd be awake. I grabbed my leather jacket off the dingy motel bed. I stroked the sheets thinking of the last night we spent in them.
I promised her.
I wasn't going to break it now.
I pulled on my jacket grabbing the keys to the impala. I opened the door only to be met with Sam.
"you're going to the bar, aren't you?" Sam asked crossing his arms in front of him.
"Sam, if you're here to scold me, save it. I don't need it." I grumbled pushing past him.
"Dean, I'm sorry."
I was shocked to hear those words slip past his lips. I turned around looking at my little brother.
"If I had a way to save Jess, I probably would've taken it too. I know you loved her." He said.
I love her.
She's not gone.
She can't be.
"I fucked up Sam. I was selfish and now I put her life in more danger. I pushed her in to his arms." I admitted.
"Dean, you were acting on emotion, it's okay."
"I know she's still in there Sam. I have to try." I said clutching her necklace, I pulled off her.
"Well then I'm coming with you."
I was relieved to have Sam forgive me.
If only she could forgive me.
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Eric wasn't kidding when he said he would be with me the whole time. He didn't let me out of his sight even for a second. I got many curious looks from other vampires in the bar, but they only needed to see Eric's protective arm around me to know not to approach. I was surprised that I didn't have the urge to attack any humans. I will say as hunters we didn't know much about vampires. I found that I had a great sense of control thanks to Eric.
A woman approached the stage offering her neck for Eric to drink from.
It still amazed me that humans threw themselves at the vampires. I didn't understand it.
"It won't bother me." I said seeing his hesitation.
Eric gave me a look sending the woman away.
"Eric you need to eat." I protested trying to get the girl back.
"I will eat later, with you, bagged." He said.
"Eric you don't need to do that for me."
"I'm not." He said.
I felt a smile tug at my lips. He was. He didn't want to drink from a human for fear that I would lose my composure. He was looking out for me.
"Get out, you shouldn't be here."
Pam was in charge of letting in the patrons like usual. She didn't usually deny entry.
"I don't care I'm going in anyways."
I knew that voice.
It can't be.
Dean.
Dean
Sam and I arrived to the bar seeing it already overcrowded.
God I can't even imagine how tortured she feels.
Did she bite someone already?
All of these thoughts ran rampantly through my head. I could see the blonde lady at the door. She rolled her eyes as soon as she spotted Sam and I.
"Get out, you shouldn't be here." She growled.
"I don't care I'm going in anyways." I said trying to threaten her.
"It's your funeral sweetcheeks, but if you think you're going to go in there and get her away from Eric you're sadly mistaken."
I let out a growl.
"He doesn't own her, I'm the one that made it happen." I snapped.
"oh stupid boy, Eric always gets what he wants, and he wanted her from the moment you three stepped in here."
"what are you saying?" I growled.
"I'm saying he wanted to change her, in fact she probably could have survived, Eric could've stopped it before that vamp sunk his teeth in to her, but then he wouldn't have had the opportunity to change her, to keep her, to claim her in every room of his house."
I couldn't listen to her. She just wanted to get under my skin.
"in fact I think he already has."
I pulled my pistol out pointing it between her eyes.
"Dean this is what she wants." Sam said putting his hand on my arm lowering the gun.
I shoved past her entering the dive bar. It was crowded humans and vampires mingling freely.
“Is that fucking true?”
My head snapped up at the sound.
I heaved out a sigh of relief.
My girl.
Reader
"I'm saying he wanted to change her, in fact she probably could have survived, Eric could've stopped it before that vamp sunk his teeth in to her, but then he wouldn't have had the opportunity to change her, to keep her, to claim her in every room of his house."
Pam’s words hit me like a dagger in my chest.
Is it true.
Did Eric have this planned all along?
I felt betrayal seep in to every bone in my body.
“Is that fucking true?” I snapped turning my body towards Eric.
“what are you talking about?” He said getting an attitude.
“drop the act I know you can fucking hear her, is it true.. did you plan all this?” I asked feeling a single blood tear rush down my face.
“of course not, let me jog your memory sweetheart your boy toy asked for this, he begged me for it, I told him he had no idea what he was asking for but he insisted anyways.” Eric said grabbing my elbow.
I could feel a pair of eyes on us. I didn’t need to turn around to know who they belonged to.
I could smell him.
Dean.
He had such a distinct smell.
“I need to be alone.” I said yanking my elbow away from Eric.
I didn’t know what to believe. I wanted to believe Eric but like I said when you die you remember everything. I recalled the first time I saw those eyes just a few days ago. They were trained on me. They devoured me.
“Don’t be stupid.” Eric said snatching my elbow again.
“Get your fucking hands off of her.”
The click of a gun got my attention. I turned around seeing Dean, his pistol aimed at Eric.
Eric let out a sickening laugh.
“What you’re going to shoot me?” He taunted.
“I will if I have to.” Dean growled taking the safety off.
“In case you forgot she’s mine now, and I’ll do whatever the fuck I want with her.” Eric growls clicking his fangs down.
“She won’t ever be yours.” Dean growled.
Eric let out another menacing laugh.
“It’s too late for that, tell him how we spent our first night together?” Eric taunted.
I could see a flash of hurt register on Dean’s face.
I suddenly felt unwell.
All eyes were trained on the two men. Vampires smirked, humans either trembled or look on with curiosity.
“I don’t belong to anyone, and right now I don’t want to see either one of you.” I cried hurrying to find an exit.
As soon as I was outside the bar I let the tears flow.
“y/n”
I turned looking at the man I used to love.
“why Dean why didn’t you let me die?” I growled furious at him.
“y/n please.”
“I was okay with dying Dean, why couldn’t you let me!”
“Because I fucking wasn’t! I love you, fuck if I could trade my life for yours I would.” Dean said letting a tear roll down his cheek.
“Dean you shouldn’t be here, you loved me but I’m not her anymore.” I said turning my body away from him.
“I don’t care. I don’t care if you fucked him. I don’t care if you have to bite people to survive. I don’t care that we’re different. I care about you.” Dean said turning me around to face him.
I look down at his hand seeing a pocket knife.
“Dean what are you doing?” I said backing up slightly.
“I can’t lose you, I won’t.” Dean said.
He brought the knife to his neck cutting a small slit in it. I watched as the blood seeped from his wound. I felt my throat burning from the smell.
“Dean get out of here.” I growled my fangs popping out with a click.
“It’s okay.” He said sinking to his knees.
I felt my body moving but I was no longer in control.
All of a sudden I was sinking my teeth in to Dean’s neck.
“It’s okay.” Dean said again.
His blood tasted sweet. It tasted of him. Dean let out a strangled breath.
you’re killing him stop
Dean collapsed underneath me but no matter what I couldn’t pull myself away.
“that’s enough.”
I shrunk away quickly hearing my makers command. I let go, Dean’s body falling limp.
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Warning: not suited for minors, strong language, sexual innuendos, sex, slight threesome, violence, blood, gore, major character death, blood drinking, blood draining, mentions of death, staking, vampire burning, major angst, heartbroken Dean
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A switch in viewpoints will be indicate in bold italics
Reader
"Fangtasia? really?" I snort glancing at the boys beside me.
"Leeches with a sense of humor.. great." Dean grumbles.
"So much for mainstreaming, Louisiana has one of the highest disappearance rates in the country... 346 people in this last month alone. You and I both know what really happened to them." Sam says looking at the news article on his cellphone.
"And you're sure we're going to find help here?" Dean asked in disbelief.
"I mean there has to be some sort of order to things, even for vampires.'" I shrugged.
"And since we're not scoring a date with the vampire queen , one of her pawns should work just fine." Sam said as I watched the eager humans line up to get in to the famous vampire bar.
It's been years now since vampires exposed themselves to the world.
Of course we already knew of their existence.
However, with the invention of synthetic blood the vamps decided they wanted to become part of society, mainstream they call it.
It took the world by storm.
People were lining up to meet and more disgustingly volunteer to get bitten by a vampire.
It was sickening.
As you can imagine this did not go over well with the hunting community.
It was a question on everyone's mind.
Could vamps really change?
Could they be functioning members of a society?
In Louisiana the answer was no.
"I still don't like this." Dean growled as we took our place in line for entrance to the bar.
"No one does, but we have to try to work out some sort of treaty, some sort of peace between us and them, too many people are dying." Sam said.
Oh Sammy.
As if peace between vampires and humans was possible.
We were a meal to them, nothing more.
I could feel Dean's anxiety pushing in to me, making me anxious.
I grabbed his hand giving it a reassuring squeeze. He was quick to lace our fingers together pulling me closer to him.
He instantly calmed a bit.
Dean and I had an interesting relationship.
Sam, he was like my annoying little brother.
But not Dean.
Dean and I shared a connection that went deeper.
He and I just got each other.
We weren't what you would call a thing though.
A hunter's life didn't afford us that privilege.
I knew that no matter what we would always look out for each other and if something were to happen to one of us, the other would never be the same.
It was a terrifying feeling in our line of work, since a brush with death was a daily occurrence for us.
As we got closer to the door I slipped my hand from Dean's.
I could see a lady at the door taking ID's, and from her too straight posture and her perfect looks I could tell she was one of them.
I had seen a vampire or two in my lifetime so they were easy for me to spot.
I felt the air shift as we got closer, causing me to pull my leather jacket tighter around my body.
"ID." she ordered extending her perfectly manicured hand towards me, her eyes focused elsewhere.
