;;hiatus notice
the three days is up and frankly im underwhelmed, and a bit insulted
its been proven to me that the vast majority of you dont care (the exception being only 2 people who liked my notice post), and its safe to assume this from all the positivity im seeing others receive on their blogs whereas i have a breakdown/panic attack and am wholly ignored. ignored right up until i cant take it anymore
at this point ive learned my lesson, in my short time here i havent really had the best time- and its really insulting seeing how much one can be ignored even despite the effort they put in.
i know people are going to see this post, and i know for the most part no one will care. nothings going to change if im here or not, i havent been able to make any friends or actually genuinely get a thread going let alone a muse relationship of any sort. nobody knows or cares about lyras hell some cant even get her name right
but i guess that just makes it easier to leave
so for now im putting this blog, and @rcnri, on hiatus. and i highly doubt given my uncomfortable time here in the st.ar trek rp community that ill be coming back. but who knows? with my awful memory im bound to forget
if youd like to contact me do so at @mccoyo and for now, goodbye.
