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she/it, 30s, blog is for project sharing, writing, and journaling

[lunasticedelusio]

weight gaining is going well but now that i have a tummy my girlfriend keeps BITING IT

[taffybuns]

hhello. come see my visions. somethings wrong with me

[lunasticedelusio]

so much upside to normal-ish e-levels again (boobs, etc.) but....why the hiccups??? why are the hiccups connected??? anyone.....???

[transgenderization]

cursed items are kinda awesome

[iamoutofideas]

you can’t let it take over you. you can’t.

[transgenderization]

has anyone else noticed that cursed items are kinda awesomee ive been thingking theyre kinda awesom recently

[lunasticedelusio]

feeling gender euphoria again, for the first time in a long time. happy pride

[splatling3]

my awesome super cool ffxiv character Cocoa

[lunasticedelusio]

Sisters :3

[lunasticedelusio]

e levels normalizing means i can actually see the week to week changes again. super jazzed abt that.

[gazeldhazel]

thank you perverted trans women

[yuriartillery]

how to crawl into her lap in a cool way that maintains my feline dignity and mystique

[evergreen-femme]

im just so happy i live in a time period where actual meaningful biological transition is possible. even if we lose rights or the ability to exist in public, nothing can turn back the clock on that, and just by having any sort of access to that our lives are made immensely better. millions of our sisters throughout history would never have dreamed of a day where they could have what HRT does for us.

please don't lose the plot of this. if you're a trans person on HRT you're a living miracle, the dream of hundreds of millions of your ancestors. your lives are all deeply meaningful no matter what anyone says.

[t4t4t]

תפילה להפך – מאבן בֹחן | Prayer for Transformation, from the poem "Even Boḥan" by Rabbi Ḳalonymus b. Ḳalonymus ben Meir (1322) • the Open Si

A prayer by Kalonymus b. Kalonymus ben Meir that appears in his poem ספר אבן בוחן, יג Sefer Even Boḥan (§13), describing the author's wish t

[unabashedllamamusic]

Cursed be the one who announced to my father: “It’s a boy!"... ...How could he twist the course of the stars so much? How could he have erred so in his astrology? A lying tongue, a fool’s mouth it had given him For he foolishly transformed justice to poison He altered the law and transposed the lines

Oh, but had the artisan who made me created me instead – a worthy woman... ...I would say "how lucky am I"

Father in heaven who did miracles for our ancestors with fire and water... ...Who would then transform me from a man to woman? Were I only to have merited this being so graced by goodness...

What shall I say? why cry or be bitter? If my father in heaven has decreed upon me and has maimed me with an immutable deformity then I do not wish to remove it. the sorrow of the impossible is a human pain that nothing will cure and for which no comfort can be found. So, I will bear and suffer until I die and wither in the ground. Since I have learned from our tradition that we bless both, the good and the bitter I will bless in a voice hushed and weak: blessed are you [HaShem] who has not made me a woman.

I think I'm gonna go lay down for a little while.

[lunasticedelusio]

isekai's u while ur multiboxing

[lunasticedelusio]

joke flirting in a vc: wow im glad i can be so relaxed with my friends

someone says i have a rough tongue like a cat: wow i can't form sentences anymore and immm shakingg???? (positive)

[servuscallidus]

I'm going to *remembers suicide is often not a desire for death itself but rather an attempt to radically change one's life because the current state of being has become unbearable but the person can't think of any way to change it other than death* kill myself

[lunasticedelusio]

deeply embarassed by how much im willing 2 forgive log horizon

[yokowan]

instant stagnation girl panel 1 doing nothing panel 2 still doing nothing but looks exhausted for some reason

[chorusys]

*gently grabs your hand* I would willingly play a dogshit ttrpg with you

[reluctantlybouncingonit]

This is what romance truely looks like!!!!!

[lunasticedelusio]

putting 2gether a playlist for 2nite's foray into Impossible Landscapes Part 4. i figured Signalis would b good but some of those songs still nearly make me break down just hearing ;_;