I sized her up, trying to guess her age. If I had to I'd say definitely over 100 years old.
She looked experienced, which is how you could tell a vampire's true age.
After a moment of stillness she finally glanced up meeting my eyes.
She glared at me, as if I was beneath her.
I simply stared back at her.
She flashed her fangs willing me to fall at her feet in submission.
I could feel Dean tense behind me, ready to pounce if needed.
"ID." She ordered once again with a southern drawl.
I gave her a forced smile, pulling out a fake ID card.
If she knew it was fake, she didn't say anything, just let me pass. Sam and Dean were let in without showing ID much to my annoyance.
As soon as we were past the rope, the woman at the door disappeared.
I could smell the stench of sex, sweat, and booze as the doors to the bar opened.
If I thought the name was ridiculous, the inside was even more ridiculous. It was decorated in reds and blacks, really selling the vampire theme.
I scoffed at the patrons who were clad in leather and lace. It was like they were proud to be flaunting their flesh for the bloodsuckers.
Perhaps though the most ridiculous and tacky thing was the throne in the middle of the stage overlooking the bar.
My eyes traveled up the throne before connecting with a pair of icy blue ones.
Suddenly it was as if I was being pulled into some sort of trance.
His eyes boring into my own.
I quickly broke eye contact taking a moment to take in his other features.
A mess of blonde locks lay on his head.
His jaw perfectly defined along with his other facial features.
His hands that were gripping the arm rests of the throne, large and lethal.
He was frighteningly tall, even taller than Sam, and he was basically Bigfoot.
It was however the smirk that played on his lips that made my blood boil.
He knew what I was, just as I knew what he was.
A vampire.
Just the pawn we were looking for.
I noticed the perfect blonde woman from the door suddenly at his side, leaning over and whispering in his ear.
I could see her glance in our direction.
She was trying to be discreet but I was on to her.
She was warning him.
Warning him about us.
I didn't get to see anything else as Dean pulled me towards a booth in the back.
I took this moment to study the people.
It was sickening seeing so many vampires and humans mingling like they weren't bloodthirsty monsters, and the humans eager to be their next meal.
"So I think the big blonde guy is who we need to talk to." Sam said looking between me and Dean.
I rolled my eyes.
Is he serious right now?
"Really Sam what gave you that idea huh? The throne in the middle of the stage? The way all the other vampires flock to him? Or, or maybe it’s the fact that he's glaring daggers at us right about now." I sassed feeling the blonde's eyes burning me from behind.
"Okay so what's the plan then, I don't think he's going to talk to us willingly." Dean said ignoring my attitude.
"Well maybe not us." Sam said pointing between himself and Dean.
Dean looked around seeing the blonde man's eyes devouring my form.
"No absolutely not." Dean interjected quickly.
"Dean, it may be our only shot I seemed to have peaked his interest." I said turning my body fully towards him.
"We can figure something else out then, this is reckless and you know that." Dean growled.
"I know but I don't think we have that kind of time, people are dying Dean, people we swore to protect." I shot back.
"Yeah well I swore to protect you." Dean gutted.
"So then protect me." I said rising from my seat.
Dean was not happy, that much was evident on his face. I couldn't focus on that right now though. I was doing this.
I took a deep breath straightening out my jacket.
I slowly approached the throne, center stage.I could see people eyeing me with envy. I was only focused on the vamp, whose eyes grew more curious the closer I got.
I was about to take another step but was halted by another man, who I could tell was also a vampire.
"Sorry no one speaks to Mr. Northman without his permission." He growled at me.
I suppressed the urge to roll my eyes at this.
Who the hell did this vamp think he was, god?
"Chow, let her through." A strong voice spoke.
It didn't take me long to figure out it came from the vampire on the throne.
The man grumbled something under his breath before stepping to the side.
I took another deep breath striding in front of the blonde man.
"Mr. Northman I presume?"
"Please, call me Eric, and who do I have the pleasure of speaking with?" He smirked.
I thought for a minute if I should make up some fake name.
"And mind you I can tell if you're lying." He added, somehow reading my thoughts.
"y/n." I offered only my first name.
"What I can I do for you y/n?" He asked interested, as if I was going to offer him my neck.
"I think you know why we're here." I stated crossing my arms in front of myself as if it would put more distant between me and Eric.
"Yes unfortunately , it was only a matter of time before you hunters showed up."
"We wouldn't have to if you leeches kept yourselves in check." I bit back quickly.
"Well aren't you sweet." Eric smirked.
"Yeah not really."
I knew I should probably watch my tongue in a bar full of vampires. However, when my anger got the best of me, I couldn’t control the things that spilled from my lips.
"You have no idea who you're talking to do you?" Eric laughed, standing to his full height.
He towered over my short stature easily.
I wouldn't let him intimidate me though which is exactly what he was trying to do.
"So enlighten me then Mr. Northman."
"I'm a thousand year old viking darling, I'm not threatened by you or anyone for that matter."
"I'm not here to threaten you, I'm here to help you." I retorted quickly, acting unfazed by the declaration of his true age.
My statement resulted in another laugh from the viking vampire.
"Help me? Now what in that pretty little head of yours makes you think I need, or want your help." He whispered menacingly, clearly trying to threaten me.
I would have been a little more afraid had I not noticed the slight crease in his eyebrows as he spoke.
He was worried about something.
My guess, pressure from his boss to solve his little vampire problem.
Order.
Creatures couldn't function without it.
I couldn't fight the smirk that made it's way to my face.
"I think you're worried, 346 bodies is a lot of bodies to hide, I mean we know that they didn’t really disappear did they? Also isn't it your job to keep all these vampires in line? I'm guessing a bunch of rogue vampires going on a killing spree doesn’t exactly fair well with your boss." I taunted.
I knew I pushed it too far when his fangs popped out with a click.
He quickly wrapped a hand around my throat causing Dean to shoot up, pulling out his gun loaded with ultraviolet emitting bullets.
If Eric saw him, he was completely unfazed by his actions.
I gave Dean a look, telling him to wait before he starts blindly shooting in a room full of vampires.
I could handle myself well, Dean knew as much.
“Don’t you tell me how to do my job.” he growled his hand squeezing a little tighter around my throat.
"Do your job then." I spat, pushing him a little further.
Eric then looked deeply in my orbs as his glazed over.
He spoke in an enchanting voice.
"Now you and your little gang of hunters are going to leave my bar, but before you go, you're going to let me taste you while your boyfriend over there watches me."
I knew what he was trying to do.
He was trying to what they call "glamor" me.
Get in my head.
Control me and my thoughts.
No man controls me.
"No offense Mr. Northman but you're not really my type." I managed to squeak out, his hand still squeezing my throat.
Eric quickly released my neck with a confused look.
"Why can't I glamor you?" He growled in frustration.
I quickly turned around, pulling my shirt up slightly so he could see the anti-possession tattoo in the center of my spine.
"Turns out this isn’t just for demons, works for your mind tricks too. Eric this is my final offer, let us help you or we're gonna handle things our way, and then you'll have a lot more bodies to dispose of. We’ll be in town, it’s your choice." I threatened before turning away from the vampire.
I could tell he didn't take kindly to my threats but he didn't retaliate surprisingly, given his nature.
I could see the relief wash over Dean's face as I returned to his side.
"Looks like we aren't getting his help, let's go." I said knowing full well Eric could still hear me.
Dean tucked his gun away roughly grabbing my hand and pulling me out of the bar.
I could tell by his face that he was trying his best not to explode.
He was irate.
As soon as we were in the impala the floodgates opened and all hell let loose.
"Wow you've done a lot of stupid shit in the past but that has to be the most fucked thing you've ever done, what the hell were you thinking?" Dean growled.
I wasn't sure if it was directed at Sam for suggesting I talk to Eric alone or me for actually doing it.
“Dean come on it’s…” Sam started but Dean quickly cut him off.
“Stay out of this Sam.” Dean growled.
I guess now I knew it was directed at me.
“You can’t be serious right now?” I scoffed at his behavior.
“He could have snapped you like a twig, you gave him every opportunity.” Dean snapped.
I knew this was his way of saying he was worried about me but l didn’t like how he was going about it.
“I can handle myself.” I said with an eye roll.
“I mean what was your plan exactly? Badmouth him until he sinks his fangs in to your neck? You had no plan going up there, that was so irresponsible.” Dean continued.
“Yeah well he didn’t hurt me did he?” I scoffed.
“Your lucky he didn’t, you just act without thinking about the consequences.” He retorted.
“Yeah well sometimes you think too much and don’t act.”
“At least you don’t have to continuously save my ass!” He growled.
“Ugh would you stop treating me like a child!” I said my voice rising along with my anger.
“I will when you stop acting like one!” Dean yelled.
I rolled my eyes again, sinking back in to the seat. I was done talking about this. It was no use anyways.
I knew Eric wouldn’t hurt me.
I don’t know how I knew, I just did. He wouldn’t admit it but he needed our help.
I was extremely thankful to be pulling in to the motel parking lot. I jumped out of the car before Dean could bring it to a complete stop, slamming the door in a fit.
I could hear Dean throwing open his door and quickly striding up to catch me.
“We are not done talking about this.” He growled grabbing my wrist.
“I am.” I seethed snatching my wrist from him.
I walked in to my separate motel room, slamming the door in his face.
God!
Dean didn’t usually yell at me, I had no idea where all this was coming from.
"Fuck!" I screamed, before quickly stripping my clothes wanting to wash away this evening and everything it brought.
