Lucky Number Seven

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[luckysevenwrites]

It made me think of you

Jungwoo and Y/n have been dating for two months now and things have been going great. Just some fluff of these two deeping their relationship

Skipping your way across your apartment to open the door you can’t stop the smile that spreads across your face. It’s been two months since you and Jungwoo have officially become a couple and you couldn’t be happier. Jungwoo and you just worked. It was easy to move from friends to a couple and it was just further proof to you that the two of you were meant to be. Pulling open the door you're greeted by Jungwoo’s soft smile. 

He steps into your apartment and closes the door behind him. Before he does anything else he leans into you and wraps one arm around your waist pulling you into him before placing his lips on yours. Your eyes close and you find yourself leaning into him. Your hands gripping his jacket. Jungwoo nips the bottom of your lip before moving away from you with a smirk on his face and eyes holding a playful glint. You love when Jungwoo is like this and hope that that look never goes away. 

“How was your day?” you ask him as you watch him remove his jacket and shoes before moving towards you. He places his hands on your hip and leans in for another kiss. This one is briefer than the first one but still amazing. 

“It was good. We got a lot done today. How was your day at the bakery.?” Jungwoo moves the two of you towards the living room. 

“Good kind of slow today but that’s okay with me. It gave me time to help Taeil’s girlfriend to look at places to open up another bakery.” It was something that you were excited about and if another bakery was opened you were already informed that you would be the one who would be running that one. It made you proud to know that Taeil’s girlfriend trusted you enough to run one of her bakery’s.

“That’s exciting! Did you find any places that the two of you liked?” Jungwoo sits down in your oversized chair and brings you down into his lap. You kick your legs over the arm of the chair and rest your head on his shoulder. Jungwoo immediately starts to play with your hair. 

“There are two places that we thought might be good. We’re going to look at them next week. One of them is close to your studio. I could be just a walk away from you if we like the place.” 

“You could just open up a bakery in our building then Taiel and I could come visit our girlfriends whenever we would like. We wouldn’t get any work done but we’d be happy.” Jungwoo teases you, you laugh at that and kiss his cheek.

“I think we’ll get a place close to the building not in it. I would hate for your managers to take back the no dating rule. Especially since it was just lifted.” 

“Good idea. I would not do well with having to see you in secret. By the way, I got you something.” Jungwoo tilts to the side and pulls out a small box from his back pocket.

“You got me something?” You smile up at him as you take the box from his hand. “What’s the occasion?”

Opening the box you see a set of combs with a beautiful flower design on them. You take them out to look at them better. They are beautiful and sparkle when the light hits them just right. 

“No occasion. I bought them because I saw them and thought that you would like them.” Your heart melts at that. Jungwoo is amazing and you honestly don’t know how you got as lucky as you did to find someone like him. 

“Crying in your dorm rooms is the best thing that I have ever done.” You state as you lean in to kiss Jungwoo. He smiles into the kiss before deeping it.

“Asking why you were in my place crying is the best thing I ever did.” Jungwoo tells you before kissing you again and you can’t disagree with him. While it was one of the worst days of your life. It also led you to Jungwoo and you’d go through that day again if it meant you got to have Jungwoo in your life.

[luckysevenwrites]

Is jungwoo next for the couple series? 🥺

Yes I plan on having him up next. I’ve just been in a bit of a writing slump.

[luckysevenwrites]

Moving back together

After over a month apart Y/n shows up outside of Jaehyun’s room. Jaehyun doesn’t know what to think. But he does know one thing you are the last person he expect to see standing outside his door. 

Little bit of agnst but we are moving towards happiness I promise. 

Laying in his bed with his arms behind his head and the music from his record player playing softly Jaehyun closed his eyes and wondered for what had to be the millionth time now what you were doing. He hadn’t seen you since the day he stopped by at the hospital. He wished he could say that things had gotten better since that day. That he started to move on, heal, or whatever people called it. But he hasn’t, he’s just been faking it and doing a poor job of it. Everyone around him knows that he’s miserable without you around and that he can barely be around the couples in the group. Maybe he should try going out on a date like Johnny suggested. 

It’s as he is thinking this over that there's a knock on his door. Groaning Jaehyun gets out of bed to answer the door. He’s sure it’s one of his members about to invite him somewhere. Before you they were fine with leaving him alone, after you they’ve all been worried and have been trying to get him to socialize more than they ever have before. With an excuse ready, Jaehyun opens the door and freezes in place. 

There you are standing in his doorway. You’re in your hospital uniform, eye’s red, and your bottom lip is trembling. Behind you is Yuta and Taeyong both look like they are ready to grab you and pull you out of there. All he would have to do is say the word and they would make you leave. They must be able to tell from the look on his face that he’s okay for now. Because as they walk away Yuta gives Jaehyun a call if you need us nod. Focusing his attention back on you, Jaehyun can see that you are barely hanging on. 

“Y/n what happened?”

“”I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I broke up with you and that I hurt you,” you start to cry, Jaehyun pulls you into him and wraps his arms around. He tries to comfort you and calm you down but you keep babbling on. “I just thought that if we weren’t together I wouldn’t cause any pain. I didn’t want to hurt you and I don’t want to be hurt either. I’m sorry. I’m so sorry.”

“Okay, okay just calm down and we can talk about this.” Jaehyun manages to move the two of you towards the bed. Once he’s seated you wrap yourself around him like you’re trying to fuse your body to his. Not sure what else to do Jaehyun just holds you and lets you continue to cry. Eventually you wear yourself out and fall asleep. Adjusting the two of you in his bed Jaehyun is able to lay down with you on top of him. 

“Don’t go,” you whisper while your arms tighten around him. 

“I’m not going anywhere,” Jaehyun tells you, unsure if you are even awake to hear him. 

Slowly coming to consciousness Jaehyun feels a weight on his chest, slowly opening his eyes he looks down and sees a mess of familiar hair. It wasn’t a dream you really did come to his place last night and cried your eyes out on his chest before falling asleep. Jaehyun doesn’t know what he should be thinking. He’s glad that you're here but with how upset you were last night it worries him. 

You start to stir and tilt your face up towards him. Your eyes are red still from crying and your face is puffy but Jaehyun still thinks you are one of the most beautiful people he has ever seen. He gives you a squeeze to let you know it’s okay. You study him, eyes guarded and he wonders if you're about to tell him to forget everything that happened and run out of the room. 

“Hi,” your voice cracks from sleep and all the crying you did. 

“Hi,” Jaehyun whispers back. “You okay?”

“No,” you tell him and Jaehyun is surprised that you gave him an honest answer. Usually you are one to keep your emotions close to your chest.

“Want to talk about it?” Jaehyun pushes. Your body goes rigid and he thinks this is it. This is where you run.

“Not really. But I told myself that I wasn’t going to run anymore.” Your eyes lock with Jaehyun’s and he holds his breath waiting for you to go on. “I lost a patient yesterday.”

“I’m sorry to hear that.” 

“Me too,” you sit up and Jaehyun follows you. He watches you as you look around his room. It hasn’t changed since you were last here. Except maybe it’s a little more messy. He hasn't really cared about keeping things clean since you left. 

“He was my favorite patient. I know we’re not supposed to have favorites or get attached but I did.” 

“Y/n I’m sorry that you lost a patient but I'm a little confused on what this has to do with us.” Jaehyun tells you. You look down at your lap then back up at him. Your eyes are brimming with tears and he wants to reach out and wipe them away but holds himself back.

“I promise there’s a point to me telling you this. Just give me a chance to explain it all to you.” Jaehyun nods for you to continue.

