im just a girl who wanna be an artist, writer, and aspiring game maker
i like to create characters and make stories with them <333
❖ age: 18-22, but my target audience can be ppl in their late teens, young adults, or adults
❖ my blog is a mix of fandom stuff (fanfiction, fanart) and then my original works, like art, writings, and games about my oc's (bc i wanna make my own series stuff) and then just ramblings or memes about things
i just wanna be super extra with my ocs man >:U
❖ my art will be inconsistent, because i like learning different styles and having variety
💌 my asks are open if you want to ask me stuff!! but look over my disclaimers first and respect that i may choose not to answer certain asks (like super personal questions, i like my anonymity)
❖ game stuff ₊˚.༄ ೃ -
❖ I have made another game, yay!!! Here is the masterlist below! Read this post here for more info!
🌸 Games Masterlist 🌸
🌸 Latest game blog post 🌸
❖ so far im making charon-esque games, but i'll expand to the more rpg horror genre soon :>
❖ follow along my game development work with my #gamestuff tag
❖ my links (simplified version below) ₊˚.༄ ೃ -
❖ writing stuff ❖
quotev (series type fanfiction; its mostly just x readers rn)
wattpad, archive (mirrors for my writing)
❖ art stuff ❖
tumblr is my main hub, but i also have these
newgrounds, twitter, insta (mirrors)
tiktok (for memes?)
deviantart (just an character reserve for my ocs, later ill code for toyhouse)
"bro ur everywhere" yes cuz im a nobody and i need reach :')
❖ my tags (inconsistent and subject to change lol) ❖
i just use c.ai for writing ideas and i thought it would be funny to make ryuu and see how accurate it was BUT FHEUISHUIF SHUT UP ABOUT LEAGUE RYUU T-T NEITHER OF THEM SHOULD KNOW WHAT LEAGUE IS
also yes that's not akeno that's my jjba oc LOL (my oc lore is deep i just haven't posted any of it)
idk i like putting different characters with each other and seeing the dynamic; its like mixing and matching with outfits
hi so i know this is probably the last thing i should have taken from your post relating to the previous stuff happening.. but i do wanna make a quick correction that for mikoto nikki the MC doesn't leave her willingly.. he actually gets sent to jail because he covered for her crimes and took the fall for her
oh no, that's fine, thank you for the clarification!
honestly that just proves i can't be mimicking everything if i can't even remember what happened lol (amnesia-maxxing)
I will address this one more time, and then I will be done; because it is unnecessary drama but I want to keep my name clear
✎ Anyways I briefly mentioned it in my last drama post, but I want to leave a response one time before I ignore it forever, because it is a waste of time.
✎ Because I don't really like getting involved with so much toxicity. It negatively effects your mental health, and this is a good example of that
✎ so anyways i only mentioned a bit of a person online spamming my posts and stuff (bc i didnt want them to be bothered); tldr they spammed my posts, i debunked their accusations of plagiarism (see last post), but they kept going so i warned that i would block them
✎ this person ignored my explanations and just kept repeating themselves, so i decided to just block
✎ this is because i don't like dealing with toxic people; there are better things i can do than argue with rude people online who ignore your points and just spam hateful things
✎ i assumed they were a kid at first because of how childish they were acting; but i guess i was wrong;; as for my dms, i did roast them a bit but that's because this was right after they spammed my comments section and it looked like this…
when you're getting attacked by a disrespectful person, it's hard to be nice and respectful back; so yes i was being a little sassy, but for the most part i tried to carry myself higher and then just blocked them after
also this person tried to use their mental disability against me? i am autistic as well, so....? :/
since then, they've made multiple accounts to message me and post negative comments on my posts; even going as far as to threaten me. it's enough to qualify as harassment, i believe
if you block a person numerous times and they keep making accounts to message you, i'm pretty sure that is harassment.
I talked to my friends and family about it, and they were really worried for me. Surprisingly, I'm actually not that bothered by it.