I turned on the shower, steam instantly filling the bathroom.
I stepped in, the hot water relaxing my tense muscles.
What the hell was up with Dean?
Why was he acting so, so possessive?
He knew I was strong enough to handle my own, yet he was treating me as if I were some stupid kid walking in to the lions den unprepared.
I knew how to kill vampires, this wasn’t my first rodeo.
I was angrily scrubbing my body and hair, too caught up in my thoughts that I didn’t hear my motel room door opening, or the bathroom door for that matter.
I washed the shampoo from my hair before noticing Dean’s presence. It made me jump but only momentarily. He was standing on the other side of the shower curtain, his shoulders slumped over.
“I said I was done talking about it Dean.” I bit quickly.
I was expecting him to start yelling at me again, tell me how stupid I was being, but Dean didn’t say anything instead just stayed quiet.
"Dean?" I asked softening my tone.
Dean was never quiet.
Only when he was in his head about something.
Like I said we just got each other.
It was a moment before he spoke.
“You have no idea how worried I was for you, fuck y/n why do you care so little about your life when to me it’s everything?” Dean said, his voice being overtaken with emotion.
My breathing stilled at his words. I felt tears gather in the corners of my eyes.
Dean wasn’t the vulnerable type, never admitting how he was truly feeling, but here he was laying it all out.
Before thinking I flung open the shower curtain looking at him. His eyebrows were creased with worry and hurt.
I suddenly felt extremely guilty.
I didn’t want to hurt him.
That was the last thing I wanted to do.
Dean was my person.
I jumped out and flung my arms around him, soaking his t-shirt. He didn't seem to mind much as he wrapped his strong arms around me holding me tightly to his body.
I buried my head in the crook of his neck, allowing a few tears to cascade down my cheeks. His hand found its way to the back of my head stroking my wet hair.
“I’m sorry Dean.” I spoke quietly.
Dean’s hand traveled down to the back of my neck, pulling my head up so he could look in my eyes.
Dean and I didn't need words to convey our feelings.
Our eyes alone did just that.
I could feel the heat spreading to my core as his eyes devoured me hungrily.
Dean and I didn't cross this line often.
In fact only once before.
It was a dangerous line to be flirting with.
But in this moment, I didn't care.
Dean didn't either, for a moment later he was crashing his lips on mine.
His lips had a petal softness to them, but he kissed like a man that had been starved for months.
I balled his t-shirt in my fists pulling him impossibly closer. Dean's hand gripped my neck harder as if I was about to float away and he was the only thing holding me down.
I broke away but only briefly to suck in a harsh breath.
Dean pulled me back in again, devouring my lips.
He kissed me as if I was oxygen and he was dying to breathe.
I couldn't help the breathless moans that fell from my lips as I felt Dean's trapped erection on my already burning center.
I wanted more.
Needed more.
"Dean." I panted, hoping he would catch on.
Dean didn't bother teasing. He picked me up quickly kicking the bathroom door open, before gently placing me on the run down motel bed.
He was quick to dispose of his shirt.
I trailed my eyes down his body.
Dean was the kind of handsome that got into my bones, that spoke to me before he'd even said a word.
I licked my lips as I admired him.
I sat up on the bed, not being able to stop my self from placing my lips on his perfectly chiseled jaw. He let out a guttural sound as my tongue worked down to his neck, kissing and sucking, marking him as mine.
He quickly disposed of his jeans, freeing himself at last. He gently pushed me back down hovering his body over mine.
Dean looked at me as if he applied too much pressure I might break.
He trailed his hand down my body painfully slow, stopping to brush gently over my aching core. I sucked in my bottom lip to try to stop the needy whine that wished to escape but I was too late.
I needed to feel him, all of him.
Dean leaned down once again kissing my lips tenderly.
"I promise." Dean whispered pulling away gently.
I shook my head in confusion.
"Promise?" I breathed out.
"I promise to make up for all the years I was supposed to be kissing you." Dean rasped.
I felt my eyes prickle with tears.
I grabbed his head bringing his lips back to my own.
I don't think I'll ever get over the feeling I get when kissing Dean, it was warm, it was safe, it was everything I needed, because with Dean, sometimes kissing felt like healing.
Dean grabbed his erection, slowly rubbing his tip up and down my folds, torturing me with pleasure.
He grunted pushing himself through my slickness all without breaking our hungry kiss.
Dean thrusted at a tortuously slow pace, hitting my sweet spot with every movement. Dean buried his head into my neck, heavenly groans fell from his lips.
I moaned a little louder with each slow thrust.
I couldn't take anymore, I rolled my hips up meeting his.
Dean pushed himself even deeper, causing a sensual whine out of me.
"So pretty when you're whining for me."
I could barely think straight from the fire burning in my veins. I closed my eyes digging my nails slightly in to his skin.
“Oh fuck Dean right there.” I moaned feeling my orgasm making itself known.
I could feel myself clenching around him causing him to cry out in pleasure.
“Good girl baby, cum for me.” Dean whispered in a husky voice.
His tone and praise alone was enough to have me soaking his length, my walls contracting all around him.
Dean began to thrust harder and faster, chasing his own orgasm. When his rhythm became sloppy I knew he was close.
Dean gave one last deep thrust before I felt white hot spurts of liquid coating my still sensitive walls.
Just when I thought Dean couldn’t get more attractive, here he was looking like a god as he groaned, riding out his orgasm.
I could cum again just from the sight of it.
Dean slowly removed himself, satisfied when his seed spilled out coating my thighs.
"I think you're gonna need another shower." Dean smirked.
Yep.
Dean was back.
I was about to make my usual snarky comment but a loud knocking on the door got my attention.
I thought it might be Sam coming to check on me, he has been on the receiving end of Dean’s wrath more than once.
I threw on a shirt and some sleep shorts before peeling the door open slowly.
I was not prepared to see Eric Northman behind it.
"You know for hunters you really need to cover your tracks better, wasn't all that hard to track you down, not with that sweet aroma you carry around." Eric smirked pompously.
I could hear Dean shuffling as he rushed putting his clothes back on.
He was suddenly at my side ripping the door open and glaring down the viking vampire in front of me.
It was the first time I saw them toe to toe.
Eric was definitely taller but Dean was unfazed by his size.
Dean was nothing to mess with either. He was lethal in his own right, and had more blood on his hands then he liked to think about.
"Now if you're done fucking your play thing, I'd like to talk." Eric said completely ignoring Dean’s threatening demeanor.
I felt the blood rush to my cheeks.
Oh god he heard that?
Of course he did, fucking super hearing ability.
"I think that opportunity has passed, we're no longer interested." Dean growled slamming the door but Eric’s vampire speed won out and he caught it seamlessly.
"If you could do me a favor sweets and calm your guard dog here, I believe you and I can help each other." Eric said once again ignoring Dean completely.
"I thought you said you didn't need or want my help?" I finally spoke, feeling my anger rising again.
"Oh don't be smug, it's humbling enough having to come to a breather for help." Eric said rolling his eyes.
I could feel Dean stiffen beside me.
He didn't trust Eric that much was obvious.
I didn't trust him either.
I was realistic though, and I knew our odds would be better with him on our side instead of in our way.
"Hypothetically speaking of course, let's say I was still interested in helping you, what then?" I inquired.
Dean growled from beside me.
“Excuse us for a moment." Dean said through clenched teeth, shutting the door, this time Eric allowing him to.
Dean sucked in a sharp breath preparing his lecture but I quickly cut him off before he could deliver it.
"Look before you yell, let's be realistic here, I think we're in way over our heads and having Eric on our side instead of in our way is an asset, even if I don't trust him, keep your enemies closer right?"
Dean's eyebrows furrowed knowing he couldn't argue with my logic.
"You were mad before because I didn't have plan, this time I do." I promised.
Dean placed a gentle hand to my cheek pulling my lips to his.
He knew Eric would be listening behind the door.
He wanted to make it known I was his.
I would definitely have to unpack this situation later.
Dean removed his lips resting his forehead on mine.
"Fine we can talk." Dean reluctantly agreed.
I gave him a small smile as I opened the door, seeing Eric standing there looking completely uninterested in Dean's show of affection.
"So then let's talk." I said nodding my head at Eric.
"Just you, no offense but I don’t think your guard dog will fit in with where we’re going, also you might want to shower first, if you’re going to be with me I can’t have you smelling of another man, and one more tip try not to look so much like a hunter, I’ll be back in thirty.” Eric ordered before speeding away.
“Fuck this, no way in hell am I letting you go anywhere alone with him.” Dean said.
“The idea doesn’t thrill me either but I’m just going to need you to trust me.” I said quickly going towards the bathroom.
Dean didn’t say anything instead followed behind me sulking. He shed his clothes stepping in the shower after me.
He huffed pouting as he took his hand washing his seed away from my body. I moaned as his fingers dipped in my folds cleansing me.
“I can trust you if you promise me you won’t do anything reckless, I couldn’t live with myself if you got hurt and I wasn’t there to help.” Dean said.
I quickly turned around facing him.
“I promise you Dean, nothing reckless.” I said standing on my toes to place a soft kiss to his mouth.
I finished washing myself quickly, then stepped out and towel dried myself.
I looked in my suitcase trying to find clothes that didn’t scream hunter. I settled for a sundress, this made me look more innocent, more naive.
Exactly thirty minutes later on the dot their was another harsh knock at the door. I took a deep breath opening it. Eric stood smirking behind it, clearly trying to provoke Dean. He let his eyes drift up and down my form very noticeably.
