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heyoooo, i’m italy, all are welcome here! i’m 19, a Christian, and this is my multi-fandom blog i write sometimes, and draw less than i like reblog monster 👹👹👹 open for art trade, but i don’t do comms, sorry! i write a bit more on SnipFic, user is ISA :]

[lwkjsfloating]

Welcome, fellow floaters!

Hello everyone, I am Italy :> and welcome to my crazy, multi-fandom blog!

Things about me:

• my birthday is may 10

• i am 19 (for now)

• my favorite color is blue

• i’m a Christian artist (drawing, writing, etc.)

• author (1 WIP)

MORE UNDER THE CUT

Aspiring author, current WIP is A Father’s Love (more about that later 😛)

Fandoms:

Phantom of the Opera, Book of Life, Death Note, Bluey, Mouthwashing, Ninjago, TADC, The Cruel Prince, Stardew Valley, MLP, TMNT (2012), FNAF, Gravity Falls, etc. (will add more later).

Other blogs:

• A Father’s Love development updates: @lwkjswriting

My WIP:

The story follows 16 year old Leilani as she and her family run away from her abusive step father and do their best to pursue an undetected life in California.

However, as life moves on and new challenges rear their heads, Leilani must choose between herself and her family, bringing into question everything she was raised to do.

If I had to put this in a genre, fs it’d be a coming of age, Christian, young adult, realistic fiction novel. I give it a YA rating due to the contents it covers (SA, domestic violence, etc.). I don’t go into detail by any means, but it is certainly implied, brought up, and is something the characters will be healing from.

If you have any other questions about this my ask box is always open :] and my side blog specifically for A Father’s Love exists too, linked up there 👆

Music:

[lwkjsfloating]

some snippets from church, plus Jeff the Saved

@theweirdbox123

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Stupid Walmart books me and @lwkjsfloating found yesterday

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i hate these so freaking much

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Prompt: You have to eliminate the weakest member of the group.

Those apocalyptic movies lied to us. Zombies weren’t slow, but quick and killed more brutally than you could imagine. They could hear surprisingly well and would do anything to cannibalize on fresh meat. But it seemed Joanne didn’t know the severity of the situation.

“If he lives, we’re all as good as dead!”

“But…” she looked endearingly at Jasper, baby she cradled in her arms. He cooed and cried softly, being rocked and kindly hushed by her.

I rolled my eyes. “Does this look like an environment a *baby* can live in? *We* can barely *survive* and fend for ourselves. All he’s gonna do is burden us and put us in danger.”

Joanne looked away. “But Dan… he’s just a baby…”

“So?”

She glared at me with teary eyes. With the way Jasper’s cries were growing, I knew we’d be found by a zombie soon.

“Just give me the damn baby-“

“No.”

“Joanne…” I sighed. “Listen Jo, It’s considered *mercy* for me to kill the baby. I *know* he won’t be able to survive. He’d either be murdered by zombies, die of starvation, or killed by infection.”

She brought Jasper closer to her chest, almost clenching him while trying to hide her sobs. “No… I…”

She was angry, but she knew I was right. After a few moments, she whispered something to Jasper, kissed his forehead, and handed him to me with trembling hands.

I took Jasper a few houses down, making sure I was far enough that Joanne couldn’t hear when I…

I found a few clean towels in a closet, so I wrapped Jasper in them, trying to ignore his cries. When swaddling him, he stopped crying. I cradled him one last time, carefully setting him down in the bathroom sink.

“I really don’t want to do this, man…” I sighed, knowing he couldn’t understand me. I reached for the gun on my side with quivering hands, pointing it at Jasper’s temple.

My eyes shut, finger pulling the trigger.

I was afraid of the silence after, afraid to open my eyes.

Tag list:

@sunflowerrosy @lwkjsfloating @the-ellia-west @bees-with-a-camera @theweirdbox123 @potatoeperson33 @theultimaterewatcher @corinneglass @inspirationallybored @gekowo @daringcrafter @kneecapwindchimes @itsjustmebluesilly

[fangiest]

people don’t understand elliott like we do i fear. i see so many people framing his character as creepy, rude, arrogant and a bad husband, WHICH HE ISN’T so that’s why I wanted to highlight some points surrounding elliott’s personality from his in game lines! (don’t take this too seriously these are just my takes and i just love to talk about my fuckass pixel husband from the fuckass farming game)

Despite passionate, Elliott is a struggling artist, very unsure about the future and the value of his creations:

“Sometimes I wonder if I might have a self inflated image and no real skills.”

“I write in hopes of connecting with others through time and space. *sigh*...times are changing, though. People don't read anymore.”

At the same time, he’s a lonely person, more than he really lets on at first. Leah and Willy seem to be the only people that are close to him, and he seemingly struggles to make connections, as much as he yearns for them:

“It's a little lonely out here on the beach... so I apologize if I was ever a little too forward with you when we first met. I was just eager to have a friend. It feels good to have a close friend like you.”

