ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪ ִֶָ🦢་༘࿐ 𝓑.curly haired goddess.tarsus moon. Slytherin.cabin 10. Bambi reborn. Shifting account. Anti shifters DNI. Boy of tommen luvr. Johnny kav wife. Bisexual. Lana Del Rey daughter.
jasmine phipps “ 𝑖 wanna drown in the glamour that is my tragedy ,,
✶⋆.˚ oh, the loneliest girl is bought for pennies a price. we dress her up in lovely gowns, she's easy on the eyes. her soul is black and its a fact that her sneer will eat you alive, and the buyer always brings her back, because all she does is cry. so take what you want, take what you can, take what you please, don't give a damn. ask for forgiveness, never permisson. take what you want, take what you can, take what you please, don't give a damn. its in the blood and this is tradition.
tags :: @easyboyrecliner @sireneptune @vorpaltears @lovlyrealities @vwellouria @unidentified-divinity , lmk if you wanna be added or removed
so no one will get confused, this isnt me in my creepypasta dr. its my goat, jamie
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only you can save yourself. get the fuck up and persist.
some tough love/wake up call for all the shifters/manifestors out there.
there is nothing. no one that can save you. you wake up everyday, scroll through tumblr/tiktok/pinterest/whatever the fuck and then go back to sleep thinking 'oh maybe i'll find a good enough method'. you keep hoping for some random miracle while still thinking of the same old sob story. you keep looking for new bloggers, new information, new method to try. well? you're still here aren't you? i don't see your desires around you.
you treat persistence as if it's a suggestion. then you're in people's askbox sending them messages like "WHY CAN'T I PERSIST?" you tell me. why can't you? why is it so hard for you to actually stay consistent with the thing YOU want. why is it so hard for you to stay thinking in YOUR favor?
no blogger, no tiktoker, no youtuber can shift or manifest for you. NO ONE. no one is coming to save your sorry ass. they're fucking lying if they say otherwise. ONLY YOU CAN SAVE YOURSELF. how hard is it to actually stay firm in your mindset. you have the cheat code, you have the methods, you have your affirmations. how hard is it for you to stand the fuck up and decide? decide that you are getting the thing you want. decide that you are NOT taking ANYTHING else.
why do you keep waking up and repeating the loop? how much time has it been? weeks? months? years? and you've combed the entire internet for the SAME. DAMN. INFORMATION. again and again.
how many times are you going to think 'this time i'll get it' only to turn back around and waver. only to repeat this entire process. how hard is it for you to persist in what you want. you have had no trouble persisting in your negative thoughts all these years. do you truly want your desires or is thinking in your favor too much for you?
i get it, with someone who had ab*sive parents previously, persisting is hard. it takes strong determination to do so. but staying here? is that fucking sunshine and rainbows? why are you asking people how to persist. persisting is literally staying firm in your thoughts and NOT giving into your 3d or whatever bullshit you term it. as long as you keep reacting to the world around you, you will keep failing. when know that you have it and not take a no for example? that is when you get what you want. people have changed their lives so much. because they got off of other people's blogs and actually applied stuff into their lives. you want it that bad? get it. it's literally yours to grab. no one else will take it and hand it over to you.
READ TO THE END IF YOU WANT TO MASTER SHIFTING REALITIES, VOID STATE, LUCID DREAMING, ASTRAL PROJECTION, AND SLEEP PARALYSIS
INTRODUCTION
please read at least this paragraph to the end. i know many people roll their eyes and scroll when they are told to apply the law of assumption, be persistent and ignore 3d. you may think that this is long, tedious and will not work, and you’d better try that new x method, thanks to which you will definitely shift or enter the void tonight. “i have difficult circumstances. i need this today. i don’t want to waste time on the law of assumption”. okay, and how many of “those nights” have passed? how many years have you been trying? how many times have you achieved success after making such statements? how many times have you disregarded the law and woken up again in this reality without your desires? and how many more years are you going to waste your time? break the cycle. in a week in goddess state, you will achieve more than if you tried a new method every day for a year
still don't want to apply the law of assumption? come on, try to shift or enter the void state today. if you don’t succeed (and i’m sure of this, forgive the harshness), then you will return to this post, read it completely and carefully and follow my instructions
LAW OF ASSUMPTION
back to basics. i highly recommend you read all these posts. please read, maybe you will find new information or understand something that previously raised questions for you:
— LAW OF ASSUMPTION: A BASIC GUIDE
— LAW OF ASSUMPTION : THE WHOLE RUN-DOWN
— AN ASSUMPTION
— A SIMPLE GUIDE TO STATES AND MANIFESTATION
— A SIMPLE GUIDE TO THE LAW OF ASSUMPTION
— THE ONLY LOA POST YOU'LL EVER NEED
— DARE TO LIVE IN THE END
— FIRST THE MIND MUST CHANGE, AND THEN THE WORLD
— ENGRAVE THIS PROCESS INTO YOUR MIND & MOVE ON
— WHERE IS THE STUFF THAT I MANIFESTED
— ARCHIVE OF SOURAPPL3S'S POSTS
— GUIDE ON HOW TO APPLY LAW OF ASSUMPTION
— MY FAVORITE LUCKYKIWIII101'S POSTS THAT EVERYONE SHOULD READ
“an assumption, though false, persisted in will harden into fact”. your thoughts, beliefs and assumptions create your reality. we are used to thinking that 3d is our true reality, but this is not so. 3d is a mirror that reflects your 4d
if you want something, then all you have to do is decide that you already have it and be persistent. many of you misunderstand the meaning of this word in the context of the law of assumption. repeating affirmations, listening to subliminals for 24 hours and doing methods at every opportunity is not persistent. “persistence is remaining in a state of fulfilled desire. to be persistent means to stick to your assumptions regardless of what 3d reality shows you. if you react to 3d, then you are not persistent”
