don't you compromise .

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[lvesyou]

moving blogs ! <333

[lvesyou]

found out yesterday a coworker of mine used to roleplay on tumblr so , naturally , i'm trying to figure out a way to ask if he'd want to write with me lmao

[nightclaims]

                            her   body   felt   heavy   as   she   leaned   toward   lilac’s   shoulder,   resting   her   head   there,   watching   everything   in   motion—the   way   the   bartender   moved,   the   way   he   searched   for   the   liquor   and   set   out   the   glasses.   none   of   it   felt   real.   neither   did   her   head.   dragging   at   her   neck,   weighted,   too   much,   like   a   bowling   ball   she   couldn’t   lift   anymore.   she   tried   to   sit   up,   failed,   shook   her   head   instead,   and   the   world   swayed   with   it   ❛ no.   ❜   she   murmured   hazily,   barely   audible   like   it   was   dissolving   in   her   mouth.   the   silence   stretched.    ❛    i   like—   ❜   she   stopped,   letting   silence   breathing   through   just   for   a   second.   she   stared   ahead,   unfocused,   afraid   to   look.    ❛   .   .   .   love   you.   ❜   admitted   too   casually.   ❛   and   .   .   .   sometimes   i   wonder   if   you   love   me   too.   ❜    her   eyes   met   hers   for   a   moment,   wishing   she'd   knew   anything   that   could   be   on   her   mind,   before   lingering   on   to   the   cigarette   box   sat   on   the   table.

[lvesyou]

brows furrow as the confession lingers in the air . mouth makes room for some words to spill but nothing comes out , only some stammers that fall into nothingness . the bartender slides two drinks in their vicinity and lilac gives a silent thank you for an attempt at breaking the tension . " i . . " she begins before sucking her bottom lip into her mouth , biting lightly on it , as if to stop herself from saying the wrong thing . " i love you , " a soft smile follows before her face falls apologetically . hands reach for her friend's and she squeezes them for comfort . " i love you as my friend , " she admits .

[glcwbitch]

                             delivery   incoming   for   liking   this   post   !

                           “    i    brought    you    down    on    your    knees    cause    they    say    that    misery    loves    company    .    ”

[lvesyou]

" all you care about is yourself , " says through gritted teeth , arms tight around herself . " you never cared about me . this just proves it . " takes a hand and quickly brushes a stray hair out of her face . she takes the opportunity to avert her gaze . " i wish i knew what you were capable of . . "

[totalhcnesty]

"i don't doubt it." aaliyah shook her head, letting out a small giggle. then, she looked down at the menu for a few seconds, already lowkey knowing what she was gonna get. looking back up, she nodded her head. "yeah, i am." she shrugged her shoulders afterwards. "can't say it's not all sorta... surreal, though. hoping i don't trip when i walk across the stage." she leaned back a little bit. "and now, i'm gonna need a visitor pass to come and see you while i, uh, well, look for a job, i guess. so, surreal... a-and a little scary, but exciting nonetheless." whether aaliyah liked it or not, whether she was ready or not, she was entering the real world. "any tips for this somewhat nervous girl when she enters reality in a few weeks time?"

[lvesyou]

" that won't happen , " though she can't hide her smile picturing aaliyah falling on the stage . in reality , it would not be funny . in her imagination , she's allowed to laugh a little bit at her friend falling . " would absolutely be crazy if it did though , " she adds , allowing a giggle to escape . though , tripping into a new beginning would be an interesting start for the years to come for her . after a sigh , aster reaches a hand over and places it comfortably on aaliyah's . " you're going to be just fine , " she reassures . " you're the smartest person i know . you have nothing to worry about . and , even if you did , i'll be with you the whole time . " heart beats a little too quick before saying , " i love you . you probably know that though . "

[bundolls]

OPEN. anyone 25+ ( no taboo ) MUSE. carmen moulin , 25 , actress / model PLOT. hollywood exes who are casted as love interests and are now dating different people

“it’s just a job.” sharpened tongue, exhaled through dulcet tones. “if your new pretty toy doesn’t get that then they’re not very smart, are they ?”