“As I was saying he was my favorite and I knew that he was dying. Everyone knew it, even him. The worst part was that he had a girlfriend and she was…is in love with him. My client and I are a lot alike. It’s probably why I liked him so much. He wanted to break up with her because he didn’t want her to be hurt by his death. He figured it was better to end things now while he was still alive and before she really started to fall for him.” 

You look over at Jaehyun and he knows what you are thinking. Because he’s thinking the same thing. This sounds familiar. You had pretty much told him the same thing that it was better to end things now before someone gets really hurt. The only difference is that neither of you are dying. 

“Anyway it didn’t work. Breaking up with her she wouldn’t accept it and continued to come see him and eventually they got back together. They had a month together after that.” Your eyes fill with tears again. This time Jaehyun does reach out and wipes away the few that are running down your face.

“When they got back together I asked why she was putting herself through this and do you know what she told me? She said that it doesn’t matter that he’s dying or thinks that breaking up with her will spare her feelings in the end. Because she already fell for him the moment she saw him. And do you know what he told me the night before he died?” Jaehyun shook his head, unable to speak as you cried your way through your story.

“He told me that his biggest mistake was wasting time trying to push the one he loved away instead of spending as much time with them as he could. That he wished he could have a few more hours with her and that I shouldn’t be afraid of hurting you. That I should be afraid of not having enough time with you.” 

By this point you're crying so hard Jaehyun almost doesn’t understand what you are saying. He pulls you into his lap and kisses the top of your head. You wrap your arms around him and cry into his neck trying to calm yourself down.

“I don’t want to wish I had more time with you,” you hiccup. “I’m sorry I pushed you away Jaehyun. Please say that I’m not too late.” 

“You’re not too late. I told you Y/n that I wasn’t giving up on you and I haven’t. I will always be here waiting for you.” Jaehyun tells you, you tighten your arms around him and kiss his neck. 

“I don’t deserve you.” you tell him.

“Yes I do. Just like you deserve me.” Jaehyun assures you and this time you don’t disagree with him. 

[luckysevenwrites]

You haven't posted in a while.. are you good? :(

Hi,

Yes I’m good. Thank you for reaching out! I’ve just been busy with moving and starting a new job. I’m hoping now that I’m settled to get back to posting!

[luckysevenwrites]

Why are you covered in neon paint?

Just some fluff between Y/n and Taeyong. They are settling into being a couple and enjoying life together.

Part of the long term couples series. 

Sitting on the couch in the living room Taeyong has his head propped up on the arm rest and scrolls through his phone as he waits for you to arrive. You’re finishing working on set for a music video and told him that you should be at his place at a decent hour. Which for you two is before nine at night. Taeyong was excited for you to arrive. He wanted to hear everything about your day on set. You’ve been a dance teacher for a while now but were just starting to branch out and this was the first time that you were going to be a dancer for a major group and he couldn’t wait to hear all about it. He can’t help but smile as he think about when you received the offer and how your face broke out into a huge smile and you couldn’t help but dance around the room before flinging yourself into his arms and excitedly telling him that you got the offer.  

Hearing the sound of a key and the lock turning, Taeyong rolls off the couch and hurries to greet you at the door. As you step through the door Taeyong’s eyes widen in surprise when he sees you. You smile widely at him as you shut the door behind you and toe off your shoes. Taeyong continues to watch you as he takes you in. He doesn’t know what to make of it. 

“Hi!” You cherp. “How was your day?” 

“Why are you covered in neon paint?” Taeyong  continues to look you up and down taking in the different colors of paint that cover your body. He couldn’t believe how you were acting like you coming to him covered in paint was an everyday occurrence. 

“Best not to ask. Also I can’t really say what the body paint was used for.” Stepping around him you make your way towards his room in search of some clean clothes. Taeyong follows behind you wanting to know the reason behind the paint and to make sure that you don’t get paint all over his things. 

“Y/n why don’t you just go right to the shower and I’ll bring you some clothes.” Taeyong calls after you. You pause outside his door and turn to face him with a slight smirk on your face. 

“Taeyoung, are you flirting with me or just worried about me getting paint on your belongings?” You tease.

“Paint on my belongings.” There is no hesitation causing you to burst out into laughter. Skipping over to Taeyong you stop when you're right in front of him and smile up at him making sure that the two of you are not touching. 

“It’s a good thing I like you and know you really well. Otherwise I would be hurt by that statement.” 

Smiling Taeyong places his hands on either side of your face. His thumb gliding back and forth on your cheek  leaning forward he presses his lips to yours in a sweet kiss. One that he ends to quickly for your liking and you try to follow his lips but he hold you in place and when you look up at him you see the humor dancing in his eyes. You narrow your eyes at him, reaching out for him you manage to grab the front of his shirt and pull him in to you. 

“I’ve spend all day away from my boyfriend and working hard I think I deserve a better kiss than that,” you pout, Taeyong gives your cheek a pinch and manages to wiggle his way free of you.

“I’ll give you a better kiss and ask you all about your day once you’re showered.” Taeyong calls over his shoulder as he makes his way into his room to grab clothes for you. Watching him disappear into his room you shake your head at him in amusement before going to shower. 

After your shower you find Taeyong laying on his bed. Making your way towards him you continue to towel dry your hair before you toss the towel aside and climb onto the bed and straddle Taeyong. Raising his eyebrows in questions you smirk down at him but don’t make any moves. Looking up at you Taeyong notices that there is still some paint stuck in your hair. He reaches out to run his finger through your hair. 

“You still have some paint in your hair.” He comments.

“It’ll probably take a few more washing before it’s all completely out.” you tell him then lean in closer and wait for him to give you what he promised. When he does move you narrow your eyes at him.

“What?” Taeyong laughs noticing the look on your face right away. He knows what you’re after but he not going to give into you that easily and he likes teasing you. 

“Taeyong if you don’t give me a decent kiss within the next thirty seconds I’m leaving you,” Taeyong laughs as he wraps his arms around you and buries his face in your neck. When he pulls himself together he pulls his face away from your neck and kisses you and he doesn’t disappoint. This is no peck on the lips but is a deep kiss that you feel all the way to your toes. 

“Happy now?” Taeyong teases.

“It’ll do,” you tease back.

“Are you going to tell me now about your day and what was the deal with the paint?” Taeyong ask as you settle in next to him on his bed. 

“I”ll tell you everything about my day expect the body paint. That part is going to be a surprise and you’ll just have to wait for the music video.” You declare.

“Seriously I tell you things about my music that you aren’t supposed to!” Taeyong protest. 

“That’s a lie you tell me the things that don’t matter if they get spoiled and this I don’t want to be spoiled.” Your fire right back. 

“Fine, tell me everything else then,” Taeyong grumbles and you launch into telling him about your day on set. As you talk Taeyong kisses the top of your head and thinks that he would be perfectly happy spending the rest of his evening like this with you.

[luckysevenwrites]

How long have you been standing there?

Johnny brings Jaehyun over to meet Y/n and Jaehyun. Just a bunch of fluff and Y/n and Jaehyun becoming friends.

Part of the long term couples series. 

Over sized sweatshirt on, hair thrown up into a messy bun, and music blasting. You dance around your kitchen while cooking dinner for you, Johnny, and Jaehyun. Things with you and Johnny have been going great and when Johnny said that he wanted you to meet Jaehyun you were thrilled. This would be the first time that you would be meeting one of Johnny’s friends and members and you wanted to make a good impression. While Johnny assured you that everyone would love you, it still made you nervous. These were people that Johnny spends his days with and you know that if they don’t at least like you a little bit your relationship is over. 

Thinking back to when you moved here the last thing that was on your mind was starting a relationship and you certainly did not expect it to be with Johnny. But then you had bumped into him at the coffee shop and things quickly progressed from there. In some ways it’s scary how easily the two of you fell into place. There’s a comfortableness there that usually comes from a couple spending years together. It is comforting to have that feeling and you hope that Johnny feels the same way. Focusing back on the task at hand you put the finishing touches on the meal and leave it to keep warm while you go change into something more appropriate for meeting Jaehyun. 