by reacting to 3d, you do not allow new assumptions to form in your subconscious. imagine that 3d asks again and again if you are sure that you have mastered void, shifting realities, lucid dreaming, etc. “are you sure? are you 100% sure? but you said before that you always fail. i don't think you're sure. look, you woke up again in this reality without desires. what? do you really believe what you're saying? i ask you again, are you absolutely sure?”. instead of giving a positive answer every time, you immediately give up and scroll through tumblr looking for a new method. you must be persistent, even if you do not get what you want in 3d after a week, a month or a year
(this is a bit of an exaggeration because i said it as an example., but i forbid you to think that manifestation lasts that long. “both 3d and 4d always show me only what i want to see. my 3d instantly reflects my 4d,” — this is your new assumption, whether you like it or not)
if you have negative thoughts, and we most likely will, then immediately replace them with positive ones. negative thoughts also include anticipation of desire. remind yourself again and again that you already have what you want and you are not waiting for it to manifest itself. if you catch yourself thinking that you are waiting for your manifestation, then remind yourself that you already have it
don't think that negative thoughts are ruining your progress or that you have to start over. no, as long as you are on a mental diet, you are doing everything right. by the way, posts about mental diet that you must read:
— MENTAL DIET TECHNIQUES
— THE MENTAL DIET
— MENTAL DIET AND SHIFTING
— MENTAL DIETS
what if you forgot about your mental diet for a whole day or more and were in a state of lack the whole time? decide that it didn't happen. no, don't feel like you have to start over. there is no beginning and end. decide that you have been persistent all this time. revision — 001, 002. replace these memories with something pleasant and that’s it
FULL GUIDE
DECIDE
literally right now, decide that you have mastered void, shifting realities, manifestation, lucid dreaming, sleep paralysis, and astral projection. don't you dare pick one thing from this list. take my advice and decide that you've mastered it all. do you just want to shift on command? okay, but the ability to instantly enter the void and control dreams wouldn't be out of place, would it? especially considering that you don't have to put in any effort, you just have to decide
decide that you are a master of manifestation. decide that you are manifesting desires instantly. decide that 3d instantly reflects 4d. decide that both 3d and 4d show only what you want. decide what always works in your favor
decide that you are a master of the void state. decide that you have the perfect void concept. decide that you can easily enter the void state anytime and anywhere. decide that you have been successfully inducing pure consciousness all your life. decide that to enter the void you just need to close your eyes. decided that every night you wake up in a state of void being aware
decide that you are a master shifter. decide that you shift easily and effortlessly. decide that you are in your desired reality right now. decide that you always wake up in your desired reality. decide that you shift on command. decide that the intention is enough for you to shift. decide that you have successfully shifted all your life
decide that you are a master of lucid dreaming. decide that you have lucid dreams every night. decide that all your life you have seen only lucid dreams. decide that you are in control of your dreams. decide that you easily shift from a lucid dream. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from a lucid dream
decide that you are a master of sleep paralysis. decide that closing your eyes is enough to induce sleep paralysis. decide that you are always relaxed and calm during sleep paralysis. decide that you have safe sleep paralysis. decide that you wake up several times a night in sleep paralysis. decide that you can easily induce sleep paralysis in less than a minute. decide that you can easily shift from sleep paralysis. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from sleep paralysis
decide that you are a master of astral projection. decide that you astral project every night. decide that all your out-of-body experiences are safe. decide that you can easily shift from astral projection. decide that you effortlessly enter the void state from astral projection
decide right now or after you read this post. don't put it off until tomorrow or monday
MANIFEST
important part. manifest your desires. solve any problems using the law of assumption. you can do it right now, you don't have to wait until you enter the void or shift. it's easy. all you have to do is decide. i’m not asking you to affirm, listen to subliminals, do sats, etc. you just need to think that you already have everything you want and be persistent in this assumption
want a new phone? ok, just decide that it's already yours. you don't have to try to enter the void tonight to manifest a new phone. do you have the flu? decide that you are always healthy (by the way, this does not mean that you should not take medications. take them, but be persistent in the assumption that you never get sick). again, you don't even have to move your fingers. besides, negative beliefs will not make your life better. do negative thoughts fulfill your desires? no, so why pay attention to them? just enjoy the feeling of fulfilled desire. just enjoy the fact that you always get what you want
by the way, manifest something "unrealistic". telekinesis, magic wand, the ability to fly or talk to animals. there’s nothing difficult about randomly remembering once a day that you can fly, right? let your subconscious know that you can literally do anything
PERSISTENCE
my honest opinion: if you are not able to be persistent, your desire is not that important to you. if you react to 3d and give up, then you don’t want to change your life so much. in order to manifest what you want, you need to be persistent in a new assumption
4d is true reality, 3d is a mirror. live in your imagination, live in the end, only then will 3d reflect your new assumptions and beliefs. these people achieved success because they accepted that imagination is the only reality. you are no worse than them. you can be persistent. and you will be persistent
know that your failure will not affect my life in any way. but it will affect you. if you finally become persistent, then you will get everything you dreamed of all that time. do it for yourself. do it for the sake of experimentation. what if you succeed?
