[lunarscribbles]

hi welcome to my blog you can call me solar!

20s and dump my thoughts and feelings about fictional characters here. it's not spoiler free but i try to tag them as spoilers ig? or (content) spoilers

masterlist: here updated 29/01/2023 (ik it's well over due an update)

my tags

.solarflare - my ramblings both personal and fandom

.starshower - anything i write (mostly obey me and gender neutral)

(content) pretty art - i reblog a lot of art so i like to organise it

[rekart1999]

Hiya! 😺 The lineart for Xavier the Boy High King of Skyrim for my SkyrimxLads verse is done! Imagine, what if Elisif and Torygg had a son, and after Toryggs death its this young boy taking over his father mantle, the throne of Skyrim, amidst the return of dragons and civil war. I would imagine the crown would be very heavy for a young man, and most of Skyrims Jarls wouldn't take too kindly to him and would refer to him as the Boy King most of the time amongst themselves.

I gave Xavier the iconic Jagged crown to sort of show how hard this time is in Skyrims history...and especially how hard it is on him. Unlike Rafayel or Valko, i tried to sort of mismatch his royal outfit from his myth Where Stars Scatter, with certain elements of Skyrim Jarl outfits, like the jewlery and fur and such.

So here he is! Xavier the Boy High King of Skyrim! I'm hoping to color him soon 🤴🏻🌟👑

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if you are interested, check out my page for Valko, Zayne, Rafayel and be on the look out for the finished version and ofc the other boys as well 🖤

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[al-akuma]

— my hunger doesn't subside, no matter how hard i try. it's as if i've forgotten something

what have I forgotten?

[chaoticnoodlesoup]

Thirteen wip! 😼

[meieriee]

JOYRIDE, JOYRIDE!

[viernian]

[batladss]

it's a dating sim ofc i'm gonna make them all want me 🙂‍↕️ used my warm up as an excuse to draw some Obey Me! hehehe

[green--enjoyer]

I love my sometimes mean wife

[leviathil]

Ur belphegor art was so awesome!! Could u draw mammon?

THANK YOU SM ANON !! Here's mammon, pls ignore realistic mc

[com-radish16]

mc + my Obey Me! oc (Naomi) + baddie Thirteen

[lunarscribbles]

as much as i would like to continue with lads once this boycott is over if they're going down the facial scanning/govt id route for age verification on global servers i dont think i will

[mammonbignaturals]

for a game about demons I rarely see people in this fandom sexualizing demonic possession….

[mammonbignaturals]

still thinking about this comment btw

[lunarscribbles]

i am also still thinking about it... (tw dubcon?)

and that's exactly the thing!! it starts out erotic - you get to switch off a little, experience the day without having to think about anything, any of the micro decisions and asmo can take care of you/your body however he sees fit. he can play dress up and play pretend, see what it's like to be you. you go in thinking it's a bit of an experiment with a caregiving dynamic, and he puts you so at ease promising that he'll take such good care of you, that he won't do anything too outlandish, that you can pull the plug at any point but then 6 hrs turns into a full day of possession before he relents and gives you your autonomy back.

but you've opened the gate now and any opportunity your guard is down he's possessing you, playing at being you. he starts coercing you into it before ultimately he just stops asking for your consent and suddenly your backseat driving in your own body, feeling distant and floaty and not in the pleasant way it originally was.

there's a creeping, foggy unease but you're not sure what it's about, because asmo is in control more often than you are now and you can't quite work out what's wrong, where you start and asmo ends, if asmo is even pretending to be you any more or if he's claimed your body as his own vessel. he uses glamours to change your height, your weight, your hair colour and style like your own body is his doll. it's horrifying to be lucid in those moments, watching the mirror as he distorts your appearance for fun until he decides your original appearance is his favourite.

you forget what your own convictions and thoughts even are because it's been so long since you've been alone in your head. and no one notices. the change is so gradual and asmo is such a good actor at the start that they just assume it's you being influenced by them, growing and changing in the way humans do.

you try to get their help asking solomon about exorcisms, how pacts factor into possession and he just laughs you off, saying its not something you'd need to worry about after all who would mess with you, with the strongest demons at your beck and call? except said demons of course.

even when asmo gives you back control for shorter and shorter periods, his voice is still whispering in your mind that it's easier just to let him do it, let him make all the decisions that your fragile mind avoids, let him look after you, why do you need a sense of self when he's been doing so well taking care of you? remember that this was enjoyable at the start...

[lunarscribbles]

who would have thought that gen ai would lead yo cyber attacks? not me that's for sure /s

[very-strange-potato]

The inspiration for this drawing was Bernini’s Angel with the Superscription.

(Just my blabbering down there)

My first sketch and lineart were made on paper.

I wanted to draw Simeon and while looking for inspiration, I discovered that the Bible mentions Recording Angels. As the name says, they were supposed to record lives of every human. I thought about Simeon, who, in a way, recorded personalities of family he had lost, when the brothers fell. I believe the whole TSL was a way to remember them, but also to deal with survivors guilt. (Pretty obvious thought, but still a thought)

[noroi-om]

The cutie part of Asmo only?!

[deokki77]

femMammon and my persona 😻😖😖

[miyukiko]