lycheemartinix

NSFW. Babygirl. http://ko-fi.com/lycheemartinix

[lycheemartinix]

☁️ One of the best nights I ever had ☁️

What do I have to do to go back in that moment? Build a time machine?

We'll never get back the time we lost. And that is the sad truth.

[dyx-deactivated20211116]

[lycheemartinix]

Maybe just maybe, I don't wanna confront you about what you did that made me feel a certain way. I allowed you to carelessly mishandle my feelings and heart for way too long. It's never a one time thing but rather a repetition of behaviour that made me less than willing to accept your bullshit. It could also be the way you treat others or your moral compass simply doesn't align with mine.

A door slam is way easier to deal with things. Fuss-free actually. Well no, not entirely fuss-free. On my part, I would have grieved for the termination of our connection, accept that I no longer wanted you in my life and moved on. Imagine doing that all on stealth mode. It's alot but hey, you wouldn't even notice that I'm gone.

No hate, just nothingness and let me tell you just close I'm about to do that to you.

[lycheemartinix]

Fly away, fly away love

I will greet my love in the next life. 🦋

So yes, this was the idea I had several months ago that I was talking about on Twitter. A goddess surrounded by flowers and butterflies. Well, technically I'm still a goddess in training but this was the concept. I kept holding off doing this shoot for various reasons, I didn't know how to translate my idea into form, didn't have the resources to find a lingerie that I really liked to fit the theme. Yada yada. I guess this still turned out well but it's certainly not up to my standards. But who cares, nobody is paying me for my creativity here.

Honestly if I had the resources and magical powers I'll enchant the real butterflies to flutter for me. At the same time show you the butterflies in my stomach whenever a hot guy looks my way.

[lycheemartinix]

Sweetest summer flavour 🍒

It was a hot hot summer, for the first time I didn't want it to end and I wasn't busy finding excuses to leave. Homegirl got drunk for the very first time and may have uttered some shit that I conveniently forgot when I was sober. I guess that happens sometimes and that's just irresponsible of me. On a lighter note, I found my perfect poison and it consists of sauvignon blanc & Moscato. 3 glasses down and I'm good to go. Oh if you're wondering how I'm like when I'm drunk, in my friend's words and not mine, I was a cute mess.

[lycheemartinix]

Love-bitten 🥰

Let me know in advance if this love runs out. I need some time and space to test run the sadness in my life.

[lycheemartinix]

A little past midnight and here we are drinking at a bar on a weekday night. My current state of mind? Cloudy and a little light-headed. I took in more sips to my alcohol hoping to drown myself out from this conversation. I nodded in agreement to whatever that was said, but my mind wandered everywhere but here.

I need this and I'm gonna do it.

I'm merely looking for something fun to wrap up this boring night. It's the least I deserve. Just give me some time, two glasses or more, the noisy chatter and lousy pop music playing on loop will soon fade into the background. This feels right.

I still couldn't recall if it was boredom or the prior ingestion of liquid luck, gave me the courage to hit the send button for that "come over now" message.

[lycheemartinix]

Intense

[lycheemartinix]

just kiss me hard before you go.

[rraicleach]

this dumb sluts going nowhere fast

[romanhollliday]

Villa e Giardino Bardini, Firenze ~ Gabriele Colzi

[kookooroobi]

im always tired but never of you

[salted-milkshake]

Just a thought:

You know what humors me about nutcases that peddles for money and attention? It is when one moment they are asking for money and people's free service and then the next, they put on this self-righteous act as if they are not asking for donations. And then one moment openly asked for other's opinions and claiming them to be trolls the next.

I support content creators and have bought contents from both foreign and local creators and sellers, and they don't play the victim/ sympathy card.

Boys, there is no need for you all to be a hero and try to save random strangers from their sea of self pity and absorbents. Just be here to enjoy the content and boost our self confidence by leaving us a nice comment, in a respectful manner. You are a hero for making through NS, don't try to be one on Tumblr (monetarily).

Be smart yeah.

[lycheemartinix]

To be kind is one thing but my dear boys some of y'all gotta put some respeck on your hard earned coins. (just saying...)

[unbotheredmuse]

may your booty grow & your skin glow.

[donzelademotel]

[caroushel-deactivated20201101]

[lycheemartinix]

just kiss me hard before you go.