Luna Hakuna

You are deeply loved

[lunahakuna]

When you don't get to see someone you love often you catch yourself staring a lot. Staring at them, revisiting every detail on their face, or noticing new bumps or scratches for the first time. You stare out the window and look at the scenery you share together for the first time in months, one of you is relaxed and so used to the landscape and trees while the others are widened with new sights and smells You stare at each other while the other sleeps getting caught up on rest and sex You stare and stare trying to retain everything in hopes of remembering every single moment. What it was like to be with them in person and replaying scenes in your head like a movie to pass by the time your alone You stare at their eyes nose and lips wanting to never stare at anything else ever again

[lunahakuna]

And when I reached the top out of breath I remember what it was like when I first saw you.

[lunahakuna]

Here's to beginning a new life with you

[lunahakuna]

Frustrated love note Dec 22. How do I not do anything but cry I love you And I just want to love you I want to put all my love in you and around you And suffocate from all the damn love I feel I just want the air taken away The feelings to tingle so much they numb me And your god damn gorgeous face looking directly at me What the hell is happening

[lunahakuna]

In our feels

[lunahakuna]

The moon, the ocean, and you. Briöna Saas   There is a reason why I am so attracted to The moon I’d like to think. Not just our fate laying eyes on each other At chance, but the physical pull of its wholeness That keeps me looking, and longs for me to get closer and closer. Although it may never be attainable to me, although I may never hold it in the palm of my hand…I can rely on our midnight love affair that gives me a certain rush every time  I sneak out to meet it under the watchful eyes of the stars.   The ocean has always been very appealing to me. It’s taste, smell, and sparkling sight may Never be bottled into a crisp fragrance, Or replicated to the perfection of its realness into wax candle. Nothing compares to the way I could still Find sand lingering on my body days after,  Or find its small salty stains on my skin. It was there, I could feel it, And that is what made its memory last so long.   And you You on the other hand are Difficult to describe, when I’m with you I remember every single memory that was  Stored in my temporary. When I’m not in your handsome Presence I long for our next reunion. You’re dangerous, You love hard, You speak soft, But you’re real. More then my moon, more then my ocean, You are more then them combined, and everything in between.  

[lunahakuna]

You make all my dreams come true

[lunahakuna]

I wanted to say I'm so thankful to have you in and apart of my life, thank you for everything you taught me. And thank you for loving me.

[lunahakuna]

I walked and cried with the boy I think about every day. I got to spend a whole 24 hours with him...we looked at this view together, and this is what I have to say one day later... Oct 26 i look at him like he’s the last sunset i’ll ever see in my life

[lunahakuna]

For the one who is suffering I love you.

[lunahakuna]

Sept. 26, 2016 If I was to be honest... I need to hear from you. I can't read your mind, I've lost many parts of who you are, it's become harder to love you... mostly because of how little we truly communicate and talk of one another. Having it be hard to love you does not mean I love you any less then I have before...it is just hard. It's hard to not have you visit and spend deserved time with me, it's hard to not understand what your days are like and what you think about...constantly asking myself does he think of me, does he care. It could be so easy for me to love you knowing these things. It could be easy for me to love you if I felt love from you. Knowing just sometimes isn't enough from me, the more I read old letters trying to grasp your attention towards me and your eyes and your mind causes less meaning and more pain. So what I'm asking you is how can we make this easy again, how can I swim gracefully through these waters as I think and wait for you.

[lunahakuna]

Sept. 5 4:45am He held my hips as if he was holding my soul The cold concrete stinging my spine His warm rough working hands sliding up my thighs. The only sound heard for miles was the ballet of two love birds singing In the northern trees.. Two love birds singing to thee. Both concentrated on one thing... I held his dirty hair between my small pillowy hands. Hair working under a oily cap, Hair working under the moon. Working for one thing... To come back to me soon. I float on the water He's pulling me under He falls from the sky I fall for his eyes.

[lunahakuna]

where were your waterfall and forest pictures taken?

Shenandoah national park, VA.

[lunahakuna]

Take me back now take me back now.

[lunahakuna]

I stopped being there for you because I thought it was time for you to become a man... To chase after what you want, rather then having what you want chase after you.

[lunahakuna]

(My first poem about someone else) oh take me to adventure land its much far from where I’ve been but i know that where we find is gonna end all right. and i don’t know whats ahead and i could care where I’ve been but so far with you i feel alive again. So take me to adventure land its so far from where I’ve been when i go home again ill think of you. and ill see you again someday hopefully not to old to say you’ve made so happy all thanks to you.

[lunahakuna]

May 30th. I miss him dearly, you could say with all my heart. I want nothing more then to be able to speak with him every day, and see him as much as I could ask. I wish I was lucky enough to spend a year with him. I wish it was our time. With love, -B