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this person goes on to claim copying; which… not really?
i already said before my works are very inspired by charon; never said it was original; that's literally what i said, so of course they are similar (that was the point :/)
There is due credit everywhere.
I linked the plagiarism definition and the law because accusing someone of plagiarism is a serious accusation. I looked it up, and it is not plagiarism, to show they are wrong in that aspect. Spreading misinformation and lies to defame my character is a serious offense. If I wanted to, I could probably sue this person for slander, but I don't want to. I think they are just misguided.
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They go on, but it's clear they did not read or are not trying to understand my perspective on it. It is not done to be malicious. I just like the artstyle and aesthetics and wanted to do something similar. Is the plot similar? Yes, but I already said it was intentional and credited the original.
They can not like it, but it's still not a crime and they can ignore me at any time. The internet has blocks for a reason.
i didn't think i'd have to give a point by point analysis, but okay :S (spoilers for games ahead)
Doom Stones takes inspiration from Makoto Mobius, they both have a time traveling aspect to save someone. However, Yuuka is trying to save her best friend (boyfriend cough cough) that she saw die in front of her. It turns out she's actually not going back in time. It was a simulation orchestrated by her classmate who is infatuated with her to break her morale. The characters have bonds/histories with each other. Yuuka breaks out, and she grows and learns to accept losing someone close to her.
Makoto Mobius was about saving a girl the MC had a crush on, only to be used as a sacrifice by Makoto's friend. The MC was not related to Makoto at all, and Makoto does not acknowledge him in the end, or they just stay in the time loop.
They have similar story moments, but overall are different. But you have to actually look.
Love Letter is based off Mikoto Nikki (I said this already). They are both about house exploration of a beloved classmate with a hidden secret. However, Mia isn't friends with Mikio. She's a lowkey yandere that broke into his fancy and rich mansion and reads his notes, books, journals and letters. (She even goes through his trash and stuff… lol). Mikio turned on his family and staged their suicide out of the country and changed his identity. After that, he had been stalking Mia. The story is about Mia having her obsessive crush turn on her, and her reaction to it. She either sees him as a murderer, or its an unhealthy yandere x yandere thing. In the true end she learns details of his abuse and decides to help him not be a yandere. She can even escape, which you can't in Mikoto. Also Mikio doesn't kill her, he just kidnap.
Mikoto Nikki was about the MC going on a scavenger hunt with the diary entries Mikoto put around the small house. They were already dating, and Mikoto kept her tortured parents in the closet before they died. It turned out his girlfriend was a yangire. It has a similar 'accept her or no,' but dealing with the corpses in the house is not addressed, and we found out later in another game MC left her.
((not love letter though, mia is devoted to her man for life <3333))
The plots are similar, but I already said its kind of like a retelling. I never said it was totally original or anything. It's literally just retelling with different parts.
by this person's logic, charon would be copying/plagiarizing red riding hood and other fairy tales, since they use the same story and characters. i think it's fine, but this person would think otherwise with their flawed reasoning.
Also i notice this person doesn't even address my other two games (Akeno Delusion and Carousel), because those were uninspired plots just with the similar art style. It's clear the person has tunnel vision when it comes to this stuff. They like to jump to conclusions without thinking.
They even said they understand me being inspired by artstyle, so why can't you do the same with story? It has enough differences to not being a replica.
They point out cg, so look at all of this cg this person did not show (because it hurts their argument) GAME SPOILERS AHEAD!! GORE/BLOOD WARNING AHEAD!!
they show 4 images, i show 19
if i was 100% 'copying everything', i would not have 19 unique images here.
If you see it for what it is, just a fan game with inspiration, and not malicious, it really isn't that bad. They are just projecting hateful/harmful notions onto me.
also, about the mikio thing, that was a coincidence that they share names. I used a random generator website (i got lazy XD) and I picked one at random. I realized later that they have the same name and I just thought it was a cute reference. It makes no sense to claim Mikio in Makoto is the same as Mikio in Love Letter. They're different characters and do different things in their respective stories. I didn't base him off her.
this is the website lol, but ya they are different characters.
