#bdp problems

[bipolarmango]

Me to me everytime I meet a new man who seems relatively interesting: don't get attached don't get attached don't get attached

[sadprincess69690]

Trust , something iv never learned

Only feelings of abandonment

A small soul left alone

Is all I know

So please tell me how do you trust ?

[pasaje13]

Lo difícil que se me va a tornar recuperarme de un corazón roto en plena cuarentena y sin medicamentos para el tlp. Espero no caer en ninguna mierda ni volver a un tca como forma de alivio, tampoco salir corriendo a camas ajenas y mintiendo amor para no sentirme sola.Es el momento de aplicar lo que me enseñó el psicólogo y no correr atrás de cosas placenteras pero destructivas a largo plazo... Aunque tengo muchas ganas, sobretodo lo de no sentirme sola. Puta mierda todo.

O curarme para ser mejor o volver al pozo hedonista del que había escapado por enamorarme y creer en el amor?

Una de las dos voy a hacer, si no soporto el camino a la mejoría, voy en picada al pozo.

[unapoetessadannata]

Ho iniziato a fumare

Per colorare il respiro

Forse anche perché non lo so

Se ancora son vivo.

Nel pacchetto c’è scritto “il fumo ti ammazza”

Tu mi urli che è inutile tanto non capisci una mazza

No non capisci

Mi fa schifo sta vita

Ho provato a dirtelo:

Una vana fatica

“Mi sento impotente con le tue debolezze”

Mi dispiace mamma

Non sei l’unica

Io non ci capisco più niente.

[un-stablegirl]

the worst thing being in relationship when you have bpd is like one second you are crying and thinking that you need to break up with them  and the next second is thinking that you are too possesive and selfish. 

All that happend because i told him first that i don’t want to go out and then after two hours i wanted but it was too late and i was mad at him

[i-dont-even-care-about-youu]

Me: *to favorite person* I love you unconditionally, you mean the world to me, I would literally take a bullet for you-

Favorite person: so me and my significant other are planning on moving in together now :D

Me: *burns phone, cuts contact completely, deletes all social media, blows my brains out*

[bravethestorms]

Ich bin leer. Eine Leere Hülle. Was ich fühle? Hm. Weiß ich nicht. Eine Frage die ich mir jeden Tag stelle. Wenn ich auf dem Sofa liege und chille, es eigentlich alles gut es, kommt es. Die abgeschnürrte Luft. Das Zittern in den Gliedmaßen. Tränen rollen über meine Wangen, ich versuche zu schreien, doch es kommt kein Ton. Ich schnappe panisch nach Luft, doch meine Lunge ist außer Betrieb. Was ich da fühle? Ich weiß es nicht. Alle Emotionen und nichts.

[illseeyouinthefuture]

Ci sono giorni che, nonostante tutto, tutto torna.