“Sorry, I'm feeling morose today. I wish there was more certainty about the future. I don't want to grow old as a lonely hermit on this beach...”

He has quite a few lines being grateful/ somewhat shocked that farmer goes out of their way just to seek him out, make conversation, is interested im what he has to say, etc. He desperately wants someone to see him as he is, and actually decide that they like what they see, want him close for all he is, even if some people deem him to be a little weird. In a way, he just moved into pelican town, with no idea if his life would work out just based on his effort and love for his profession. Think about it, he’s an artist, going through a big change, with no one to support him. It matters a lot that there’s someone that actually seems to like him enough to keep visiting and caring for him, even when himself doesn’t see the exact reason:

“I know that I am kind of an 'oddball'. I hope you don't mind.”

“You've come to visit me in the cold? I could do with a respite from my lonely labors.”

“Visit my cabin whenever you like. I could use the company.”

“A gentle little sunbeam woke me up this morning. I've never felt so refreshed. I'm sorry if that isn't very interesting to you.”

Also, it’s important to him to have at least one person out there that believes in his art, which, to an artist, is something so special and inspiring in moments you have little faith in your own creations:

“[Player], I know you have faith in my abilities as a writer. That means a lot to me.”

He’s sensitive, and not afraid to be meticulous about his appearance, which also may seem odd to other people, but then there’s farmer who’s willing to appreciate that:

“I have to brush my hair daily, or else it'll clump up into messy knots. It's a lot of work. I'm surprised I haven't just shaved it off in a fit of passion. I suppose I am too vain.”

I personally find it beautiful that he finds inspiration within the farmer. Some people claim he only sees you as that: a solution to his problems, but I disagree! It’s one of the most beautiful things to become an artist’s muse. Farmer isn’t just a means to an end, they’re one of the few people that reach out to him and are interested in building this connection that he yearns for, and therefore, someone Elliott loves gets inspiration from, wants to create when around them. Farmer lifts him up, so it’s most fair if he does the same. Grateful from being given such a gift, he always makes sure farmer is as appreciated as he is, too:

“I've been keeping a journal ever since we moved in together. Now that I actually have a life, I have lots to write about. I want to make sure I always remember these years.”

“[Player], when you're around... I feel unusually creative. I know... strange, but it's true.”

“My dear, I require nothing at all on this day... you are already the greatest gift a man could hope for.

As much as his own job matters to him, he’s interested in learning about farmer’s job and lifestyle too, love makes you want to know that person and everything that makes them, them. He is also always aware of their wellbeing making sure they’re not pushing too hard.

“I never had much success growing plants in my old beach house. Hopefully I can pick up a thing or two by watching you. In this respect, you are the master and I only a humble apprentice.”

“Come here, let me massage your back. You look tense.”

Also, his reaction to farmer giving him the bouquet is so cute:

“I only wish I had given you a bouquet first!”

He always talks about how he feels so much better after marriage. He’s finally certain about something in life, that he loves someone, that he has found a soul out there that resonates with his, and knows him completely, that his art matters, that his life is working out:

“I came to the valley to find the ivory tower from which my talents could reign supreme. But what I really found was a dungeon of loneliness. You saved me from that.”

And at last, a little detail that i don’t think most people really think anything of it but I find adorable is that he changes his poems and the way he compliments the player depending on their gender presentation, but the sentiment stays the same, making each feel appreciated in their own special way. It feels thoughtful to me:

“From the brightest winter star, to a fragrant fairy rose... nothing can compare with your captivating beauty.” / “From the brightest winter star, to the shimmer of an iridium vein... nothing can compare to my wonderful man.”

“Wow, you look really handsome today! Did you shave? Your jawline is perfect.” / “Your feminine allure is irresistible today. I can't keep my eyes off you.”

Some notes is that I see a lot of complaints about the boat scene. I personally never understood why people hate it so passionately? I get that it might feel uncomfortable for some people, but you only get the ten heart event if you two are already dating (you can also deny to get on the boat if uncomfortable), and from the situation it’s easy to assume he planned a little romantic outing. He kisses the player a bit impulsively, sure, but considering you two ARE DATING and the moment called for it, I think it’s a bit of an exaggeration to claim he’s forcing the player, we see a lot of impulsive kisses in romantic scenes in media and I don’t really see people complain about it, anyways. Again, you can disagree on this but to my interpretation player just “trembles” from being a bit shocked in a good way (could also be an animation choice to show excitement, its pixels guys). I take the losing friendship with him if you say you’re uncomfortable thing not as him being obnoxious, just ashamed he read the room wrong and made a decision that made you uncomfortable. As he should, he apologizes for it.