Your evening with Jaehyun and Johnny has been going well. When you had first open the door to greet the two of them you were a little worried. Jaehyun had seemed like he did not want to be there and was a little cold towards you. But as the evening has progressed he’s warmed up to you and the two of you seem to be getting along. Dinner was filled with lots of laughter and stories about Johnny and his other members. It’s as you about to get up and start cleaning up that Johnny changing your plans and clearly wants you and Jaehyun to have some time alone with out him around to be the buffer

“You two go talk while I clean up in here,” Johnny waves the two of you away, you’re about to protest but Jaehyun stops you.

“Let him have this one. Besides I can tell you some juicy stories about him while he’s in here cleaning,” smiling at that the two of you make your way out onto your balcony. Passing by Johnny you lean over and give him a quick kiss on the lips before stepping outside side. 

Jaehyun is already sitting in one of the lounge chairs, drink in hand. You grab the one next to him and settle in. Jaehyun looks over at you and gives you an encouraging smile and you find yourself relaxing more. The even has been going great but you’re still nervous especially now that the two of you are alone. What if the whole time Jaehyun has just been pretending to enjoy his evening with you. 

“He really likes you,” Jaehyun murmurs. You look over at him as he stares out at the skyline. 

“I really like him,” you answer back. Jaehyun looks over at you and studies you for a moment. You feel like he’s looking for something but you’re not sure what. After a few moments he gives you a nod and you assume that whatever he was looking for he found it. 

“Can I be honest with you?” Jaehyun ask.

“I would prefer that you’re honest with me.”

“When Johnny asked me to come to dinner to meet you I didn’t want to.” That did surprise you as you had thought that when you first met him but it still made you frown at hearing Jaehyun say he didn’t want to meet you. Seeing your frown he quickly continues on, “not because it was you but because I’ve been bitter lately towards relationships and that’s my thing I have to deal with and it wasn’t fair or right to put it on you. But, I thought you should know the truth that I was not looking forward to coming here and seeing someone give Johnny hope and a glimpse of the type of relationship he could have and then just take it away from him.”

“Jaehyun,” you whisper your chest tightening as you realize that Jaehyun has been hurt and recently by someone that he clearly liked and cared about.

“Meeting you though and watching how the two of you interact,” Jaehyun shrugs and laughs a little. “I never thought Johnny of all people would make me think this but the two of you made my bitterness a little less today.” You smile at that but it still makes you sad knowing that Jaehyun is feeling this way. This may be the first time that the two of you have met but there’s something about Jaehyun that you like and you don’t want him to be hurting. 

“Don’t hurt him okay. I know that he comes off cocky and like nothing can hurt him but he can be hurt.” 

“I won’t hurt him,” Jaehyun stares at you and you stare right back. You want him to know that everything you are saying is true. “I can’t promise that the two of us are going to work out but the last thing I want to do is hurt him. I care about Johnny a lot, maybe more than I should because I’m giving him a lot of power to destroy me. But, he’s worth it. I’m happier then I have ever been and he gets me, he’s someone that’s worth the risk of getting destroyed over. 

“I think he’d say the same thing about you and for what it’s worth I approve of you and if the two of you break up I’ve already decide we should keep you over him!” The two of you laugh at that easing some of heaviness that was between you two.

“Do you want a refill on your drink?” you nod towards the empty glass in Jaehyun’s hand.

“Yeah that’s be great.” Jaehyun hands you his glass. Before you go inside you study Jaehyun for a moment deciding to risk it even though you two have just met.

“I know that we don’t know each well and this might be weird but, I want you to know that if you ever need someone to talk to who isn’t one of the boys you can talk to me. And that whatever you’re going through it will get better eventually it just might take some time.” 

With those parting words you turn to head inside. You pause when you see Johnny leaning against the open door. He’s watching you with a look you’ve never seen before and it makes your stomach flutter. Walking towards him he moves aside and shuts the door behind the two of you. He continue to watch you and you can feel the heat rising on your face.

“How long have you been standing there?” You question. 

“From the point that you started talking about how I have the power to destroy you.” He answers and while you don’t regret what you said you aren’t sure if you wanted Johnny to hear that just yet. Reaching out for you Johnny pulls you flush against him. “You have the power to destroy me too.”

“Johnny,” you start but he quickly cuts you off with a kiss. He pulls you in closer to him and if it weren’t for the glasses that are still in your hands you would wrapping your arms around him and pulling him closer too. Breaking the kiss Johnny smiles down at you as you try to catch your breath. 

“I love you Y/n,” Johnny tell you. Those four words sound so right and you can’t stop the giant smile that forms on your face.

“I love you to Suh,” smiling back Johnny kisses you again before releasing you to refill yours and Jaehyun drinks. 

“Meet you out there,” he tells you and you watch as he walks out onto the balcony to join Jaehyun. He’s smiling brightly and you’re sure that your smile matches his.

[luckysevenwrites]

Are you going to do a part 2 of she gets flower my heart was breaking. And also what requests do u accept

I’m not sure if I’ll do a part 2. Honestly I just heard the song the “she gets the flowers” by Beth McCarthy and then wrote it without thinking past that. But who knows I might add a part 2. As for request I’m open to anything. Although I will be real honest I do not feel like I’m good at writing smut at all which is why I have not wrote any. But I’m willing to try write anything.

[luckysevenwrites]

She gets the Flowers

Namjoon and you have been broken up for months and you thought that you were healing and moving on from a relationship that wasn’t meant to be. But then you hear that Namjoon is seeing someone else and is going public about it and all the old wounds come back.

Warning this does not have a happy ending.

“The big topic of discussion today is leader and rapper Kim Namjoon from BTS,” the radio announcer's voice blares through the speakers of your car. Your friend sitting in the passenger seat beside you leans forward to change the station. But you stop her.

“It’s fine. We’ve been broken up for months now. I can handle hearing about him and his members going on tour or having his own album being released.” Watching you closely they lower their hand as the radio announcer continues to go on about all the things that Namjoon and the rest of his members are up to.

“But with all this exciting news the real excitement is that Namjoon is the first member to come out publicly about his relationship. Namjoon and his girlfriend were seen in America together where he proudly announced that he was dating.” Your hands tighten on the steering wheel, your heart starts to race, and you feel the familiar sting of tears forming.

You try to calm yourself down and tell yourself that it’s fine that it doesn’t matter but they keep talking about him and her. This woman who is not you. They keep talking about how happy Namjoon looked to have her on his arm and what a beautiful couple they make, and how they are wishing the best for the two of them. Thankfully your friend knows that while you may be ready to hear talk about him this is something that you are not ready to hear about. They change the station and start to ask you how you are but you quickly cut them off.

“We don’t have to talk about it. I don’t want to talk about it. Not now.” You rush out. Right now you need to just focus on keeping it together and not losing it while you're driving. You just need to make it to your apartment and then you can lose it.

“Okay,” she hedges, “but you know that you’re better off without him. He never treated you the way you deserved.”

“I know.” You croak out. Deep down you do know that you deserved better than what Namjoon gave you but you love and it hurts that he doesn’t love you back. 

You’re not sure how you manage to make it to your parking garage and to your apartment without bursting into tears. Then somehow you manage to convince your friend that you are fine and that you will not think about him at all. That you are fine, good, great even because you are moving on just like he clearly has. It's all a lie, you are not okay at all. As soon as you’re alone you're on social media looking up everything you can about them. 