[lvesyou]

rolls his eyes and bites his tongue , sawyer pauses , thinking of how to respond . an understanding of respect for his new partner washes over him . " they're not part of this , " waves a hand around . " they don't know we're just acting , it's different for them . " staring at her , he remembers why they broke up in the first place . " how does your partner feel ? "

[antontual]

[lvesyou]

⠀ ִ ࣪ ׅ 𐔌 . ⋮ closed for @elegancemultimuse , continued from this reply .

" yeah , i can tell . " smirks as he finishes their drink of choice , swiftly sliding it forward . wiping his hands with a clean rag , he can't help the shit eating grin on his face . " aw , you missed me ? " leaning forward , he says " i guess that's reason enough . i'm glad to see you , it's been a minute . where've you been ? " he's not one for being so open but their presence eases him into comfortability .

[infinitebaths]

has always been highly sensitive to the energy surrounding her daughter and discussions of her — the vibe check, as her students would call it. as much as she didn't want to admit it, the air between them hadn't been the same since that particular bomb had been dropped. holds up a hand as if to stop him. " don't, please. " shakes her head, brushing the hair out of her eyes. " it's a lot, i get it. but you can just be straight with me about it. dragging it on isn't fair to any of us, you know? "

[lvesyou]

exhales an air of disbelief , an uncertainty hangs between them making august feel helpless . " it isn't fair that you're projecting this onto me , " retorts without a thought . when her daughter had been introduced into the picture , sure it had taken august by surprise , but he only held positive thoughts for her and her daughter . " i wouldn't still be with you if i wasn't ready to welcome you and your daughter into my life . where is this coming from ? "

[lvesyou]

hihiiiiii , this week has been a bit busy for me ! my friend is visiting me from italy , it's my partner's birthday , and then my birthday over the weekend , and then i'm doing some traveling through the week , so i may not have any replies up until next weekend !!! if anyone i'm writing with wants my discord to keep in touch , i am willing to redownload the app , just pm me ! <3

[lvesyou]

been itching to write but having zero time to do any writing literally sucks . i can't to be more active in the coming days . & thank u all for the bday wishes !! <3

[lvesyou]

hihiiiiii , this week has been a bit busy for me ! my friend is visiting me from italy , it's my partner's birthday , and then my birthday over the weekend , and then i'm doing some traveling through the week , so i may not have any replies up until next weekend !!! if anyone i'm writing with wants my discord to keep in touch , i am willing to redownload the app , just pm me ! <3

[angelsdvsts]

this was perfect, she was inching closer towards him without his own prompting. yet, he remains neutral -- blowing out the smoke as he nods his head. this time, he's the one that steps closer towards her, cupping his hand around her cigarette lighting it up. " good to know my neighbors a smoker too. " except he already knew that, down to the brand she smokes.

[lvesyou]

inhales deeply and then backing up slightly , grace blows the smoke in the opposite direction , her gaze remaining locked on owen the whole time . " thanks . " crossing her arms , she says , " i'm not really good at small talk . i think it's kinda' annoying . at work , i just breeze through an introduction before getting right to it . i'm a photographer so i guess that's just the nature of the job . it's all kinda' fast paced like that . " another deep inhale from her cigarette . " you have friends in the area or you just move here on your own ? "

[sweetfridays]

♡ SADIE SINK the tonight show starring jimmy fallon

[orpheuslament]

does anyone know how to get rid of this aching hole in my chest. please say nicotine

