Fanfiction Writer and Comic Artist. Blog might have whiles where it's really inactive in terms of art and writing. (Sorry, I have a life unfortunately.)
Really Into These Things Lately:
Sonic the Hedgehog (Primarily)
Mario
Pokemon
Zelda
See my art through the tag "#luna doodles".
Some of my current art projects:
Badginfinite AU (Barry, Gadget, and Infinite centric)
Barry Frontiers AU (In which Barry is in Sonic Frontiers)
Heyy so it's been a month now. I was hoping to be back by now, but I won't lie, it might be harder than ever to do that. I'm not gone for good of course, but things are kind of complicated right now.
I'm just gonna get some thoughts out of my head if that's okay! Scroll past this if you don't wanna hear some rando's ramblings lol it will probably not be worth it anyway.
So, if you guys can recall, I initially left so that I could take a much needed break and get through some stuff going on in my real life and social media wasn't really helping much. I admit, when I took this break, I felt extremely hopeful that the break from here was what I needed most and for a while that was definitely true.
Upsettingly though, that wasn't the only solution and I realized pretty fast that life wasn't fixed by me taking a step away. Maybe briefly remedied, but certainly not fixed.
I just had a series of experiences that have honestly messed me up in ways I don't really know how to fix. Getting into them would be useless, as not only do most of you not know me, but also no one would be able to?? fix this?? There's no help for me at this rate and I'm seeing that.
I don't know what I want to do nor do I know what I need, but I'm currently at the biggest loss in my life. I don't know how to proceed and what will save me at this point. I just know that I don't really know what to do with myself and that life is too complicated for me to comprehend. I don't think I ever even had a chance to understand life in the first place, let alone my place in the world. The only answer that seems to come every time I wonder is just more and more trauma and pain and mistrust, and I'm admittedly a little sick of this recycled trend. I feel like I'm too old for this. I feel like I don't deserve this. But I also know that I won't get anything else, so maybe it's just fate's way of saying there is no hope for people like me. Not yet anyway.
I want to be clear, I'm not going anywhere. I'm not doing anything drastic or dangerous. I'm just kind of. Lost right now? I don't think I'll ever stop being lost either.
I plan to be back. Maybe in a few weeks. Maybe in another month. Maybe at the end of the year. I don't really know. I don't even know where I'm going.
But I need to come back because unfortunately, through all the turmoil, art is kind of all I have left. Art is the only thing that heals me when I feel at my lowest. Drawing things I like is the only thing that makes me feel human anymore. And lately, creating feels like the only way for me to feel properly alive and real.
I'm so sorry for the ramble and I'm even more sorry if this is something no one wants to hear. I just don't know what to do anymore. But I'll figure it out. We'll see each other eventually. Maybe even with something nice to share.
Please give me time, and most of all, please don't give up on me. If I'm not allowed to, it would be nice to know that no one else will either. ❤️
Just a quick announcement, but I’ll be on a temporary hiatus!
I’ve got some stuff going on IRL that’s been causing an enormous amount of stress in between my life schedule on top of currently not having my usual laptop for a while, so I’m going to take a step back from social media for a while to sort out some issues.
Thanks for understanding! I’ll try to be back to my usual thing before the end of the month. 💕