“If I didn’t know any better I would say you almost look normal.” Eric joked, that ever present cocky smile still on his face.
Dean wrapped a protective arm around me.
“I swear if you fucking hurt her..” Dean started but Eric cut him off.
“Down boy, she’ll be fine, besides I already ate this evening, though I wouldn’t say no to some dessert.” Eric taunted him.
I rolled my eyes at the pair.
I quickly turned around grabbing Deans shirt bringing him in for a feverish kiss.
Dean smirked in to the kiss hearing Eric sigh in annoyance.
I pulled away letting a hand linger on his cheek.
“I’ll be back.” I assured.
I turned towards Eric ignoring the arm he offered me.
“Well after you.” I gestured.
I saw the the expensive bugatti now parked outside my motel room.
A little over the top I thought, although I guess when you’ve been alive for so long your wealth is vast.
Eric smirked at Dean as he opened the passenger door gesturing for me to get in.
I gave Dean one more soft look before climbing in.
Eric zipped around clambering in the drivers seat. He peeled out of the motel at inhuman speed, making me grip the seat.
“So are you going to tell me where we’re going?” I asked annoyed.
“A tribunal meeting.” Eric simply answered.
“A what?”
“You people really don’t know anything do you?” He jabbed.
“Look if that’s how this is going to be you can just take me back.” I said rolling my eyes.
“You know your cute when you pout.” Eric laughed.
I rolled my eyes again ignoring his flirtatious comment. He was trying to get under my skin, and he was doing a damn good job at it.
“Listen just stay close to me, and don’t talk to anyone but me.” Eric said glancing at me.
“Eric..”
“No this is serious okay, for me to keep you safe you have to listen to me.” He said.
I glanced at his eyes, and for a moment just a moment I saw some of what I believed to be sincerity. It made him almost seem…. human.
“Fine.” I grumbled.
He pulled in to a field in the middle of nowhere.
I really wasn’t thrilled with this idea now.
I took a deep breath feeling the silver dagger Dean slipped in to the waistband of my underwear. It wasn’t much but it could help me out, give me some leverage.
Eric got out zipping around to open my door.
I got out of the car looking fully at the scene.
There were a few other vampires there, most looked pretty ancient. It wasn’t their looks per say, but their demeanor, the way they carried themselves.
I saw a few humans too, one vampire was openly feeding on a girls neck. If I had eaten I was sure it would come back up at the sight. The worst part is the girl moaned as if she was enjoying it.
Eric smirked as he wrapped an arm around my waist leading me towards the group of vampires.
"Remember what I said, be a good breather and keep quiet." Eric said.
"Fuck you." I cursed under my breath knowing full well Eric would hear me.
Eric's presence instantly got the attention of a man dressed in an expensive suit.
"Eric welcome, and who is this lovely thing you've brought with you, she smells delectable."
"Easy now magister, she's mine." Eric said.
His?
Oh hell no!
"Yours the fu.." I started but Eric quickly clamped his hand on my mouth.
"My apologies sir, quite the mouth she got on her, though it does come in handy." Eric joked.
I nipped at his hand covering my mouth as if telling him he was really pushing it.
"If you'll excuse us sir.." Eric said leading me away from the man.
As soon as he took his hand off my mouth, I raised my hand to strike him but he quickly caught it.
"Yours? What the fuck was that!? I am not now, nor will I ever be yours!" I growled.
"It's my way of protecting you, it's an unspoken rule for vampires that we can't harm or feed from another vampires claimed human, now that I openly claimed you, nobody can touch you or they have to deal with me."
I was still pissed at him but I shook my head in understanding.
"These guys, they're the authority?"
"Well sort of, we work for them, that guy was the magister, the judge of my kind, if you will. The others are area sheriffs like myself, we keep order in our area, and we're all here to talk about our little problem." Eric explained.
"And the humans are privileged to this information?" I questioned.
"No, you’re here to satiate us, but it doesn't matter what they hear they'll just be glamoured to forget, but since you can't be glamoured you better be good at acting." Eric said.
I nodded my head finally understanding.
I would be the only human to remember this meeting.
He was giving me information, leverage.
Eric was about to say something else when the magister cleared his throat getting the attention of all vampires present.
"Now stay close to me, and for fuck's sake act like you can stand to be near me." Eric whispered once again wrapping a cold arm around my waist.
I knew if Dean were here right now he'd be furious at Eric for even daring to touch me in such an intimate matter.
In fact Dean would probably kill him first and ask questions later.
Eric was right, Dean definitely wouldn't have fit in here.
I didn't fit in here.
I grumbled, leaning in to Eric's side, cozying up to him.
I had to pretend.
It might kill me.
But I had to pretend.
I could feel Eric's stupid smirk without seeing it.
"Stop enjoying this." I growled causing a chuckle to fall from his lips.
"Sheriffs, it's great to see you, unfortunately I wish it could be under better circumstances. You all have been gathered here because as you know your state has managed to gain the attention of the authority, and I can tell you they aren't happy. You were put in a position to keep order, lay low, push the movement along, so please someone tell me why it's a goddamn circus out here?" The guy who I now know as the magister yelled.
I could feel Eric tense beside me, his arm getting a little tighter around me.
I could tell the magister was in a significant position of power even without Eric telling me so.
"Sir it's the newborns, they're insatiable, unsupervised." One vamp spoke up.
"And who's fault is that, isn't it your job to handle problem vampires?"
"You wish us to kill our own’s progeny's?" Another quipped.
"Do you dare defy my order?" The magister threatened.
"No sir."
I was taking in all the new information.
It seemed that new vampires were being made, "progeny's" and being left unsupervised after their creation.
It was not only reckless, it was cruel.
"Well maybe the humans have it coming, all they've ever done is hunt us down and lynch us." A vampire beside us spoke.
I glance at him.
He was tall, not as tall as Eric but tall none the less.
He clearly thought he was holier then thou.
I guess he hadn’t come face to face with hunters yet.
"I mean we do kind of deserve it." Eric spoke, surprising me a great deal.
I didn't think he was capable of any compassion towards what he calls “breathers.”
"Wow I can't believe my ears, Eric Northman, the ruthless viking prince suddenly gets himself a human bitch and now he's mr. mainstream?" The vampire spoke turning and taking a step towards us.
Eric let out a warning growl.
"I would watch your next words sheriff, I’m not known for my patience." Eric said baring his fangs.
His hold on me got tighter, if that were possible, I was already trapped against his body as it was.
I could feel the tensions rising as both vampires hissed at each other.
I took my hand squeezing Eric's.
I was surprised when I felt him calm slightly.
It was a simple gesture that always worked for Dean, and seemingly Eric too.
It was a little way of wordlessly saying “I’m here, I got you.”
"ENOUGH both of you! Eric’s right, we all knew coming out of the coffin there would be risks involved, if you can't keep order the authority will come and eradicate your regions."
Eradicate?
As in kill them all?
I was all for killing vampires, but that seems a little excessive.
I worried for Eric.
Wait.
What the fuck am I saying?
I don't worry about vampires.
Vampires are nothing but killing machines.
They don’t have feelings.
Or do they?
I don’t know what I believed anymore in this moment.
"With all due respect magister this is complete bullshit." the previous vampire spoke again.
I could see the magister getting visibly angry.
"We are apex predators, the top of the food chain, and you expect us to just lay down and take it from a bunch of blood bags?" He continued.
I could feel myself getting heated at his words.
He was the epitome of the vampires we killed.
No regard for human life whatsoever.
"We don’t take it, we learn to control ourselves there’s a difference." The magister corrects.
He was all about pushing the mainstreaming movement along, that much was clear, but he could care less about humans as long as all killings and feedings were done in secrecy and done so as not to draw too much attention.
He was just another two faced authoritarian, pushing something he could care less about.
"You and the authority are out of your goddamn minds if you think..." He started.
In an instant the magister zipped over to him, producing a wooden stake before driving it straight through the vampires heart. The vampire exploded sending guts flying everywhere.
Eric quickly turned us around so I wasn’t hit by the debris but he was.
I let out a shaking breath as blood splattered the side of his face.
I didn’t think I would be getting this close to vampire politics tonight.
I was officially over it.
Eric looked in my eyes as if assuring me everything was alright.
The magister wiped some vampire guts from his suit before turning back to everyone.
“I think we’ve all learned our lesson yes?”
No one dared to speak so the magister continued.
“You,” he said pointing at one vampire, “clean up this mess’ and you,” he said now turning to Eric who was cleaning the blood from his face, “glamor your human and then come with me.”
Eric turned to me giving me a look, guess now it was time to put on an act.
How does one even act glamoured? A mindless zombie I guessed.
He stared at me with that glazed look in his eyes, the same one from the bar. He also had something else in there, but I couldn’t quite pinpoint what it was; mischief maybe?
Next came his enchanting voice.
“y/n.”
“Yes.” I spoke quietly as if I was under his spell.
“Nothing happened here tonight, you don’t remember any other vampires being here, you don’t remember anything that was said, do you understand?” Eric ordered.
“Nothing happened here.” I repeated.
“Good…” Eric smirked pompously. “Now kiss me and wait in the car like the good little breather you are.”
I felt my insides boiling.
What the hell was he doing?
He knew I couldn’t say no to him.
It was either that or blow my cover to the magister.
I trusted my skills but not enough to take out an ancient vampire with a simple silver dagger, not while so many others were around.