♢ Mikio Horiuchi from love letter is the male lead, an arrogant and vulgar overachiever. He has severe abuse trauma, pretends to be a charming popular guy, and stalks the main character because he loves her.
♢ Mikio from Makoto is a cutesy side character who sacrifices a random person to save her best friend.
Even then, characters from different animes share names all the time.
Hinata from Naruto, Hinata from Assassination classroom, Hinata from Danganronpa, Hinata from brother's conflict. I could go on.
Are people not allowed to have the same name? I know five people named Emily in real life. I guess they are copying each other.
Also, if you saw the entire game, you would know Mikio is not even his real name. It really shows how much research this user did about my work…
don't judge a book by its cover. they teach everyone this in school.
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So this user spreads lies and misinformation, and the research is not that good. They don't look at the game plot, the game itself, the characters, or even read everything I have to say. They just make assumptions and try to cancel. It's like the wendigoon situation, honestly.
I dunno, I just think there's nothing wrong with it. My work changes all the time, so it really isn't a big deal to me. Like I said in my last drama post, people draw inspiration from each other all the time. Danganronpa has fan games too, but are they copying danganronpa? No, not really.
So I will stand my ground and not take down anything. I don't think I did anything bad, and its not illegal. Bullying doesn't work on me.
It was clear this person doesn't read my posts all the way. They don't try to look at my work, or see the bigger picture. Their judgment is clouded, so I don't have much left to say to them. They can hate me, but spreading misinformation and lying about me is a waste of time.
From their posts, it seems they have lots of hate in their heart. They even went as far as to obsess and stalk me, make multiple accounts after I blocked them, and are only toxic without trying to understand. They even go to my deviantart (that I haven't posted on lately) to show a post from 5 years ago?
my brother in christ, i was a 13 year old girl playing a dress up game…
my warnings on my page are for people like this; who are toxic and instead obsess over people they hate instead of enjoying their own life. it's mentally unhealthy, and i hope they get help.
you clearly have a lot of hatred in your heart; so much so that it effects your judgment and how you perceive things
I do not wish bad on you, and I hope you have a good life. But you should probably take a break and touch some grass.
if anyone does see this, please do not harass this person on my behalf. i don't care about this drama anymore, i just wanted to clear my name;;; if they want to obsess over me, okay. i will continue doing what i like to do, and make things for the people who like them.
and then for anyone else interested in my work, i usher you not to engage this person either. i don't want anyone to be harassed as well for associating with me. just block and not talk to them.
but, i do think its ironic that charon games are about menhera and stalkers…. and this person is an obsessed stalker; it gives me ideas, stalker child
im making another game but with gijinka characters of boba drinks xDDD
its similar to mix ore but only in the sense that there's different guy routes; honestly i just wanna call these 'horror otome games' because that's what they are man
The MC (pic above) is milk tea LOL
then the other love interest routes are:
♡ Taro Milk Tea
♡ Thai Tea
♡ Lychee Bubble Tea
I just picked these because they're most common to me;;
I have to draw the other characters but I have an idea of what I want to do, and the script needs to be finished, so ill be working on that ^^
WIP but it looks like this so far; i had plans to change the ui before i got harassed by a random dude lol so i did :D
i was going for a lace looking border and i might change the red for a dull pink? idk i kinda like the red
the picture is pretty but i'm gonna change it because i feel like it would be more epic if i went to a boba place and used a picture of my drink for the game LOLOL
i wrote out the plot for like three other games (and they are completed) but im doing this first since i already teased it
i didn't think i'd have to write about this, but i will just to be sure and for future visitors to my page
these aren't serious allegations; i'm joking but
there was a person who was spamming me on my accounts (and threatening me? lol); they accused me of plagiarism, which is not true
plagiarism is to steal and pass off ideas/words without crediting or acknowledging the source.
definitions used below:
to steal and pass off (the ideas or words of another) as one's own : use (another's production) without crediting the source; to commit lite
Information about what plagiarism is, and how you can avoid it.
but in all of my stuff i always credit charon is my inspiration; i am not passing off the inspiration as my own
therefore, since i am acknowledging and crediting the original work, it is not plagiarism.
