guess what guys it's everyones favorite time: a vent post 💜💜💜
anyways i think if i actually cared i would stop posting and write back but instead of that all i do is continue to do this and complain and wonder why don't i have anyone to talk to while i could LITERALLY do that rn. Everyone says the first step is to admit you're doing wrong and recognize why and whatever, but no one ever says what's the next step. "oh, it's to fix ur relationship w/ that person!! 🥺🥺💞💞" okay and i've promised countless times but never fix my ways and maybe i should – i know i should but i think the thing preventing me doing so is because leaving it as it is, is so much easier and less effort and so much less stress.
being human is so difficult and i feel like that's not really talked about. or maybe im just making excuses up again or whatever