There isn’t a lot out there about the two of them but there’s enough. Enough to learn that they have known each other for years. That the two of you have admitted that there was almost something between you. And it crushes you to read that because all you had ever wanted was for him to love you but all he wanted was her. He didn’t care about your heart or even wanted it. He has always wanted her and her heart. Slamming your laptop close you grab your purse and get into your car. 

It's silly, maybe even a little crazy what you are doing but you need answers and you need them from Namjoon. You need to know why he was so fast to let the two of you go for her. What makes her so special compared to you. Because you had given him everything, every part of you. You had spent most of your relationship trying to make everything between the two of you work and to get him to just love you back. But it always felt like he was holding back from you and you need to know if it was because of her. 

Parking outside his building you continue to ride this wave of courage that has suddenly over taken your body and ride it all the way up to his apartment and ring his doorbell over and over. He might not even be home you think as no one comes to answer the door. He’s probably working or might not even be in the country. Turning to leave the elevator doors open and out walks Namjoon. He’s casually dressed in sweatpants, a tight white t-shirt, and baseball cap. In his one hand are a bouquet of flowers.  His eyes widen in surprise when he sees you.

“Y/n what are you doing here?” He stands outside the elevator like he’s unsure if he wants to approach you or dive quickly back into the elevator. 

“I…I don’t know the reason was stupid really. I should be going.” You rush past him and tap the call button for the elevator. 

“Y/n come on you clearly came here for something.” You can feel the heat of his body next to you. Looking up at him he gives you a gentle smile and it’s enough to make his dimple appear and it makes your heart squeeze. 

“Do you love her,” the words pour out of your mouth and you don’t regret them because the pain you are feeling needs to end.

Namjoons shoulder slump, he takes a step back from you, and looks like he’s about to give you an excuse but you don’t want excuses. You want answers. You want to know why you weren’t enough and what makes her so different from you. 

“Just answer the question. I deserve to know. After everything that has happened between the two of us the least you can do is be honest with me now!”  Raising your voice this might be the first time that you have ever really stood up to him and demanded answers.

“Yes, I love her,” He confirms, a part of you was hoping that he didn’t or was unsure about his feelings. Tears streaming down your face you quickly wipe them away, “I think that she might be the one.”

A choked laugh escapes your lips and if you weren’t being ripped apart all over again you would have tried to stop it but, why bother because it’s obvious with the way he’s talking about her and the look on his face that she’s the one. He has never looked at you the way he looks now. It hurts to see it because you would have done just about anything to have him look like that when talking about you. 

“I’m not trying to hurt you,” Namjoon whispers and you know that he’s being honest but that doesn’t take any of the hurt out of it.

“I was never going to be enough was I? It was always her! God I was so stupid,” you cry trying to keep it together. Namjoon takes a step towards you. Holding up your hand to stop him and lock eyes with him again. 

“You don’t get to comfort me. Not in this situation. I gave up so much for you Namjoon and I deserved to be loved but you wouldn’t.” It comes out cold and Namjoon flinches at the sound of your voice.

“That’s not fair. It wasn’t like you made our relationship easy!” Protest Namjoon. Rolling your eyes you hit the call button again. 

“Seriously?” You glare at Namjoon, “All I wanted was for you to try Namjoon. To put in even half of what I was putting into the relationship but you wouldn’t do that. All you did was give me excuses.” You tell him. The elevator pings behind you. Getting in you place your hand over the door when Namjoon calls out to you.  

“I tried Y/n I really did try to love you.” He tells you.

“Did you? Because all you did was leave me in the dust and get her flowers.” WIth that last statement you let the doors close and feel the crack in your heart completely break.

[luckysevenwrites]

Go out on a date with me

Haechan is back at the doctors. This time though is to have his cast removed and maybe to ask Y/n out on a date. If they are there. 

Part of the long term couples series

Six weeks since he’s been able to walk around on his own, six weeks since he’s seen you, six weeks since he has heard your voice. Over this time Haechan often thought about you and would catch himself trying to look at what you wrote on his cast. He would find himself smiling as he thought about how you didn’t put up with any of his shit and handed it right back to him. It didn’t matter to you that he was an idol or that he was part of a group that you listened to. You treated him just like anyone else and he found it refreshing. 

Bouncing his leg up and down he is hoping that you’ll be in the exam room today with him. He wasn’t sure what your job was exactly and he feared that your job did not require you to be in the room for when patients returned to have their cast removed. One of Haechan’s managers glances down at his bouncing leg and he notices that they are fighting back a smile. Rolling his eyes Haechan crosses his arms over his chest and slumps down in his chair with a loud huff. Everyone thought it was funny how smitten he’s become with you after just one meeting. He didn’t think it was the tiniest bit funny. 

Finally Haechan is called back into an exam room and he hobbles his way to the room. This cast cannot get removed fast enough he thinks as he makes his way into the exam room. Looking around his mouth pulls down at the ends, disappointment evident on his face. Sitting in one of the chairs, Haechan ignores the conversation that his manager and the nurse are having. He doesn’t tune back into the conversation until he hears the nurse saying that Dr. Kim and you would be in a little bit to remove the cast and look his leg over. 

Perking up at hearing that you are in fact here and will be examining him, Haechan can’t stop the smile that spreads across his face. His manager just rolls his eyes at him and doesn’t even bother trying to stop themselves from smiling. They just grab the chair next to him and wait for the doctor to arrive. In what feels like hours but it is probably only a few minutes, the door opens and in walks Dr. Kim followed closely by you. Haechan forgot just how cute you were and his heart rate picks up at seeing you. You’re looking over his chart and when you do look up your eyes lock. You give him a small smile and Haechan almost swears that he sees a small blush coming across your cheeks. But Dr.Kim steps in front of you blocking his view.

“Ready to get your cast removed?” Dr. Kim smiles down at Haechan.

“More than ready. I have been going crazy with this thing on,” Haechan admits. 

“How have you been feeling? Any pain?” Haechan shakes his head no as Dr. Kim and you wash your hands, put gloves on, and ready the tools to remove his cast. 

“Okay Haechan why don’t you lay back for us and if it’s alright with you I'm going to let my intern Ms. Y/L/N remove your cast.”

Looking over at you Haechan sees you holding a small saw in your hand you smile at him and Haechan doesn’t hesitate to return the smile.

“As long as she promises not to cut anything important I’m fine with it,” Haechan lays back down. You let out a breathy laugh and tell him not to worry before he hears the sound of the saw and you go to work at removing the cast. 

In no time at all his cast is removed and Haechan is looking down at his leg. It looks a little less muscular but otherwise it looks like it’s fine. Dr.Kim is talking about how they are going to get some x-rays to make sure that it’s healed correctly and then they’ll bring him back here to talk about therapy and any restrictions that he might have. You roll a wheelchair in front and Haechan frowns down at the chair.

“Seriously I can’t walk to my x-ray?” Haechan whines.

“Nope, you know the rules. Once we know that you’re fully healed you can cartwheel out of here for all I care but until then you’re in the chair.” You smirk. Haechan glares at you but gets in the chair. 

The two of you don’t speak as Haechan is pushed to his x-ray. He didn’t think that he’d be seeing you and didn’t think much past just being able to see you. But this is probably going to be one of the fews times that he is going to be alone with you and if he wants to make a move it is going to have to be made now. Parking the wheel chair next to the exam table Haechan watches as you lock the wheelchair in place and move to stand in front of you. Looking up at you Haechan takes a deep breath before he opens his mouth.

“I was hoping that I would get to see you today,” Haechan started off. You raise an eyebrow in question before reaching out to help Haechan stand and onto the exam table, “there is something that I wanted to ask you.”

“Still not going to tell you who my bias is.” Haechan chuckles at that.

“As much as I want to know the answer to that, I have a more important question to ask you.” You pause what you are doing and wait for Haechan to continue on. “I wanted to know if you would go out on a date with me sometime.” 

