hello ! my name is ming (˶>⩊<˶) i thought i might try out tumblr , because twitter is a cesspool of negativity and only stresses me out .. and i hope to find likeminded people here who want to talk about ships and other fandom stuff !
im 18 years old, and would prefer no one under 16 interact , because i will be posting about dark fiction , and i want to feel free to yap without censoring my words . i use he him pronouns only and identity as both a boy and a girl , id rather not be they/them’d even if i am nonbinary technically . i also consider myself a lesbian . my identity makes no sense and i wont explain it anyway . (˶˃𐃷˂˶)
my current fandoms are alien stage, gachiakuta, and jujutsu kaisen, which are my main fixations at the moment. some pairings i like a lot are luka/hyunwoo , till/mizi , luka/sua , maki/mai , kirara/naoya, gojo/megumi , toji/megumi , yuuji/nobara/megumi, yuuji/choso , all/yuuji, bro/dear .. and a lot of others i can’t fit in here , but these are my main favorites ! (..◜ᴗ◝..)
im on ao3 under the same name as here ! (๑>◡<๑) please check out my work !
im looking to make friends and would love being close with my mutuals ! don’t be scared to message me or send me posts you think i’d like ( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ ) im very nice , i promise !
i dont have a dni for now , i’ll just block people who make me uncomfortable , no hard feelings (^_^;)
when you go to a doctors office their favorite thing to do is tell you "okay check out at the front desk" when you're done. and the front desk tells you ummm you can just go! and you're like don't I have a copay? and they're like we don't know, we have to ask your insurance company first. and you're like well my insurance card says the copay is $30, can I just pay it right now while I'm standing in front of you? there's a card reader right there on the desk. and they're like nooo we have to send a representative on horseback during the next waning moon to meet with their claims adjusting associate director of benefits management and client services in the secret glade to negotiate. and you're like oh okay and go home. and you get twelve emails asking you to take a survey about your experience
AND THEN in eight months you start getting phone calls from unknown numbers and when you finally check your voicemail they're like Your Balance Is Past Due We're Going To Kill You (even though by this point you have forgotten that you ever went to the doctor). and so you go to your MyChart account and log in with your username and password and you have to reset your password for security reasons. and you get two emails that say Your Password Has Been Reset. Was This You? and you have to go find your phone and enter your two factor authentication code and then you have to select which location you visited and then you have to click through all the Reminder: Complete Your Health History Profile where they ask if you've had any new surgeries even though you definitely told the nurse about this at your visit and then you have to find the Pay Bills tab and your balance is $179.23 and you're like why is it so expensive I thought the copay was $30? and you download a PDF of the charges and find out that they charged a late fee of $15 a month even though that doesn't add up to $179.23 and you don't even remember being told you had any balance at any point and you could call a representative and ask about it but that would probably take at least half an hour and there's no way it would actually get rid of the charges. so you go pay it anyway and you have to go find a paper check to look up your bank account routing number because they'll charge you an extra 3% if you pay with a credit card and there's a fee of $2.75 for convenience also. and then you get three emails that say We've Received Your Payment! Thank You For Your Payment!
idc idc idc i just think zenin clan head megumi should marry gojo clan head yuuta, ya know politically.
zenin clan is a skeleton crew at this point, the whole reason why it still stands is the few maki spares and the fact that they still fully have their fundings, books and armory. yet their estate are mostly soaked in blood and megumi has to deal with whatever remains bc he's a self sacrificing bastard like that, that's just how he is, but at this point in life he also isn't dealing with any nonsense, especially politically. so whenever anyone tries to take advantage of his extremely weak, but still undeniably rich clan, he deals with them swift and clean.
yuuta on the other hand... dude is in way over his head, he trusts people, not even in an woefully innocent way, he's just a normal guy who doesn't know he needs to cold read everyone he meets and triple check every statement before any sort of agreement to make sure no one is taking advantage of him, even his own clan members.
everyone was afraid of yuuta at the beginning, he's the current strongest now, the only one they can depend on, but he's still just freshly graduated and wants to do his best in a field he never thought he'd find himself in. eventually though, as the clan warms up to him, they realize he's soft, too soft even, and start to tweak their words here and there, pushing little things to try and control this man, not out of pure malice, but out of 'this boy knows nothing' mentality and thinking they HAVE to stir the boat or else. In the end it feels like theyre bullying him though, using words like 'tradition' to even deny him modern comfort.
and then, inevitably they would start talking about heirs, and they, subtly at first, and more forcefully as times go by, urge him to marry. yuuta tries to tell them he isn't interested, it's too soon, but he's an adult now, what's the big deal? and yuuta, a man who just could fathom the concept of marriage without love, is struggling with this most.
while on the other side of the region, megumi decides that it's probably best to merge his clan with another, a marriage would be the easiest route, but since there are literally no other direct lineage other than him and Maki, he's not really left with a lot of choice since no way in hell will megumi marry maki off.
so, that leaves only him.
when he breaks the news to yuuji and nobara they are Devestated. at first they dont believe it, but then the disbelief turns to a confusing mix of worry and jealousy. because No. No, no, no. Megumi is theirs, and after everything that had happened, after they almost lost him, there's no way they're going to let him be married into a loveless political bullshit.