METHODS
let's start with the method of manifestation. all i require you to do is decide, be persistent, ignore 3d, replace negative thoughts with positive ones. this is literally the basis of the law of assumption
in addition to this, you may want to use manifestation methods such as robotic affirmations, subliminals, sats, meditation, etc. overall i'm 50% okay with it. everything is fine as long as you don't put methods on a pedestal. if you start to think that without following one of the methods you will not be able to manifest your desires, then this is a red signal. just relax. you will shift, enter the void void, do astral projection, etc., even if you don’t repeat affirmations from morning to evening or don’t listen to your entire playlist. don’t force yourself to lie on your back and visualize the desired reality during sats. do what you like and when you want it. affirm, visualize, make mood boards, etc., but don’t make it a mandatory action. don't force yourself to do anything you don't want to do. and remember you change 4d and 3d, not methods
and i also urgently, on my knees, beg you to abandon methods for void, shifting, sleep paralysis, lucid dreams, etc. if you knew how wonderful it is to lie on your side at night and just fall asleep. no need to lie on your back, affirm, visualize, count. you just fall asleep without setting alarms for wbtb. no meditation, pink noise, theta waves. you don’t feel guilty or angry because you’re too lazy to do the methods. you don't scold yourself because you roll over on your side and fall asleep in the middle of the method. you don't feel disappointed that the method didn't work (in 3d, of course). this is a relief and peace that you could have experienced all this time, but for some reason you denied yourself it
yes, i know it’s strange to hear from someone who previously published methods. ah, but what's the difference? it was a long time ago and not true. now i make myself comfortable on the bed and let my thoughts flow. if i want, then i fantasize about all sorts of things, if i want, then I think about the desired reality. and only sometimes i affirm that i have mastered void, shifting, lucid dreams, sleep paralysis. i think a little about my happy life, only because i accidentally remembered it. i don't force myself to do anything i don't want to do
i say again, i am firmly against the methods! in order to shift, you don’t need to lie motionless in the starfish position for two hours. just decide! be persistent! but if you still want to do it your way, then do it right. if your attempt is unsuccessful, do not react to 3d. decide what you shifted. decide that you have entered the void state. remember the mental diet. however i still recommend not doing the methods
MENTAL DIET
it’s better, of course, to decide that negative thoughts don’t arise in you, but if they do arise, replace them with positive ones. pay attention to your inner conversation. again, if a negative thought arises, immediately replace it with a positive one. replace one negative thought with 10 positive ones
“i woke up again in the current reality” >>> “i’m so happy that i woke up in my desired reality. i’m a master of shifting. in addition, i mastered the void, lucid dreams, sleep paralysis. and i always get what i want instantly”
“i envy her so much. i can’t wait to share my success story” >>> “i never envy anyone. i have a dream life. my success story is much better than hers. one post is not enough for all my success stories, because i shift and enter the void literally every hour”
“i had such a terrible nightmare last night” >>> “i have lucid dreams every night. i forgot the last time i had ordinary non-lucid dreams. by the way, i can easily control lucid dreams! there is nothing easier than entering the void state from a lucid dream”
“if i don't enter the void today, i won't pass my exams” >>> “how could i forget that i had already passed my exams with a perfect score? and every night i wake up in a void state. i love being a manifestation master”
“what if it's not true? maybe they're all lying” >>> “the law of assumption is the truth. why? because i said so. because i already have a dream life. because i've already shifted and entered the void state a million times”
“if i don't induce sleep paralysis tonight, i won't shift” >>> “boo! who said this nonsense? everyone knows that i have mastered both reality shifting and sleep paralysis. even infants know this”
something like this. have you read those posts about the mental diet, the link to which i left at the top? don't forget about such a wonderful thing as revision. if you forgot about the mental diet and indulged in negative thoughts all day, then just change your memories. “i’m so proud that i only had positive thoughts today”
LIAR
there are times when you have to break a mental diet. what to do? lie. say the “truth” out loud, but in your mind persistently deny it. for example, your mother asked how you passed your physics test. give her an “honest” answer, but mentally affirm over and over again that you passed the test. review this moment. but if someone on this site asks you, for example, have you ever shifted, you can either safely ignore it, or say that you have already shifted a million times because you decided so
TIME
stop waiting. stop waiting for you to shift or enter the void state. stop waiting for your first lucid dream, sleep paralysis and astral projection. time doesn’t exist you already have your desires. if you notice that you are waiting for your manifestations, then immediately remind yourself that you already have everything you want! don't count the hours, days, weeks. there is only the eternal now and it is up to you to decide what you are thinking about at this moment
“i hope i enter the void before friday” >>> “wait a minute. so i already enter the void every night. i just need to close my eyes for two seconds and i immediately induce pure consciousness”
“i've been applying the law of assumption for a week now, but nothing has changed” >>> “what the hell week? i literally have lucid dreams my whole life and wake up in the void state, in sleep paralysis and the desired reality 5 times a night”
“if i persist for two weeks, i will finally shift to desired reality” >>> “goddess, i'm in my desired reality right now. i'm a master shifter. shifting is very easy. i'm already shifted”
“when will 3d reflect 4d?” >>> “3d has already reflected my 4d. 3d instantly shows me my desires. what is time lag? this is the first time i've heard of this”
if you catch yourself thinking that you are waiting for manifestation, immediately change this thought to a positive one. forget about waiting and worry. these feelings will not make your life better. forget about such nonsense as time lag