Haechan rushes out. He watches as your eyes widen. You stare at him for a few beats before you recover and go back to preparing him for his x-ray. Haechan starts to panic as you go about your work and not answer him. Maybe he was reading what the two of you had the last time you saw each other wrong. He had thought there was a connection but maybe it was all just on his end and you were only being nice to him because he was injured. 

“It’s cute watching you panic,” you tell him before taking a step back from the table, “and yes I loved to go out on a date with you.” 

“Really?” Haechan questions, almost unable to remain calm. 

“Really but first let's get you out of that cast and then you can tell me more about this date.”

“Deal,” Haechan smiles at you and before you have a chance to walk away he reaches out for your wrist and grabs it. “And eventually you are going to tell me who your bias is. Believe it or not I can be a patient man.”

Smiling as you pull your wrist out of his hold, “You’ll have to be.” you tell him before walking out of the room and leaving Haechan smiling like a fool on the exam table.

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Long Distance

Mark is packing for tour and it will be the first time in Mark and Y/n’s relationship that they are going to spend a significant about of time apart from one another. 

Part of the long term couples series. 

           Sitting crossed legged on Mark’s bed you watch as he opens one of his dresser drawers and pulls out some shirts and transfers them into the suitcase sitting next to you. You glance at the shirts he’s put in then follow Marks movements as he makes his way to the closet. This is going to be the first time that you and Mark are going to be spending a long period of time apart from one another since you started dating. It was a strange feeling to know that the two of you would not be able to see one another for over three months maybe even longer. Depending how long promotions took and if they added more stops to the tour. This does not leave a lot of time for him to come back to South Korea and it wasn’t like you could just leave your job and follow him around. You also didn’t feel like the two of you were at that point yet in your relationship. You hadn’t even spent the night at his place yet. It was definitely not time for you to follow him on tour.

           Maybe that was why you were feeling weird about him going on tour. Because your relationship was still pretty new, and you were worried about what this time apart would do to the two of you. Would this make your relationship stronger or would it end up breaking the two of you apart. It was something that you had to seriously consider. You were no fool and knew that many relationships like yours struggle to last when one person in the relationship was always gone. Relationships were hard in general and then you add distance into it, it’s just another added challenge.

           “How many sweatshirts do you think I should take?” Mark questions drawing you out of your thoughts. You look over at Mark and see that his arms are overflowing with sweatshirts, and you laugh at the sight. Getting up from the bed you walk over to Mark and take about half of the sweatshirts out of his arms.

           “You are able to do laundry on tour. So, you don’t need to bring all of them. Three is probably enough.” You start to refold his sweatshirts and placing then back in the closet while Mark does and put the sweatshirts you left him with in his suitcase.

           “I hate packing this is the worst part about going on tour,” Mark grumbles. Placing the last sweatshirt back in the closet you make your way back to Mark and wrap your arms around his and rest your cheek against his back. Mark rests his hands over yours and peers at you over his shoulder. You squeeze him before shifting so you are now standing in front of him.

           “You’re almost finished. I think you’ll survive,” you tell him. Mark nods his head in agreement then leans down to kiss your cheek before he goes back to packing and you reclaim your spot on his bed.

           As Mark continues to pack the two of you talk about what places he is looking forward to seeing. What songs he is most excited to perform and other random topics. He asks you about how you research into going back to school is going and you admit to him that you still aren’t sure what you want to do and don’t want to waste money on school until you know what you want to go to school for. As Mark zips up his final suitcase he smiles at you in triumph. You return the smile but feel like it is forced and Mark notices.

           He moves the suitcase off the bed and takes it spot. He pulls you onto his lap cradling you, you wrap your arms around his neck and take a moment to enjoy being close to him. Because you are going to have to let this feeling last you for a long time. Your eyes start to sting, and you blink rapidly hoping that Mark doesn’t notice. You don’t want to cry and make him feel bad for going on tour. You’re happy that he is doing this and want him to go. It’s just sad to think that he’s going to be so far away from you for a long time.

           “I’m going to miss you while I’m on tour. I think this is one of the first times that I have ever been sad about going on tour.” Mark admits.

           “I don’t want you to be sad about going on tour,” you tell him looking up into those wide eyes of his. “You should be excited about going on tour. I’m excited for you. It’s just a little sad to think about being away from you for so long.”

           “Some of the guys told me what it’s like to be apart from someone you care about while on tour. I used to think that they were being silly when we were on tour, and they talked about how much they missed the person they are with. I get it now. I haven’t even left yet, and I already miss you and can’t wait to come back.” Mark lets out a humorless laugh.

           “Bet you listen to your hyungs better now huh.” You tease trying to lighten the mood a little bit.

           “Don’t tell them but yeah I’ll listen to them from now on.” Mark smiles a little, but you can tell that it’s a forced smile.

           “Did they happen to give you any advice on how to handle a long-distance relationship? What works and what doesn’t?” You would have asked your best friend but the two of you were actually in the same boat and you didn’t feel comfortable yet asking any of the boys’ girlfriends.

           “They said that it was important to be honest with each other. Don’t lie about being fine when you aren’t. And that making your relationship a priority was important. That trying to connect with each other even if it was for a few minutes was important.” You nodded your head in agreement.

           “Maybe there will be a time that I can take off of work and come see you for a little bit,” you throw the idea out there then quickly add, “if that were something you would like.”

           “Of course, I would like for you to come visit me. If I could I would bring you with me for the whole tour.” Mark admits and you feel your eyes filling with tears again. This time you aren’t quick enough to stop them and have to wipe them away. “I didn’t mean to make you cry.”

           “I know and they’re not tears of sorrow. What you said was really sweet and it got to me. I’m going to miss you a lot while you’re gone. But I’m going to try and find a time to come see you.” You said with more determination in your voice. You were going to make this happen.

           “I’ll help you in anyway I can. We’ll be fine. It’ll be hard but I know we can make it through this.” Mark leans down to connect his lips with yours and as his lips touch your you know that he’s right. You two were solid and even though you were just starting off in this relationship you were going to make it work because you both cared deeply for one another.

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How did you know?

Y/n does not get to spend her morning cuddling up to Taeil. But instead spends it helping Haechan figure out his love life and does a little trip down memory lane. 

Part of the long term couples series. 

Rolling over in the bed you reach out for your boyfriend but come up empty. Cracking one eye open you frown at the empty space where he should be. Closing your eyes again you debate if you want to go in search of him or hope that he’ll return to his bed soon.

As you’re laying there debating getting out of bed you hear the sound of running feet outside of Taeil’s bedroom door. The sound stops outside his door and is followed by knocking on his door and Haechan calling out to you.

“Y/n Noona are you in there? I need to talk to you it’s important,” groaning you sit up and tell him to come in.

Haechan waste no time in flinging the door open and launching himself across the room and into the bed. He snuggles into you and leans his head on your shoulder. Your hand instantly finds its way into his hair. You gently run your fingers through his hair.

“What’s going on Hyuck?” You question as he sits quietly beside you.

“I think I have a crush but I’m not sure,” he whispers like if he were to say it out loud that would make his feelings real. Where if they were barely heard then he could keep them at bay.

“You think you have a crush, or you do?” You prod.

“I don’t know,” Hyuck whines while kicking his feet about like a little child and curling further into you, “how did you know you liked hyung?”

You think about that for a while. How did you know that you liked Taeil? You think back to when you had first met him at the park. You were out walking your neighbor’s dog and he had gotten lose on you and ran towards Taeil. Was that when you had first liked him or was it the meet ups after that, or your first date?

“I’m not sure I think from the start I always had a crush on him and as we spent more time together my feelings for him grew.” You admit.

