mdni. shamelessly, filthy late night write-up. not proofread
the air in the room is suffocatingly thick with a silence reiner's heavy breathing fails to hide.
your hands work fast, unbuttoning his shirt to the very last button before he can even catch his breath.
he doesn't believe he deserves this.
he sits at the edge of his mattress, eyeing you up and down. as you press a peck to his temple, a shudder escapes his lip. when you kiss right at his stubbled jawline, his hands grip the sheets beneath him, sounds of the springs echoing throughout the room. he trembles as your fingernails trace his bare chest and stomach on your way down.
you kneel between his legs, eager fingers already tugging at his trousers. he twitches in his seat. he doesn't fight you. you slip your fingers into the waistband of his pants and briefs and pull them down to his ankles, exposing him completely to the cool air of the room.
you hear a sob fall from his lips as his cock springs bare, beads of precum already falling down his shaft.
your eyes trail up to him, he has his face lifted, head tilted back, and face buried into the crook of his arm, ashamed to look at you. ashamed to feel something this good. his chest heaves up and down.
he doesn't answer, too consumed with trying to catch his breath.
you lift your hands forward, wrapping your fingers around his forearm, firmly pushing it to his side. you slowly interlock your fingers into his large calloused hands, securing it in place as you kneeled back down.
"please," he falters, voice cracking through his plea. "you don't have to."
you keep your eyes on him. you smile, fingers wrapping around his base.
you lean in. your lips brush against the sensitive head of his length, instantly catching the drop of precum on your tongue. reiner lets out a ragged gasp, clenching his eyes shut as his leg beside you jolts viscerally.
when you slide your mouth fully over him, drinking in the salty taste of his shaft, and enveloping the thickness of his length, a full sob rips from his throat. the heat of your mouth, the utter coldness of the room makes his stomach muscles clench hard. he tries to snatch his hand away, but you don't let him, setting it firm against the mattress beside him. your grip tightens.
you lap your tongue against his shaft, laying your tongue flat near the base, slowly gliding it back up to the tip. a slutty moan escapes you as you force his cock back into your mouth, the broad head brushing the middle of your throat.
"fu-fuc-fuck," he pants. your gaze stays on him, watching tears brim and fall from his eyes. he pulls his bottom lip in, biting down like it's his only lifeline. still, his whimpers seeps out for a man who has denied comfort for so long.
you wrap one hand around the base of his cock, pumping firmly in sync with the punishing rhythm of your mouth bobbing up and down.
you pull away, still pumping him.
"you didn't tell me you were so big, rei," you tease, eyes at him, glistening spit all on your mouth and chin. "why didn't you tell me?"
"i-i'm so—” his words are cut off with a long moan, tilting his head back as your lips meet his cock again. "god, please let me touch you."
you let go of his hand. you feel his thick fingers intertwine with your hair, twisting into your curls with a desperate tug. you feel the tremble in them, but still it's enough for him to push your head down, guiding you to take him whole.
you gag as he bottoms out in your throat and as you pull back up, saliva stretching and connecting from your lip to his wet tip. reiner watches you through hooded eyes, reddened face and heaving chest. his breath hitches at the sight of you, your pupils filled with a yearn he doesn't understand.
"you keep looking at me like that," he moans, hand flying to his face, wiping the tears that keep falling. "you're so beautiful…it's destroying me."
your heart flutters. but you're needy. you listen, eyes on him as your lips meet his cock again. you pick up the pace this time, betraying the slow rhythm to a relentless speed. you stack both hands at the base, pumping him in sync with the drooling wet bob of your mouth.
"ah--fuck," reiner gasps, hand roughly tugging at your hair to pull you back. "i--i'm cumming."
you lean closer to his thighs, using your stacked hands to keep him in place. a sloppy moan vibrates deep in your throat, the heavy suction echoing loudly in the room. reiner's breath completely hitches, his legs shake and jolts beside your bobbing head. a sharp, strangled gasp erupts from him, the sound bouncing off the walls.
his grip in your hair tightens. you know he isn't trying to hurt you. his hips jolt upward, driving his cock as deep as it can go in your throat. you let out a choked gag, tears streaming down your face from the length.
his eyes snap open, glassy with a fresh set of tears, jaw dropping as the first wave of his climax hits. you don't stop, drinking his spillage all in as it glides down your throat. every remaining twitch of his cock draws a ragged sob from him.
you pull back slowly, his fingers slipping from your hair. a thick strand of his saliva stretches from your mouth along with his release.
his hands fly to his face. they stay there, covering his full face.
you pull his hands away, revealing teary, bloodshot eyes. he's still trying to catch his breath.
you cup his face, smiling at him as you gently brush a stray tear thats sliding down his cheek.
"thank you," he whispers, mere inches from your face. he leans in, and kisses your lip, you drink in the tremor.
"thank you,” he breathes between your lips.
a/n: this is my 100th post. (i love that)
side note: hi i suffer with excessive shaking in my legs when i see reiner. send help.
