Luxurious Anonymity

My Heaven, My Hell, My Secrets

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Sometimes it's all I can do to miss you and think about that last hug we shared when I knew you still loved me

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So I found this caterpillar on my way to class

We’re bros

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I named him chicken nugget

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Aaaa he’s turning a duller color… I hope he’s alright

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So apparently chicken nugget is a spicebush swallowtail and they turn yellow before they pupate. He was making little silk things everywhere Bruh this caterpie is going to evolve to metapod today my boy isn’t messing around

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update hes entirely yellow now

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i made him a tube room

hes crawlin all over the place checking it out

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its happening

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False alarm he moved a bit This guy

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??? caterpie doesnt evolve into kakuna

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whats he doing

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its happening part 2 For Real This Time

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chicken nugget using those advanced tactics balancing my man doesnt do anything halfway

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i put on some tunez for him so he can get into the metamorphazone

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sorry for keeping you all in suspense but chicken nugget is doing fine and he has a cool hat now

hes been chillin like this for a couple days 

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hes been in cocoon for 10 days now 🎉🐛🎉

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let me know how he’s doing soon

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HES BUSTIN OUT

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im going to sleep, chicken nugget is snoozin and ill check up on him as soon as i wake up

hope he doesnt party too hard 

🐛 💤 💤

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hes gone goth hes in his emoteen stage

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CHICKEN NUGGET IS A CHICKEN WING NOW BABY WE HAVE LIFTOFF!!!!!

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I’m so proud of Chicken Wing

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Hello so proud of chicken wing, I’m Dad!

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I want to hide

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This morning, I woke up wanting to cry. The loss of him was too much, even after nearly 7 months. I'd had hope but last night, I finally gave up.

He'd kept pushing me away then pulling me in. Telling me to talk if I wanted to talk but not replying. Telling me he didn't want me to message him but getting angry if I didn't reply. Telling me to move on but getting jealous when he thought I was with another guy. Telling me everything but nothing at the same time and it kept me hanging on like he was my lifeline.

I'd needed him throughout our relationship. He was my support and my constant through my illness, my awful job, my breakdown with my best friend, my anxiety. And I knew he grow to resent me eventually.

Now he finally hates me. And it hurts. My heart is so heavy and my eyes fill up with tears at the thought of him.

I have to move on. I can't stay here in limbo, with him but not with him. I told him I was done. I don't think he cares. But i care about me and so will someone else one day.

I will break through this. I've come a long way in a year and none of it was thanks to him. I did this all myself. I've got this far and I can make it out of this hole again.

I'm determined. I will succeed.

I am a survivor.

I am a warrior.

I am me.

[luxuriousanonymity]

The Sagittarius needs to feel free. She would never let him feel free. That's why he runs to me.

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Its my birthday and I'd give up everything for just one hug from him

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I truly believe that I am broken and I'll never love like that again

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Is it wrong to miss someone you know isn't right for you?

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[luxuriousanonymity]

I'm too nice but I'm also a bitch. I've got no real friends but I'm a lovely person. I'm a great person but no one wants to hang round with me. I should never change but I'm an utter mess. I'm so good to people but I'm a snake. Who am I anymore?

[luxuriousanonymity]

How do you stop losing people?

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Your touch, your taste, your breath, your skin, your eyes, your mind, your smile, your hair, your tattoos, your hands, your tongue, your smell, your voice, your body, your soul

[luxuriousanonymity]

A Message From My Rational To My Irrational

I know you're having a hard time right now with where his head is at. It's difficult for you to believe that anybody might genuinely like you.

But he does like you.

Unfortunately, your doubts and fears make you anxious that his hesitancy about committing is something personal to you. But really, it's not.

If anything, he is hesitating because he's scared of how much he likes you. He's scared he'll get feelings too fast and then he'll rush into something too quickly just like last time.

You know he rushed last time and it hurt him. It made him scared to jump into anything too fast again.

But he is not the type of person who would play around with another person's feelings. He does not sleep around and he does not go out with loads of women.

There are so many reasons that show that he likes you for you.

You need to be patient with him and yourself. It's only been a few weeks. He will show himself in time.

Relax.

In the meantime, have fun with the uncertainties and make it a good thing.

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But I still know your birthday And your mother’s favorite song

[luxuriousanonymity]

One by one, I'm losing everyone that I love