I realized I was already taking too much time to think. If I didn’t act soon it was over, I was made.
I glared at Eric with furious eyes before leaning in.
He grabbed the back of my neck joining our lips.
I kissed him back with much reserve but he didn’t seem to notice.
He however kissed me gently to my surprise.
In fact he was kind of good at kissing.
What the fuck?
Shut up brain!
This was a vampire for fucks sake!
I willed the moment to be over but Eric was taking his sweet time tasting my mouth.
As we were kissing I tasted something metallic on my tongue.
I knew that taste.
Blood.
I swear if he bit me, I don’t care who’s watching I’ll kill him.
I was confused when Eric pulled away and it wasn’t my lip that was bleeding but his own.
It was his blood?
I quickly turned around walking back to his car as instructed.
I was trying to soak in all the information.
At least now we knew what we were up against.
A bunch of unsupervised baby vamps.
Great.
Eric came back moments later getting in the car. I held my breath until we were far enough away from the field before speaking my thoughts.
“I don’t understand, why are there unsupervised baby vampires allowed to run amok, they need to be taught, isn’t that a little cruel, illegal?”
“It’s unfortunate not every vampire has such a responsible maker.” Eric answered.
“And your maker?” I wondered.
I heard the vampire call Eric a viking prince, I wondered just how he came to be what he was now.
He hesitated a moment before he spoke.
“Godric, he’s gone, he saved me from dying on a battlefield.”
I scoffed a little catching his attention but kept my comment to myself, further annoying Eric.
“Go ahead, say what you want to say.” Eric pushed.
“I don’t know how he saved you, making you crave blood to survive, making you a slave to the night, making you practically immortal, I mean that has to be really lonely, eventually everyone you know will be gone and then it’ll just be you.” I said glancing at him.
“It’s a good thing I don’t care for mortals then.”
“I don’t believe that.” I quipped.
“And I don’t believe you actually hate vampires, I saw how you reacted when the magister spoke of the authority eradicating our regions.” Eric pushed back.
“About that, can they actually do that?” I asked.
If vampires had enough power to eradicate entire regions I think we had bigger problems to worry about then a bunch of baby vamps.
“Yes, they can and they will if the problem isn’t solved.” Eric said slowly pulling back in the motel parking lot.
“So what do we do about it so that doesn’t happen?” I asked turning my body towards him.
“We?”
“Just shut up, and tell me!” I said rolling my eyes at him again.
“I guess the only thing we can do, go on a hunting trip. If we can’t control them we have to eradicate them.” Eric said.
“Alright we’ll be ready then.”
“You and your dog can meet me at fangtasia tomorrow night, sunset, we’ll formulate a plan from there.” Eric nodded.
“Sunset.” I confirmed turning to get out of the car.
“Oh Eric, one more thing.” I said turning back around.
Before he could realize what was happening I balled my fist, sending it flying in to his nose. I heard a satisfying crunch as it connected.
“ If you ever trick me into kissing you again, I’ll kill you myself. I’ll see you tomorrow.” I smirked getting out of the car.
“You broke my nose!” Eric yelled out the window.
“Eh your a vampire, you’ll heal.” I shrugged, glancing once more at him.
“I know I’m a vampire but it doesn’t make it hurt any less.” He growled pushing his nose back in to position.
“Goodnight Eric.” I called one final time.
Eric rolled his eyes before peeling out of the parking lot, the sound getting Dean’s attention. He flung open the door pulling me to his chest. He inspected my body for any signs of injury but found none.
“Dean it’s okay, I’m okay.” I said placing a hand on his cheek.
I took him inside telling him everything that happened.
Well almost everything.
I left out the kissing part.
It would just further cause problems between the two, and besides I handled it.
He groaned when I told him we’d be seeing Eric tomorrow night.
He didn’t want to work with him but he agreed with me, that if we didn’t take care of this little problem we’d have a much bigger problem on our hands, i.e. an authority of ancient vampires that could eradicate entire populations.
“It’s nearly dawn, we should get some sleep.” Dean said stroking a hand through my hair.
I looked at Dean’s face, he had a slight crease in his forehead that only showed up when he was worrying about something.
“Dean what is it?” I asked.
“Who’s to say we don’t help him and then he turns right around and tries to kills us? I don’t want you caught in the crossfire.” Dean says sincerely.
“I know your worried but I don’t think he’ll try anything, he needs our help, besides he had every opportunity to kill me tonight, but he didn’t. Instead he gave us some pretty valuable information, which I’m suspecting he could get staked for if someone found out.” I said my mind traveling to the blonde haired vampire.
I had no idea why he was on my mind right now.
“Are you concerned for him?” Dean asked a look of jealousy and disgust on his face.
When I didn’t answer immediately, Dean continued.
“He’s a killer y/n, a leech, you can’t seriously be worrying about him?” Dean growled.
“I’m not.” I told a half lie.
“What is it then?” Dean pushed.
“It’s just everything might not be as black and white as we think that’s all.” I said trying to carefully chose my words.
“I mean they drink human blood to survive how is there any grey area in that?” Dean retorted.
“Some of them didn’t ask for this life, you know they thought they were being saved..” I trailed off thinking of the story Eric told me of his creation.
“It doesn’t change what they are.” Dean said.
I shrugged my shoulders. I guess he was right. At the end of the day they would still be feeding on humans to survive.
We were prey to them.
“I think we should get some sleep.” I said leaning up and pecking his lips quickly.
Dean was not satisfied with how we ended things but he didn’t push further to which I was thankful. Instead he pulled me in closer so my head was laying on his chest.
I felt the exhaustion starting to take a toll on my body, and the darkness starting to envelop me.
I reached my hand up to touch Dean but was surprised to feel the space empty.
Suddenly fingers were hooked in to my sleep shorts pulling them slowly down my legs. I groaned as lips kissed tenderly up my thigh, making my core burn with pleasure. I cast my eyes downward, meeting a pair of green ones.
“Dean.” I moaned as his head dipped down, his breath fanning over my center.
I didn’t know how Dean slipped down there without me noticing but right now I didn’t care.
Instead of devouring me like I wanted, his lips trailed back down to my thigh.
I could feel my blood pumping with need and desire.
“Beg me for it.” Dean commanded.
Didn’t need to tell me twice.
“Oh god please Dean.” I begged running my hands through his hair.
Suddenly I felt a sharp pain in my thigh.
I gasped looking down but instead of Dean, Eric was there with extended fangs, licking blood off his lips
What the fuck is going on?
Am I dreaming?
I’ve got to be dreaming.
A million questions surged through my head.
How?
When?
Why?
“Eric?” I blushed trying to hide my body from him.
“The femoral artery, like the jugular if pierced wrong can cause you to bleed out in mere minutes.” Eric said licking my thigh.
I looked down realizing blood was seeping out from too little pin pricks. I could feel my heart start to race but it wasn’t from fear… rather excitement.
What was wrong with me?
Was I turned on by this?
“It is indeed the best place to draw blood, so pleasurable and not just for me.” Eric said dipping his head back down, sinking his fangs in to my thigh.
I threw my head back with a moan as Eric drank my blood. His long fingers trailed up my thigh, dipping in to my folds that were already slick with arousal.
Oh god this was so wrong.
But it felt so good I didn’t want to stop.
But Dean?
Fuck!
As I was about to push Eric away, I felt lips against my neck, a hand trailing down my shirt to play with my hardened nipples.
I sat up a little seeing Dean now behind me.
Okay now I know I am in fact dreaming. These two can’t even be in the same room together, let alone take turns pleasuring me.
Eric removed his fangs and started to devour my core, his tongue working expertly up and down my folds.
“Oh god.” I moaned, biting my lip.
Dean trailed his fingers down further and started rubbing circles on my bundle of nerves, making my body writhe with pleasure.
“Mmm such a good girl, wouldn’t you agree Eric?” Dean whispered with a husky tone that made my legs shake.
"Mmm, the best girl.” Eric said removing his mouth from my folds momentarily before diving back in.
I felt the coil in my stomach winding tighter and tighter, begging to spring free. The sensation of Eric devouring me with his mouth while Dean worked me with his fingers was too much to bare. I was so close and then….
I sprang up, gasping for air.
The room was still dark, however sunlight started filtering through the curtains.
I guessed it was just after sunrise.
I looked to my left seeing Dean sound asleep. Eric was nowhere to be found.
“Of course not dummy, he’s dead during the day” my brain screamed at me.
I wiped the sweat from my forehead trying to calm my racing heart.
Why in the fuck would I dream of Eric pleasuring me?
Dean makes sense but Eric?
Eric?
A thousand year old vampire?
What the fuck was wrong with me!?
The worst part is he bit me, he bit me and I enjoyed it.
I deduced I was in need of some serious therapy and counseling.
I took a few deep breaths before laying back down next to Dean. I tossed and turned for what felt like hours before finally succumbing to pure exhaustion.
I woke up to a hand running through my hair. I was hesitant to open my eyes, my dream still at the forefront of my mind.
I was relieved when all I saw was Dean.
“It’s almost sunset.” Dean said placing a soft kiss to my forehead.
I groaned in response causing Dean to laugh.
“I’m not looking forward to this either.” Dean said getting out of the bed and heading towards the bathroom.
I sat up stretching my limbs. I was dreading having to face Eric after the impure dream I had about him.
I was still struggling to understand why I was dreaming about him in that way. I mean sure he was attractive, but he was a monster and I was the one who hunted him.