“Did it feel different when you first saw him? Like you just knew that this person wasn’t going to be like any of the other people that you’ve met before.” Your hand pauses in Haechans hair as you think back to the first time you saw Taeil.

It was different from all the other meetings you’ve had with other people. When he had looked up at you with his warm smile and laughed as he petted your neighbor’s dog you remember one of the first things you thought was that you could listen to that laugh for the rest of your life. That you would never grow tired of hearing it and then he started to talk to you and the conversation between the two of you flowed so easily it was like you two had known each other for forever.

“It was. But I think the feeling I had with Taeil was that it all felt so easy. Like we were always meant to be together, and it just made everything simple and right. Does it feel like that for you?” You glance down at Haechan he’s picking at the comforter as he thinks about it.

“No, it doesn’t feel easy and like we are meant to be. It just feels…warm. I know that sounds weird but when I first saw them to every time after I just get this warm feeling in my chest, and I like it. I feel pulled to them.”

“Sounds like a crush to me,” you confirm “so what are you going to do about it?”

Haechan groans and pulls the covers up over him and rolls away from you whining about how he doesn’t know how to ask someone out. And why does liking someone have to be so difficult. You laugh as he continues on with his little tirade.

That is how Taeil finds the two of you. You are sitting up in bed watching Haechan roll about and whining. Leaning against the door jamb Taeil raises an eyebrow in question. You roll your eyes as if to say it’s Haechan before reaching out and patting his head over the blankets.

“Poor Hyuck here has a crush, and he doesn’t know what to do about it,” you coo as an explanation for Taeil. Haechan sits up and glares over at his hyung.

“How and when did you know you liked Y/n Noona?” Haechan demands. Taeil eyes widen a bit before a smile crosses his face and he straightens up from the door.

“I knew it the moment I saw her chasing after her neighbor’s dog. The feeling I had was more like a push telling me that I needed to get to know this person. That I better not let them go because they were important and were going to mean something special to me.”

You let out a soft sigh and you’re sure that you have a goofy look on your face, but you don’t care because that is one of the sweetest things that you have ever heard Taeil say about you. Haechan from his side of the bed is making gagging noises. You shove him causing him to laugh as he rolls out of the bed.

“You two are disgustingly in love with one another. But surprisingly helpful,” Haechan tells you two as he makes, his way out of your room.

“Glad we could be of service!” You call, “and don’t forget we are leaving at one to look at houses.

Haechan gives a distant okay and you assume that he is heading to the kitchen to see what there is to eat and to ask the others that are dating how they knew they liked their significant other. You turn your attention to Taeil and give him a shy smile. He smiles back and makes his way over to you, leaning down to give you a kiss.

“Are you sure you want to bring him with? You know that he’s going to have an opinion about everything.”

“True but it’ll help him deal with you moving out. He needs this besides maybe he’ll tell us more about this crush he has.” You tell Taeil as you stand from the bed and wrap your arms around Taeils waist and lean in for another kiss.

“My moneys on it being someone from the hospital,” Taeil muses as he leads you out of his room and toward the kitchen.

“I just hope they work out. I’ve never seen him like this before.”

“Me either,” Taeil admits. “Maybe he’ll be lucky and get a relationship like ours.”

You smile up at Taeil and hope that Haechan gets that. As you enter the kitchen you see Haechan bugging Johnny and his girlfriend and whisper to Taeil.

“And hopefully they can handle all that his Hyuck.” Taeil laughs and nods in agreement.

[luckysevenwrites]

Hi! Was browsing through your master list for the long term couples, and I noticed some of the the links for the members were different. When I clicked on Taeyong's "Night Club" It was Doyoung's "You used to hate me". Just wanted to let you know. I've enjoyed your stories :)

Hey! Thanks for letting me. Hopefully it’s just those two that are messed up. Glad you are enjoying the stories!

[luckysevenwrites]

I’ll Always Want You Pt2

This is from Y/n point of view and what they are going through now that they have ended things with Jaehyun. After this I promise things will start to get better for these two.

Part of the long term couples series. 

“I want you Y/n. There is no one else that I want but you.” Jaehyun grabs your hands trying to pull you in closer to him, but you won’t let him and pull out of his hold.

“You say that now but there will come a time when you won’t want me anymore.”

“You don’t know that. There is no way to know if that will happen or not. Why are you ending everything on a maybe?”

“Let me go Jaehyun, just let me go. We both know that this isn’t going to work,” you cry as you angrily wipe away at the tears that are falling down your face.

Curled up in one of the most uncomfortable chairs known to mankind you shake thoughts of Jaehyun out of your head and work on updating one of your patient files. Your butt had gone numb a good half an hour ago and your neck was cramping but you didn’t move from your spot. One of the reasons was because you were determined to get caught up on all of your files and to be the best grunt that had ever worked at this hospital and two because you were punishing yourself. You deserved to sit in this uncomfortable chair, doing paperwork, and being miserable. Then there was reason three because this chair was facing your hardest patient’s room.

You wanted to be close to them in case anything happened which was silly because everyone including them knew that they were dying and that it was only a matter of time. There was nothing that anyone could do to change that outcome. Yet here you were sitting outside their room like just your presence alone could stop death itself from coming. The reason you felt you had to sit here for them you couldn’t figure out and you didn’t want to dig to deeply into why you felt the need to sit here. You figured that if you did you wouldn’t like the reason why.

“How long have they been sleeping?” Jumping in your chair you look up at your patient’s girlfriend. She comes every day to visit. Today is no different expect for the part that she looks worn. There are dark circles under her eyes and her clothes are wrinkled like she has either slept in them or grabbed the first thing her hand touched and didn’t care what it looked like.

“He’s been sleeping for a few hours now.” You tell her. “How are you doing?”

You pat the chair next to you encouraging her to sit next to you. She drops into the chair her eyes never leaving the man sleeping in the bed across the hall from you two. You look back over at him and then her. She loves him so much you can see it all over her face.

“Alright, he tried to break up with me yesterday or… or he did break up with me,” your eyes widen in surprise. “He said that he didn’t think it was fair that I date someone who was just going to die. That it would be better now to just end things before I get hurt.”

“Can’t you see that I’m trying to end things before you get hurt,” you shout. “We were only supposed to be fuc…”

“Don’t!” Jaehyun almost shouts. “don’t finish that sentence because we both know that we have never been that. We may have said that is all that we would ever be to each other but from the first moment we spent together we have been anything but that.”

“Jaehyun I’m trying to save you from being hurt.” You plead with the man who claims that you have always been more than just a hook up to him. Everything is going wrong you were supposed to avoid all of this. Neither of you were supposed to get feelings.

“To late Y/n, the only ways that you can stop me from being hurt are by not ending things with me or by us never of starting this thing in the first place. And it’s a little too late for the second one.”

“You’ll get over me. You think that you are hurt but by tomorrow you’ll realize that you don’t even miss me.”

“Stop telling me how I’m supposed to feel. You can tell yourself that if it will make what you’re doing to me easier. But I’m telling you that if you walk away from me tomorrow, I am going to wake up and feel pain.”

Biting your tongue, you swallowed the words you wanted to say and push back thoughts of your conversation with Jaehyun. You want to say that you understand where he was coming from. That he thought it best to break it off now while she could still walk away before things got worse, before she got even more attached to him. He was saving her from the pain that he knew was coming, that is unavoidable. But before you get a chance to say anything the girl continues on.

“The thing he doesn’t understand though is that it’s already to late,” she bitterly laughs, “from the moment I met him it was already too late. It doesn’t matter that he ends things now us being together or not isn’t going to make his death hurt any less. And shouldn’t I get a choice in the type of hurt I’m going to go through?”

