They Call Me Lya

Got my mental illness ass kicked by myself; o cómo arruinó mi vida yo misma a la vez que trato de arreglarla.

[gilrlikegirl]

[bpd-secrets]

When you can relate.

[lisamanorambo]

Realizing you’re also into women

[only-few-singers]

The thing about pills is that most of the time it feels like they don’t do anything, until you forget to take them once and suddenly the world just sucks 200% harder

[enigm0]

Me & Sertraline

- I want to and need to eat but deciding what to have is so fucking difficult. - “Oh, you wanna orgasm? Good one…”. - I can’t cry, which makes me want to cry. - I’m sleepy. - Are my dreams actually dreams or memories? - I don’t give a fuck anymore. - I’m smiling like an idiot for no reason. Why the fuck am I so happy all of a sudden? Okay cool. - 2 drinks of alcohol aaaaaand I’m drunk. - I’m fucking worthless. - I’m going to research more suicide methods. - This food makes me feel sick. - I’m sleepy again. Nap time. - Can you like, fuck off? Kthxbye. - Is this stuff even working?

[worldstarmoneyyy]

Me: *makes a mistake once*

Person I have a stable and nice friendship with: *gets angry*

Me: oh no I fucked up now they HATE me and they’ll never love me again

[bpdees]

i’m trying my best why is everything so hard

[kittyjoestar]

the truth

[drawandchill]

Me and a friend: *are watching a movie*

Me: *entirely absorbs the personality of the main character and becomes a totally different person*

Friend: what the fuc

[bpd-issues]

bpd issue #62

Me, when anyone is vaguely nice to me at best:

[valiumvampire]

us borderlines don’t give ourselves enough credit for living despite our brains trying to kill us

[clusterfuck-b]

me: meets a new person

person: doesnt immediately fall in love with me

me: …..wow okay…. rude…

[blvckmountaindew]

girls.

[crispy-ghee]

Guess who’s catching up on the last few seasons of Bojack Horseman? This late to the party bitch.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

“Find yourself first, like yourself first, love yourself first, and friendship, companionship, and love will naturally find you.”

— Mandy Hale

[lya-art-blog]

Actually I’m a everything-queen, bastards

[m4rlourobor0s]

it’s weird having natural tendencies towards being an extrovert and hating being alone and without attention or stimulation, while at the same time being so easily dissatisfied, angered, and/or made suspicious of people that more often than not my best bet is to avoid them