Even then, i draw my own art, i write the dialogue and stuff myself (occasionally i make references to the original but for the most part it is my own words). The assets used for the maps and the music are free to use, and have been used by other rpg maker games not made by charon.
examples:
>the crooked man (uses same map assets)
>the sandman (uses same map assets)
>the original mad father (uses the same music)
>the original misao (uses same map assets)
are these games plagiarizing each other? no
As for the writing/plot; i'm under the belief that in 2024, it's possible everything has been done before;; and since everything has been done before; its not really about being original or not anymore; to me it's about putting things together to make something interesting or entertaining for yourself and other people to enjoy;
kinda like palworld, it's got characters like pokemon but the gameplay is like arc; say what you want about it, but it did really well because people found it fun
you're free to disagree; that's just how i think media is now; lots of shows/games/books take inspiration from each other, and i don't think there's anything wrong with that;;
>the creators of persona 4 like death note, so they borrowed ideas from death note
>league of legends skins take inspiration from anime and video games all the time
>valorant is basically the same game as cs:go and overwatch is pretty much tf2
are these considered plagiarism? i don't think so, and i personally don't care if they are similar; people enjoy them and it brings no real world harm
what i've done is more like a retelling, where it has similar story beats to the original but goes somewhere different similar elements, but overall different enough not to take away from the original
i just felt like addressing this because people nowadays are very quick to judge and spread misinformation, without listening to the other side or doing research
it's depressing, really
i'm not that upset over it because the person who said this completely ignored all of my points when i calmly explained it to them; i have nothing to prove to people who are unreasonable and not willing to listen
you are free to disagree with my perspective, but at least look at the evidence and do diligent research first before accusing people of serious things
and even then if it upsets you, you are free to ignore me; i am a small creator with only like 100 followers on most of my socials; it seems like a waste of time to attack/harass a nobody like me xD
i will take the criticism in stride tho. As i have said before, it is not my intention to replace charon or anything, and eventually i will be diverting my work to be more different
the only similarity will be menhera/yandere stuff, but i focus more on female protagonists and male love interests instead of charon who does the opposite;; so my target audience is different; i wouldn't be affecting charon's bottom line or whatever
so if you are a fan of charon and you want exact same as charon stuff; please dont expect!! the style is similar but i just wanna make horror otome games for the girls LOL
that being said i do understand and i've altered a bit of things so it's more inspiration and looks less similar
(i've changed the ui a bit and i've lessened references for the next game)
please respect my opinion and make your judgement after reading;; you can unfollow/block if you are annoyed or something, it's okay with me; but ty for understanding and taking the time to hear me out
*if someone says something similar, ill just link them this, and if they dont read it; they gettin ignored :U
Love Letter is finished and playable!!! yay!!! :DDDD
♡ Play Love Letter here! ♡
Continue reading for blog ^^
"THE HOME INVADER? WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN????"
It took me a bit longer than I thought because I was struggling with bugs (like being able to progress when you shouldn't, etc) and recording (im lowkey a perfectionist when it comes to doing things in order sometimes).
But now it's out! This was actually my first game, originally made in VX Ace (in 2021) before I learned to use RPG2000 and remade it. (the original is ugly af)
The plot is kinda similar to Mikoto Nikki, but this goes a little more into the psychological and snooping aspect; you're going through the man's trash and stuff-
also took a bit of insp from the random yan game 'don't notice me' that kubz scouts played a while ago (omg the memories); say what you want about that game, but i kinda liked it XD
I named the game based on the plot, but lowkey also in condolences to the failed yandere sim game (rip love letter mtf); since we didn't get that game I made this instead (even tho they aren't even remotely similar XD)
mia's og design was similar to bow-chan's lmao but honestly i like the coquette pinkish design more, its more fitting!
