getting attached to someone you met five minutes ago because they were kind to you
your fear of people leaving you causes people to leave you hahaha the irony
being hurt by something your friend did so you angry split on them but they have no idea you’re even mad at them so they’re just like wtf
breakdowns that lead to suicide attempts, then an hour later you’re happy and bubbly and people think you just did it for attention as a result like no Karen it’s called mood swings
wanting to hurt people before they hurt you and then feeling gross and evil and manipulative but you cant stop the feelings!!!!!
craving attention but not wanting to seem like an attention seeker by asking for it, so you act out in an attempt to get attention which only makes things worse
wanting yourself to shut the fuck up and stop talking like why are you so whiny
trust issues but also oversharing your entire life story to someone you just met
feeling like you’re not allowed to express your feelings or you’ll be manipulative
saying to yourself “i’m not trusting someone ever again! everyone is evil!!!” but then going and crying at the kid you met two hours ago about how your father never loved you
feeling like you’re better than everyone else but also you’re disgusting and should die lol
might just be a me thing but wanting to starve yourself to feel in control and punish yourself but then binge eating to fill the empty numb void
not realizing something is wrong with you until you bring it up casually and the person is like “you should see a psychiatrist”
do you hate yourself or hate everyone else deciSIONS DECISIONS
splitting. just splitting.
discomfort with sex from trauma but also would probably engage in sexual activity if you weren’t a minor just because the attention feels so validating and makes you feel important
if someone doesn’t love you they hate you there’s no in between
emotional regulation??? i dont know her
you feel happy??? you dont wanna die for once??? TIME TO BE MANIC !!!!!!
always feeling unsafe and like everyone is out to hurt you
feeling like your trauma isn’t valid enough and that ur just a crybaby
never knowing if you’re in the wrong or if the other person is because splitting but also YOUR PERCEPTION IS SKEWED SO WHO KNOWS
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