CIRCUMSTANCES
i know many of you may have difficult circumstances. but thinking about it you only complicate your life. your thoughts, assumptions and beliefs create your reality. please ignore 3d and your life will become much easier. know that people before you have succeeded in unbearable circumstances (poverty, abuse, death of loved ones, illness). they had doubts just like you, but they lived in the end and were persistent (+ this)
this doesn't mean you can't cry or be angry. no matter what you do, only what you think has power. give vent to your emotions, but be persistent in the fact that you have already succeeded. yes, it can be difficult and unusual, but you have to do it if you want to get rid of undesirable circumstances once and for all
do you have painful periods? cry, don’t hold back your tears, but insist that this is not so. be persistent in the fact that you have pain-free periods
are your abusive parents beating you again? scream and cry with anger, hit the pillow, but please ignore the 3d. repeat again and again that you are already in your desired reality, where you have loving parents
are you angry because all the housework is on you? no, no, convince yourself that you are not washing the floors right now. no, your useless brother does, and in the meanwhile you are enjoying a delicious cake
know that it is never too late to change negative thoughts to positive ones. even if two hours ago you reacted to 3d and cried bitterly, cursing your life, now you can decide that this did not happen. i don’t think i want to leave links to posts about revision for the third time. i hope you have already read them. in very emotional moments, try to remind yourself that your thoughts create your 3d reality
let the undesirable circumstances be a reminder that you already have everything you want. is the Internet not working? the Internet is fast at all times and everywhere, and besides, you've mastered the void. not enough money? not only are you rich, but you also shift easily and quickly
SUCCESS
please do not share your mini successes. did you have your first lucid dream? i’m sincerely happy for you, but don’t you dare write something like “today i realized i was in a dream!! i tried to create a portal, but it didn’t work out. next time i will undoubtedly enter a void.” honey, you just threw your mental diet in the trash
either you wait until you achieve the final goal (shifting, void), or you share your success without breaking the mental diet. “this morning i woke up in sleep paralysis. although it was predictable, i’m a master of sleep paralysis and void. why? because i decided so” or “in the evening i was lying on the couche and shifted to my desired reality, but i quickly came back. anyway, i can shift there again whenever i want, because it's not difficult for me”
DOUBTS
if you feel that you are being overcome by doubts, read loa posts, this post and all those posts to which i left links. i also recommend reading more success stories >>> @loasuccessarchive
know that people have succeeded in manifestation even though they often had doubts. but they continued to be persistent, thanks to which they shifted and entered the void state. if they could do it, so can you
EPILOGUE
this post is my first child. so i hope you read it from start to finish because the labor lasted a week if not more. i wish you good luck! i truly believe that you will begin to apply the law of assumption. are you aware that i have already decided that you have already sent me your success stories? there's no point in putting it off any longer, darlings! be persistent and i will be persistent in the assumption that you are successful <3
So, this is a bit of a new topic for me, and I think I should talk about itso maybe you'll understand the shift in my advice better.
Lately, I've been saying a lot about "acting as if." But honestly? You don't have to do any of that unless it's something you actually want to do, something that actually aligns with you. You don't have to keep listening to the same words recycled and repackaged in a new light every single time. It's high time you all start realizing: you don't need anything to shift. And you never will.
Now, let's talk about the symptoms you feel when you're entering that half-asleep, half-awake state.
This is NOT a shifting symptom!!
It's just the feeling you get when your body is starting to fall asleep and your logical mind is going offline. Honestly, you don't feel the shift itself because it happens so fast. Like, as fast as you blink your eyes. There isn't really a way for you to know you're about to shift I could be wrong, so do tell me if I am but unless you're sure you're in your DR, you can just open your eyes. I always script that my eyes open when I've fully shifted.
Shifting, as we know, is just moving your awareness. And you decide. You decide what shifts you. If you 100% believe that a method you made or even just saw would make you shift, then it would.
"But Nightmare, when I believed it would, nothing happened??"
Uhm, yes it did, sweetie. That's like telling your subconscious: if you do this once and nothing happens, you failed. And then you just shifted to a reality where that method did fail, and you didn't shift. It's genuinely not possible for it not to work unless you believe it wouldn't. And even if some part of you did think that, and you decided to ignore it and keep using it anyway? You'd still shift.
Why?
Because nothing I just said has to be true.
You make the rules. You decide what works and what doesn't.
You don't have to change your mindset. You don't have to reprogram your mind. All of these things are just limiting beliefs you don't have to follow.
Shifting never had rules. It was its own thing its own existence. Humans just found out about it one day or made it up and started telling you all these crazy things you have to do to shift. When truth be told?
You don't have to do none of that.
Shifting is its own thing. If a shifting blogger has only ever been telling you to do your own thing, make your own rules, be dulu, and stop searching for the "right" way because there is no right or wrong way then listen:
Shifting is as easy as you want it to be.
And that might take some time for it to really click. But then you get the understanding. And that'll happen for everyone, sooner than they think. Shifting isn't actually hard. We've been the ones making it harder on ourselves, acting like it's this faraway thing when it's not.
When you actually stop looking and start doing your own thing for once and actually stick with it, as long as it's what you like and what feels good to do, that's when things fall into place. You're no longer begging for the shift or trying. You're just deciding.
