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[luna-tick9]

To my lovely

I love you!

I’m Blessed to know you and to have known you!

I know you love me too!

You’ve told me!

Looking at it now you may have loved me more than I love you!

I can’t wait to see your smiling face free of the past that has pained you!

I wish i could have been that healing love,

That happiness that would fade all past pain away,

the love that you deserve!

I’m sorry I couldn’t be that for you.

But I know that you will find it because a heart as beautiful as yours deserves nothing less than everything!

And the God I believe In could not be so cruel as to deny a soul as beautiful and kind as yours anything less than the grandest of loves!

Until I can bare your presence without hurting I leave you in peace!

Praying one day i have the strength to share in your space once again with nothing but gratitude for the little time we once shared!

I wish you every happiness this life has to offer!

I pray every prayer you pray be answered a thousand times over!

And that you should want for nothing!

or need for anything!

For all of your days!

And for all of mine I will love you!

Forever!

G.

[luna-tick9]

call me,

Because I love to hear the sound of your voice,

because I love to hear about you day

how do you have triumphed once again

over every obstacle that stood in your way

Call Me,

So i can do my best to make you Laugh

Because I love to see your smile

Call me,

So I know that you are safe

So I know you made it home

Call me,

So I can tell you to go to sleep

Because I know you haven’t rested

Call me,

Because I miss you!

Call me

Because I need you!

Call me,

Because I love you!

Call me………..

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All I want is to make her Happy!

All I want Is her to make me Happy!

All I want is her!

All I want is to be happy!

All I want is…..

[luna-tick9]

The Dark

often we find ourselves longing for the dark

the absence of forever

in these moments the abyss of nothingness calls out to us

Our curiosity is peaked by what could or could not be

the promise of sleep seeming so seductive

A final rest

A rest to end all weary

oh what the dimming of the day might bring

That the Dark may hide all our pains

And they would be forgotten with the setting sun

Never to rise again

oh How sweet the Dark Would be

for if the light were gone

I could no longer see

And all would be at peace

Oh How sweet the Dark Would Be

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I’am tormented by my desires

I’am a slave to my wants and wishes

For the things I long to possess may bring suffering to those I hold dear!

I have never known true love

nor may I ever

for whether I’am worthy of such gifts is yet be written!

To indulge is to harm the hearts of those foolish enough to get to close to me!

but what is a touch

what is a taste

what is too much

how far is too far

before love becomes a scar

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Imagine Knowing How to love.

Imagine understanding what is not meant to be understood

A touch a kiss a hug

Imagine feeling a feeling Much more than enough

A late night an early morning

waiting on the porch just to watch as you are going

cherishing our moments to the last drop, if I will see you again there is no way of knowing

Imagine looking into someone’s eyes looking at you and they’re glowing!

A warm embrace of hearts with no words spoken

imagine knowing how to care

Imagine Putting someone first despite your own despair

Imagine sharing joy!

Imagine a smile that could light up your life with just a flash of the teeth

Not fangs but a friend that is there more than you could ever believe

Imagine knowing how to breathe

A smooth rise and fall of the chest Because this person makes you feel safe and free

Imagine a love like that could be for me

I guess I’ll just

Imagine knowing how to love till my hearts last beat

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Imagine being loved

imagine being held

at the end of a long day

imagine being fed

hot food on a warm plate

imagine being sick

imagine being kissed

Despite what might befall

the lips of one who loves

imagine growing old

imagine wrinkled hands

with only the strength to hold

Imagine being mad

imagine a shoulder to catch

every tear when you are sad

imagine being forgiven

when you were certainly wrong

imagine being loved even

after you are gone

imagine all that you are

is all that one could want

Imagine being loved

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what is??

what is what??

what is time??

what is pain??

what is love??

what is joy??

what is tough??

what is peace??

what is tame??

what is violence??

what is sane??

what is found??

what is lost??

what is to wonder??

what is not??

what is broken??

what is fixed??

what is healed or healing or trying??

what is dying?!?!

what is??…Life!!

what is that, that just is?!?

[luna-tick9]

the floor is cold

whispers creep through the vents

there is no wind

no rustling of the outside trees

the devilish sound swaying keys

torment the ears

has it been days

has it been years

my friend sits alone in the corner

i can feel his anguish

despair is thick in the air

i hear cries in the distance

we share the same space

mom isn’t coming

not here

not ever

mine or yours

there’s blood in the whimpers

that stain the jaguars whiskers

so too are my paws unclean

so too have i known the war cats scream

ive forgotten how to howl at the moon

it has been too long since ive truly sat with you

i’ve learned to hiss at the darkness

and pounce at the light

a silver sliver creeps through the night sky

i sense a friendly glow

what have i become

a once happy wolf

now starved death kitten

i lick myself a little cleaner

though some wounds still bleed

i can feel a soft sound rising from my chest

i know you are out there

somewhere

Aaaawwwwwwooooooooo!!!!

the door is open!!

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empty seats

i’d like to think you’d sit with me

but the empty seats leave me in wonder

i sit alone

wishing she would ask to join me

if only for the moment

i know my want for more than you have to offer

keeps me from inviting you

your face is her face

still i want your warmth

but not at the expense of your heart

so i sit alone

sharing my thoughts

with empty seats

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I shake.

My hands need busying.

I tear at myself.

Stop it!!

Twiddle my thumbs.

Be still!!

Focus!!

Remember your warrior.

Don’t think about the war!!

Breathe…….

God????