so yeah; i finally finished and now i can continue on!!
there's definitely at least three more charon-esque games i would like to make (i have like a whole list that i might post but certainly i want to have a 'dark side' game, another love triangle one, and then a three person one like mix ore)
yandere thai tea eheheh
also i have the violent urge to make a normal rpg game kinda like OFF or The Gray Garden, we shall see though, because I wanted to go in order of game types instead of jumping around;; BUT I HAVE SUCH GOOD IDEAS FOR OTHER THINGS HNNNNNGGGG
GAME SPOILERS AHEAD!!!!!
the true end only happens because mia is a simp
if it was anyone else; mikio would've gone to jail frfr
i wanted mikio to be decently nuanced; so its really up to the viewer to forgive him or not, just like souta and raden; even tho mia is simping here xD
SPOILER END!!!!!
also, abt the manly easter eggs; i am not glazing :( hot take perhaps but i dont actually like him anymore (still like his old vids tho), i just kept easter eggs in bc my 2021 self worked really hard on it, and it would be very mean of me to take that away from her....
she was a pure, hopeful girl with dreams before she became a hyper edgy nihilist LOL
but i digress, to those who find my stuff, thank you for indulging my bizarre hobby
Love Letter is a horror visual novel/investigation adventure game created with RPG Maker 2000. The game style is inspired from Charon/Nekofuji Kaoru.
Mia is a normal high school girl with a huge crush on a handsome, popular boy at her school, Mikio. After working up the courage, she decides to give him a love letter.
However, in trying to get it back, Mia ends up immersing herself in Mikio's life outside of school.
This is a charon-esque game following the formula, presented by me.
⚠️ Before venturing into any of my works, please heed my disclaimer/rules;; I don't want obstructive people engaging with me or my content.
⚠️Disclaimer ⚠️
⚠️This game contains violent and grotesque depictions, as well as dark themes. Please do not play the game if you are sensitive to this type of material. ⚠️
⚠️Rating: 16+ ⚠️
⚠️Separate fiction from reality + Separate art from the artist -- I do not condone any dark content/themes depicted in my works. Any works done in fiction should not be adapted to real life. ⚠️
Download
❖ Download link
❖ Mirror link
RPG Maker 2000 RTP is required for the game to run. Download link here and in the readme file.
(Chrome or windows may block usage of these programs, but these are safe to ignore.)
Platform and Troubleshooting
The game's engine only works for windows, but EasyRPG can used in it's place. May not be perfect. Instructions in the readme file.
Further troubleshooting instructions are in the readme file. Expect possible errors or the game never running at all, since RPG Maker 2000 is outdated software.
Gameplay Notes
❖ Love Letter is an investigation horror game with five endings. A spoiler-free guide is in the readme. (Video Walkthrough here)
Usage Notes
Do not edit, repost, or sell assets from the game without permission!!
Fanworks and videos of the content are allowed, but do not directly use assets from the game to make them. (YT Thumbnails are fine, but modifying the game to post or claim assets as your own is not.)
My email is here, and in the readme for comments and concerns. Please only contact me if there are mild errors (such as spelling or ingame bugs). Do not contact me regarding troubleshooting errors. Go through the readme instructions, but expect that the game might not work, since RPG Maker 2000 is outdated.
♢ i saw this late cuz i don't really look myself up on yt but YOOOOO a youtuber played my game 🥺🥺🥺❓❓❓
♢ i wont glaze too much but it was cool to see someone else look at what i made ^^ i was freaking out tysm for playing it (and ty to any other people who also have that i haven't seen)
♢ when i read what i write in my head... it sucks, so hearing someone else with actual voice acting ability read was such an improvement xD
♢ honestly looking back, i kinda agree the transitions are a little too long (i was just following the charon style and the wait times are actually that long ;u;) but i cut it down for the next game
♢ doom stones game right here ♢
aaaa im a loser but ty to the people who like my stuff
