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luka/ he~they / if I post something it's because I'm on vacation, I have insomnia or both

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Hey everyone, I'm on vacation and have insomnia (again), so it's time for a post... Anyway, I've had Supernatural on my to-watch list for about a year now. I started watching it a month ago and I'm loving it, I'm already on season 9, episode 18 and i definitely only needed to watch episode 4x1 to understand the excitement for Destiel; they definitely stole a great ship from us

By the way, why did Castiel and Dean have to get divorced every season? It reminds me of someone (Buddie).

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Okay, so hear me out... I just finished 9x13 and putting all the trauma aside and focusing on the buddie moments this episode gave us, honestly, the one that moved me the most was the fight they had in the restaurant because, dude, I swear to God that conversation is like an average fight my parents have on a Friday night arguing about why my dad listens to my mom if he already knows what she's like lmao

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I'm going to explode if Ao3 is down for another day

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So...I was watching edits of Buck and Bobby (because you know, I like to suffer) and I noticed something. Remember that in Buck's coma, he had to break a glass to get to Bobby, to get back with his family and paying special attention to the glass... it was a glass that separated him from Bobby in 8x15, and I can't stop thinking that that could have been one of the things that hurt Buck the most about losing Bobby, because the last time he could, he said "if you have enough time and the right tools" and in the laboratory he had neither of the two, the only thing he could do was wait and he couldn't do nothing, so yeah, it's buck who feels guilty.

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I really think season 4 was the one for buddie canon, those two were either crossing the line, or stepping on it, or hovering just above it, but let me tell you something, the moment Eddie put Buck in his will he crossed the line and dragged Buck with him, whatever they had after that season is no longer platonic, not at all! They crossed the line of platonicity and entered a circle where they have been going around and around again between them. Let's put it this way, let's say that when they crossed the line it was totally unconscious, I take it, but let me tell you something, right now Buck knows that he crossed the line, but it's Buck! He's always afraid that people will leave, but this way of leaving is totally scary because it's completely different than when Eddie left the 118 in season 5 or even when he went to El Paso, because he physically lost it, it sounds a little weird, but let's put it this way; when eddie left 118 in season 5 buck kept going to see him, he was there for him and they talked, he only physically left work, when eddie went to el paso, he also left him physically (and yes, it hit him harder) but they kept talking through video calls and there was this small possibility that even though buck thought they weren't going to get back together, they could visit each other, now if we look at the episodes where buck denies his crush on eddie he always does so by saying that eddie is straight, because for buck he is, and his feelings imply not only losing him physically but emotionally, and that is what scares him the most, not being able to talk to eddie (just like in the lawsuit), for him it is ruining everything again because of his feelings, so buck is only thinking more ahead and trying to prevent eddie from leaving him this time forever, I hope that makes sense, English is not my first language so I apologize if something is wrong.

Just to finish a sentence that I don't remember where I read:" Let Bobby out of the coffin and Eddie out of the closet"

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I really, really hope that at some point in season 9 it becomes known that the government had Bobby this whole time and that he wasn't dead and that it was all just a really bad joke on everyone's part. Thank you.

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How do you think the cast reacted when they were given the script for 8x15? Because for me it was like:

and then kenneth went with tim minear and it was like

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Do you remember the episode where Eddie confesses? And the hot priest was calm like "don't worry son, I've heard everything" and then Eddie Diaz arrives with his "he came home and found me with his dead mother." and the father was like:

"His what?"

Between Bobby, Eddie and Buck, I think Eddie is the one who has surprised (traumatized) him the most (standing out as always)

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THE GOVERNMENT HAS BOBBY NASH, DO YOU HEAR ME? THE GOVERNMENT HAS BOBBY NASH (I said this as I was dragged back)

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Do you think Eddie has tried more poses in this scene before Buck arrived? because I do

And that pose won? Like, "Oh yeah, I have to look casual so it doesn't show that I've been changing poses for three hours and my son has been sitting at the table for two."

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I just rewatched an episode,the Buddie's fight at the supermarket in season 3 and I just laughed so hard because the faces everyone made were like:

especially Lena, girl I understand you, I would also be so confused by the homosexual vibe of those two.

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serious question;

which ones are better?

Power Rangers Samurai

Power Rangers Dino Charge

Voting ended onJun 22, 2025

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just..

Man... that was his dad!! and he was Bobby's kid! They saw a father-son relationship finally working out and decided to throw it all away, I still don't understand you tim minear

Just to say that...I saw an edit of Bobby and Buck and got sentimental.

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Those two kissed at the bachelor party, I know, that's why they shortened the episode

Look at them and tell me they didn't kiss.🤨

There were a lot of people, they didn't flirt with anyone nooooo, they decided to stay together (quite close in my opinion) all night, i know what you are eddie diaz 🤨🏳️‍🌈

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What's been Eddie's best look? Honestly, the mustache (I still don't understand why some people didn't like it).

Look at that man, perfection doesn't exist? Just look at him.

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I don't know if this is going to make sense or if I'm okay.. but I feel like certain words that Bobby said to Buck before he died should have been said differently (I'm talking about "they're gonna need you") because for me that's what's generating conflict in his grief. I interpreted Bobby's words more like "you have people out there who love you" (I don't know if it was just me) so yeah... I know that if Bobby had felt like he had the time he probably would have said it differently maybe but that didn't happen so here we are, I also feel that Buck took the words more as an obligation/task rather than something to help himself and I don't think he told anyone about his last conversation with Bobby (I hope he does soon) anyway just to remember that right now I hate Tim minear.

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(me in the last episodes by the way)

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Am I the only one who didn't make sense of the last episode of season 8? Athena selling the house she said she wasn't going to sell? Also, Eddie staying in LA just because Chimney told him to? It felt completely like, "I don't know what the hell this is, but here it is." I vote for Kenneth to be the writer now.

By the way, I don't want, I need, Tim to go deeper into Buck's grief, because him saying he was going to transfer sounded to me like a desperate cry for help

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