And doubts don't matter. Because even master shifters still doubt shifting. And shifting was never a skill because it took everyone time before it really clicked for them. In their own understanding. That's what allowed them to shift more.
So you either decide—or keep searching for answers you don't actually need answered.
As always: it's okay to overthink. It's okay to doubt yourself, to wonder if you'll ever shift. But the road will never change, because in the end?
Shifting was always meant for you. And you will shift. Because it's your birthright.
Shifting was always meant to find you.
You didn't find shifting it found you. Maybe to brighten your life.
And yeah, it found the wrong people too but that's none of your worries. Focus on your own path, not what other shifters are doing in their DRs, or the crazy, disgusting things they're scripting or planning to shift for.
Just block.
And also stop searching for the shift through your body. Because your awareness is the only thing shifting, not your physical form.
It's okay if you can't stop thinking about your body or what's around you in this reality. In the end, it won't stop the shift from happening.
And if someone told you that it would? I would like to kindly smack them across the face. DO NOT SPREAD LIES TO MY BABIES!
As always, my lovelies do whatever tf makes you feel good. Because shifting is not homework. You hate homework. I hate homework. Everyone hates work. So never let anyone tell you what you can and can't do in shifting, or what you're doing right or wrong. Because honey, shifting has no rules. And I sure as hell am not about to watch some random person put a labeled rule on it.
Shifting is its own thing. And I'll stand on that hill with a green flag with a middle finger pointed if I have to.
Okay so I’ve been getting a feeling that I’ll shift soon so much i asked my tatro deck if I’ll shift beige school starts and I got a yes I also asked my friend to use her pendulum to ask and I got a yes so I got bored today and felt like today was my last day on this universe so I asked if I’ll shift today! So good luck
THE BADDEST BITCHES ARE...
⠀⠀⠀a day in my life across the seasons (and world) in my fame dr!
note:⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀oh wowwww new dr! new dr! new dr! sorry for being offline and not making as many posts as i could, i was in china so my internet was sooo unstable urgh anyways i finally am making a post about my fame dr! so classic but love it so much anyways <33 also this song has been playing on repeat because i cannot describe how real the lyrics are to me as someone from a super small country! also i've realised this is a lot of rambling and a little long oopsies!
A DAY IN AUTUMN!
⠀⠀⠀⠀starting off with autumn since it's the beginning of the university year! i'm always so glad to see the leaves turn into shades of yellow and orange and for the air to get colder because i know my favourite season is coming soon and hot chocolate season is back! and, yes, whilst the rain does get more frequent, the chillier weather is so much better compared to the absolute heat of summer. and also because that means my best wardrobe gets to show up. autumn isn't just halloween and hot chocolate and the start of university (which i'm especially excited for because i'm doing a university program which spans across edinburgh, london, rome, and paris), it's also the start of everything which brings me joy! my birthday in october which i've learnt to love, cozy nights in bed reading and writing, weather which i get to dance comfortably in, and so much more!
⠀⠀⠀⠀anyways, a typical day in autumn starts at around eight in the morning for me; some earlier as i head to the rink for an early morning session and some later if i don't have a lecture or seminar in the morning. i typically spend my autumn in edinburgh which is, in my opinion, the best place to be in autumn. yes, it's gloomy. yes, it's rainy. but, my god, do i love it. there are weekends and some few days i spend outside scotland (sometimes taking a cheeky trip to boston to visit my boyfriend when i've got a couple days off or just a weekend trip with my friends), but overall, i am mostly in edinburgh which is so so dreamy! i love my flat in edinburgh old town which i'm in the heart of, more or less, and so do my friends who come visit me from glasgow.
⠀⠀⠀⠀as i was saying, my day typically starts at around eight where i get up, make myself a cup of matcha, and sit on my window seat journalling or reading as i try to wake myself up. i admit, sometimes i set my alarm half an hour early just so i can rot in bed for a bit, but i typically like my mornings slow, except from when i have mornings at the rink, but they don't happen as often now that i'm not competing. i choose my fit, take a shower, and pack my bag before heading out the door as i typically have late morning lectures and seminars which are my most preferred ones. i take a slow walk to campus, sometimes stopping by a store or two if i have time, and listen to music through my earphones as i walk in that autumn sun. sometimes i meet my friends for breakfast or stop by a cafe for hot chocolate, but i just go by what i feel like doing. once i get to campus, i attend my scheduled lessons for the day and if i have work to get done, i'll head to the library to study or do work for a bit! i do a double program, which means i do two degrees at once! my first degree is called culture, criticism, and curation with international politics and relations where i learn everything from comparative literature to politics to sociology to economics! this is a really useful degree for me as a filmmaker, as i find myself most creative when i learn more than just film techniques and i don't like to press myself to come up with story after story. my second degree is in sports, exercise, and rehabilitation science as i'm super passionate about athletes and sports, being one myself. so much of my family are athletes, my dad was an nhl player and my uncle was a footballer, and so sports has always influenced my life which is why i chose this degree! my dissertation is probably gonna be focused on acl injuries in women's sports for this degree most likely, but i've got years to go!
