A Majortity Of My Characters Are Dorklords

The ooc blog for ask-death-inc and askrunaway317. I also created fanpro 431.

[lukahtemango]

sometimes i forget cucumber has a blog.

[lukahtemango]

guys this is so embarrassing. I'm going to fucking choke, My friend saw the writing on my wrist. those are like my scars. i write on my emotions on my wrists to keep myself from cutting, so if anyone read them i would be DEVESTATED. that was close.

[lukahtemango]

tw: depression and suicide

I dont want to fucking grow up and get a job or go to college.

It fucking terrifies me.

I have had trouble with school because of my depression for as long as i can remember. its this dumb cycle of procrastination to prevent stress, and then bad grades causing more that i wouldve had.

My grades make me feel worthless. I cant acheive anything. I probably wont be able to get into a college. and ever since i was a kid, those thoughts made me consider suicide.

I always tell myself "well im not going to live to 18 anyways" and it calms me down for the moment. the thought of facing death was always more assuring than that of facing life.

but that makes me feel horrible and selfish and weak. 

how can i do anything right when i cant even live without wanting to quit.

just another fucking cycle and i hate it. I hate everything about this damned depression. if i cant get help it will probably kill me. i might not be as active tonight...

[lukahtemango]

New OC under the cut 

so I was working on ocs with bubble and flori pretty much all day.  Each character fits into a highschool clique or stereotype, so I decided to make the Furry clique, Lyle Lupin

I made a few more moon moon jokes than I really should have, but he was fun to design and draw

Bubble, Flori and I are also letting in anyone who'd like to join, just let us know what clique youd like

[lukahtemango]

I really shouldnt be laughing at all this brutal character death, but i am and i cant stop

[lukahtemango]

Yo, its death-inc mun here with a new ooc blog for all my ooc needs and screaming. please follow if you are interested in ooc things from me.