head guy cringe comp

system blog for the lyesend collective

[lyesendcollective]

TAG KEY

(to be updated with actual links later)

🍀 - Luca

🐾 - Dusty

🌻 - Asa

🔮 - Curio

💀 - Caligo

🩹 - Lila

🕯 - Page

🦇 - Cecily

🎸 - Roxy

🍂 - Momo

[median-culture-is]

median culture is trying desperately to wrangle your idiot headmates and keep them from inflicting insane mood swings on the body as a result of rapid switching and failing miserably.

bonus chronic illness culture is acknowledging that looking deeper into certain ideas/coaxing certain facets into front for longer is likely integral to uncovering deeper understandings of ourselves and whatever is necessary for our recovery, but the constant headaches and exhaustion make that nearly impossible. we only ever have so many “spoons,” and it’s never enough to give everyone the mental space they need to be heard and communicated with properly.

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[one-in-a-nestillion]

people always describe the system experience as either the host makes all the decisions with input from their headmates, or the headmates vote and come to a collective decision, but what i experience is more closer to a dictatorship where whoever’s fronting at the moment does whatever the fuck they want until they leave and then it repeats with the next fronter and the one after that too.

[kittycatutaite]

Small reminder that DID is often a covert disorder and overt DID is actually pretty rare. A person could go their whole life without knowing they have DID because that's the point. You do not need to know who you are all the time or who's fronting or need to feel like you're a faker because you act the same pretty much all the time. You do not need to act drastically different between your headmates to be valid.

[leathersys]

simple visualization of emotional amnesia

[that-house]

partially-managed mental illness is so fucking funny i'll be sitting around doing my job and suddenly think "wow i hate myself" and immediately get confused because, like, that's not TRUE! i love myself so much. who are you to talk to me like that

[kumkaniudaku]

And then you can’t even say shit about bc people start trying to put you in a jacket and shit. Like omg it’s so strict???

[maxxie-or-smth]

half the thoughts i have aren't mine and i don't know where they're coming from

[fairycosmos]

“i asked ai” ok well i asked my dad. and he gave me an answer informed by life long alcoholism

[breakbeatbun]

what doesn't kill you makes you owwwww :( owwieee

[bug-mp3]

[initiala]

As much as I think it would be fun to have emotive anthropomorphic ears, I also recognize I can barely control my facial expressions. Like hell can I keep from Angry Ears-ing during meetings

[initiala]

This is who you’re having a meeting with, by the way.

[narcissene]

affirmations:

- it’s fun to be awake & in an upright position

- consciousness is a gift

- i CAN do this anymore

[kiwilikethefruittt]

get it done.

do it weird. do it messy. do it scared. do it out of order. do it slow. do it a little bit at a time. do it.

[alteredpanel]

[crabussy]

when you get crazy enough about The Character you'd think the situations you imagine them in would get more elaborate and lore intensive. but no. imagining my wizard pacing around huffily being slightly peeved at a mild inconvenience. I don’t even know what the inconvenience IS. and it's giving me enough joy to power a city for a month

[crabussy]

you understand this post more than anyone else

[probuccalfat]

they should invent a father you can forgive