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fucking quit with the doubles im the real luke im the real sirius im them ur not i am holy f uck

lmao nOSTALGIA HOLY SHIT im listening to the 20/20 experience by justin timberlake and o my god im being flashed back to the 6th grade and the spring break trip to yachats and that beach house holy shit

#i was dating this kid named davis to prove to myself that i was a straight cis girl #and i rmember talking to this kid at like midnight #after my cousin and i watched ren and stimpy on vhs #but lmao im not straight cis or a girl

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I think one of the worst forms of child abuse is injecting them with a terminal sense of guilt. parents who constantly use guilt as a disciplinary tactic end up raising children who are unable and afraid to stand up for themselves. they are taught that their needs are unimportant, that they’re selfish for trying to individuate, and that they don’t really matter. they essentially begin to look at themselves as a burden, as something to be tolerated instead of loved - how cruel is it to make a person feel apologetic for their own existence?

the worst part is that since the abuse isn’t “actively” vicious, it’s difficult to identify it. when a person is raised on guilt, they have difficulty establishing boundaries, and they have difficulty developing themselves spiritually. as such, they’re more likely to become victims of further abuse in their adulthood. when something bad happens to them, they assume they deserved it.

it’s the people who apologize for everything, it’s the people who deprive themselves of things that are good for them, it’s the people who end up isolating themselves from others because they feel inherently damaged.

guilt is a poison and the only antidote is compassion

#abuse/#:)))

"""""Who are you really?""""""" well im a god dam alien demon from who the fuck knows where and i want my fucking wings back and for to leave

#this nano btw #god damn

T his is all my fault im becoming him i m becoming him

I feel like iv reverted back to like january-march w this level of bullshit im honestly so fucking surprised i didnt kill myself at that time bc i really want to rn

#suicide/#abuse implied/#im like legit considering it im so fucking done

I FUCKING H ATE THIS HOUSE I FUCKING HATE BEING SPOKEN OVER I FUCJING HATE HAVING TO ARGUE WITH MY C I S PARENTS ABOUT THE FUCKING DEFINITION OF TRANSPHOBIA I THOUGHT WE WERE FUCKING DONE WITH THIS BULLSHIT I THOUGHT WE WERE FUCKING DONE ALL I WAS TRYING TO DO IS TALK TO THEM ABT SEEING A FRIEND AND IT TURNED INTO THIS I FUCKING HATE THIS HOUSE I FUCKING HATE HOW MY PARENTS USE THEIR GOD DAMN """PARENTAL AUTHORITY""" TO SPEAK OVER ME, A TRANS PERSON, TALKING ABT THE DEFINITION OF TRANSPHOBIA JUST TO MAKE IT ABT CIS PPLS FEELINGS I FUCKING HATE THIS AND I MENTION ONE GOD DAMN THING ABT WANTING TO BE CIS PASSING AND NOW MY PARENTS ARE /WORRIED/ ABOUT ME????? YOU FUCKING KNEW THIS YOU SHITBAGS YOU F UCKING K N E W

@dreamyboy2007remade >;^3c

#hey