⠀⠀⠀⠀after my lessons and studying, i like to head to the rink for lessons or just to practice. i love the feeling of being on ice, especially after a difficult day. some days i also do dance and gymnastics after my time on ice, but i'm always always gonna be skating. i love my coaches and friends so much, and they always make the environment so much more fun! skating without the pressure of competition and just for the fun of it is so freeing, and honestly, all my issues melt away whenever i'm on the ice! it's a good way for me to detach, and i'm always in my own world in that rink. dance is either commercial, contemporary, or ballet, and gymnastics is either rhythmic or artistic; it just depends on what's on the schedule that week and day! if i don't have any practice that day, i like to wander around edinburgh with my friends and sit in a cafe with them. i also love love LOVE to walk around and browse the bookstores! anyways, after my typical training days, i would go back to rest for a bit and leave myself to do whatever i want to do, whether it's watching a new film or reading with my cd player on! after a little, i will also either cook or go somewhere to eat after because, believe it or not, a dozen matcha lattes and hot chocolates a day, plus some treats, isn't enough to fuel your body.
⠀⠀⠀⠀i also make sure to update my international friends and my very lovely boyfriend about my life, uni, and everything else across the day which means i spam their phones and they spam my phones in return! long distance kinda sucks, i won't lie, but having the freedom to fly to boston to visit my boyfriend and to watch his games and being able to meet my friends in the cities they call their home makes it all so worth it. how grateful i am to have friendships and a relationship worth the distance!
⠀⠀⠀⠀my day usually ends at around midnight, and if i'm out with my friends or at socials, they end at around two! i like to unwind by having a really nice and hot shower before reading and writing! i also love to call my friends and family, and sometimes i just sit on facetime with fraser as we both ramble about life and do our own things. sometimes, i'll even get to say hi to some of the other bruins if he's at the rink which is also really fun! i also like to do some writing and storyboarding for my films, as well as getting in contact with my management at times. sometimes, if i have a bunch of work and revision to do, i'll stay up for a bit longer and focus on that instead, but other than that, it's always a relaxed and fun night!
A DAY IN WINTER!
⠀⠀⠀⠀my favourite season ever! i love winter with all my heart, and i've always been a winter girl at heart! i spend winter typically across paris and rome which is so fun! i love skiing and snowboarding, which i escape the city for, heading to st anton in western austria which my dad has a chalet at (it's always been my go to destination)! i'm such a child at heart when it comes to playing in the snow, making snow angels, and starting snowball fights. i also love skating outdoors (especially if it's snowing) which makes everything so magical. i also love a classic winter wonderland visit and a good bailey's hot chocolate as my friends and i roam around and go on the rides. everything about the season is so magical, even when it goes dark at four or five, and i love seeing all the christmas and new years lights! i also have a proper university break then, which i spend in boston with fraser and with my family up in montreal! i also managed to do the family skate with fraser which was so unbelievably cool and i was so happy to meet all his teammates and their partners (and some of the cutest kids ever). and also being able to cheer for him and the team during games was so unreal after having to do it all over television for forever!
⠀⠀⠀⠀there are two typical days in winter for me: one on break in boston, and one when i'm in university in paris or rome. i'll go over both (and a day up in the mountains as well because i love snow season so much).
⠀⠀⠀⠀a typical day in my life when i'm at university starts off the same- a good reading or writing session with my matcha. i also then do the same old thing with my lectures and seminars, but i study and revise extra hard because right after break are my exams and assessments which mean that i really have to get work done if i want to have a peaceful break in boston and not have to revise too much then. so, i spend longer times in libraries studying and revising, sometimes with friends as well! i also somehow read a ton more books and write more in the coldness of winter, which is kind of expected. i've always felt more alive and productive in cold weather, and i always feel an extra bit like myself...i guess you could say winter completes me in a way. i also don't skate as much when in paris and rome, instead i dance a lot more (particularly ballet), and also typically do pilates or go through hell at barry's which is honestly really questionable. i love dancing a lot more in paris and rome, as i really feel the differences in the french, italian, and russina ballet styles as someone who was trained in vaganova. in france, movements are a little more elegant and precise with faster footwork, compared to italy where things are more on brilliance and power, and in vaganova (the russian style) i am more used to all the power, flexibility, and drama. i honestly really struggle in the french style the most as it is more subtle than what i was trained on, the placement is different as well, but that's why i like dancing ballet there so much as i love a good challenge. and, the thing about dance and ballet is that the more precise and controlled your movements are, the more free you feel.
⠀⠀⠀⠀in paris and rome, my books are read in french, italian, and english! it's a good way for me to read authors the way i feel they are meant to be read (aka in their original language), and also a good way to make sure my language skills are still in tact. however, i still take my school notes and study in english as my lectures and seminars are taught in english!
⠀⠀⠀⠀i also tend to spend more time out eating and hanging out with my friends in paris and rome, and also i go shopping there more often (as much as i hate to admit it). the food and shopping scene in both cities are just SO good, and i love hanging out with my friends there. i also love love visiting museums in my free time so paris is really ideal for me, my personal favourites in paris are musée gustave moreau and musée d'orsay! sometimes, i take a day trip or a weekend trip out of the city, but i mostly spend my time in them as there's so much to do and so much to revise on! my flat in paris is in the 15th arrondissement which is such a blessing and easily one of my favourite places in the city that i could easily spend all the day at. my flat in rome is in parioli, which is a really nice neighbourhood and i love being able to go to a bunch of parks within good distance!