I didn’t realize how long I sat there in my head until Dean was coming out of the bathroom freshly showered.
I quickly collected myself so I didn't look like a mess.
Dean could NOT find out about this.
I rushed in to the bathroom turning on the cold water. I splashed my face a couple times trying to calm my shaking hands.
Fuck.
Get it together.
I stepped out getting dressed for the night. Dean was already ready to go, reloading uv bullets in both guns.
“Sam?” I asked lacing my boots.
“He’s keeping the police off our backs for now, he’ll meet up with us later.” Dean said tossing me my weapon.
I grabbed some colloidal sliver as well as a couple silver daggers.
“Alright, let’s do this.” I sighed.
Dean grabbed my hand pulling me to his chest.
“If shit goes down, you get out, and I’ll come find you.” Dean said placing a gentle hand on my cheek.
“You and I both know that isn’t happening, we’re in this together, until the end.” I said looking deeply in his eyes.
Dean leaned down capturing my lips in a passionate kiss.
I wished desperately we could just stay in this moment but that was a fairytale and our lives were anything but. It was more like a constant nightmare if you asked me.
Dean pulled away giving me a silent nod.
It didn’t take us long until we were sat in the fangtasia parking lot.
“If he tries anything, I will kill him.” Dean said pulling the safety off his gun.
“I know you will, you’ve only been chomping at the bullet to since we’ve met him.” I said mimicking his actions.
Dean shrugged knowing I wasn’t wrong. I saw the blonde lady from before opening the door. I guess that was our invitation to go in. I tucked away my gun, climbing out of the impala.
“Oh great they’re back.” The blonde lady spat sarcastically.
“It’s nice to see you again too.” I bit back.
“Pam, play nice now, these humans are here to help us.”
I gulped as soon as I heard his voice.
My mind flooded with the images of him tucked between my legs, my blood dripping off his fangs.
Dean must’ve noticed my unease. He put a hand on the small of my back giving me a reassuring pat.
I pushed past the blonde lady, Pam I now knew was her name, and I walked in to the empty bar. It sure looked a lot different with the lights on. Eric once again was sitting on his ridiculous throne. He smirked at me as soon as our eyes connected.
Dean was quick to catch up with me.
He stood so his shoulder was slightly blocking me from Eric.
“So what’s the plan?” Dean growled.
“Oh no formal introductions, straight to the point huh.” Eric taunted looking at me.
“Eric please, save the jokes, let’s get this over with.” I sighed.
“I for one had a great time last night.” Eric smirked.
I glared at him, silently telling him to shut up.
Dean didn't know about the kiss, and if he found out now, he'd kill Eric and then maybe me.
“Well except for that little part where you broke my nose.” He said.
As he said this the blonde lady flashed her fangs at me. Dean immediately shifted pulling his gun and aiming it at Pam.
“Pam stand down.” Eric commanded.
Pam was protective of him, that was abundantly clear.
I was starting to put the pieces together.
Pam was his progeny.
He created her just as Godric created him.
Dean slowly lowered his gun once there was no threat to me anymore. He gave me a incredulous look as I hadn’t told him that part of the story.
“It looks to me you healed just fine, now please let’s get on with it.” I sassed him.
“As you wish, follow me.” Eric said standing from the throne.
“Where?” Dean quickly ordered.
“What you don’t trust me?” Eric taunted him.
“I don’t trust bloodsuckers no.” Dean retorted.
“Ha, I could snap you in half in just a matter of seconds” Eric threatened.
“I’d really like to see you try, give me a reason to fry you.” Dean growled cocking his gun.
Ugh these two were incorrigible.
“Ok enough of the dick swinging contest are we doing this or not?” I asked rolling my eyes at the men.
I could see Pam for once in agreement with me.
I gestured for Eric to show us what he wanted to. He walked down a hallway leading us to a stairwell.
“Is this your dungeon or something?” I joked.
“Yes.” Eric answered seriously.
Oh you’ve got to be kidding me.
“You first.” Dean growled not trusting Eric to go behind him.
“Guests first, I insist.” Eric said opening the door.
“Seriously?” I groaned, pushing past both men, and starting to walk down the steps.
I heard footsteps following behind me, they weren’t heavy like Dean’s so I knew they were Eric’s. He was close behind me.
I felt a chill run down my spine the closer he got.
“So, tell me y/n have any good dreams lately?” Eric whispered in my ear.
I about lost my footing, as my face went pale.
He knew?
How the fuck did he know that?
I quickly pulled myself together, I wouldn’t let him get under my skin.
“Yes in fact, Dean was in all of them.” I bit back.
“I bet he was.” Eric smirked.
I could hear some low growling sounds as we got to the bottom of the stairs.
He wasn’t kidding it really was a dungeon down here.
I felt Dean once again at my side.
Eric disappeared for a moment pulling a lever.
I heard the growling get louder, a vampire descended from the ceiling suspended by silver chains.
He thrashed around trying to break free, the silver burning his skin as he did so.
“I found this one feeding on a human right outside my bar, he’s new, not yet a month old.” Eric said.
“A newborn, I’m guessing his maker is nowhere to be found.” I said eyeing up the vamp.
He looked weak, I would guess he’d been down here for a few days, starved of blood.”
“Oh on the contraire, his maker is very much around, in fact he’s responsible for the surge of newborns, that’s where we need to go.” Eric said.
“How do you know that?” I asked him.
“We’ve been spending a lot of quality time together lately.” Eric joked.
“Where’s his maker?” Dean asked.
“Only thing I can’t get out of him. What do you think she’s for?” Eric asked nodding at me.
Dean was quick to put an arm out in front of me.
Before Dean could protest Eric spoke.
“Tell me guard dog do you know her blood type?” Eric asked Dean.
“AB Negative.” Dean answered quickly.
I was a little shocked that he knew that, but I guess I had to be given blood a time or two since we started hunting.
“Yes, the rarest of all blood types, a delicious treat for a vampire, a treat that is very very hard to resist.” Eric answered.
Oh great so basically I was crack for vampires.
“I’m not giving any of my blood.” I growled.
“Oh you won’t have to.” Eric said stepping closer to me. “Just your scent alone will drive him mad.” Eric added inhaling.
“Fine.” I said rolling my eyes.
“If it even moves an inch, I’m shooting.” Dean says taking aim at the newborn vampire.
I took a few steps closer to the still thrashing vampire.
Eric was right, as soon as I was within distance, his fangs popped, his neck craned to hiss at me.
“I don’t think you want to do that.” I warned.
He hissed again in response.
“See that gun, it’s loaded with uv administering bullets, it’ll feel like the sun is invading every part of your body, it will be a most unpleasant sensation.” I explained.
Dean aimed the gun a little higher, waiting for the vampire to make a wrong move.
“Don’t make him have to use it, all you have to do is tell us where your maker resides, and all this can go away.”
“Fuck all of you.” The vampire spat.
“Why are you protecting him?” I asked circling him.
“He’s my master.” He answered.
“Well he clearly doesn’t care about you, he left you to fend for yourself.” I pushed.
“He released you?” Eric questioned coming closer to me.
“Yes.” The vampire answered.
“You are no longer his problem then.” Eric said.
“You have no loyalty to him.” I added.
“Shut up all of you please.” The vampire cried out.
Eric and I were trying to break him down, and it was working.
“He wouldn’t care if we killed you right here right now, in fact he wouldn’t even think twice about it.” Eric pushed farther.
“In fact he’ll probably just make another to take your place, it’ll be like you never existed.” I said.
“I think we’ll go ahead and do just that.” Eric said popping out his fangs.
“Alright stop, please I’ll tell you, just don’t kill me”.
Eric gave me a satisfied look before going in the newborn’s face.
“Where is he?” Eric growled.
“He’s got a whole nest next to the old cemetery, he’s stashing humans there to feed us. Please now let me go, I did what you wanted.” He begged.
“You’ve been a great help.” Eric said putting his hand through the newborns chest producing his heart.
I could see betrayal flash on the newborns features as blood seeped from his mouth.
I turned away as Eric crushed his heart in his hand, causing the newborn to explode in to pieces.
“Was that necessary?” I asked kicking a chunk of vampire guts away from me.
“Yes, he broke the law so he must suffer the true death. It was either this or let your boyfriend fry him from the inside, I gave him a quick way out.” Eric said.
I took a deep breath, I needed to get out of here, the smell of vampire guts was starting to make me sick. I ran up the stairs, hearing both men trailing behind me.
“You mortals have such weak stomach’s.” Eric said going behind the bar.
He quickly produced a glass of water for me. I took it gratefully, choosing to ignore his comment.
“I need to go call Sam.” Dean said.
“I’ll be fine, go ahead.” I nodded.
“It’s not you I don’t trust.” Dean said glaring at Eric.
“If I wanted to kill either of you I would’ve done it by now.” Eric shrugs.
“Yeah well I’m still debating about killing you.” Dean said.
“For once we agree on something.” Eric retorted.
“For the love of god both of you stop acting like children!” I said slamming my hand down on the bar top.
I walked to the other side of the bar taking a seat in an empty booth. I was tired of the back and forth. Dean gave me a apologetic look before stepping out to call Sam.
I rolled my eyes as Eric joined me in the booth.
“What do you want now?” I groaned.
“Quite a temper he’s got on him.” Eric said.
“I can see you got your own guard dog.” I said nodding my head towards Pam who looked like she wanted to rip my head off for even daring to breathe the same air as her maker.
“Yes Pam, she’s my..” He started.
