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[lunacyrail]

I may or may not have a Supernatural Fic in the works. And by in the works I mean plot bunnies that I haven’t even written down yet. Lololol. Send help. 

[allisonpregler]

*gets to the part i really started writing this fanfic for* me: *sternly* this better be good, me

[lunacyrail]

I just came across a Nalu AU in my drafts that is literally so adorable but I’m hating myself because I never noted the main purpose, or where I wanted it to end up so i’m at a total dead end on continuing it. My memory hates me.  

[lunacyrail]

Hello all,

I know it’s been ages, but i’m finally feeling like I can write again, fingers crossed this feeling sticks and that I am actually able to get some viable words on the page. :’) 

I’d like to work on “You’ll Be The END Of Me.” or possibly an Easter one-shot, but i’m currently at work for another two hours, so i’m praying I can follow through! 

[lunacyrail]

What has two thumbs and is a pos writer who is working on yet ANOTHER vague plot bunny FT AU. THIS WRITER!

Lookin’ at you self.

[lunacyrail]

You’ll Be The END Of Me.

Chapter Four: Ravioli--RaviWHOli?! 

Slower than she had been willing herself Lucy drew her hand away from Natsu's face, her eyes drifting to the petite female hidden behind him. Sure enough it was just who she had feared it to be; Levy. Sure she was going to have to explain herself now; however she was greatly unsure if the blue haired girl would even believe her after hearing, Mavis knows what.

"L-L-Levy-chan..." Lucy sputtered.

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[lunacyrail]

So Surprise surprise, I will have an update for ‘You’ll Be The END Of Me’ in the next couple hours. Due to extreme writer’s block, it will be a short chapter, and to be honest a pretty crappy one, but alas, it’s killing me that I haven’t updated in so long, so I’m forcing it no matter what. 

In other news, let’s all get together and stab Writer’s block, yeah? 

[lunacyrail]

I am unraveling and gracelessly tripping over the wraps that should be holding me together. I will eventually implode if only to prevent the burden upon those around me; I will not explode. No, I am not a grenade; I am a forgotten bomb lying deep within the darkest depth of the ocean and when I finally implode not a single soul will be aware, not a single soul will remember the quake left in my wake. And more than anything? I want to feel what I already know I am. Nothing.

Lunacy Rail

[lunacyrail]

I want to get back to writing. ;w;

[lunacyrail]

I'm just so tired, the Menial tenuous task of life. The repeat cycle of the same things, working and working and working for no real reason, never making ends meet, never getting to the point of it all. Wondering if there ever really was a point to begin with. I'm tired...why do I keep going what am I hoping for and do I even have any hope left. I'm on a conveyer belt that only ever circles round to the same outcome; nothing.

Lunacy Rail

[lunacyrail]

Sometimes I feel that i'd give almost anything to be able to burn away the piece of me that still remains attached. When the ache is so severe that I feel as though i'll never breath even again; the want to remove the heart in me that still holds onto a dead weight. The heart in me which no matter the logic insists on never letting go. It's most days that I find just enough of a distraction to pretend that it's all fine and dandy, but sometimes...damn sometimes I wish I could cut the pieces of me away; the pieces that remember you, the pieces that constrict and twinge with every breath desperately trying to remain in a light that has long since ceased to be provided by you. I'm okay though, really I'm fine, but fuck....sometimes I just....miss what was never truly there.

Lunacy Rail

[lunacyrail]

There's a very precise moment when the realization hits you; when quite sudden you become hyper aware that you'll probably never connect with someone on such a deep level ever again. It's the epiphany that despite your best efforts you became alone for an eternity. It's like feeling loneliness for the first time. It's like feeling every heart breaking moment up until now all at once. The incomparable feeling of a black hole in your chest swallowing you whole.

Lunacy Rail

[lunacyrail]

And I guess what’s truly the worst is that there will be a person you’ll never fully let go of. Despite how long they have been gone from your life, or perhaps how distant you’ve become, you’ll always be holding onto that frayed red string in the back of your heart, knowing all the while such damage can never be repaired. Knowing to well that if you were to tug in an attempt to get back what you once had that string will snap and you’ll be left with an attachment to nothing; an emptiness you can’t ever seem to fill. An old frayed and broken red string pushed to the back of the junk drawer which you can’t ever seem to throw away.

Lunacy Rail

[lunacyrail]

The Best Tip Of All.

Summary: When Lucy finally gets to try out the restaurant ‘Fairy Tail’ she could never predict that their server would end up having such a horrible sense of customer service. Even if he was terrible however, she feels awful when her friends leave their idea of a ‘good’ tip’…leading to a very interesting conclusion and possibly The Best Tip Of All. NALU AU.

NALU - ONE SHOT AU

Chapter One: Woven Gold. 

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A/N: So… I’ve been feeling a bit writer’s blocked on “You’ll Be The End Of Me.” Thus I started writing this one shot to post in-between…but it’s ended up being multi chapter because I’m a horrible person. Anyway, enjoy, I hope you like it!

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It had been an average day out and about for Lucy, accompanied by close friends. Those specific friends being none other than Levy, Cana, Erza, and Juvia. What she had not been aware of however, was how unordinary this sub-par day would turn out to be.

“Lu-chan, you should pick a place to eat.” The bluenette beside her spoke with a smile.

“Huh, me? Are you sure?” Lucy questioned.

“Yeah, Lucy, you never pick, so pick something.” came the sassy quip of the brunette within the small group as they walked through town centre of Magnolia.

“Well….”

Keep reading

[lunacyrail]

Crying because writer’s block.

LET ME WRITE. 

[lunacyrail]

I’m determined to work on some updates today.

Good luck me, you’ll need it.

[lunacyrail]

I have determined that it is nearly impossible to get any writing done with these acrylic nails on. Currently trying to pry then off has proved very troublesome.

[lunacyrail]

I haven’t updated anything in ages. So what do I do? End up with a new fic idea. Damn it.