Professional Quarterback

I don't think I can explain how I feel. I've never been able to do it, not in a million lifelines or a million worlds. I've always been a lost cause, and you've always been the beacon there to call me back. To bring me back home. Tell me- how can not love you?

[natalieweepoetry]

reasons to not kiss him: 1. you weren’t raised to love tender. 2. when he’s around all you do is tremble. when he’s around you want to get on your knees. look how much power he has over you. it’s dangerous. 3. he’s too good at forgiving and you’re too good at violence. 4. you know what they say about monsters. you know what happens to the boys who love them. are you going to do that to him? 5. your hands don’t know how to be gentle. think about the last beautiful thing that shattered in your palms. the fresh rosebuds crumbling between your fingers like a bruise. you wolf-boy, you war machine. you wouldn’t know how to hold something magic and not destroy it. 6. if you hurt him it might kill you 7. if you hurt him you might kill yourself. 8. you are very bad at rehabilitation. this is one addiction you’d fail to give up. he’s going to ruin you for all other kisses and all other boys and you’ll spend the rest of your life trying to forget his name. 9. you still aren’t sure he isn’t a dream. 10. if you kiss him, you might wake up. reasons to kiss him: 1. because he’s beautiful. 2. because he asked.  3. because he preceded please with, i’m not afraid of you.

yes & no // natalie wee (via wondersmithinc)

Keep an eye out for my debut poetry book, Our Bodies & Other Fine Machines, to be released this December from Words Dance Publishing!

(via natalieweepoetry)

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

xavier-romanov:

“I shall try to refrain from being a jerk to you then. “Xavier said as he sighed with a pout.\

Lukas couldn’t help but grin slightly, tilting his head to the side as he bit his lower lip. “Good. But- seriously, I don’t mind. I have my dick moments, still. I’m just trying not to have them anymore. It’s bad PR.”

[skellydun]

[poems-of-madness]

I am an unforgivable  creature. But darling, I will love you. I will love you through all my disgusting  perfomances.

The Short Poems Series by Royla Asghar  (via poems-of-madness)

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

xavier-romanov:

“Are you trying to tell me that you aren’t a horrible person Lukas? Well that’s a bit disappointing but I suppose our friendship shall survive such news.”

Lukas paused, trying to decide what he wanted to say. “I used to be a downright horrible person. The tabloids are full of terrible stories about me,” he started, taking a deep breath. “But I’m trying to be better. "

[dee-activate-deactivated2020031]

[booksqouted]

that is the thing about selfish people. they gamble entire beings. entire souls to please their own.

Rupi Kaur, Milk and Honey (via musingmatata)

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

xavier-romanov:

“You should try it now. We can pick some random person off the street and convince them. It sounds like the most logical idea.”

“I don’t know- I don’t really get enjoyment out of fucking with strangers,” Lukas said slowly, tilting his head slightly. “I’m much more of a- well. It was fun fucking with him because I was dating him, and that’s kind of how I show my affection. By fucking with people.”

[adaestra]

burning bones, b.s.h

[dvoyd]

TRUTH:               ‘ I LOVE YOU. ’DARE:              ‘ LOVE ME TOO. ’

we’re playing a dangerous game | m.a.w (via dvoyd)

[fxghtclxb]

f i n a l l y .

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

seaninsolitude:

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His breathing was maybe a little shaky as he felt the other male’s tongue trailing down his spine, his eyes clenching shut slightly. “Sean,” he gasped out softly, the man’s name escaping his lips like a prayer as he practically begged for more, his hands fisting in the sheets beneath him. “Good... Because I’ll never get tired of you doing it.” The sentence was soon followed by a whimper as he felt the other male’s lips and hands on him, unconsciously pushing himself closer. “Fuck...”

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

xavier-romanov:

“Really? Well it wasn’t meant in an offensive way. I see. So I have to get stoned in order to do that? But the other person also has to be stoned?”

“I mean-” Lukas paused and shrugged his shoulders briefly. “I’ve never tried doing it sober, with a sober person. So I wouldn’t really know how that all worked, you know?”

[seaninsolitude-blog]

t a l k || sean + lukas

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

seaninsolitude:

A slow, bashful smile stretched his mouth. “I hope that’s a good thing,” he said softly. Lukas had been quieter back then, and his cheeks had almost always been ruddy, like he’d spent a few hours out in the snow. Though the younger male hadn’t been given the best childhood, Sean hoped he had been one favorable aspect of his youth, even if he had wrongfully indulged him at times. Watching Lukas bring their joined hands to his mouth made his lips part unconsciously. His soulmate’s honest words caused a fluttering sensation in his stomach. “I—” he tried to swallow around the lump in his throat, “—I didn’t know….” He’d had no idea Lukas was so serious about their relationship. Speechless, his voice lowered to a hoarse whisper. “Okay.” Lukas was right: he knew he would have to tell his parents the truth at some point–that Lukas was his soulmate, and that he was in love with him—but he would need to get up the courage to tell Lukas first. Sean glanced down at his plate, heart slamming against his rib cage like a battering ram, fighting for a way out. There was no way he could continue eating now. Looking back up at Lukas, he asked, “Do you want to get out of here?”

“It’s always a good thing when it concerns you,” Lukas whispered, a small smile spreading across his lips as he looked at the other male. “You... are the only part of that time in my life that I don’t want to forget. Everything else- gone, for all I care. But you... I’d like to keep you.” A small laugh escaped the football player’s lips as the older male asked if he wanted to leave- it always felt like he was the one wanting to leave early- and now he wanted to turn this role reversal into an opportunity to tease Sean. “Not yet. I’m still eating,” he hummed, cheeky grin on his face as he picked up a french fry, dipping it into his ketchup before popping it into his mouth. “What’s the rush? We’ve only got the rest of our lives.” But he knew how Sean felt- he felt at least slightly like that at times, maybe in a different way, but the basis was still ultimately the same. And as if to punctuate his point, his foot began sliding up and down the other male’s calf once again, a small smirk on his lips as he continued to eat his fries.

[quotemadness]

By all means break the rules, and break them beautifully, deliberately and well.

Robert Bringhurst (via chxoswrites)

[fxghtclxb]

f i n a l l y .

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

seaninsolitude:

A quiet, shaky gasp escaped Lukas’ lips as he felt Sean’s working against his, his tongue slowly delving into the other male’s mouth as his hand slid up into the man’s hair. “Hi,” he whispered back before a blush spread over his cheeks, and he slid off of Sean, settling himself down onto the bed, his chest pressing into the mattress and sheets. His heart was hammering in his chest, even if he knew exactly what was happening. There wasn’t a doubt in his mind at the very least. His knees slid up, spreading himself open for what he knew was the inevitable.

[gabriela-dawson]

[lukaswellsnfl-blog]

xavier-romanov:

“You sound like a horrible person and I think it’s fantastic. We should be friends and you can teach me how to convince someone that they don’t know how to say the word egg.”

“Well, I think it’s been a hell of a long time since someone told me I was a horrible person,” the football player smirked slightly, shaking his head as he bit at his lower lip. “But it’s not that hard when you’re stoned. Which we both happened to be at the time.”