He’s just a guy!!! A deeply lonely artist that is a hopeless romantic at heart, searching for someone who truly understands. He dedicates his book to you. He has a secret book of poems about you. He greets you with the softest of words, always, aware of everything you do and making sure you rest. He might be peculiar, but it’s just the way he is, a little awkward, but when he finds someone that he loves and loves him back, he does everything in his power to make them feel appreciated.

(Also it baffles me seeing people call him a cheater just because…he’s one of the only marriage candidates who doesn’t give up on his dream which is being a writer? “oh he leaves farmer blah blah blah” why would keeping his individuality be a bad thing? And even at book tour HE’S ALWAYS THINKING OF YOU, enough to write A FEW letters about what he’s doing and how he misses being at the farm is very eager to come back to his beloved. Even while living his dream, he knows his heart is also with farm, with you. I’m sorry he has a healthy relationship with farmer where he gets to pursue his dream career and be his own person outside of a relationship I don’t know what to tell you.)

[lwkjsfloating]

this ⬆️🗣️🗣️🗣️👌

[memories]

The day I started posting about #jeff the killer was the best day of my life.

[lwkjsfloating]

jeff the kills you

[the-ellia-west]

When

When your sister gets tumblr so you

You uhhhhhhh

When you

@jessewest01

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Me when @lwkjsfloating

Remember when you broke your foot /ref

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[malinmuse]

Sketch for a art

POV: you wake up and see him, what do you do?

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[zw0mbi]

Hey Zom ^_^

Since Jeff is a dog person (which is kinda a fact) what reaction and opinion he would have on these creepy dogs? (you can draw it, if you want)

The last two are not so creepy, but rather freaky, rather goofy, rather silly, maybe even mipy

Jeff is a dog magnet me thinks. I'm lowkey projecting but MYYYY Jeffery luvvssss every dog ever.

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It is finished…

[lwkjsfloating]

YAYAYYAYAAYAY CONGRATS BBGGGGG

[vennro0]

Ticci Toby's past

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☹️ @theweirdbox123

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LORE ON MY 2 NEW OCS :D

Very much paraphrasing here

Daisy was chillin, just fishing when her friend Richard (a satyr) ran from the forest and was like “Daisy! The forest is on fire!!”

Daisy’s like “oh snap… did a dragon do that?” Richard says “i dont think so… it was a monster. It had claws and wings like an eagle but the face of a boy. It did breath fire though, maybe it was an angel.”

Daisy’s like “uhm ok. Wheres everyone going? Will they be safe?”

Then Richard says “they dont have a place to go, but are scattering to find one.”

Then shes like “ok cool. Have you seen my husband? Did he have our daughter with him?”

Richard looks down ands like “uhm… they lwk died.”

Daisy says “nuh uh, imma go find them” so she leaves Richard and goes into the forest. Bad idea cuz its kinda going down in flames

So she goes home and finds them burnt boiling and dead. So she leaves

But when leaving she finds this lil harpy boy unconscious and saves him from the fire.

Later when he wakes up shes like “ouh whats ur name?”

Hes like “Phillip”

Daisy says “where are your parents?”

Hes like “i dunno. They lwk died a long time ago.”

Shes like “oh sorgy. What were you doing in the forest anyways?”

Hes like “setting it on fire” bc he LOVES pyrotechnics and welp. Things got outta hand

So daisy is PISSED and kinda hates phillip so she leaves him to look for a new home but he follows her so shes liek “you know what idc anymore” and basically adopts him?

Thats it really

I think i just wanted an excuse to make new ocs :P

Anyways here they are

Ill add color and draw them more later

Todays lwk kinda busy

[lwkjsfloating]

STINKIEEEES

[lwkjsfloating]

love my male wife

[lemon-zesttt]

Shane and Elliott are kind of Nick and Schmidt from new girl coded to me, so I just had to lmao

[nondelphic]

i love making playlists for my book. one day i may even write the book.

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@lwkjsfloating

[lwkjsfloating]

i have three 😛

[runawaygecko]

The way he's holding them here makes me feel conflicted. Like, this scene is terrifying and I can't imagine what's it like to be on a receiving end of it but... just look at it.

- he's holding Zooble in a way so that their parts don't fall out

- he's not squeezing Gangle so that her fragile ribbons don't get tangled

- he's not putting too much pressure on Ragatha so that she doesn't get ripped apart

- he's only holding Pomni and Jax firmly because their bodies are solid and rubbery

And this scene is right after the torture too. You would think he would be more violent, but no. He wanted to hurt them, not break them.

Caine wanted them to listen. And because they never did, he made them feel what he felt when they poked at his biggest fears and insecurities.

I guess what I meant to say is - even when at his worst, there was still something considerate in him. Something resembling the real him and not the angry monster he'd become.

[lwkjsfloating]

[memories]

carb0n-m0n0xide and @lwkjsfloating? a match made in heaven

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@lwkjsfloating HAH

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HAHAUHEHWJJAHA