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One word from you and I would jump off of this ledge I’m on.

my supposed best friend did not wish me happy birthday so its safe to say that he actually hates me and has always hated me

#txt #when r my neuropsych eval results coming back this is fucked up

SOMETHING ABOUT GROWING UP WITH FRIENDS WHO ONLY EVER MADE JOKES ABOUT STUFF YOU LIKE AND YOUR EMOTIONS REALLY GRATES ON YOUR PSYCHE

#tw caps #its hard because if someone even alludes to the fact that they think something im talking about or experiencing is FUNNY??#i will fucking cry and scream and then hate them forever #its the bpd #txt

8 days and still nothing i love when people care about me so deeply and want me alive and well /s

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good news! it takes about 2 days for people to completely forget about me and move on with their lives as if i never existed!

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what if i never went back

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i dont know why people dont actually fucking reach out. like u have my phone number if u actually cared maybe u would text me or fucking i dont know Call Me or something?

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i could be dead!!!!!!!! i could be dead and none of my friends would care!!!!!!!!!! i havent interacted with them in 5 days and nobody has even reached out to me and they just continue on with their own lives and conversations why does no one care why am i always ignored am i that bad am i that bad are they relieved to see me go

#tw death #txt #haha #so funny i hate it here #its just the sentiment of #me: i want to die so bad i cant keep doing this #them: …..okay anyways back to what /i/ was saying

soon i will fade into obscurity and i’ll be nothing but a memory to those who knew me

#you know your friends dont like you when you stop interacting with them and they make zero effort to reach out to you #txt #ive been gone for 5 days now #nothing #nobody fucking cares #i’ll be lucky if i get to be a memory

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chronic illness sucks because after a while, people stop taking you seriously

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I can't count how many times I've been accused of making up sickness to get out of school or work.

"but you're always sick!" yeah. that's how chronic illness works. it's in the name.

#LITERALLY #ive been feeling extra bad lately and my mom is like ‘well ur always sick so idk how to tell if its real this time 🙄’#YEAH THE PROBLEM IS IM ALWAYS SICK #i literallt jsut need to shut up abt it tbh

i think im problematic on system twitter ive only got about 10 followers but that number has gone up and down Rapidly

#txt #did #osdd #i cant even pinpoint whos soft blocking me bc i cant remember who my mutuals are HDHSGSHD

actually pushing away my friends for real this time

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anyone else get mansplained to by their psychiatrist

like ive had chronic sleep paralysis since childhood and i told her and she started explaining what it was to me 😐 i think i know what it is thank you

#call that uhhhh #psychsplaining?#yeah #txt

i probably need help but theres no one i can go to and i dont wanna go to my mom bc she freaked the fuck out on my last time i told her how i was actually feeling

i just wanna d*e man……no like i feel like i have to like theres no other choice because how am i supposed to continue living like this

#tw death #idk #fuck #my friends literally dont fucking care #i keep trying to reach out to them but they just ignore me #txt

everything is extra unreal my body is feeling numb

#txt #i dont know what this is but it doesnt feel good #i think i may need to spend my birthday in the psych ward #bc that is just so mecore

im mentally healthy now!!!!!! no i did not almost kms last night!!!!!!!! im going to dress up and go to the farmers market!!!!!!!!!! and then i will be depressed again!!!!!!!!!

#txt #idk if this needs to be tagged lol

had a wonderful breakdown last night and its still going on!!!!!!!! i love my life <3 /s

#txt #literally have never wanted to die so bad and i cant go to anyone who will help and comfort me

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