You didn’t know what to say to that. The fact of the matter was that there was no way he was going to come out of this alive. It is only a matter of time for him. The only question is when will he die. There is no chance for a happy ending for them. There’s no chance of them walking out of this hospital hand in hand. One of them is leaving this place no longer breathing and the other is going to have to go on living. You both hear your name being called and look to see that your patient has woken up. You leave the chair and head over to check them over. You feel the girl’s presence behind you and don’t stop her from coming into the room as well. Once you are done checking him over you leave them alone and return to your chair.

You watch as they talk and your heart squeezes. The conversation doesn’t look like it is going well, and you are about to get up and walk in there when suddenly the boy sits up and pulls the girl into the bed with him. He wraps his arms around her. Her face is pressed tight to his chest and her body is shaking. He runs his fingers through her hair, and you can see tears streaming down his face too.  He kisses the top of her head and must be whispering something to her as you see her head nodding occasionally. Eventually she sits up and kisses the boy before curling back up into him.  

“Looks like the two of them worked things out,” Tilting your head back you see the head nurse watching the two of them.

“For how long though. He’s going to die, it’s not like they know things are going to work out,” you didn’t mean for that to slip out, but it was something that you have been thinking about for a few days now ever since you ended things with Jaehyun. How could they stay together knowing that it was going to end? How could anyone be with someone knowing that it might not work out in the end.

“For someone who is extremely bright you are dull when it comes to relationships,” If it was anyone else talking to you like that you would have said something but this being the head Nurse and someone that you respected you stayed quiet.

“There is no way to know if a relationship is going to work out. There is never a guarantee. You just have to ask yourself if the person you are with is worth the risk and the possible heartache. Those two seemed to have decided that it’s worth the pain. That all the happiness they can have now is going to be worth the eventual pain that is going to come. And who knows maybe it won’t hurt as much as they think it will.”

The nurse walks away from you leaving you alone once again. You look back over at the couple who are holding tightly onto one another and have tuned everyone else out. Leaning your head back against the wall you close your eyes and let the last moments with Jaehyun wash over you.

“Stay Y/n, stay with me and let me prove to you that we are something worth fighting for. I can’t promise you that you won’t get hurt or that we won’t end. But I can promise you that I will do everything I can to prove to you that I am worth the risk of getting hurt because you are that to me. I want to be with you that I don’t even care that I could get hurt by you.” A sob breaks out and you cover your mouth to stop it. Your body is shaking from trying to keep the sobs in. You’re shaking your head at Jaehyun.

Jaehyun’s shoulder slump and he drops his head in defeat and you know that he gets it now. That he realizes you are not worth it. When he lifts his head back up there are unshed tears in his eyes and he locks eyes with you before speaking again.

“You can walk away. I understand that this is something that you think you need to do, and I won’t stop you. But Y/n just know that even though I am letting you walk out that door I am not giving up on you, on us. I will be here waiting for you, but you have to be the one to come back I won’t chase you. I need you to come back because you want to and because you believe in us.”

“Trust me Jaehyun you won’t want me to come back.” Somehow you manage to say the words without your voice breaking.

“I’ll always want you to come back,” Jaehyun replies without any hesitation. It doesn’t stop you from leaving. You still walk out the door and away from Jaehyun.

A tear runs down your cheek and you quickly swipe it away before anyone can see you crying at work. Pulling in a deep breath you focus on gaining control of your emotions again before you get up from the chair and make your way back into your patient’s room. You thought that the both of them were sleeping but as you’re adjusting one of the monitors you hear the soft deep voice of your patient.

“Can she stay the night? She didn’t get any sleep last night and I don’t want to wake her.” He watches you with hopeful eyes, you give him a small smile and nod.

“How are you feeling?” It was meant to be about his health, but he doesn’t answer it that way.

“Better now that she’s here. Yesterday I thought we would both be better off without each other. I was wrong, I’m better with her by me.”

“I’m glad you’re doing better,” you give his arm a squeeze before walking out of the room. This time you don’t even try and stop the tears. You let them silently fall down your face as you gather up your things to find a quiet place to finish your work where no one will see you in all of your misery.

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Sick

Y/n is sick and Doyoung comes to take care of them. 

Part of the long term couples series

           Leaning over the toilet you empty your stomach once again you wonder how much could possibly be left in your stomach. This was your fourth time puking there couldn’t still be food in your stomach could there. Once you finished and flushed the toilet you close the lid and rest your head on top of the toilet seat. You need to get up and at least brush your teeth, but you are so tired, and the cool surface of the toilet seat feels like heaven against your hot skin. In the distance you hear your phone going off and you groan from the sound. Everything in you hurts and you just want to be in your bed.

           Eventually your phone stops ringing, and you let out a sigh of relief. Now you just have to convince yourself to get up off the floor. You couldn’t remember the last time that you had felt this sick and hoped that it past quickly. In the distance you hear your door being opened and closed followed by the sound of Doyoung calling out for you.

           “No! Go away,” you whine. The two of you had only been dating for two months and you were not ready for him to see you sick and miserable. Your relationship was too fresh, to young, him seeing you sick was something he couldn’t see until at least month six.

           “Y/n did you forget that we’re supposed to be meeting up with Taeil and his girlfriend?” Doyoung calls as he makes his way towards you. Groaning you hear his footsteps approaching and wish that the floor would swallow you up. You hear a gasp from Doyoung and then his hands are on your shoulders and he’s gently turning you to face him.

           “Y/n,” Doyoung gentles his voice and as you look at him you see the concern in his eyes as his one hand reaches up to touch your forehead. “How long have you been sick?”

           “I don’t know. A while.” You admit before closing your eyes again and slumping forward into Doyoung. You’re tired and weak and holding your head up was to much work.

           Doyoung doesn’t hesitate and soon has you up off the floor and cradle safely against his chest. As he starts to walk out of the bathroom and back into your bedroom. You find yourself snuggling in closer to him. While you are not happy about him seeing you like this you can admit that you like him carrying you and the warmth that you are receiving from his body. Doyoung lays you down on the bed and pulls the covers up over you. You turn onto your side facing him and curl up into a ball.

           Running his fingers through your hair you wonder just how greasy it is and if you should stop him. But he doesn’t say anything about the state of your hair and the feeling of his fingers feels good. When Doyoung stops and starts to pull his hand away you let out a whine. A soft chuckle comes from Doyoung before his fingers go back to brushing through your hair.

           “Have you eaten at all today?” Doyoung whispers to you.

           “I can’t keep anything down,” which reminds you that you still need to brush your teeth. “I need to brush my teeth my mouth feels gross.”

           “Okay,” Doyoung pulls back the covers and carries you back into the bathroom. He set you down in front of the sink. Keeping you pinned between him and the counter Doyoung reaches around you to grab your toothbrush and toothpaste. If you weren’t feeling like death warmed over, you would make a comment about how you are capable of putting toothpaste on your own toothbrush. But you don’t and are grateful for how caring he, is being.

           Doyoung places the toothbrush in your hand and rest both his hands on your waist while you brush your teeth. As you brush you look into the mirror at him. Doyoung stands a good foot taller than you, his hair has grown out and is going to need a cut soon. His eyes are watching you with a softness to them that you are starting to realize he only gives to you.

           “Finish up Y/n so I can get you back to bed,” Doyoung pulls you out of your thoughts and leans down to place a kiss to the top of your head. You rinse your mouth out and let Doyoung carry you back to bed. “I’m going to let Taeil know that we won’t be making it today and then I’m going to see what you have in your place for you to eat that won’t upset your stomach.”

           “I told you I can’t keep anything down.”

           “You should try to eat a little something, but you don’t have to eat until later. Right now, just try to get some sleep.” You nod your head as you curl up onto your side once again. Before Doyoung has a chance to leave you tug on his arm, “Stay with me until I fall asleep.”

