luduckism

[luduck77]

i want to look forward to the future!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY B-DAY DAIBA NANA!!! THE B IN B-DAY STANDS FOR BANANA (crowd claps and cheers)

[luduck77]

i think the next step up from practicing smiling in the mirror is practicing looking sane in the mirror

[luduck77]

fun conversations with my friend⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡:

"i don't think i have a normal circadian rhythm i think i just live in fear all the time.."

"wha??"

"i meann!! like im just in constant fear for like 16/24 hours of the day you know"

"oh yeah i get you 100%"

"like im not allowed (sadly)"

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"(empathetically) dude they're putting you in the torture nexus..."

"no WE'RE in the torture nexus"

"wait can we have, like... friends. in the torture nexus"

"wait what does nexus mean. (looking it up) YOO it means connection or link!! so actually ☝️you can't have the torture nexus without friends 🤓"

"waoww...... so you're telling me that it was torture nexus With FriendsTM all along......?"

[breaddv]

happy birthday nana!!!

[luduck77]

the tempter comes to her in the desert

[luduck77]

don't waste your worries on me

[luduck77]

(encountering any captcha test) ouhhh..... maybe...... maybe i'm NOT a human...........

[luduck77]

i stumbled and stopped moving on

[luduck77]

i had a long dream; i think i loved you in it

[25nightchords]

Re: Create you will always be famous to me

[luduck77]

epiphany: i think a lot of my worldview is informed by me being a small scared prey animal of some sort actually. a) people are like horrifically bad at knowing how to approach skittish animals and b) i tend to speak like i assume everyone else also feels like a small animal. this makes me very condescending

[luduck77]

freak my stupid banana life it is so hard to want to be the little spoon when i have Altered Perception of Reality and Irrational Disgust Reaction Towards Other People

[luduck77]

need to defeat the otherness by being hashtag relatable

[luduck77]

i really like curling up sitting on curbs

[luduck77]

don't get me wrong, i AM driven by love. i just don't think my love has a legal license

[luduck77]

one of my favorite motifs in music is the, like, reminder of gentleness- an overarching bell line, or something like nana's part of hoshiboshi no kizuna where there's a dichotomy between big heavy bass and guitar interspersed with tender and held-out strings and vocal, or a reprised nostalgic motif over a grander and more ominous backing (really love funeral of flowers from fire emblem three houses)

anyways so that just really ties into my love of characters like daiba nana!! because she IS incredibly cruel and dedicated to perpetuating her own beliefs over anyone else's no matter what, but she's never Mean about it. she'll put her opponents down, play mind games (hikanana beef is so important to me), but it's all incredibly. gentle in a way. she's so NiceTM. and not like in an inherently* manipulative way her kindness has genuinely warped her. i'm such a big fan...

*back to mind games part she IS manipulative with her tender demeanor, in the context of a battle, as a weapon, toxic parent style Banana Knows What's Best For You I'm Doing This For You style. honestly top 3 most sickening manipulation tactics. i cheered

[luduck77]

if you can tell ive had this on my mind for a hot second and i Just Realized tumblr doesn't have a character limit (i think)

[luduck77]

one of my favorite motifs in music is the, like, reminder of gentleness- an overarching bell line, or something like nana's part of hoshiboshi no kizuna where there's a dichotomy between big heavy bass and guitar interspersed with tender and held-out strings and vocal, or a reprised nostalgic motif over a grander and more ominous backing (really love funeral of flowers from fire emblem three houses)

anyways so that just really ties into my love of characters like daiba nana!! because she IS incredibly cruel and dedicated to perpetuating her own beliefs over anyone else's no matter what, but she's never Mean about it. she'll put her opponents down, play mind games (hikanana beef is so important to me), but it's all incredibly. gentle in a way. she's so NiceTM. and not like in an inherently* manipulative way her kindness has genuinely warped her. i'm such a big fan...

*back to mind games part she IS manipulative with her tender demeanor, in the context of a battle, as a weapon, toxic parent style Banana Knows What's Best For You I'm Doing This For You style. honestly top 3 most sickening manipulation tactics. i cheered