“Your progeny.” I cut him off.
“How did you know that?”
“I’m not completely dim Eric, I put the pieces together. I saw how you looked when talking about your maker, it’s the same way Pam looks at you.” I shrugged.
“Jealous?” Eric smirked.
“Did you save her too?” I asked ignoring his comment.
“Yes in fact I did. I didn’t set out to create Pam, but if I didn’t turn her she was going to die, and Pam had a hard life, I thought she deserved a little good.” Eric spoke tenderly.
“I guess you didn’t leave her at least.” I said.
“I never would, I made her this way, it’s my responsibility to look out for her, teach her, just as Godric did me.” Eric said.
“Hmm so you can insightful, good to know.” I said offering him a nod.
“You never answered my question earlier, any good dreams lately?” Eric smirked.
I rolled my eyes at his teasing.
“I guess you’ll never know.” I shrugged.
“I have a feeling your boyfriend doesn’t know either.” Eric pushed.
“Okay I’m debating on killing you now.” I said annoyed.
“It’s okay if you did dream of me, I mean it is a side effect of taking my blood after all.” Eric said nonchalantly leaning back in the seat.
I spit out the water I was drinking as the words left his lips.
“Wait what?”
I don’t remember taking his blood.
I remembered then the kiss, when I pulled away Eric had blood on his lip.
“You see when we kissed, I accidentally cut my lip on my fang and you drank some of my blood. It was what allowed you to break my nose, it gave you a boost of strength. Unfortunately it does come with a few side effects.” Eric explained.
Accidentally?
I somehow didn’t believe that.
“You mean when you forced me to kiss you.” I growled.
“Ah yes forgot about that little detail.”
“Yeah what else did you forget to tell me?” I asked balling my fists.
“You see now that you have my blood inside you, I’ll be able to locate you quickly, and I can feel the things you feel. In return your innately more attracted to me, dreaming of me. You and I are bonded now.” Eric explained.
I suddenly felt very violated.
“I didn’t want that, I didn’t want any of this.” I bit.
Eric chuckled and leaned in close.
“Oh come on you’re not fooling anyone.” He whispered.
I could feel my heartbeat uptick just from his proximity to me. I couldn’t control it, it was as if it completely shut my brain out and was thinking on its own.
“I don’t want anything to do with you, in fact I can’t wait for this whole thing to be over so I never have to see you again.” I growled.
“I think you’re forgetting I feel what you feel, I know that’s a lie.” Eric said sliding a little closer.
“It’s not.” I defended.
“I know you want me.” Eric said placing one of his large hands on my thigh.
I sucked in a sharp breath trying to calm myself.
“You want me just as much as I want you.” Eric added trailing his hand upwards.
I quickly jumped up causing his hand to fall.
“Sorry you’re dead wrong I love Dean.” I growled walking away from him.
I was relieved when Dean came back. I quickly walked over to him wrapping my arms around him. He was surprised for a minute but hugged me back.
I can’t believe I admitted my love for Dean, to Eric of all people.
I seriously needed some therapy now.
“Sam’s going to meet us there.” Dean said.
I nodded my head.
“Let us get a few things and we’ll meet you there.” I nodded to Eric. 
“No chance, I’m coming with you. I don’t trust you mortals either.” Eric said grabbing his jacket.
I guess that was fair.
“Eric, I’m coming with you.” Pam spoke.
“No Pam, I need you to stay here and handle opening. I’ll be fine don’t worry about me.” Eric said walking over to her and placing a kiss on her forehead.
Pam gave me a look, one that said if he gets hurt you’re dead.
I gave her a silent nod that it would be fine. I wouldn’t let Dean kill him.
I might still kill him, but Dean won’t.
Eric followed us back to the impala.
I opened the trunk where we stored all our weapons, or most of them at least. I grabbed a silencer putting it on the end of my pistol, the last thing we needed was to attract more attention.
I grabbed some silver chains as well as some silver bullets in case we ran out of the uv ones. I grabbed a wooden stake, before turning back around.
“Really?” Eric asked rolling his eyes.
“I would stay out of the crossfire if I was you.” I threatened.
Dean smirked as he shut the trunk.
Eric zipped to the old cemetery while Dean and I drove. I could see headlights at the entrance belonging to Sam.
It was eerily quiet.
Eric led the way as Sam, Dean and I aimed our guns, taking in our surroundings.
We walked a few steps seeing and hearing nothing.
“I don’t think anyone’s here.” Sam said.
Of course as he said that, a newborn came out of the dark and lunged towards my neck.
Eric was faster and caught the newborn by the neck while Dean shot a bullet through it’s chest. It immediately sank to the ground in agonizing pain as the uv bullet pulsed in its chest.
As if on queue we were surrounded by insatiable newborns, all looking for one thing, our blood.
I took a deep breath.
“Dog, keep her close, her smell will drive them mad.” Eric said pushing me closer to Dean.
Dean gave Eric an almost silent thank you.
It was as if they were suddenly given a silent command to attack, the newborns rushed towards us fangs bared. I fired multiple rounds finding a different target each time.
I could feel my ears ringing from the gunshots as well as the wailing of newborns who were being fried by the uv bullets.
I stumbled crashing in to Eric.
He caught me quickly standing me up on my feet.
I ran out of bullets shortly after, having to resort to the stake and silver daggers. I was wrestling with a particularly strong vampire, my silver dagger doing little to deter it’s advances. I lost my footing falling to the ground with the vampire. I held an arm to it’s throat keeping it’s fangs away from my face.
It was getting harder and harder to hold it back. I suddenly felt blood splatter on my face as a wooden stake stuck out of the vampires chest.
“Oh fuck.” I heard the vampire groan before exploding.
Dean quickly picked me up brushing me off.
“Dean watch out.” I called.
A vampire was approaching him quickly.
But this one wasn’t a newborn.
It moved far better, it was more experienced.
It was the maker we had been looking for.
And it was coming straight for Dean.
I didn’t know what I was doing until I was already moving.
I quickly shoved Dean out of harm’s way.
 I felt a hand go around my neck and teeth sink in to my flesh.. and then I felt nothing.
Dean
“Dean watch out.” I heard her voice call.
Before I had time to react I was being shoved to the side. I looked up to see a vampire grab her by the neck and sink his teeth in to her throat.
“No!” I screamed, grabbing my gun and firing six or seven silver bullets in to it’s chest.
Eric noticed the commotion and ran up behind the vampire pulling it’s heart out ultimately ending it.
I quickly ran over as y/n slumped to the ground, her hand going up to try and cauterize her wound. I quickly replaced her hand with my own, putting as much pressure as I could to stop the bleeding. I felt the tears already welling up in my eyes as the blood gushed from her neck despite the pressure I applied.
“Dean.” I heard her gasp, her eyes filling with tears.
I was soon joined by Sam.
“Dean, her jugular is severed, what do we do.” Sam panicked.
I didn’t know what to do.
She was losing too much blood too fast.
I let out a sob running my other hand down her cheek.
“It’s okay baby don’t worry, you’re going to be okay.” I sobbed kissing her forehead.
“Dean it’s okay I’m not afraid.”
How could she say it’s okay.
Nothing is okay!
“It’s not okay, please just hang on.” I cried.
“Dean, I’m in the arms of my first love, I’m with the only man I’ve ever loved, I’m okay.” I could hear her choke barely getting it out.
She loved me?
It was the words I had been longing to hear for years, but not now.
“I love you too, I love you so much which is why you can’t leave me.” I begged.
I looked over seeing Sam now crying too.
I looked back to her face, noticing it go paler and paler.
My hand was doing little to stop the massive blood loss.
Her eyes slowly fluttered shut as she lost consciousness.
She was dying.
My love, my world, dying in my arms.
I couldn’t let that happen.
I wouldn’t.
I gently laid her down, grabbing my gun.
I pointed it at Eric who was standing there just watching with furrowed brows.
He acted like he was hurt by the situation, like he cared about her.
“Change her.” I growled.
“Dean, you can’t.” Sam said as he started standing up.
“Sit the fuck down Sam.” I screamed at him.
I turned back around to Eric who still hasn’t moved.
“I said fucking change her, now.” I hissed.
He made no movements.
I fired a single silver bullet right in to his shoulder making him hiss in pain.
“I’m not asking again fucking do it.” I screamed.
“I don’t think you know what you’re asking for.” Eric said.
“I don’t care, I’m not losing her, do it.” I said.
I wasn’t thinking straight, all I could think about was that I didn’t want to live without her.
“I don’t even know if it’ll work.” Eric growled getting closer.
“Try, you fucking owe us that much.” I growled.
Eric gave me one last look before sinking his fangs in her neck wound, completely draining her of blood.
I sank to my knees as he bit his wrist forcing it in her mouth.
“I need you to start digging a hole big enough for the both of us.” He said once her heartbeat stopped.
“Why?” Sam asked.
“It’s either that or she dies from sunlight exposure.” He growled dripping more blood in to her mouth.
“Sam go.” I growled.
“Dean you can’t be serious with this?” Sam protested.
“Goddamnit Sam go.” I yelled.
He gave me one last look before running off to dig a hole. Eric finally yanked his wrist away going to help Sam dig. I crawled over to her now lifeless body.
“I’m so sorry baby, this is all my fault.” I sobbed on her chest, not caring that I was getting covered in her blood.
I didn’t protect her.
I should’ve protected her.
It should’ve been me.
“Alright move.” Eric growled pushing me off of her.