⠀⠀⠀⠀whilst this does span multiple cities, my days are roughly the same in autumn and winter; wake up and have a slow morning, classes and studying, some form of exercise, take a calm walk around (a park or museum preferably but around the city is great too) or go to a cafe with my friends, have some food as i read and write or watch a film, chill in bed and call my friends and family, sleep (with a cheeky social and night out here and there). it's basically this, accept some more studying in the winter and a lot more days out in cafes and shopping! i love spending time with my friends, dancing around the streets under the warm yellow lights, and i love being productive in the winters (strange considering most get seasonal depression).
⠀⠀⠀⠀as for my days in boston on break, i stay in fraser's flat, and i spend my time exploring the city, wandering around with friends, writing and reading, and going to his hockey games. i also spend time skating at the rink! boston is such a cool city and i've never really been much, so exploring has been super duper fun! also being at games to cheer fraser on in person is just so amazing and fun, compared to weird timings and waking up in the middle of the night to catch a game. we have dates together and he cooks up a delicious dinner for me when we have nights in and ohhhh how grateful i am to have a relationship worth the distance and for someone to love me no matter the time between us! whenever i'm around him it's super nice and i just feel so at home, it's really sweet, and we both have nice nights in with classical music playing as we read our own books! my favourite though is when we exchange book reviews and head to the bookstore together! it's also nice to have a late average wake up time, and not having lectures and seminars to attend, so i'm able to have free and easy days where i just go wherever the wind takes me!
⠀⠀⠀⠀my days in the mountains are different, however. i'm up even before the sun rises, fuelling up for the day and immediately getting ready for a whole day out skiing or snowboarding (whatever i'm feeling the most like doing). i'm there on the first chairlift up and i'm on the last chairlift down, spending my whole day exploring the mountain i'm ever so familiar with. of course, i have lunch at the overpriced mountains and breaks with nine euro hot chocolates which is criminal, but most of my time is just feeling the cold breeze in my air as i go down the mountain. dinner is fun as well, sometimes at a restaurant, or sometimes in the chalet around the fire place!
A DAY IN SPRING!
⠀⠀⠀⠀i spend spring in london, staying in my flat in south kensington which i adore ever so much. spring usually comes with the end of the fourth teaching block and when spring revision weeks come about, before the end of semester exams which are nerve wrecking. obviously i do a lot of prep and studying before it, so it goes by quite breezy, but the final teaching block usually is the most carefree yet stressful which makes no general sense to be honest! i get up a little earlier in the mornings to revise, and in london i try to balance out skating and dance as a way for me to take my mind off university and for me to have breaks so i don't get burnt out.
⠀⠀⠀⠀when i'm not revising, in lessons, or exercising, however, i am spending time in hyde park, having picnics with my friends as we journal and read, bathing in the spring sun. london in spring is gorgeous, with flowers on trees blooming. i typically also take a walk from south ken to chelsea, having breakfast or brunch out with my friends and going out for a yummy dinner with them as well! i also consume tons more matcha and drinks in london than i do in the other cities for whatever reason, but maybe it's the amount of coffee store and cafes around! living close to two major museums is also really really nice for a museum lover like me where i manage to take calm walks around and take in the atmosphere.
⠀⠀⠀⠀i also love to read on my terrace, enjoying the sun and the feeling of being in london! however, i definitely do consume less books and films as i focus on revision for my exams. however, i still make it a point to journal! it's easy to get into a bad headspace with burn out when examinations are just around the corner, so i always make sure to be around people that i love, doing what i love, and giving myself breaks. i've had enough of burn out honestly, and i've learnt to regulate and compartmentalising.
⠀⠀⠀⠀fraser is also really stressed around this time, with trying his best to make it to and doing well in play offs, so we do our best to facetime to keep each other in a good headspace and being able to talk it all out. i also make sure to still spend time talking to my other international friends, despite being unable to take trips to their cities as much as i would love to due to my focus on doing well in my practicals and exams. my nights are spent just talking it out with my friends, family or fraser, and i like hanging around with my london friends before and after our lessons and revision sessions!
⠀⠀⠀⠀but, once my examinations and the university year ends, the relief is just so incredible. i usually have a nice dinner with my friends to celebrate before going on all the trips i've been wanting to make! my friend group and i also do a trip to celebrate! we're not the type to party, but we just do fun nights paying card games, exploring cinemas and watching films, and wandering around cities. my favourite place has to be florence and copenhagen, so we usually go there as well for fun where we roam the streets, eat delicious food, and go to museums and bookstores alongside other very pretty places! i usually also pack my suitcase up and head to boston to be with fraser, and to visit my friends in new york city and montreal!
⠀⠀⠀⠀but, as spring comes to an end, i have to dread my most hated season: summer.
A DAY IN SUMMER!
⠀⠀⠀⠀i suppose i do kind of like summer; that is being able to spend time with fraser, my friends, and my family more, being able to consume an ungodly amount of gelato without being judged, the feeling of plunging into water when it's burning out and being able to play golf without layers and layers.
⠀⠀⠀⠀summer is spent mostly travelling for me, hanging by the beach, consuming a bunch of gelato (as per usual but i'm not judged), and also cycling around! i have to admit, it does feel nice, but only when it's not a heatwave...still, i don't completely like summer. fraser is busy with off season training after a bit, which is when i settle back in canada, travelling between vancouver, toronto, and montreal to visit all my friends (haha, perks of going to an international school, am i right?) i also love being able to hang out with fraser a lot more, without the stress of university or the nhl season on both of our shoulders.