But megumi is so painfully practical, he said he needs to deal with this problem somehow. and it's not... really any comfort, but megumi did say he wont be married off to some rando thrice his age, he tells the 2 that it most probably just be noritoshi kamo, someone who puts his duty above himself also.
but then the news broke of his plans for political marriage and WITHOUT even consulting yuuta first, his own clan sent megumi a proposal, which is pretty standard since other minor clans did that too but megumi knows yuuta wouldnt have send this willingly. so he goes to visit.
he sees yuuta completely out of his depth, realizing that he didnt even know his clan sent a whole proposal by his name, yuuta was just excited to meet a friend he hasnt seen since graduation.
they sit down, talk, megumi realizing just how little control yuuta has over his own family's political and economical status, he has no idea what sort of diplomatic decisions are made under his name, he doesnt even hold his own hanko, he told his advisors to keep it. and even in daily life too, when they are chatting, someone just barge in there to serve tea without being asked, now megumi wouldnt care in the past, but being given this position, he knows how important privacy is to both their personal and professional life. yuuta even complains about having to wear all this traditional garb 24/7 bc he has to keep image, he doesnt like the low tables, he doesnt like the morning briefings, all these things that he can easily tweak if he so wishes and he simply doesnt bc he wants to be a good clan head.
well.
it's a strategic move, politically, it grants megumi a firm footing yet again, securing his clan's future etc etc but also, he just... someone needs to step in here, someone needs to just, take care of this guy.
someone needs to take care of this man. someone who tries his best but never enough, someone who has been used all his life and is willing to be dragged further down despite it all.
he just cant take it. megumi cant take it.
saying that yuuta was shocked is an Understatement. the poor guy was panicking, red faced, stuttering, a whole list of WHY they shouldnt do this but eventually... well eventually tho, like every single other thing, he relents.
megumi doesnt act any differently towards him, but for the first couple of days of their engagement, he keeps staying over, yuuta so stressed out he cant even sleep, any every day megumi would stay by him, and he would... just... talk? to his staff?
whenever someone insisted that yuuta is needed without any particular reason, megumi will ask them of the urgency. if someone barges into his private quarters, megumi will quietly, without any wasted words, tell them that they are disrespecting yuuta's privacy, and when yuuta complains about his back hurting from the futon, megumi tells him he can just buy a proper bed, ya know, like any logical person would do if they're not under this self inflicted pressure of rank and duty.
slowly but surely, things become more... comfortable for yuuta, and when it does, megumi comes less and less often and yuuta finds himself actually missing him, it's embarrassing but one day after megumi hasnt visited in a whole week, he got so worried that he skipped the phonecall and went to see him instead
suddenly the political marriage isnt just purely political anymore, at least not to yuuta.
megumi is, weirdly enough, oblivious too it.
he finished what he set out to do, and he'll do more when he can but he's busy with his own clan while yuuta keeps visiting at least 2-3 times a week. megumi just assumes he's lonely.
nobara isnt clueless though. she guessed right away when she sees how clingy yuuta is, how he was even comfortable enough to hold megumi's hand to get his attention or ask him to come sleep over at his estate and ugh ugh ugh
nobara and yuuji still liking yuuta but is developing a simmering jealousy bc thats THEIR megumi and not HIS and they thought this whole THING is purely political so WHY is yuuta picking up megumi so they can have dinner together?
anyway it's a mess but zenin clan head megumi doesnt have time to deal with other messes, especially of the romantic kind
you're mommy's good little printer aren't you? you'll print whatever mommy tells you to because otherwise mommy gets sad and leaves you for one of those free use library printer sluts
listen to mommy okay? if you don't be a good little printer and fucking print my document and i know you want to okay mommy can see it in your print queue if you don't. print. my fucking document. mommy's going to get the hammer
Au where Kenjaku raises Yuji but still wants him to be Sukuna’s vessel and is willing to make that sacrifice
Like- she’s done more fucked up shit than that. I believe she’d love Yuji as her creation and see him becoming a vessel as him reaching his full potential
Meanwhile Yuji just thinks she is a little distant but an overall normal, loving mother who just wants the best for him.
One December 24th Kenjaku sits Yuji down and says “I’m gonna be gone for a while, and I might be a little different when I come back but I need you to trust me,” and Yuji is like “what? Why? Where are you going?” And then Kenjaku just leaves without answering anything
The rest of the plot mostly goes the same except this time Yuji tells Gojo about his mother and Gojo starts to investigate.
He finds that she A. Has never had a real job B. Was definitely a sorcerer in “her” (Kaori’s) youth and C. Had been accused of killing her husband by her father in law.
So Yuji is starting to question a lot of things because he thought his father ran away and now all signs pointed to her running off either because she was caught doing something shady or because she wanted to do something shady and didn’t want him involved.
He wonders how she’d feel if she knew her son had become Sukuna’s vessel and knows one thing, he needs to find his mother before he’s executed
every since i was a little i girl i always knew i wanted to turn a dynamic that is often flanderised by fandom as a parent-child relationship into a weird sex thing
Toji coming home after work to find little Megumi asleep in his bed in just loose shorts. Toji pulls the sad excuse for coverage to the side, taking a selfish peek at his Blessing’s pretty cunt <3
makimai twincest is the most romantic thing ive ever seen in my life and i dont say this lightly. the UNIVERSE sees them as one person. mai is maki's sword. what the fuck. the way she leans in and their lips brush so close. WHAT. whatever. i don't care. i don't care about them at all. whatever. the reed. the reed man the geese lagging behind. them lying in a pool of their genetically identical blood and the trails it leaves behind the umbilical cords. and in that blood maki's true power is born. WHATEVER I DONT CARE