I grabbed my gun pointing it at him. I wanted nothing more than to kill him right then and there, but if this worked, she would need him.
He lifted her carefully in his arms jumping down in the hole that was dug. He gently laid her down, before laying down himself and cuddling her body to his chest.
I couldn’t stand the sight,
“Now cover us up. No sunlight can seep through or we’ll both die.” He growled.
“How will I know if it worked?” I said utterly defeated.
“If she wakes up tomorrow night, you’ll know.” Eric said.
I grabbed a shovel dumping dirt over them.
I couldn’t stop the tears from falling as I buried her.
Once I was sure she was far enough underground I collapsed as my body racked with sobs.
“Dean what did you do?” Sam questions sitting down beside me.
“I don’t know Sam, I couldn’t let her go.” I cried.
“It would’ve been better than this, Dean she wouldn’t want this.” Sam said.
I felt rage cloud over my eyes. I turned around shoving Sam.
“It wouldn’t have been better how can you say that?” I seethed.
“Dean I loved her too.” He started.
“No you didn’t, not like I did.” I whispered.
“So what you’re just going to wait here until tomorrow night?” He scoffed.
“If I have too.” I snapped.
I didn’t care what it took.
I was going to see her again.
“I’m sorry Dean but I can’t be part of this, I won’t.” Sam said.
I didn’t answer him.
If he didn’t want to be apart of this then he can go.
“Dean?” Sam pushed again as if he was going to change my mind.
When I didn’t answer him for the second time he finally left.
I brought my knees to my chest laying down beside the pile of dirt that contained her. I felt as if I died right along with her.
Reader
Am I dead?
Is this what death is like?
A permanent darkness?
I felt something cold and heavy on my body.
Where was I?
I can’t remember anything.
I felt something stir beside me alerting all of my senses.
I tried to move my hand and realized I was surrounded by dirt.
Was I buried alive?
What was going on?
I was panicking now.
I quickly started digging trying to free myself.
I was suddenly being ripped from the dirt by a strong hand.
Moonlight flooded my eyes as I took a sharp breath in.
It however provided no relief to my burning throat.
“It’s okay, everything is okay.” I quickly flipped around seeing a tall blonde.
I felt my memories come back like a flash flood.
Eric. Dean. Vampires. Death.
I died.
But I was still here.
That’s impossible.
Unless….
“I’m a..” I started too stunned to speak.
“A vampire.” Eric finished.
I looked at him, suddenly feeling a pull towards him, an unexplainable urge to protect and care for him.
I realized then that he was my maker.
He did this to me.
“I don’t understand.” I said grabbing my throat that was still burning.
“I saved you, you were dying and I saved you.” Eric said taking a step closer.
I found that my vampire self didn’t want him to step away, I wanted him to take me in his arms and tell me everything was going to be okay.
“I’m so..”
“Thirsty, I know, I’m going to take care of you.” Eric said.
Thirsty.
For blood.
I craved blood.
It made me sick, but I needed it.
Eric was about to take me away when a voice caught my attention.
“y/n?”
Dean
I laid by the freshly dug grave until I could see the sun starting to set.
If this worked she’d be up soon.
Please god let it work.
I sat up when I heard something stirring.
Eric arose out of the grave, eyes clouding with fury when he saw me standing there.
“You need to leave now.” He growled.
No fucking way.
“I’m not leaving.” I pushed back.
“Look she will be insatiable, and you’re covered in blood, so unless you want her to have your death on her conscience for eternity you’ll leave.” Eric said this time putting his hands on me and shoving me away from the grave.
“It worked?” I asked ignoring his request.
I couldn’t believe it worked.
“I need to see her.” I said, standing my ground.
“I need to feed her, so unless you want to become her meal you’ll leave. This is the last chance I’m offering you!” Eric growled.
I hesitantly backed up.
I didn’t want to torment her new senses.
I sighed before jogging off in to the tree line so I was out of sight.
I watched as Eric stuck his hand in the dirt pulling her out.
She still looked like herself, but everything was more defined now.
I felt my heart break as her eyes looked around terrified.
Oh god..
What did I do?
“It’s okay, everything is okay.” Eric assured her. 
Her face contorted with realization.
“I’m a..”
“A vampire.” Eric confirmed for her.
I could see her heartbreaking for just her face.
She didn’t want this.
I did this.
Oh god.
What did I do?
I felt the tears start to cloud my vision.
I was completely selfish.
Sam was right, she didn’t want this. But I wouldn’t listen.
“I’m going to take care of you.” I heard Eric say as he went to leave with her.
I couldn’t let him.
I stepped out of the tree line.
“y/n?”
She quickly whipped around in my direction. I saw her eyebrows contort in pain as she looked at me. Eric grabbed her hand bringing her to his side.
“It’s okay y/n, come here, I’ll help you.” I said taking a step closer.
She didn’t budge. Instead just stared at me with longing eyes.
I heard Eric chuckle making me growl.
“Remember that part where I said you had no idea what you were asking for?” Eric taunted.
“y/n come here.” I said again choosing to ignore him.
“Sorry, she only listens to me, she calls me daddy now.” Eric jabbed.
Guyssss we’ve officially gone over 500 followers which is crazy! Sooooo as a treat I am currently taking requests! I have two to complete but I am opening up for more! I will be continuing my two series but sometimes you have to change it up!
with that being saidddddd if you want to request please send me an ask with the number prompt you want to use, who you want it to be with (I will write for people other than Jensen and Dean) and most importantly if you want it rated r, angsty, happy, etc.
1. “to my defense, I didn’t know I was going to get so invested when we started this.”
2. “they keep calling me special, but what’s so special about me?”
3. “when is enough, enough?”
4. “what do you want if not me?”
5. “I can’t believe I ever wanted you.”
6. “I want you, and me, I want the front porch, I want it all.”
7. “if you wanted to have sex with me all you had to do was ask.”
8. “I would rather violently claw my eyes out than kiss you.”
9. “do I need to show you how it’s done?”
10. “just say the word and I’m yours.”
11. “say please and maybe I’ll consider.”
12. “look it could be worse, you could be the one bleeding out.”
13. “just don’t get too attached to me, okay?”
14. “why does the idea of someone genuinely loving you scare you so much?”
15. “what I did, you’re the one with literal blood on your hands!”
16. “I think we could make an exception.”
17. “listen to me very carefully, and this is as clear as I can make it. I. don’t. give. a. fuck.”
18. “nothing happened the way I wanted, now every corner of this house is haunted.”
19. “it’s like he never left, I feel him all around.”
20. “and then there was one.”
21. “I’ve been numb for as long as I can remember, but then you kissed me and for a second I thought I felt something again.”
22. “if you truly mean that, look me in the eyes and tell me.”
23. “come over here and make me.”
24. “is there a reason you’re laying naked in my bed?”
25. “just because I murdered someone doesn’t make me a bad guy.” “but it does make you a murderer!”
26. “your methods of seduction would be a lot more successful if I were even the least bit attracted to you.”
27. “maybe, you should use that mouth for something other than talking shit."
28. "do you want to take this off, or should I?"
29. "can't you feel how much I want you?"
30. "I could do this all day, definitely all night."
Guyssss we’ve officially gone over 500 followers which is crazy! Sooooo as a treat I am currently taking requests! I have two to complete but I am opening up for more! I will be continuing my two series but sometimes you have to change it up!
with that being saidddddd if you want to request please send me an ask with the number prompt you want to use, who you want it to be with (I will write for people other than Jensen and Dean) and most importantly if you want it rated r, angsty, happy, etc.
1. “to my defense, I didn’t know I was going to get so invested when we started this.”
2. “they keep calling me special, but what’s so special about me?”
3. “when is enough, enough?”
4. “what do you want if not me?”
5. “I can’t believe I ever wanted you.”
6. “I want you, and me, I want the front porch, I want it all.”
7. “if you wanted to have sex with me all you had to do was ask.”
8. “I would rather violently claw my eyes out than kiss you.”
9. “do I need to show you how it’s done?”
10. “just say the word and I’m yours.”
11. “say please and maybe I’ll consider.”
12. “look it could be worse, you could be the one bleeding out.”
13. “just don’t get too attached to me, okay?”
14. “why does the idea of someone genuinely loving you scare you so much?”
15. “what I did, you’re the one with literal blood on your hands!”
16. “I think we could make an exception.”
17. “listen to me very carefully, and this is as clear as I can make it. I. don’t. give. a. fuck.”
18. “nothing happened the way I wanted, now every corner of this house is haunted.”
19. “it’s like he never left, I feel him all around.”
20. “and then there was one.”
21. “I’ve been numb for as long as I can remember, but then you kissed me and for a second I thought I felt something again.”
22. “if you truly mean that, look me in the eyes and tell me.”
23. “come over here and make me.”
24. “is there a reason you’re laying naked in my bed?”
25. “just because I murdered someone doesn’t make me a bad guy.” “but it does make you a murderer!”
26. “your methods of seduction would be a lot more successful if I were even the least bit attracted to you.”
27. “maybe, you should use that mouth for something other than talking shit."
28. "do you want to take this off, or should I?"
29. "can't you feel how much I want you?"
30. "I could do this all day, definitely all night."
I simply cannot handle the emotional turmoil that supernatural causes me like the fact that Dean knows John is possessed because John was being nice to him!!!!! John was being supportive and understanding and that was an immediate red flag!!!! bc he never would’ve treated Dean with that level of empathy!!!! I’m going to throw up!!!
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