⠀⠀⠀⠀i travel a lot in the summer; around italy, france, greece, portugal, switzerland, austria, copenhagen, and sweden during the summer, not forgetting a trip to visit my friends in asia, particularly thailand and singapore! however, it's summer all year round there, so it's not as bad as it is in italy where heatwaves get incredibly bad. if i have time, i will go down to new zealand and australia where i can enjoy winter again before heading for the states. but, that depends a lot on how much time i have and how much i wish to spend across continents. in summer, i also read a lot, whether it be on planes or at home. i also tend to write more, especially after consuming more literature. okay, i admit, summer is better than i say it is, but still.
⠀⠀⠀⠀as for sports go in the summer, i engage in tennis and golf mostly. i love golf, despite it being the most frustrating game known to mankind. i also love to play football (not soccer) with my friends and go sailing when i can! the breeze in your face on the ocean is just a feeling i cannot describe except for the feeling i get on ice, and i guess they're on par. i also love love spending my days watching films, specifically rom-coms, as that is what i'm more in the mood for during hot summer days. i'm also a hundred percent more likely to browse magazines in summer, usually vogue, so i do that as well! i also love being able to go to some grand prix events in formula one and motogp as i'm more free to do so, which is exactly what i do!
⠀⠀⠀⠀as the sun sets late in the summer, i also spend more time out in summer, exploring cities and waiting out till late to see the sunset. i love cycling with fraser as well, and then eating a bunch of fresh fruit after! i also tend to do more art as well, spending time making all sorts of crafts. i mean, i guess summer isn't that bad.
listing out all the things i gotta do the next day (i’ve shifted like this before multiple times but haven’t used this method in a while, i should try it again it’s pretty fun! really good method for returning to a dr too since i already know what to expect)
getting engrossed in a daydream or scenario that makes me feel emotionally connected (this is how i shifted to my waiting room for the first time and had… relations… with my s/o(s) lmaoo 10/10 would recommend)
focusing on how much i miss my anchor person (in a lot of my drs i have my cr mom there or my dr siblings. but in the case that i dont, i usually still have a person who grounds me and is my lifeline. pretty much a person who i know i’m always emotionally connected to. i did this with storm in my x-men dr, just imagined her appearance since i had no face claim for her and shifted to see her.)
looking at my dr self in the mirror! (this is something i’ve used twice and though it didn’t get me to fully shift, i almost did both times. this is especially good if you’re great at visualizing. i really just imagine myself standing in the mirror and think about seeing my dr self reflecting back at me. i analyze my features, i get excited for having them, and i just really like looking at myself in general LMAOO so really good method for that.)
getting into a stream of consciousness and then focusing on senses. (i’ve talked about embodying the dr self for the last 2 years, that’s the method that i made up and it was pretty viral in 2024-early 2025, you can find details about it on here or tiktok or even twitter but basically you just think as your dr self until it becomes natural. start out asking questions and then answer them and then flow into the next thing. this method takes trust in your intuition. a lot of people asked me how they “know” they’re actually thinking as their dr self and not just making it up and to that i say, everything is made up within the world of shifting but if you’re connected to it and aligned it’s true. so believe it’s true!)
doing a dr recall (now this is a technique i only talk about with my friends fr but it’s always gotten me crazy good results even when i wasn’t trying to shift. basically i get myself relaxed or in a meditative state and “call in” my dr self to guide me through our life. i then begin with the very first detail about myself: my birthday, parents, location of birth and move in chronological order of everything i’ve been through. this is a longer method and i usually don’t use it for shifting but to gain downloads and connect with myself. if i get to a period of time that i can’t recall, i simply wait to see what intuitively comes up and that’s when the magic truly happens because i’m basically merging with my dr self’s mind and gaining memories through that. anywho, i love this one the most lowkey and it’s quite fun because i always come away knowing more than i ever thought i could.)
zooming into a particular scene while my mind is wandering (varying success fr because focusing too hard actually keeps me grounded here but usually done when i’m tired and already thinking of my dr naturally. i just loosely imagine myself zooming in. i don’t try to make the scene clearer or more vivid, it will do that itself. and once i get super close, my breathing kinda picks up so i affirm “i’m safe to shift.” and keep going until it happens. orrrr i give up and go tf to bed bc i’m already tired lmfao.)
i hope that this can give y’all motivation and help you to recognize that you can shift however you want! i have so many techniques and i genuinely just try what feels right in the moment. this doesn’t even include me simply saying “i’m shifting tn” and letting it happen bruh. also notice that the things i try sorta have a pattern. that’s because i know imagining and visualizing and affirming work for me!! and the reason it works??? because i’m actually doing shit i WANT to do. don’t take these techniques unless you like doing them. don’t force yourself to copy me just because it worked for me. only try em if you’re truly curious and like how they feel intuitively. thank yaaa and happy shifting xx
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◌ Take a pen and a piece of paper (writing is better for creativity) and list EVERYTHING you want your sp to be / have. (appearance, your relationship, skills, qualities, specific things). It can be anything you want, be delusional!
⿻ MANIFEST IT
◌ Think as if your sp is already yours! You can affirm things like:
🍦 I love beeing in a relationship with my dream *sp*
🍦 my dream sp loves me so much
🍦 I can't realise I'm with my dream sp right now
🍦 my dream sp is already mine
⿻ STAY FIRM
◌ Persist no matter what's happening in the 3D! Your sp is already yours so why checking the 3D? Remember that the SECOND you affirm something, your reality INSTANTLY starts reflecting it, even if you can't see it!
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