[luvridden]

had   never   given   much   thought   to   dating.   growing   up,   it   had   only   ever   been   him   and   percy,   the   rest   of   his   small   group   of   friends   came   later,   collected   through   the   years   of   high   school,   but   they   remained   what   they   had   always   been   —   friends.    aster   was   his   friend,   but   sometimes,   in   softer   thoughts,   he   let   himself   imagine   more,   waiting   somewhere   down   the   line.    ❛   and   that's   why   i'll   have   you   there.   ❜    lets   hands   come   to   rest   at   her   shoulders,   a   gentle   claim,   guiding   her   toward   the   library’s   exit   as   he   falls   into   step   behind   her.    ❛   to   haul   me   over   to   my   dorm   when   im   groaning   in   sweet   sweet   pain.   ❜    chill   meets   skin   as   they   step   outside,   the   setting   sun   spilling   pinks   and   oranges   across   the   open   sky.    ❛   you   keep   distracting   me   with   pop's   and   we   never   get   any   work   done.   ❜    shoulders   brush,   their   hands   almost   meeting,   he   should   give   her   space   —   but   he   makes   little   effort   to   do   so.    ❛   i'm   gonna   have   to   lock   you   in   my   room   one   night,   no   one's   coming   out   till   that   book   is   read   front   cover   to   back   cover.   ❜

[lvesyou]

giggles escape as his hands gently force her towards the library exit . his hands feel large on her shoulders , bringing thoughts of what it would be like to hold them . " that'll be fun for future me , " she says through a sigh , tone sarcastic but playful . the bitter sting of cold air bites at her nose and cheeks . no gloves today means her fingertips are growing numb , but she lets her hands hang . " lock me in your room then , " she challenges . " gives us more time to hang out anyway . " she knocks her shoulder into his , a playful gesture covering up her desire to feel him . " we can just order pop's for delivery . " before opening the distance between them , she steals a brush against his hand . it brings all the warmth she needs to her cheeks . a grin forms and she turns her head the other way to hide it .

[sunbecms]

plot — a group of idiot roommates ! ( i write 2 muses, you write 2 muses )

"it's regular truth or dare, but you have to drink if you don't want to answer or do the dare," aiden explains as he sets a fresh six pack of bud light in the center of their shared coffee table. "i mean, you can drink even if you do do it, i guess." he suggests with a grin.

"bud light ? we didn't have anything better left in the fridge ?" cheyenne complains as she reaches for one of the cold bottles and pops the top off with practiced ease. "someone must've brought this to one of our parties and left it." she hops down by the table, back against the front of the sofa as she sits cross-legged on the floor. "look, i'll play. but no one dare me to do anything that'll give me nightmares for the rest of my life."

[lvesyou]

" i hate bud light , " juni groans , popping the top of one and taking a sip anyway . grimaces as it goes down , wiping her mouth with the back of her hand . " what sort of dare would give you nightmares cheyenne ? for me it would be chugging this right now . " instant regret hits after she says it .

" wait , this is actually so fun , " rian grins . clapping his hands he reaches for a bottle , opening it but not taking a sip . he also hates bud light , but will drink it anyway if the rest of the group is . " aiden , you brought the bud light , you should honestly go first . "

[vvisteriagrows]

she hasn't. flighty, flaky margot, who leaves as soon as she arrives if it's not right for her. or if it isn't right for her immediately. returning to grace again and again spoke volumes, either about her persistence or her insanity. each new time is an opportunity for them to be right. to settle down. to stop giving each other the runaround. margot hasn't changed, because if she had, she wouldn't still be standing here trying again. but tonight isn't the right time, either. margot runs tongue against her bottom lip, uncertain for a half-second of the best next step. " only if you let me. " exasperation lingers, but a sleepy sort of familiarity. not quite endeared, but headed in that direction. " literally. or i'll start pounding on your walls and faking orgasms and shit whenever you're home. "

[lvesyou]

" i don't remember you ever faking orgasms for me , " grace notes playfully . this banter feels good , it feels familiar , almost nostalgic . it roused her , excited her . it was the beginning of a new chapter for the two of them and she wasn't sure how she was going to continue her date tonight without the image of margot in her head . " goodnight , neighbor , " and with that she closes the door . she leans against it , grinning . her date calls to her and she sighs , pushing her hair behind her ears as she masks the excitement , becoming nonchalant about who was at the door .