           Nodding in agreement you slide closer to Doyoung. Grabbing his hand, you place it on your head hoping he’ll understand what you’re asking for. He does and soon his fingers are carding through your hair. As Doyoung watches you he starts to hum softly. With his other hand he pulls out his phone and messages Taeil to let him know that you two will not be joining them today. When Doyoung thinks you have fallen asleep he stands and starts to walk away only for you to call out to him.

           “I was worried about you seeing me sick,” turning back towards you Doyoung tilts his head to the side in confusion, “we haven’t been together that long, and I was worried that we weren’t to the stage of seeing each other at one of our worst yet.”

           Shaking his head at you Doyoung makes his way back to the bed and sits back down on the edge of the bed. There’s an amused smile on his face as he leans down to kiss the top of your head, “I like you no matter what. Always have, always will.”

           You smile at that and give Doyoung’s hand a squeeze before closing your eyes and letting yourself get the rest that you need. Still smiling down at you Doyoung gives you another kiss and tucks the blanket around you before he heads into the kitchen to see if you have everything he needs to make you some soup.

[luckysevenwrites]

Yes! I've been waiting for your next Jungwoo long term series chapter and it was worth the wait! 🥺Is this this the last series or will it be continuing btw?

I’m glad it was worth the wait! I plan on writing this series for a while. So this is not the end of Jungwoo and reader!

[luckysevenwrites]

Let’s Talk

Y/n and Jungwoo were supposed to talk about their feelings for one another once things settled from the holiday season. But it took longer then either of them planned. Finally the two of them are getting some time alone to talk about how they feel about one another. 

Part of the long term couple series

“Soon,” Jungwoo lets out a breathy laugh. “Right now, let’s wrap these presents and then when we have a day that’s just the two of us, we’ll talk.”

As you sat in your car outside the airport you let those words repeat over and over in your head. Jungwoo had said that the two of you would talk soon. You figured that meant the next day. Oh, how wrong you were. Things had gotten busy for the two of you, family holidays, you are being busy at the bakery, Jungwoo having to travel for work. All of it got in the way of you and him sitting down and talking about how you had feelings for one another.

Which is how you found yourself sitting in your car outside the airport. When Jungwoo had called you and asked if you would pick him up you jumped on the opportunity. You were done waiting, done with not talking, and done with sitting in limbo with Jungwoo. Watching as people filed out of the airport you spotted a few of Jungwoo’s members but not him. Leaning forward until your face was almost pushed against the windshield you spot Jungwoo in the back.

He looks around the parking lot. His face lights up the moment he sees your car and gives you a wave as he calls out to someone pointing to your car. Jogging over to your car you step out of the car, opening your arms wide, and prepare for the impact of Jungwoo. When his body collides with yours you take a step back your body making contact with your car. Jungwoo buries his face in your neck, and you feel the slight brush of his lips against your neck, causing you to shiver.

“You have no idea how much I’ve missed you,” he breathes. His arms tighten just a little around you.

“I think I’ve got an idea,” you whisper as your arms tighten around him as well. The two of you just stand there for a moment enjoying being back in one another’s presence.

Pulling back slightly from you Jungwoo cups your face and smiles softly down at you. His hair has grown out and is red now. You like the new look and not thinking about it you reach up to push his bangs to the side revealing his forehead.  Jungwoo closes his eyes, enjoying the feel of your fingers running through his hair. He lets out a satisfied hum, causing a breathy laugh to escape from your mouth. Opening his eyes Jungwoo glances down at you.

“What?” he asked unaware of how adorable he looked and sounded.

“Nothing you’re just being cute, and I like it,” you tell him. “Come on let’s go home.”

Moving back so you can get into the car Jungwoo swipes your keys from you while stating that he’ll drive. Normally you would protest and remind him that it’s your car and not his. But you let it go this time. You rather be back at your place with him then standing in a car garage debating who should be driving your car. Sliding into the passenger seat you buckle your seatbelt then watch as Jungwoo starts the car and pulls out onto the streets of Seoul.

“How did performing and the interview go?” You ask as Jungwoo takes one hand of the wheel in search of your hand. When he finds it he pulls your hand over onto his lap and continues to keep your hands together.

“It went good but I’m glad to be back. I missed seeing you.” Jungwoo admits.

“I missed you too. Although we have been so busy at the bakery, I doubt we would have gotten to see much of each other. Things will start to slow down now that the holiday season is over. I’m looking forward to not having to decorate another Christmas tree cookie.”

Jungwoo gives your hand a squeeze before letting it go so, he can park your car in a spot outside of your apartment complex. Getting out of the car the two of you don’t say anything as you take Jungwoo’s luggage out of your car and head up to your place. It’s like there has been an unspoken agreement between the two of you. That it has just been decided that Jungwoo will be staying at your place. Leaving Jungwoo’s luggage at the door the two of you make your way out onto your balcony. Jungwoo grabs a bottle of wine and glasses for the two of you and you settle in for the evening.

Pouring wine into the glasses Jungwoo hands one over to you, when he settles down next to you, you lean into him and take a sip of the wine. The two of you sit watching as the darkness starts to set over the city. The cold of winter was finally letting go but you knew that soon the two of you would have to move back inside. You were already starting to feel cold as you snuggled in closer to Jungwoo. You were hoping that he would be the one to start the conversation but as the two of you continued to sit in silence you realized that you were going to have to be the one to start the conversation.

“I think that we are as alone and as settled as we are going to get. Now is probably a good time to have that conversation before we both get busy again,” Quirking an eyebrow at you, you smile up at Jungwoo with no regrets, being subtle was never your strong suit.

“You lasted longer than I thought you would. I thought as soon as we were in the car you would want to talk.” Rolling your eyes you sit up, turning your body to face his. Jungwoo mirrors your position and takes a deep breath.

“Okay, we both know that we have feelings for one another and that we are are…” Jungwoo starts to trail off and a blush start to spread across his face, he’s nervous and you find it adorable.

“Are physically attracted to one another.” You finish for him.

“Yeah, but Y/n you’ve only been out of a serious relationship for a little while. I don’t’ want you to feel like I’m pushing you to get into a relationship with me. I want to give you the space and time that you need to heal.”

Your heart swells at the words Jungwoo are saying to you. You must have done something in a past life to deserve someone as kind and caring as Jungwoo. Because you don’t know a lot of men who would wait months for you to heal and stay by your side while you took the time you needed to heal. But Jungwoo had done that for you. He never pushed you and let you set the pace for your relationship. The only push he made was when he came to the bakery to visit you and told you that he wanted to be friends with you. Even though he was kind and patient with you.

Setting your glass down you grab both of Jungwoo’s hands in yours and scoot in closer to him before speaking, “Thank you for giving me the space and time I needed to heal but I don’t need anymore time. I like you Jungwoo and I want to be with you.”

“Really?” and you almost laugh at his questions because how could you want to be with anyone else?

“Really,” you tell him, “Now are you going to kiss me or still make me wait for it.”

Jungwoo laughs at that before pulling you into him and wrapping his arms around your waist.  Bending your head back to look up at Jungwoo his eyes are dark with want and before you have a chance to think about anything else his lips are on yours. His soft lips press against your gentle at first and then more demanding. Your hands fist his shirt pulling him closer to you. You let out a soft sigh causing Jungwoo to groan low in his throat. Circling his arms tighter around you Jungwoo leans into you lay down on the bench the two of you share. He doesn’t break the kiss until your settled back on the bench. When he pulls away the two of you are breathing heavy and he’s watching you closely for any sign that you aren’t happy.

“Are you good?” Jungwoo whispers.

Smiling up at him you pull his head back down towards yours and say, “Never better,” before connecting your lips with his again.

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